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"inkblots" poems
Alone with this desk, And a notebook chock-fulled with paper; Endless.. he chomp everything away. Things truly aren’t easy, The silence makes it harder. Hey music, fill the air; For not all truths, But laughs of frauds may break out. Just like the old days. Just like the lady boss, Just..maybe. There should be dancing all around, Where crowds should chip in And take things in stern. Errands were not decors – Trespass! Like mini ciphers, Digits, letters, they knock the drill out. Only a couple more days left, But in ignominy, This generation may fall; How pitiable.. With such marks and inkblots, The source remains unrecognized. They’re used to seize papers like that, Although such are committing theft already. Left were words, Can’t spell it unerringly; Yet the hearsays divulged its address, So now, it’s time to slam this tome; End the toil that has always been the crook! Go outside, For the sun’s rays are there! Goodbye to this aged chair, And to this notebook full of nicks, With new freedom, We shall embrace.. Everything.. “Ciao” to what’s new, ‘Coz this is the real world! Oh college days! (7/25/13 @xirlleelang)
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May 27, 2014
May 27, 2014 at 9:54 PM UTC
The Everyday Poetic Routine of a College Student
You are drinking yourself red-eyed and crumpled on an unmade bed meanwhile I am hating the world’s promiscuity and signing autographs that serve no alternate purpose subsequent to their ink-blotted conceptions and silently my heart scratches and claws and penetrates bone, muscle, and choked fat to get to you How will we know when we’re no longer young enough to inconsequentially rot our bodies from the inside out? If I could I would search for a space impenetrable by ants molecules and medium-sized atoms that exists between my pale finger tips and your freckled bare back moving slowly up and down If I could I would be somewhere where nothing is the tarnished byproduct of anything where no one will remind anyone not to clog their throats or minds or eyes when they shiver and choke on scarlet inkblots and chug gasoline and wipe away dirt stains and drink each other’s shame and form cuts on the soles of their feet after rushing barefoot through beds of sharp stones to reach other
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Dec 24, 2012
Dec 24, 2012 at 11:53 PM UTC
We The Hate Generation
Do you believe that a poem has not one meaning                                                                                                                                       but imports as numerous                                                                                                                                     as the eyes that experience                                                                                                                                                             its existence                                                                                                                                        and try to piece together                                                                                                                                        how it exists in their life? that the core of a poem is some internal light that the poet has basked in which has manifested itself on the page?                                                                           ***but that for each of us                                                                   who is touched by its presence                                                                            it is an aurora borealis                                                                           which holds us rooted                                                                            panting in excitement                                                                              lost in admiration                                              and appreciating that someone somewhere understands?***                                                                                                                             that an encounter with a poem                                                                                                              is like trying to find shapes in the clouds                                                                                                                                   or constellations in the stars                                                                                                                                         or meanings in inkblots that within its randomness patterns emerge and each one  may discover exactly what one is looking for                                                                                                                         that within this meeting of minds                                                                                                                                  there is an universal connect                                                                                                                                                   a personality test-                                                                                                                                                     that reveals both                                                                                                                                          the reader and the poet so while reading any poem it may be worthwhile to think what did I learn about you? and what did I learn about myself? -Vijayalakshmi Harish 18.09.2012 Copyright © Vijayalakshmi Harish
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Sep 18, 2012
Sep 18, 2012 at 4:58 AM UTC
Poetry Rorschach
Do you believe that a poem has not one meaning                                                                                                                                       but imports as numerous                                                                                                                                     as the eyes that experience                                                                                                                                                             its existence                                                                                                                                        and try to piece together                                                                                                                                        how it exists in their life? that the core of a poem is some internal light that the poet has basked in which has manifested itself on the page?                                                                           ***but that for each of us                                                                   who is touched by its presence                                                                            it is an aurora borealis                                                                           which holds us rooted                                                                            panting in excitement                                                                              lost in admiration                                              and appreciating that someone somewhere understands?***                                                                                                                             that an encounter with a poem                                                                                                              is like trying to find shapes in the clouds                                                                                                                                   or constellations in the stars                                                                                                                                         or meanings in inkblots that within its randomness patterns emerge and each one  may discover exactly what one is looking for                                                                                                                         that within this meeting of minds                                                                                                                                  there is an universal connect                                                                                                                                                   a personality test-                                                                                                                                                     that reveals both                                                                                                                                          the reader and the poet so while reading any poem it may be worthwhile to think what did I learn about you? and what did I learn about myself? -Vijayalakshmi Harish 18.09.2012 Copyright © Vijayalakshmi Harish
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Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Level-headedness was never in the job description Pushing away this world like it's a bad addiction I have a love unending Transcending space and time Living in the world I create deep within my rhyme And I stand 'till I choose to sit And I will sit for now Wiping inkblots off my page as if sweat from my brow Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Level-headedness was never in the job description Pushing away this world like it's a bad addiction She was and still is the girl The girl who was unobtainable Yet my body stays restrainable as I sit here scribbling Tossing her hair over her shoulder I stick to my seat as if atop me's a boulder And I try to convince myself that I'm too busy Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Level-headedness was never in the job description Pushing away this world like it's a bad addiction I am a boy who doesn't take chances While the words dance in my brain And I write of love and true romance and live them on the page So my **** has finally decided to not partake in the occasion And stay seated so I'm not defeated to prevent sorrow's invasion Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Level-headedness was never in the job description Pushing away this world like it's a bad addiction My brain and heart battle for control Of shifting feet and lover's soul And what stands as inconceivable is why I'm so lost A chance is a chance and that is all they are And I need not travel very far Not trying is still losing and standing and sitting both have their cost Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Level-headedness was never in the job description Pushing away this world like it's a bad addiction                                                                                         Heaven's eyes lie through ruby curls She meets my glance and smiles at me While I stew with ink-stained fingers here in purgatory Stand up, **** it! Just stand up! My heart and head reach a conclusion Pages only go so far and the safety of sitting an illusion Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Level-headedness was never in the job description Pushing away this world like it's a bad addiction I stand up and find, to my surprise, My legs choosing to support Dropping pen and picking up the ball that's in my court And I walk up to the girl who plagues my dreams As if her very being, to me, beckons and calls Only to hear the world laughing at me as I slip, trip, and fall And hell is all to real to the boy who occupied purgatory With tear-filled eyes from looking to heaven With ****** nose caused from leaving his seat Seeing my chance flutter away as I run out of the room Indented in the red haired girl's eyes as a simple buffoon Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Coming back another day to claim my love once more And being ever so careful to make sure my face meets yours, not the floor
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Jun 4, 2013
Jun 4, 2013 at 11:33 AM UTC
A Cause For Reevaluation
Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Level-headedness was never in the job description Pushing away this world like it's a bad addiction I have a love unending Transcending space and time Living in the world I create deep within my rhyme And I stand 'till I choose to sit And I will sit for now Wiping inkblots off my page as if sweat from my brow Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Level-headedness was never in the job description Pushing away this world like it's a bad addiction She was and still is the girl The girl who was unobtainable Yet my body stays restrainable as I sit here scribbling Tossing her hair over her shoulder I stick to my seat as if atop me's a boulder And I try to convince myself that I'm too busy Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Level-headedness was never in the job description Pushing away this world like it's a bad addiction I am a boy who doesn't take chances While the words dance in my brain And I write of love and true romance and live them on the page So my **** has finally decided to not partake in the occasion And stay seated so I'm not defeated to prevent sorrow's invasion Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Level-headedness was never in the job description Pushing away this world like it's a bad addiction My brain and heart battle for control Of shifting feet and lover's soul And what stands as inconceivable is why I'm so lost A chance is a chance and that is all they are And I need not travel very far Not trying is still losing and standing and sitting both have their cost Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Level-headedness was never in the job description Pushing away this world like it's a bad addiction                                                                                         Heaven's eyes lie through ruby curls She meets my glance and smiles at me While I stew with ink-stained fingers here in purgatory Stand up, **** it! Just stand up! My heart and head reach a conclusion Pages only go so far and the safety of sitting an illusion Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Level-headedness was never in the job description Pushing away this world like it's a bad addiction I stand up and find, to my surprise, My legs choosing to support Dropping pen and picking up the ball that's in my court And I walk up to the girl who plagues my dreams As if her very being, to me, beckons and calls Only to hear the world laughing at me as I slip, trip, and fall And hell is all to real to the boy who occupied purgatory With tear-filled eyes from looking to heaven With ****** nose caused from leaving his seat Seeing my chance flutter away as I run out of the room Indented in the red haired girl's eyes as a simple buffoon Let's back pace, erase my face from your memory I will leave and make you believe my new identity Coming back another day to claim my love once more And being ever so careful to make sure my face meets yours, not the floor
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I smell burning lights of neon and blue. It's Christmas, they say. Inkblots have formed their own sentences, helping me write. In the midst of this slow night, I swear I am right. And I pull Kafka from the shelf because I want to hear him talk. I am my own vermin, and we can be random together. I love you Kafka, I say. I love you. Kafka. I love you. Shall we dance despite your limbs? Samba's playing, I am left staring at you then back at him, and right back at you, right where you stood tiptoeing as you reach the topmost corner of the cupboard. You know I never hide any can of insecticide, Kafka, because I get it, you'll wither. But I love you, Kafka, I say. I love you. Kafka. I'm a bit colorful with a drag of dirt. I'm a bit Spanish when I shake my hips. I turn French right before midnight. I lose sight and might when the clock chimes two in the afternoon - I become just by looking at you. Because I love you Kafka, I say. I love you. Kafka. I.
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Dec 6, 2013
Dec 6, 2013 at 11:37 AM UTC
A vermin stings
~Be You, Don't Change For No One~ Smoking butterflies Lilted with jade poison Swirling into my jeweled lungs I smile; high on madness .. No one can defeat me now The drug monster Pulsing thru my veins I feel I can rule this land .. Though in reality There is no such thing .. Metaphors spill from my lips . . . . . . my blood .. Eyelids fluttering Like the wings of a dove Everything is blurry White walls; nothing .. I scream Confused Shattered Lost .. In pain; lungs bursting Mind racing Heart beat beating--- .. I'm slowly dying My paper body Inflamed Essence of butterflies .. Floating around me The ones I smoked The ones I inhaled They are killing me; whispered I .. Though I am nothing but a page Filled with Inkblots Smudged . . . My pen comes to save me; yet again .. It rewrites me Stitching new stories Over my old scars Creating a new me .. Ink kisses my lips Her chemicals seeping into my papery skin Bleeding into me I'm becoming a scroll .. Decorated with so many rules .. As I sigh My pen stabs into me Becoming me I then scream ashes; everything fades black .. Awakening . . . I've become a notebook Staring up at myself I watch my own face .. Intense Dreamy Thoughtful . . . Disturbed .. Pen in my hand I open myself Taking the pen The one, which stabbed me .. Ink bleeds Onto my pages I feel my pain, My obsessions, my happiness . . . .. I watch as the spirit of writing Leaves my body Folding itself between my pages Like a bookmark .. The pen falls from my hand Landing on me I watch mystified As the pen whispers .. "No one can defeat you now This is your land, Your rules, your soul Welcome to the notebook life' .. "You wanted something better So I remade you" .. -B-but this is not what I want- I plead; trying to cry But notebooks don't cry Only the ink can cry for me; the ink from my pen .. The pen chuckled "Then my friend . . . Be careful what you wish for You didn't want to be human" .. "So I made you Into something better You are useful now You are popular" .. I tried to scream But I saw myself get up, snatching the smiling pen I closed myself Only to be open again when needed . . .
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Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 4:14 PM UTC
Pen Surgeon
~Be You, Don't Change For No One~ Smoking butterflies Lilted with jade poison Swirling into my jeweled lungs I smile; high on madness .. No one can defeat me now The drug monster Pulsing thru my veins I feel I can rule this land .. Though in reality There is no such thing .. Metaphors spill from my lips . . . . . . my blood .. Eyelids fluttering Like the wings of a dove Everything is blurry White walls; nothing .. I scream Confused Shattered Lost .. In pain; lungs bursting Mind racing Heart beat beating--- .. I'm slowly dying My paper body Inflamed Essence of butterflies .. Floating around me The ones I smoked The ones I inhaled They are killing me; whispered I .. Though I am nothing but a page Filled with Inkblots Smudged . . . My pen comes to save me; yet again .. It rewrites me Stitching new stories Over my old scars Creating a new me .. Ink kisses my lips Her chemicals seeping into my papery skin Bleeding into me I'm becoming a scroll .. Decorated with so many rules .. As I sigh My pen stabs into me Becoming me I then scream ashes; everything fades black .. Awakening . . . I've become a notebook Staring up at myself I watch my own face .. Intense Dreamy Thoughtful . . . Disturbed .. Pen in my hand I open myself Taking the pen The one, which stabbed me .. Ink bleeds Onto my pages I feel my pain, My obsessions, my happiness . . . .. I watch as the spirit of writing Leaves my body Folding itself between my pages Like a bookmark .. The pen falls from my hand Landing on me I watch mystified As the pen whispers .. "No one can defeat you now This is your land, Your rules, your soul Welcome to the notebook life' .. "You wanted something better So I remade you" .. -B-but this is not what I want- I plead; trying to cry But notebooks don't cry Only the ink can cry for me; the ink from my pen .. The pen chuckled "Then my friend . . . Be careful what you wish for You didn't want to be human" .. "So I made you Into something better You are useful now You are popular" .. I tried to scream But I saw myself get up, snatching the smiling pen I closed myself Only to be open again when needed . . .
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Hundreds of little droplets tethered together perched on clusters of wire set in five swing across the surface at varying rates up down and around until they plunge into final resolution. Most see a mess of lines and inkblots. an indecipherable language a cousin to Braille They see the only stark contrast, black against khaki the page aged with affection while I hear the harmony.
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Jul 14, 2013
Jul 14, 2013 at 4:23 PM UTC
Synesthesia
I asked the love inside me to sleep but not to die. To fly like swallows at sea, give me peace, but please, be homesick. I asked the love inside me to relent it’s doping up like an Indian Luna discarding the moon for daylight. I asked would it be stoic, Drown the sun for just a day and hang dark over street-signs that have anagrams of her name or point to wherever she sleeps. I asked the love inside me to keep the love-bites in my capillaries lest they phosphoresce like the backs of cuttlefish. I asked would it be patient to shine them later, as inkblots, reminding me of what the softness of her lips can do. I asked the love inside me to remember and not to hope. Keep our room everlasting alight with music, and like my love, my own. there’s lipstick kissed filter tips and roaches made from textbooks littering the ash-hardened carpet. The lift of bra strings over collarbone tracing a mole meeting like the Saone and Rhone there. Hungover afternoons where the heat stays asleep in the air circulating with our radiance as if our hearts fill the whole space. The time moves glacially like we’re children having nothing to compare it with but the length of hair and the states of cliff faces. Two stillborns meeting in the afterlife. The first time and the last time and all the love in between is alive.
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Mar 12, 2016
Mar 12, 2016 at 5:31 PM UTC
What I asked the love inside me.
Inkblots cloud the sky Inkblots murk the clouds Inkblots envelop words With their drops of black destruction An inkblot falls on a painting, a drawing, a writing, and it all drowns up.
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Apr 10, 2015
Apr 10, 2015 at 10:48 PM UTC
Ink
Vocal ingenuity A generous gratuity I wish could be removed from me But I would still write poetry --Which someone else would have to read As from the page the inkblots plead "Give us a voice!" the letters said Without a voice they would be dead But no-one reads my poetry And so its voice is left to me To show the World, or just to try Be truly heard before I die
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Jan 26, 2022
Jan 26, 2022 at 10:33 PM UTC
Pitch!
Of all the lost souls I have come to know, You are the bravest, strongest, most divine. These misplaced foot steps set the world aglow, With each touch of your hand, new stars align. I assumed your wondering made you lost -- How foolish of me, but now I can see You are more than stone: bright granite embossed With love’s red roses, not sickly ivy. Envy is my desire for your hands And how they can shape such beautiful thoughts. You are like a creation of Dream’s lands, Lulled spirit tattooed with scattered inkblots.      Wandering but not lost, found but still searching      To bring color back to Earth’s eve of spring.
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May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 11:39 AM UTC
Searching Soul
Nature's own inkblots, By time and wind shaped Each with a story to tell, Fantasy stirring, recollection as well, Knowing us better than we know ourselves.   Some have stooping shoulders, Like old men after a funeral Talking quietly on the lawn. Some have boughs that slant down, Like eyebrows On teachers that frown-- Worried and skeptical. Some stand at varied intervals Along hilltops above a town Watching like sentinels. Some have branches that curve up, Short, like fancy mustaches, Or long branches, like eager arms outstretched To greet a loved one.   Some stand very close, boughs touching, Like families saying grace; On some, the branches intertwine, Like lovers who embrace, And on some, the lowest limbs Fly upwards, Like a skirt raised by the wind.   Young ones crowd together, Some taller than the rest, Trunks thin, Like kids choosing sides for baseball. On some, the branches rise like smoke, Billowing silently, curling, Drifting to the sky Like prayers from a little church Where all the woman wear hats, And every man wears a tie.   Like inkblots spreading they capture the eye-- Each with a story to tell. Silently standing, By time and wind shaped Knowing us better than we know ourselves.
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Oct 4, 2017
Oct 4, 2017 at 1:58 PM UTC
Great White Pines
Pressure around my lungs cutting off the air Agitation and alarm shooting through my veins Negativity surrounds my thought in a haze Inkblots in my vision from asphyxiation Crushed with the heavy weight of it
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Jan 23, 2019
Jan 23, 2019 at 3:22 PM UTC
P A N I C
princess blood cult throne of tethers rumor's of frazzle drip murders and blood spatters on a bed of grinning hooks X marks the ******* she bled they fed in love in bed torn dress and flutter ****** form her squandered torso as bare feet dangled while skies shrieked knotted eyes watching her get it hard wet **** drunk she tumbled in this little black house of madness ****** her in a sack of sins while **** buckarooed   in a wood shed paradise welcoming death by sexicide she backstroked head over heels exposed flirting in the graveyard hacked and black beckoning orchards that caressed her by squirming ***** she adored the mole that snuggled her while thighs shuddered with anticipation hurricane tongued she licked grinning ***** for pudenda's pillow shimmed black light disco daggers down her lips to **** to thighs to drooling raw lips her **** like a shucked oyster whimpering disciple of enticing wounds bloom in gloom she tasted like taffy panicked ******* erotomaniac from head to lips to feet chanting squeals of infernal opera in the throws of blood ******* and weeping barbarous  stammer beezel blaba blaba Beelzebub her body stained labyrinth floors in soiled cathedrals of desire while growing phantasm babies he whispered death music in grottos of legs over head that made her hotter than boiled fish eyes chopped her in two she  squirmed shivering inkblots of madness cu cu cu cu cu cu ******* swing the scythe and get the knife she shrilled pump the **** split the bone smudge the lips spit and blood moon eyes turn blood gauze and heads swivels hula the **** yields a spooled mouth contortion her *** crack a smile of accomplishment and tormented ballet feet stretched tickle toes for heavens edge she panted rolling away dark air in an uneasy creeping and widened thighs she lost her head like a chopped carrot for the miracle of oblivion you could hear the last thump falling as silence falls she spread like bat a wing umbrella
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Sep 19, 2020
Sep 19, 2020 at 1:03 PM UTC
**** sHarE
princess blood cult throne of tethers rumor's of frazzle drip murders and blood spatters on a bed of grinning hooks X marks the ******* she bled they fed in love in bed torn dress and flutter ****** form her squandered torso as bare feet dangled while skies shrieked knotted eyes watching her get it hard wet **** drunk she tumbled in this little black house of madness ****** her in a sack of sins while **** buckarooed   in a wood shed paradise welcoming death by sexicide she backstroked head over heels exposed flirting in the graveyard hacked and black beckoning orchards that caressed her by squirming ***** she adored the mole that snuggled her while thighs shuddered with anticipation hurricane tongued she licked grinning ***** for pudenda's pillow shimmed black light disco daggers down her lips to **** to thighs to drooling raw lips her **** like a shucked oyster whimpering disciple of enticing wounds bloom in gloom she tasted like taffy panicked ******* erotomaniac from head to lips to feet chanting squeals of infernal opera in the throws of blood ******* and weeping barbarous  stammer beezel blaba blaba Beelzebub her body stained labyrinth floors in soiled cathedrals of desire while growing phantasm babies he whispered death music in grottos of legs over head that made her hotter than boiled fish eyes chopped her in two she  squirmed shivering inkblots of madness cu cu cu cu cu cu ******* swing the scythe and get the knife she shrilled pump the **** split the bone smudge the lips spit and blood moon eyes turn blood gauze and heads swivels hula the **** yields a spooled mouth contortion her *** crack a smile of accomplishment and tormented ballet feet stretched tickle toes for heavens edge she panted rolling away dark air in an uneasy creeping and widened thighs she lost her head like a chopped carrot for the miracle of oblivion you could hear the last thump falling as silence falls she spread like bat a wing umbrella
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I wish I could draw circles Signs and symbols And have you understand That there should be More to life than this The mundane The days found lacking The words that mean nothing There is more than this There has to be. I cradle my head in my hands And wish on a higher power I draw sigils on my skin and hope they mean something Hope they make me more Than what I am. They don’t, They are nothing but inkblots Open to interpretation But nothing else They are not important I am not important I cannot draw a line on the ground And turn it into a wall I cannot paint birds And make them fly I cannot stand in a circle And be protected I cannot call upon power That I do not have. I am not chosen or called upon I just live in the world I haven’t changed it The marks I make are superficial They can all be erased
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Aug 30, 2012
Aug 30, 2012 at 7:31 PM UTC
Esoteric
i am a poem. my stanzas are in my skin. my rhythm in my heart. beat in my fingertips. pulsating. my scars are my story. the ones you can see and the ones you cannot. i am many mistakes, lines words phrases X out. change this to sound prettier, change that to make sense. i am my history as ink to paper, traveling incessantly, twists and turns and loops. i am cursive and i am print. i am story and i am song. these inkblots are in my veins wicked and tangled. i am free to be what i choose, whether it is what you like or not. i am insatiable, for my words are endless. i am lies and i am truths, manipulation of words to caress the readers ear. i am adjectives and nouns. i speak verbs to make me move. i am hesitant when i wish then i am done. i am goodnight sun, goodmorning moon. i am swordfights and fairytales galore. i am sensible by little means, but you listen just the same. i am a beginning, i am a middle, and i am an end. but not this end...
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Jul 21, 2011
Jul 21, 2011 at 8:07 AM UTC
biography of a poem.
There’s a place up the avenue Where lovers come to fail Look at each other with dispute And hate is all they feel. When they check in they always say “I tried so hard, where do I sign my name.” They always complain about the investment they have made Does the room, have a place to change? The credit card’s declined The Hotel never seems to mind The key is in the shape of a broken arrow right to the heart. The desk clerk smirks Gets your name exactly right, Even though you’ve never met until this night. The concierge will give you directions to the local graveyards The bell hop only dances and never says a word When you give him a tip, he’ll only throw out your words The elevator only goes down The only music heard is the sound Of a solitary heart beating in rhyme Singing the song “You will never be mine”. The hall way corridor goes on forever backwards in time The lonesome sounds of whales singing Echoes through the halls, coming through the walls And from beneath every door. The rooms offer amenities The devil dancing in the pain On the head of a pin The walls have one function That’s to close on in. The ribbon of blood That seeps through the mirror Dances in inkblots all the way To the sink Which drips tears of Frustration Resignation Isolation Recriminations. The bathtub waters Only run too hot or Too cold. There is a bed of nails Inviting ruminations The images of her with him Him with her Strobes on the ceiling in endless loops Of anguish’s fatal tunes. Room service offers a variety of suicide utensils The mini-bar contains a row of empty bottles and a syringe without a needle. The garbage men are always out side Garbage cans crashing through the endless night sky The windows open to brick walls While couples in bliss dance cheek to cheek In the bar across the street Sometimes they look up at you and smile That smile. This nightly room has become a weekly The weekly a monthly And if you are not careful Stay too long Once you check in The check out will always be closed At the Hotel Heartbreak Just down the road.
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Jul 25, 2014
Jul 25, 2014 at 1:22 PM UTC
Hotel Heartbreak
There’s a place up the avenue Where lovers come to fail Look at each other with dispute And hate is all they feel. When they check in they always say “I tried so hard, where do I sign my name.” They always complain about the investment they have made Does the room, have a place to change? The credit card’s declined The Hotel never seems to mind The key is in the shape of a broken arrow right to the heart. The desk clerk smirks Gets your name exactly right, Even though you’ve never met until this night. The concierge will give you directions to the local graveyards The bell hop only dances and never says a word When you give him a tip, he’ll only throw out your words The elevator only goes down The only music heard is the sound Of a solitary heart beating in rhyme Singing the song “You will never be mine”. The hall way corridor goes on forever backwards in time The lonesome sounds of whales singing Echoes through the halls, coming through the walls And from beneath every door. The rooms offer amenities The devil dancing in the pain On the head of a pin The walls have one function That’s to close on in. The ribbon of blood That seeps through the mirror Dances in inkblots all the way To the sink Which drips tears of Frustration Resignation Isolation Recriminations. The bathtub waters Only run too hot or Too cold. There is a bed of nails Inviting ruminations The images of her with him Him with her Strobes on the ceiling in endless loops Of anguish’s fatal tunes. Room service offers a variety of suicide utensils The mini-bar contains a row of empty bottles and a syringe without a needle. The garbage men are always out side Garbage cans crashing through the endless night sky The windows open to brick walls While couples in bliss dance cheek to cheek In the bar across the street Sometimes they look up at you and smile That smile. This nightly room has become a weekly The weekly a monthly And if you are not careful Stay too long Once you check in The check out will always be closed At the Hotel Heartbreak Just down the road.
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"We had all these crazy fuckin' dreams together, Me and Her. We ate our weight in marshmallow ***** pancakes underneath the stars and kissed each other with tongues of fire licking roofs of open mouth. Her mouth was like a fuckin' inferno, like in the sense that it seems so small and insignificant until you actually get there and then it just swallows you whole, gets you hotter than you've ever been in your fuckin' life and you're there for eternity. It's endless. If you weren't thinking about it before, now you're thinking about it. You're thinkin' about her, and thank the fuckin' heavens for that. If I could get every man on the face of this planet to think about her the way I do, at the length that I do, til we all fuckin' keel over, it just wouldn't do it. She's somebody that gets stuck in your hair when you're not looking and somebody you trip over in the mornings when you just fuckin' cleaned the place up. She clings to the bottom of your shoes til you can hear her name in any number of footsteps on any number of paths." ______________________________________________________________ Baby, let me sit in the driver's seat. Let me drift smoothly, subtly into your lane. Remember how you always said I was too **** skinny? Guess what, baby? When the tail lights call to me I can slide right in between them, like a fitted sheet or rungs on a washboard. I darted between the raindrops like you always said I would but I got wet anyways. What do you know about that? I don't know much about it, myself. The doctor said I can't drive anymore. I told that son-of-a-bitch, "my eyesight's 20/20! I seen every single puzzle piece on those office inkblots for the knives and daggers that they are! The **** I look like?" I'm exhausted, Baby. I'm leaking black smoke out of my lungs. I don't brush my teeth anymore because the fluoride ***** up my third eye. How do ya feel about that? Meditate on it. Meditate on me. Meditate on the stars, on the heavens, on God, on babies that died inside of us. I always told you, Baby, you're the best idea God ever had. You fuckin' did it. Tie me up, baby. If I can't drive anymore, drive me out of here. Tie me up to the ******* tracks and cover my naked body with those whaddya call ems? Tuck me into your blanket statements so big I get them confused with the entire ******* sky.
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Jan 21, 2014
Jan 21, 2014 at 9:44 PM UTC
Wyoming In It's Natural Habitat
"We had all these crazy fuckin' dreams together, Me and Her. We ate our weight in marshmallow ***** pancakes underneath the stars and kissed each other with tongues of fire licking roofs of open mouth. Her mouth was like a fuckin' inferno, like in the sense that it seems so small and insignificant until you actually get there and then it just swallows you whole, gets you hotter than you've ever been in your fuckin' life and you're there for eternity. It's endless. If you weren't thinking about it before, now you're thinking about it. You're thinkin' about her, and thank the fuckin' heavens for that. If I could get every man on the face of this planet to think about her the way I do, at the length that I do, til we all fuckin' keel over, it just wouldn't do it. She's somebody that gets stuck in your hair when you're not looking and somebody you trip over in the mornings when you just fuckin' cleaned the place up. She clings to the bottom of your shoes til you can hear her name in any number of footsteps on any number of paths." ______________________________________________________________ Baby, let me sit in the driver's seat. Let me drift smoothly, subtly into your lane. Remember how you always said I was too **** skinny? Guess what, baby? When the tail lights call to me I can slide right in between them, like a fitted sheet or rungs on a washboard. I darted between the raindrops like you always said I would but I got wet anyways. What do you know about that? I don't know much about it, myself. The doctor said I can't drive anymore. I told that son-of-a-bitch, "my eyesight's 20/20! I seen every single puzzle piece on those office inkblots for the knives and daggers that they are! The **** I look like?" I'm exhausted, Baby. I'm leaking black smoke out of my lungs. I don't brush my teeth anymore because the fluoride ***** up my third eye. How do ya feel about that? Meditate on it. Meditate on me. Meditate on the stars, on the heavens, on God, on babies that died inside of us. I always told you, Baby, you're the best idea God ever had. You fuckin' did it. Tie me up, baby. If I can't drive anymore, drive me out of here. Tie me up to the ******* tracks and cover my naked body with those whaddya call ems? Tuck me into your blanket statements so big I get them confused with the entire ******* sky.
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"I am not of worth." "I am not revered." being talentless is what i've always feared "This boy craving release of cluttered thoughts puts pen to paper but repeatedly jets out uncreative inkblots." I am silhouetted by the face of laughter and joy all cavorted actions are just a decoy what i'm thinking is I have no reason everyone just seems so far why am I here? whatever you are.
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Jul 14, 2010
Jul 14, 2010 at 9:43 PM UTC
No one I think is in my tree
We wrote our names on the beach in animal bones as a vivisection, on our love. there, she’s whispering into shells into their Fibonaccian, trumpeted, dresses and full-cheeked into a razor clam flute. I, too, gave my blood to grease our domestica and hung names on stars over the nighttime sea always accompanied as I were with the shark-eye, death, of her looks. We dressed up the walls of home in black and pinstripe, filled the place up with lit and lightless places, Shadowboxed, shadowfucked, and silently argued. Spent hours inside, laying floorboards and then laying on them to stare at the sodium lights and discuss the inkblots on our eyes. We vivisected our lives, and splashed it on the walls and carved it into the carpets. We set alight to christmas trees when the kids were sleeping upstairs. We dressed in each-other’s reddening horror and answered the door. Valentines day was full of bone bouquets,   the gripper rods grew through the carpet so on them we danced. I prayed for the first time in the first year and every one hit me subesquently like I was its anvil. I should have gone to war. Because it makes forever shorter things can only happen right now.
 I watched everything in our domestica, like when the static moved off the television and played on the window gutting me of my escape. The smiles hung on our faces like lupus, We had people round, we cooked and coughed and choked And their faces peeked round from the doorframe and laughed. The domestica lives only to be a bit of fun, but in the very same span of time that decided to **** the birds on my windowsill and my children’s love for me and my dexterity. We’ve happened to the whole world too I promise you, my love, my little hospice fire, my flat tire at night at nowhere, the lie you recognise means it’s over, A field of a thousand three-leaved clovers, the brightest night when you’re hiding, your heart attack on holiday, your bloodstained bed sheet And sleep, whilst outside the sleet and snow makes every emergency harder to get to, and still the morning much more beautiful. I, you, we happened.
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Jan 2, 2016
Jan 2, 2016 at 12:02 PM UTC
Domestica
We wrote our names on the beach in animal bones as a vivisection, on our love. there, she’s whispering into shells into their Fibonaccian, trumpeted, dresses and full-cheeked into a razor clam flute. I, too, gave my blood to grease our domestica and hung names on stars over the nighttime sea always accompanied as I were with the shark-eye, death, of her looks. We dressed up the walls of home in black and pinstripe, filled the place up with lit and lightless places, Shadowboxed, shadowfucked, and silently argued. Spent hours inside, laying floorboards and then laying on them to stare at the sodium lights and discuss the inkblots on our eyes. We vivisected our lives, and splashed it on the walls and carved it into the carpets. We set alight to christmas trees when the kids were sleeping upstairs. We dressed in each-other’s reddening horror and answered the door. Valentines day was full of bone bouquets,   the gripper rods grew through the carpet so on them we danced. I prayed for the first time in the first year and every one hit me subesquently like I was its anvil. I should have gone to war. Because it makes forever shorter things can only happen right now.
 I watched everything in our domestica, like when the static moved off the television and played on the window gutting me of my escape. The smiles hung on our faces like lupus, We had people round, we cooked and coughed and choked And their faces peeked round from the doorframe and laughed. The domestica lives only to be a bit of fun, but in the very same span of time that decided to **** the birds on my windowsill and my children’s love for me and my dexterity. We’ve happened to the whole world too I promise you, my love, my little hospice fire, my flat tire at night at nowhere, the lie you recognise means it’s over, A field of a thousand three-leaved clovers, the brightest night when you’re hiding, your heart attack on holiday, your bloodstained bed sheet And sleep, whilst outside the sleet and snow makes every emergency harder to get to, and still the morning much more beautiful. I, you, we happened.
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springtime artistry: floral inkblots bleeding through winter’s blank canvas
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Aug 12, 2014
Aug 12, 2014 at 11:47 AM UTC
Bloom
inkblots are blackholes warp to another dimension an abyss stare at it long enough and they come right at you a starless night where the sky is your canvas the power of your imagination turns ink and paper to any possibility you wish it to be rip through reality through time and s p a c e
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Sep 5, 2014
Sep 5, 2014 at 4:06 AM UTC
ripples
This aching churns within me where happiness will bubble T-minus 5...4... My writing is **** There's no art here anymore. Sob ********** onto paper. Everyone relates to interpretation, but inkblots have no soul. Stains, waiting. Sunlight cannot creep where darkness cannot grow. Coin-flip. Mind-trip. Sad rag-time beat out, off beating beat poet beats drums no one can hear. There's nothing here. Jeckyl wishes Hyde would hide, run away never come back-- I'll never forget how much I lack I've cracked, back fractures breaking too much ecstasy--not enough--You're shaking is that me? can't be. This desperation this need to cling to SOMETHING it's worse every time--it's cheap when I rhyme I can't ride out these mistakes, can't fake that I'm ok I seem to be doing fine. but its one or the other in my mind -NOT SO YOU COULD THROW LIGHTSWITCH RAVES- can't be saved keep repeating I wish I could be saved but they never let me have my pony. No white horses No dreaming So obsessed with this wheel I keep spinning the only thing I seem to be able to do is change direction. tedious, no? It's what we're working with. All I ever wanted was somebody to love me now...when it comes to be it just makes me more crazy how can someone love me? it doesn't make sense. I go to rip off your mask and I take off your face-- surrounded by rotting skin searching for a way to end so how can I begin?
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May 15, 2013
May 15, 2013 at 2:09 AM UTC
Living Divided
Finding treasure in the night on top of buildings the bright stars shine a cool crisp heat with scarce enough light to treat my eyes to yours, tous le jours Like children we use the stars as dots connecting our way like nature's inkblots Oh there's life in this moon more than the sun at noon to a sunflower, we breathe the power
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May 11, 2015
May 11, 2015 at 4:02 PM UTC
Star Grazing