it's annoying when you get hurt
because being hurt means pain
and what's worse is knowing
that you can only be hurt
by the ones you love

How many heart breaks
And fall downs;
And bad influences;
And wrong paths;
Do you have to take?
Or do you have to do?
For you to realize,
That you deserve so much more
Than what you are getting.

mom,
your smile not only give light to our home;
but also to our life.
you are by each and every way
my most favorite woman in the world.
i love you to the milky way and back.
Always.
Happy Mother's Day!

not all superheroes wear capes*
then not all villains wear masks;
see through more than what meets the eye

Billions of people around the world;
I must be very lucky.
To have met someone like you.
But I guess,
Not lucky enough
For you to love me back.

you can't just tell me
that you wrote something for me
and then
tell me you have someone new

but who am i
to seek for something
or someone
that isn't even mine

Remember that time,
When you told me to close my eyes?
I did.
But, when I opened them,
You were gone.
Just gone.

why am i
being blamed for something
i didn't do?

when is it going to stop
being my fault?

why is it
always me
who takes the fall?

when will i
put myself
back together?

will i still
be able to?

if the tears aren't worth the damage that was already done,
was love even existent?
are the memories still even unforgettable?

When I look at you
I see myself.
Like I’m staring at my own reflection.
When you speak,
I hear my voice.
Like it was taped to be heard.
When you dance,
I see my own movements.
Like it was rehearsed from the beginning.
The difference;
When you talk,
People listen.
When I smile,
People go away.
We are the same
In almost every angle.
But different
In any aspect possible.

how to be like Barney?
how can i stop being sad
whenever i'm sad
and be awesome instead.
How?

I am tired of waiting
For you to text me first
For you to say good night
For you to say "i love you"

For once, I'll be the first
To say good bye.

so far I've realized,
that at the end of the day,
you're the one
who makes me happy.

I hope one day,
you realize that too.

There are moments in life when I don't have any idea what I am doing anymore.
It's like my all of my days are bound to start and end the same way.
And I keep asking myself,
When will my world start spinning the other way around?
When will the changes begin?
I'm sick of having to do my daily routines.
I'm sick of everything that makes my life ordinary.
I'm tired and I just want to feel something new.

you never get tired, don't you?
never losing patience when we are being immature
never yelling when we become unreasonable
never getting tired of being the light of our home
you never get tired.
and i can never thank you enough
for not giving up
for not getting tired.

i love you, mom.

even if i want to cry
even if i want to forget
even if i want to get over it
and move on
i can't
because you're everything
that's right in my life
even if sometimes it may feel
so wrong

i seem to have forgotten
how you make me feel
with just one text
my lips form a smile
my heart skips a beat

this is the feeling
i never want to forget
ever again.

I have found myself
Looking right back at you.
I knew, in that moment,
I realized
I love you.

I could have sworn
All of it was nothing.
But then,
You smiled at me,
And everything that I thought
I knew,
It went fading.

I really do not know why,
But you can make me smile.
A smile that I hope
Would last forever.
A smile that I pray
Would bring us together.

they say;
Cross that bridge when you get there.
question is:
When will I get to that bridge?

family is everthing
family is love
family is home
family is light
family is forever

i miss you
i miss what we had
even if it was unclear
even if it was never special
i miss you
and i wonder
what we could have been
even if there was never an us

each and every passing day
you never fail to make me realize
how im such a disappointment
and how she's better than me
and how i can never live up to your expectations

each and every passing day
you make me want to hate myself
more than i ever do

because each and every passing day
you make me feel
that i am not worth it.

i have been figuring life
for 19 years
and still i ain't got no clue
how to live with the *******
how to survive the **** ups
how to deal with life's crap

love is like
holding a pen
and writing your own story
delivering out the best lines
giving the idea of the best scenes
sometimes making your mistakes
trying to erase your errors
covering them up
even wanting to tear the page off
doing everything to make them right
that is love
love is your story
no matter how good
or bad
the chapter may be
love is worth reading

i feel so stupid
for even thinking
that you and i
might stand a chance

but i feel even more stupid
for thinking
that you could change

summer is not enough
to fit all my adventures in

all these letters
all these words
i can't seem to make up
one little sentence
to let you know how i feel

all these numbers
all these signs
i can't seem to follow
what makes me call you mine

we are so busy falling in love
we tend to forget how hard it is to fall too deep
and to be in pain so bad we become busy hurting

at the back of my mind...
i'm still hoping..
waiting.

he's someone i can never begin to explain
this we have is something new
but at the same time something real
i can never begin to explain
but i can say
he's something
he's something worth it

Love came to conquer;
Love came to win.
Death came to take
What love had built.