Leaving a void in my heart,
There you went!
I could see your numb feet moving away from me,
You were sulking like a child on the inside,
Whose tous haven't been bought.
I could see those tears.
Leaving me alone,
There you went.
Your going away was not a waste,
After all, the LOVE for our country,
And today when I stand beside your grave,
I am proud,
More proud than any woman on this earth.
I loath myself for feeling you left me,
Because you never left me.
You are with me ,
Like the oxygen surrounding me,
Enabling me to live.
You never left,
You never went away,
You left a mark.
A mark I will carry with me for the next
Six months in my womb,
I don't know if it will leave me like you did or not,
But I will raise it like you would have done.
I will love it like you loved your country,
I will kiss it like the flag kissed your body,
I will hug it like you hugged your death.
Not that you won't be missed ,
But it won't be in a sad manner,
I will miss those moments
We made together with a big smile on my face.
I will miss how the last time
You left ,
You said that " Love is Eternal".
I didn't understand it then,
But now I do.
And there you went!
Taking a part of me
And giving me a part of yours. ❤