I wasn’t looking for you.
I wasn’t expecting you.
But I’m glad I met you
It’s crazy how happy you make me feel
How I randomly smile when I think of you
The way you make me feel when I’m with you
You are amazing in every way possible
And I am still in awe that I have you
I distance myself when I feel unwanted
Lately I've been losing myself from
Everything about him drives me insane
a simple notification from him brightens up my day
a tease that makes me blush
a wink that makes my heart skip a beat
a smile that makes my blood rush
Uncertainty is inevitable
but one thing's for sure
I'm more than happy to lose myself to him
It's only been one month and sixteen days since I met you
but believe me when I say you already mean so much to me
Your words stirred something deep inside me
like a ***** martini sipped with thirsty lips
my body intoxicated by the very suggestion of you.
I like how our hands seem to have their own
conversations, apart from our mouths.
I like how we tell things we can't seem to say out loud.
In these spaces between,
Our fingers meet and they fit.
No walls, no secrets
I like how our hands know how to be together
In times we can't seem to.