Like I hope one day, eventually your name will be erased out of my mind. Ur name wouldn't bring back bittersweet memories like before. Cause then, when I am fully healed, I would be able to love someone without the unwanted toxins in it. Anything would just be enough, eventually in time. So I'm guessing that right now, it's just a temporary goodbye.
You feel like your a burden your mind is over taking by these thoughts you don't appertain disconnected from the world like a plug from its outlet no longer in use useless at the least priceless to those who don't see who you really are.. who are you really? Your acting we can all tell its so impostress and fake like a bad spell whose fault is it the wisher or the witch? We want you raw, vulnerable, authentic and true to who you are This is the alternate you we hear your screams inside your own mind "this isn't me why am i acting this way" save me please, im adrift from myself. the actual me
Your beautiful,you belong,you have an understanding beyond your years keep your head clear you got this
I didn't want to let go... of all of our memories of the long lost nights talking of the dreams we'd share to one another of the interest that was once mutual.
I didn't want it to change... at least not into this i liked you so much i couldn't tell you what this feeling is.
But you let me go, and I fell on your shallow ground... i wasn't the prettiest, so you didn't want me i wasn't the funniest, not entertaining i'm not the most colorful, so you didn't see me but you used to...what happened?
Yet, after I told you that I couldn't watch you disappear... and although you didn't seem to care somehow, i felt relieved.
Because it wasn't you that I was going to lose... but just another part of me. i saved my self, and i got away. i truly cared for you after all the things telling me not to... and you let me get away. thank you