I shuffle my way into the kitchen,
suicidal thoughts running through my head
"you're worthless"
"you're stupid"
"you're ugly"
Thats the only thing I hear.
I grab the sharpest blade from the drawer
slit slit slit
It hurts
but at the same time
it feels amazing.
I need to stop
but I can't.
drip drip drip
My blood splatters onto the floor,
with every cut
more and more blood
trickles down.
This is so relieving.
The knife is cutting out every insult,
abolishing all of my glitches.
all of my failures are replaced with integrity.
I feel as if I were new.
With this knife,
I'm going to carve a better me.