I distance myself when I feel unwanted

Today, tomorrow or maybe soon
might not be our time
but maybe along the way
we'll know why

I have you, but why do I still feel alone?

It then comes to a point where in there are no more tears left to be shed

I like how our hands seem to have their own
conversations, apart from our mouths.
I like how we tell things we can't seem to say out loud.
In these spaces between,
Our fingers meet and they fit.
Perfectly.
No walls, no secrets

I like how our hands know how to be together
In times we can't seem to.

"Did you fall for the brains?"

No. I fell for his soul. I fell for the person behind the facade. I fell for his cries behind smiles. I fell for his pains behind jokes.

It was beautiful - falling for someone who is as dented as you are.

Don't say you love me
Cause I might not say it back
I'm sorry I can't promise you anything
I can't tell you right now that we're okay

I can't promise you things
I won't say it back
I don't feel the same
And I will never feel the same

Please don't get mad
I'm telling you this now
For you not to get hurt
This is for you
Just please trust me now

I'd like to give you a chance
But honestly i don't feel the same
I can't love you now
I can't force these feelings
I'm truly sorry

I’m tired

Lately I've been losing myself from
his smile
his laugh
his humor
his dreams
his passion
his craziness
his personality

Everything about him drives me insane
a simple notification from him brightens up my day
a tease that makes me blush
a wink that makes my heart skip a beat
a smile that makes my blood rush

Uncertainty is inevitable
but one thing's for sure
I'm more than happy to lose myself to him
Everyday

It's only been one month and sixteen days since I met you
but believe me when I say you already mean so much to me

Do not trust me, for I'm  a poet  
I will analyze and read you
Stanza by stanza
hook by hook
My aim is to open you up
Enabling your thoughts to intertwine  with mine & to fall obsession towards me just by my words
Like your  favorite  childhood book.

I’m only yours when it’s convenient

To be honest i'm not okay i'll tell you lies to cover up everything to cover up what i feel for you it's not easy to be in my position i miss you, i miss our random conversations our usual hugs i miss everything that we used to do I wish i didn't tell you the truth i wish you didn't know what i feel for you it's like everything we used to do was gone

Minsan tila ikaw pa rin
Ikaw pa rin ang iniisip
Hindi makalimutan
Mundo ko'y umiikot sayo

Kailan nga ba nagbago ang lahat
Dahil kung ako ang papipiliin
Ibibigay ko ang lahat para lang maibalik
Ang lahat lahat
Lalo na ang tayo

Falling in love is not rational. It's madness. A beautiful, wonderful moment of magnificent insanity.

Look into my eyes...

and they say
"I'm obsessed with you. Utterly, willingly, and wonderfully"

Ikaw,
Ang Kahapon,
Ngayon,
At Bukas.

How is it a mistake when maybe I'm falling for the right person after all?

Cut out all the ropes and let me fall, make me feel what it's like to fall for you, just this once give a little time for you to realize that maybe i'm the one you're waiting for. You see I'd be lying if I told you I fell out of love, to tell you the truth it's still you and it will always be you.

I was never sure of anything before you came along, before you changed the way I see things. You opened my eyes and made me realize that you're worth it, you're worth every tear, every heartache and every mistake.

So maybe just maybe you're the right person for me

It’s crazy how happy you make me feel
How I randomly smile when I think of you
The way you make me feel when I’m with you

You are amazing in every way possible
And I am still in awe that I have you

Sana iyong maisip
Ang aking nararamdaman
Hindi maipagkakaila
Ang nararamdaman ko ay tunay

Kung para sayo wala lang ito
Para saakin ito ay isang pangarap
Pangarap na hindi kailanman matutupad
Pangarap na tila isang impossibleng pagkakataon

Isang pagkakamali ang mahulog sayo
Ako man ay umaasa pa rin
Ngunit iba ang iyong gusto
Alam kong hindi ako at hinding hindi magiging ako

Kakaiba ang turing mo saakin
May konting aliw at kilig
Pero hindi lahat ay totoo
Kasinungalingan ika nga

Pagpasensyahan mo na
Ikaw ang aking natipuhan
Hindi ko ito sinasadya
Wala ito sa plano

Umaasa ako
Umaasa na may pag-asa tayo
Umaasa na nagbabakasakali
Umaasa na maging tayo

Mahirap umasa
Pero sa totoo lang
Aasa ako para sayo
Baka pwede...

Sa isang sulyap ng ngiti mo
Natutunaw ang puso ko
Pilit na itinatago ang nararamdaman
O tila manhid ka lamang

Ngunit nakakapagod
Nakakapagod na habulin ka
Na bigyang saysay ang mayroon tayo
Ano nga ba ang mayroon tayo?

It's scary how you can be so madly in love and lose every feeling in a split second

I like you I really do
I dont know what to do
I cannot seem to get you
All I know is that I want you

This feeling of uncertainty
It leads me to reality
You lost me in your mystery
All the signs of urgency

You're the one i want no one else
I'd choose you over anyone
I know you don't feel the same
But please try to understand me

I can't move on I don't know why
I still get those chills every time
Please just let me understand why
Because it's hard for me to try

Tell me why you make me feel this way
How or why no one knows even I
Please all I want you to say is stay
I'd stay with you that's all I can say

Take me back to the day I met you
When everything was okay and true
Before those butterflies came to life
Before it got me feeling alive

Why can't you see
What I want us to be
I dont know what I lack
I just want it all back

To be beside you thats all I want
Just give me this chance to be blunt
I'd risk it all just so you know
I'm not gonna lie I want you to try

Why dont you give it a shot
It's not like were gonna get lost
You know it's a chance I'll take
So please allow me to wait

Is this some kind of ecstacy
You got me feeling so high
Your eyes take me to the stars
A little mystery and some spark

Youre important to me
I cant set you free
But lets wait and see
What God has planned for you and me

I wasn’t looking for you.
I wasn’t expecting you.

But I’m glad I met you

Akala ko ikaw na
Akala ko kasi pwede
Akala ko may chance
Akala ko iba ka


Yun pala nauwi lahat sa maling akala

I never knew I had my walls down until you made me put it back up again

30 lines

1. I love the way you are
2. The way you get scared and nervous with things
3. I love the way you’re so sure of what you want
4. The way you re-assure me that everything will be alright
5. That you’d message me the following day or after a few hours
6. Or even ask me if it’s alright if you’ll be busy
7. I love the way that you’re responsible
8. You make me smile out of nowhere it gets scary
9. The way you care for me and for other people especially your mom
10. How you see the simplest and smallest of things that I do
11. I love that you’d always message me good morning and good night even though you’re makulit
12. How you’d want to keep me company even when you’re tired
13. The way you treat Eclipse, it shows me how mature you can be
14. It’s the way you’d consider what I want or my opinions
15. The way that you always know what to say next even when you leave me speechless
16. I love that even when you have insecurities you’re still willing to try and that didn’t stop you
17. I love that you’re very consistent it’s rare these days
18. I love that you’re old-fashioned and that you wanna ask my parents about stuff
19. I love that you read books and judge movies based from books
20. How you tell me that the songs you’re sending has a meaning
21. That you listen to the songs I like
22. The way you make simple hirits and makes my heart skip a beat
23. How you notice the things I do and analyze them
24. I love the way that you made a list of the things you like about me and was willing to share them with me
25. The way that you always say “a lot” whenever you tell me you like me
26. The way you get shy when you ask me things like if I wanna hang with you or when you make hirits
27. How you’d always say sorry and feel bad whenever you tell me you’re bad at something
28. I love that you’re very consistent and always asks me if i’m good
29. The way you judge me when I message you during class
30. It’s how you manage to make me fall for you each and every day for the past few days


But honestly it scares me that you’re all of these things because these are what makes me like you. I have insecurities I mean we all have but what if I disappoint you like what if all of a sudden I wasn’t your type. I’m really nervous to meet you cause I don’t wanna mess things up I kinda want this to last.

I’m not shy, really, but you make me shy. I tend to hold back my feelings at times I’m sorry it’s just that what if you don’t like me. I’m chubby, I’m not pretty and I can be all around the place, i’m not perfect or maybe not the girl you have in your mind.

I wouldn’t be this scared if I didn’t like you this much. I still hope you feel the same way that I do