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239 · Jun 2016
joy
kristina Jun 2016
joy
it is when someone leaves
that i feel most unhappy
but the thought of them coming back
gives me the slightest bit of joy
212 · Mar 2016
fast forward
kristina Mar 2016
it is in this moment
when i just want to speed up
minutes turning into hours
days turning into months
months turning into years
because im too tired
too helpless
too afraid
187 · May 2020
day 1
kristina May 2020
i hear the wind
sometimes raindrops too
i feel the heat of the sun
at night, i see the light of the moon

i can’t go out
for a better view
or a better feel

but i know
i am grateful
to still be breathing
trying to post one thought a day until this quarantine is over

it’s all gonna be okay
186 · Apr 2016
Untitled
kristina Apr 2016
trust me when i say;
i'm in love with you
176 · Jul 2019
in my dream
kristina Jul 2019
in my dream
you are always smiling
and laughing
while your eyes sparkle with joy

in my dream
my hand is the one you’re holding
and my lips
they’re the ones you’re kissing

in my dream
i am your dream girl
i am who makes you happy
i am the one you are with

then i wake up
and i’m not
164 · May 2016
done
kristina May 2016
i am just so tired of trying to be someone i am not
someone i can never be
i am so tired of trying to be noticed
and loved
and cared for
i am trying
but i am so tired
161 · Apr 2019
unchoose you
kristina Apr 2019
i quite don’t understand what i have been feeling for you
each time i try to forget,
you come back making me want you
more and more
but i possibly cannot allow myself
to constantly choose you
because you’re not even choosing me
im backkkk
157 · Apr 2016
trying
kristina Apr 2016
Isn't it so sad that I try so hard
just so you'd see me;
recognize me;
but in the end,
i'll never be the one;
i'll never be her.
155 · Jul 2016
please
kristina Jul 2016
can you please
for once,
make me feel as special?
as important?
108 · Dec 2017
love you, love me
kristina Dec 2017
loving you is all I can do best
loving you is all I can ever do
to make you love me, that’s way too out of reach
to make you love me, that’s something i can never really do

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