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 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Sorry, I love you
I didn't plan
To fall for you.

Sorry, I love you
I know it's a bother
So I'll never say it to you.

Sorry, I love you
Everything would probably be better
If I didn't.

Sorry, I love you
If I could stop it
Then I would.

Sorry, I love you
Why does it have
To be you?

Sorry, I love you
I'll put these words in a box
And hide them far away.

I love you
Is the three words,
Which I will never say...
A Love Poem
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I'm never able to talk
When other people needs it
But neither do I shut up
When silence is wished

I say what I think,
But never what I feel
Which makes it harder
To let people know when I
Love them

So I leave people unsure
Of what I think about them
Maybe it's just because of the
Haunting memories from my past
Which hurts and reminds me
That my feelings for some people
Are only a bother

So I'll never say
What I really feel...
I write poems instead of talking about it...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
If you begin a game
Then you better make a plan
After which rules
it is that you play

Don't hope for the Prize
And don't expect to win
Just enjoy the game
And enjoy the company
This way you won't be hurt
When another player wins

So roll the dice
And let the game begin
Take a chance
And wait and see
What the result
Of this game will be...
The games we play in life...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Let's keep it a secret
Let's not tell anyone
Let's delete the proofs
Let the memories be gone

Let the scars be healed
Let the time pass
Let the letter be sealed
Let it all be in the past

Let's not make it weird
Let's not burn the bridge
Let's not fall apart
Because of a secret
Secrets...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Saying I love you
Would be a crime
So these three words
I'll hide
In a place
Where they can fade
Together with the feeling
To which they are labeled.

There they'll stay
Until the day
Where we can both
Look back and laugh
Over my confused
Little
paper heart...
I just wanted to express it somewhere...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I miss you,
but you're not here
You're on the other side of the earth
spending your days there
I want you to come home
I miss our little talks
I miss the crazy stuff
which always happens to us
but there's still a month
before you'll be back
so I'll just sit here
while missing my other half...
my BFF is in Nepal atm, so inspiration for the poem was easy
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
She's like a sister
to me
and I love her
a lot

I miss her
when she isn't here
and I really want to give her
a hug

you see this girl
she's special to me
she's funny
she's clumsy
but almost always happy

She's not always lucky
and it might be best
to make a life-insurance
before you hang with her

Still I couldn't be more proud
than to call this girl
My best friend
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I tried to create a distance
I tried to stay away,
but then **** happened
and here I am again.

Falling down the rabbit-hole,
but still trying to climb up.
Fleeing from this feeling,
which people call love.

I don't want to fall,
my heart, I'll hide it away
so that nobody ever can touch
or reach it again.

My head tells me
that it's right to stay away,
but everything else inside me
screams "Don't let him get away!"

So a war is going on in my head
and I'm so confused
'Cause I'll have to choose
What the hell I am going to do.

So it really happened again.
This stupid ***** never learns
from her mistakes.
****...I think I fell in love again...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
Don't make me fall for you
Please, I ask this of you
I don't want to smile the whole time
while thinking of you
I don't want to feel sad,
just because I miss you.

So please don't make me fall for you.

I hate when I say I hate you,
but I say it with a smile
I hate rolling around in the bed
without knowing why.
I hate the times when I suddenly cracks a smile,
because something reminded me of you.

Please, don't make me fall for you.

Tho' it'll hurt me, then please stay away
don't talk to me for a couple of days.
Then I might be able to
make myself move on
you told me yourself
I shouldn't wait for anyone
The "right guy" might be sitting at a bar,
but I never meet him since I was busy
falling for a guy, who's probably only playing.

So please, don't make me fall for you.
My request wasn't heard....
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I hate you so much
That you wont believe it.
I hate you so much
That I almost can't take it.
This hate is occupying my whole day
And haunts me in my dreams.

I hate the fact that I
Follows your every move with my eyes.
I hate you so much
That you're on my mind
the whole time.

I call you Idiot,
Because I am frustrated
And doesn't know
How to express this hate.
But still,
I say it with a smile.

I hate
when you look at me like that
Since it's one of my weak-points.
Don't use this weapon against me,
I swear, I can't take it.

I hate when I feel warm inside
And when my cheeks turn red
I hate the fact that I
Can't choke the smile,
Which comes over my face when I
Look into your eyes.

I hate missing you
And I hate that I can't tell you
How much I wish to be by your side,
But if you ever ask me about this,
Then I'll refused ever to have said it.

I hate that I want to text you,
but never do I dare.
But most of all I hate the fact
That I don't hate you
Not the least at all.
I guess this is a way to express love...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I can't stop smiling
when I think of him
neither can I stop
the fact that I miss him

But though I want to get near
I better stay away
'Cause he's like a candle
and his burn won't go away

So I better not touch
I better not try
He better stay a bittersweet memory
until the end of time...
He became a hurtful memory instead...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I hate Love
and lets be honest
I don't think
that I'm ever gonna Love it...
 Mar 2016
Echoes Of A Mind
I take a pill
once a day
because if I don't
then I'm afraid
that all my friends will leave me

'Cause 'out the pill
then I'm like a child
so **** curious
with my eyes open wide

I speak loudly
and can't sit still
not even
if I'm told to chill

I've been alone for 14 years
I don't want to shed anymore tears
of loneliness

So to keep my worries and fears in reins
I take this pill
once a day

Still I got no guarantee
that my friends
wont come to hate me...
Poem inspired by a war in my mind
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