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i’m sorry.
that may come as a surprise to you, i know
haven’t really spoken much lately though
haven’t really spoken a lot at all
but hey, that’s okay
i know how hard it is to make a phone call.

that’s probably why i always forget to
oh honey, no, of course it’s not you!
i’ve just been so busy lately
but when i can, i will go to my cellphone straightly

and scroll down; way down
to the numbers of people living outta town
to the numbers i would never admit
i honestly don’t give a ****t.

i wasn’t enough back then.
do you even remember the time when...?
when, you know...
oh...silly me!
you probably not.
the time
when time turned against you and ran out the clock

the time on this fateful november night
you could see everything you didn’t do right
the time sombody decided to send me down here
just so i could feel the vain, and of course the fear
emotions you taught me all to well
when you shouldn’t even have been able to enter my so former fragile shell

a shell i never planned for you to see
let alone sit down there with you and
have a tea

i never understood why you said what you said.
and i probably never will.
wouldnt you give anything now for that abortion-pill?
i know you would, and that with certainty
i heared you say it when dicussing the cost of an university

and although it was that exact moment my heart forever broke
because you were saying it like it was a ******* joke
and although your lawyer sat there giggling
with my mother next to them,
the highest level of patience bringing
i still can’t bring myself to hate you with all my heart
at the end of the day
you and i
are eachothers lost part.
no matter how small
you somehow are
after all.

my mom still adores you, and i guess that’s okay
i can’t blame her for being some way.

what i do blame her for, and that i can’t undo
is that of all the men in the world
she had to chose you.

Love,
me
happy fathers day daddy ❤️
Robert Guerrero Oct 2012
i ran without looking back
left all those i loved behind
the last words i said
still haunting and echoeing my ears
and i know the further i go
its going to be a long road home

i never made them cry before
but when i left
i heared the weeps
and the tears hitting the floor
like a stampede of hoofs
stomping my heart a mile away

yet i continued on
never looking back
because i knew if i went back
my world would be black
thier hearts would be cold
and the truth would remain untold

i couldnt live a life like that
i had to escape
but my ties to this life
remain in the object of my love
the soul hier to my heart
the one whom i never thought to leave

she stands under an oak
using the leaves as an umbrella
for the rain has started
covering her tears she now sheds
as realization that i will not show sets in
she sits at the beginning of a long road home

i got a long road home
but the troubles i faced
will be worth it
when i find what i've searched so hard for
my sanity that was stripped at birth
my soul that left a pair of hollow eys
and i know this road will only get longer
Drunk poet Jul 2016
She died a year ago,
But so pathetic I wasn’t around during,
Her funeral,
Air would have protested against my loud dirge,
There would have been series of enjambment
In the stanzas of my her elegy.

General Abas said she died in a ****** coup,
But she was too wise to be wiped out in a coup,
She was like untamed lion.

Mr George gave another account,
He said she died during an internal war,
The war against the truth,
She has been from truth,
Too blind to see reality,
Fast asleep to be woken up.

The family doctor said she was poisoned,
Poisoned with the truth,
The truth that kills rather to set free.

Inspector James said she was sniped
From a fair perimeter.
The mortuary attendant said they
Heared movement,
Guess she was just try to raise up.

Today I arrive with nothing to feed my eye,
A little bit nostalgic,
I had the feeling that I belong here but not to death,
So I left for the yard, at the backyard,
I couldn’t belive what I saw on her gravestone,
“Nigeria a country, not a nation”
The voice Nov 2012
Just watched
Most wonderful movie
Just heared
Most beutifull song
You walked
On a sweat pavent
Just went
Through an incredible road

But I never do these things
I went away from home
I left my reality
I slipped away to somewhere
I should have never gone to

I wanted to be better
Feel better
I wanted to have a better view
I wanted to have something
I wanted to never stop walking
The sensation made me leave

I followe the wrong road
I tripped ao many times
And on the same rock
I left the things I loved most

I kind of forgot who I was
It was easy to be part of something
Different
And new
I had to try it

But i realized that was not me
I want to
I have to
I will go home
Where I belong
Where I learned
So many things about what it is to live

Im back home
Where a belong
Where I real
Not plastic
the lost girl Dec 2016
My mom won't be happy
When she sees my white dress ******
Nothing was more beautiful than
his tears dropping down from his eyes
When he heared
I was about to die
Nothing was more beautiful than
The drops of the blood on the ground
Me bleeding in his hands
He screaming at my face
Breathe ! Now !
Even more beautiful than
the rainbow out of the window
Laughing like
it was kidding all my people around
it was too beautiful to happen
I open my eyes
A knife in my hand
Wearing my favorite white dress
A song prowling in my mouth
I came back to where I started
My mom won't be happy
When she sees my white dress blooded
this is the first poem that i wrote and shared.. 24 weeks ago ... hope you'll like it
K Balachandran Nov 2013
Freezing cold, a  strange night of rain and thunder,
it got registred deep in his consciousness,
as a squiggling liquid presence;
an abstract painting, taken in, with layers of meaning,
a deluge, the result of injustices heaped against the female principle.
The rain lashed out, in the flashes of lightning
in between, through the window sills
when the curtains where swept aside
by a subversive wind, painful face
of a frightened girl was visible,
at the window of a highrise building,
shameful secrets kept concealed peeped out
yelling out "HELP"in the shocking words of silence.
That night was difficult for an exile from life like him to endure,
subconscious echoed terror filled cries;
sewer water flowed, towards oblivion,
carrying embryos, not fully formed from terminated pregnancies,
he heared tree toads speaking in strange tongues,
like jilted women seeking vengeance,
coyotes hunting in packs with blood thirst howled in delight.

In his nightmare, blood dripped from wet trees,
"who will rescue our bloodied orphaned planet?"
his heart with a collective guilt , beyond words wailed.
From denuded mountain slopes, muddy red water
copiously gushed  downhill, nature's menstrual flow
out of cycle, devastated hillsides cleaving gashes,
like scorned woman's fury baring long sharp  fangs-
landslides opened gaping wounds.
Liquid's rule took over the space of night,
lying awake on his bed,
he became conscious of the burden of women,
who moved around with invisible bridles
pretending free, nervously smiling.
Swimming in the amniotic fluid of the past
he is forced to recount the past sins,
nature and women have endured and ask
for forgiveness seeking salvation.
The female divine has always been an intrinsic part of indian tradition.Shakti and Shiva the female and male are revered as parts of being and the cosmic power.
MsMercedes Mar 2014
I hate the night
Because once my room is dark
I cant control what happens
My thoughts run free
My heart races
I hate the night
Because thats when my fears
Come to life
Where being alone isnt
An option
Where my weeping sounds are
Not heared
I hate the night
Because it makes me think
Of you
Of our laughs
Of our smiles
Of our every moment
I hate the night
Corina Mar 2015
My pillow knows
My pillow is the only one who ever heared the echo's of the screams I never screamed because the unknowing are asleep
My pillow knows
My pillow is the first witness
to all my tossing and turning
my lies about having had an awesome dream
My pillow knows
My pillow knows I sometimes bite it
to stop my ******* tears
Next to him the eldest daughter:
She suggested very little
Only asked if he would take her
With her look of 'passive beauty-'


Her idea of passive beauty
Was a squinting of the left-eye,
Was a drooping of the right-eye,
Was a smile that went up Sideways
To the corner of the nostrils.

Hiawatha, when she asked him
Took no notice of the question
Looked as if he hadn't heared it;
But, when pointedly appealed to,
Smiled in his peculiar manner,
Coughed and said it 'didn't matter,'
Bit his lip and changed the subject.

Nor in this was he mistaken,
As the picture failed completely.

So in turn the other sisters.
Mane Omsy Apr 2017
I'm hallucinating zombies heads twisted
Blood spread on the floor, it's slippery
Should I attract these creatures instead?
Soon before they turn, better hurry

I stepped out unnoticed, it is too dark
Only some pair of green round lights
I froze the moment I heared them bark
Oh Lord! This nightmare, worst bites

The faces of these beasts covered blood
Felt like I'm pushed to edge of a grave
Mine blood they tasted, last breath, dead
I prayed angels to hold me and save

Are my pledges thrown into this pit?
Are the chameleons smiling at this wit?
Redemption - XII

The truth behind metaphorically defines the feeling inside my mind after all these ******* up issues. The people pretended to love you spits straight at your face when the fire is still burning.
Sue Dunhym Aug 2011
Only some things make sense.
Like full stops. No, they hardly make sense these days too.
The sun? No, not when you get down to it.
One tries not exaggerate,
but when the laws of physics
start to state
that the
only order is chaos
and that our Universe
for most of time
doesn't exist.
Or exists in different contexts
with different people
and different outcomes.
so either we exist in multiplicity
or not all.
One tends to exaggerate.
Why?

Saying nothing makes sense.
Sounds appropriate.
Sure.
We can function.
We know how to *******.
But that’s the thing,
We make sense through lacking

This is it
Entropy
The natural turn to chaos.
Makes sense,
When you try to hold the handle
It breaks,
And you’re stuck
Entropy.

When you
Saw
Heared
Smelled
Touched
Tasted
Her for the first time
Entropy.

You – I? – were too far gone
Entropy.
You’ve fallen into chaos
Interesting...
As opposed to falling in love?
Makes sense.
Many would say it’s not at all like that.

Some of us are a little damaged.
Bruised. Scratched. Broken.
We  don’t squeak.
We don’t light up.
We don’t walk.
A little damaged.
Some you can only hear the damage
When you shake them.
Broken bits are flung around.
Others, you hear nothing at all.

Full stops.
They use to make sense.
Now they look like commas.
Or exclamation points. Bang.

but yes if i flung my punctuation out
the window it would
not make sense as we
wouldntfunctionintheslightest
without the whitespace.

Let’s bring back the Universe
The sun
The nothing
The everything
The full stops
The periods

I’ll end my cryptic harangue
And step back from my rant.
It was grand to know you
And I’m ecstatic to consider
This:

Maybe in one of all those other
Universes,
It made sense
Rather that
Than not
Existing
At all.
Corina Nov 2014
Don't say my name
i'm not real, anyway
don't say my name
or acknowledge my existance

I never happened
i'm just the shadow of a dream
something from an ancient story
a bad movie, a sad song

don't say my name
what you won't put into words
will not get real
or even fiction

It never happened, i'm just a stranger
you heared of me but
you would not recognise me if i
sat next to you in the bus station

Don't say my name
you may let me exist in your memories
but never in your stories
and never in your words

Don't say my name
and i will leave you alone

or will I?
Lia Nov 2019
Have you ever wondered how it feels to be a girl? You think it's nothing special to be a girl?
Then tell me boy:

Have you ever been afraid to speak because you feld their eyes on you?

Have you ever been afraid to fight for yourself because you knew they are stronger?

Have you ever dreamed of having another body because you heared them whisper?

Have you ever hide your talents because you heared them laugh?

Have you ever been afraid to ask questions because you saw their rolling eyes?

Have you ever pulled your jacket closer around your body because you saw them stare?

Have you ever felt how it hurts to be fooled because someone pretended to love you?

Have you ever stopped eating because you heared their jokes about you?

Have you ever felt wothless because everyone laughed about you?

Have you ever been lonely because no one liked you?

Because I have.

But your not a girl. You can't understand what I am talking about because everyone loves you.
Because you are perfect.

Tell me boy, have you ever...
Thoughtskeeper Dec 2016
You arent afraid of the darkness because of demons and monsters out there.
More likely you are afraid of your own demons you have to face.
Cause in the end of the day you are all by your own. Darkness kicks in.
People disappear.
Objects disappear.
Your eyes get blind. Things get hardly to find. The vision you have in the morning gets blurry. The only thing that stays is you.
You and your own mind. After a long day with many attempts to escape, the darkness overtakes you.
Your problems and thoughts get clear cause there is nothing other left to focus on.
There is nothing other left for your senses to be seen or heared.
Cause in the night when youre laying all by yourself in your bed. You are confronted with your own inner demons.
Just yourself.
And somehow you manage to escape this demons night by night by falling in sleep. But in  very few nights your mind finally interrupts your sleep..
Sacha Mar 2021
He heared our song
Please forgive me
I couldn't stop it in time

He didnt even know
You were on my mind
But i could feel it

He even said that it was good
My heart broke into pieces

I didnt mean to share with him
A moment that was just ours
Corina Dec 2014
you
you're not a poet
and no matter how hard you try, you'll never be one
but what you are, is even better
you're a poem

everytime i look in your eyes
i see new lines, freshly written

when i touch your face
echo's of ancient words are heared deep inside my soul

i haven't made love to you yet, and i can't even imagine
the poetry i will feel that day

so even when you will never be a poet
you'll be the only poem i ever want to read
Liliana Jaworska Oct 2014
You left me without remorse and hesitation.
I stayed in exhaustion in bedding of ice.
I see your ghostly outlines.
You are like polar ice cap in distant horizon.
I can not stand insulation.
I reached irreversible aspects of survival.
Little heat of my body has left.
My whole body embraces the numbness to the core of bones.
Dark hallicunations penetrate my mind.

You left me without remorse and hesitation.
Maybe unconsciousness will rescue me from pain.
My heart will stop functioning soon.
I wish I could do something to save myself.
I need anesthetic of your kisses,
your sweet morphine of saliva.
I barely close my eyes to sleep.
I tremble and search for answers
why you left me,
why God allows for loud cry,
why destiny walks dark paths.
Will mountain of ice in you crumble?

You left me without remorse and hesitation.
Nothing makes sense.
Haviness is growing inside of me.
I try to speak with flames of grief.
I try to play with them
but soon I will stop breathing.
Inaudible lullaby lulls me to sleep.
You are my attacker now, my conspirator.
Obviously you feel innocent and blame me
for sinfulness which I carry with me,
for lies that were not spoken.

You left me without remorse and hesitation.
I am waiting here in pain for your endorsement.
I vowed to be with you forever.
Promises fade away in the cold
from lack of heartbeat and breathing
as I now died here for you.
After this initial death may come  
second and third death
until I wake up with you
staring into the ocean of your  eyes
like a shore waiting for waves.

You left me without remorse and hesitation.
Without you all parts of my body screams in pain.
I am churned sea wishing calmness,
lost molasse on your journey through world,
underwater sounds not heared by anyone.
My thoughts are inquisitive for your words not said.
I am kneeling in beseeching prayers.
Maybe this will save us from disdain and sorrow.
My confusion is mixed with panic attacks
that I will never kiss your eyes again,
that love floated like frightened bird,
that world would die with my dreams.
Dhaye Margaux Jul 2015
Hold me tight and never let me go
In this time that I want to be free
I want to escape from the cruelty of this world
If only God heared my plea so long ago
I might be free from harm and heartaches of this life
I might be at peace and no worries and doubts
I might not be like this just trying to be alive
While I am already dead inside -my soul, my heart.
Almost there...
anu Sep 2015
Hate  to hear some word
So i avoided

But the destiny
Is I heared
And suffered

She might be with someone
But why should  i hear about her by that someone

DESTINY!!!
Messaged Her By seeing her destiny But the next second, I heared my  own destiny!!!
Paul Jones Feb 2012
Society says
What you see
Is what you get
But
Is the person you see
The actual person?
They wear so
Many masks
Disguise themselves
Personality alterations
To please the crowd
Change again
For a different crowd
Perfect girl
Maybe a cold-heared
*****?
Or a superficial *****?
It is not
Who are you?
But
Who do you have
To be to
Please a crowd?
The question
Begs an answer
Have we
Stopped being human?
Have we become
Slaves of
Socialogical pressure?
Be accepted
Or be on the outside
Destroy the
Essence of yourself
In order to fit in
-Ben- Nov 2014
today i heared somebody asking:
"What do i do with my life?!"
i took this question as mine:

learning more everyday
loving till total exhaustion
thinking as deep as i can
TEARS in MA HEART
From a distance
I c a baby in d strit
cryin in cold and all alone,
it seems he's mama is gone
and no one to show him love,
he's gat ear's like a rabbit
and hair coiled like that of thet arabics,
from a distance i can c hunger
boldly writen in his face
and it seems he has been left alone
2 die in a place meant 4 waste.
i can see people passing by
but no one care 4 dis baby,
d baby cried louder and louder
but no one seems 2 hear.
i feel big deal for this baby
and i can feel ma heart crying 4 dis baby.
since no one cared or heared
The loud cry of dis baby in d street
how can anyone feel my depression,
My pain or hear the silent cry
for dis baby in my heart.
Franz Bartolome Jun 2016
I have words  for everyone.
I have words for the broken,
For the ones who were left behind.
For the dreamers, the wanderers,
the seekers, for the risk taker.
I have words for the ones who have been lost, have been found, have been heared, or have been just a sound.
For those that were loved,
for those who were unloved.

The missed, the unmissed.
for the feelings that still exists,
for the lips that were still unkissed.
I have words for everyone,
old and young
for everything;
Spoken or sung,
for every feeling,
relating, revealing.

Yet at  the end of the day,
After all the game,  after all the play
After all the come and go,
After all the high and low
and after all the rain, after a rainbow
I'd love to have someone who'll have few real sweet words for me, as much as I have thousands for the world itself.

Write about me once. Just once. And I, beautifully,  will write about
you forever.
jan assen Mar 2011
why try to think of why
why must it be
will we never see
maybe we are too blind
not to care
only simple to bear
no to be see
no to be heared
only simple to lie
lay down on what is pain
no one to blame
never a shame
will it never stop
no, it couldn't  
wouldn't it see
should it be
can't say for sure
but it is life
nothing more
then is coming again
knowing hurts
why let it bear
why would it care
that is all to be said
and to be read
Kripi Jan 2014
I have heared many times
In many songs and many rhymes
It is a fact
That no one is perfect


But after knowing you My Dear
I found it rare
It is a fact
That some are perfect


Not always for all
But sometimes for your doll
**It is a fact
That you are perfect
Ezo TericK Mar 2014
Empathy-
The worst curse keeps blessing me.
Thankfully..
I praise the emotional telepathy.
With integrity to hear the beauty that is the

   Melodies-
Songs from our souls
In which I use to better me.
Is it worth it? It better be,
I heared your medley
And it soothed me medically.

I heard it once and forever stayed..

Receptive-
To the vibe of your nexus
To build on my perspective.
Windows to your eyes adjust my..

Temperamant-
Your ruined too?
Lets preserve the remnants;
Oscillating energy manifests the..

Resonance-
My mind a radio
Wi-fi signals and your inner presence;
Now Connecting. . .
Im tuned in to your very essence.


What frequency are you on?
Huh? Wait.. what?
Did you get my messages?
The white noise is to loud..
You've been to negligent.
**** i lost you..
And another lesson missed !!
Never under value
the extent of a *Sentiment
All I can see are bones, whose, I have no idea. I feel them crunch under my feet. I walk and walk but I can find no way out. Then, drip...drip...drip, very slow and loud. It almost sends me off my feet. I follow the sound. It steadily becomes a dull roar. I find a waterfall, but its not made of water, it's made of blood, the blood. The blood of the bones. I walk on until I heared wailing. Normally I would have ran, but something about about this wailing drew me in. I found flesh, the flesh of those who shed thier blood and bones for me. Now I remembered. The pain I caused. The people I hurt. the things I did and there was no way they could fight back. No way they could gain justice. No way for me to attain for my sins.
grumpy thumb Dec 2016
Into air
her whispering whisped
in unison with
waiting wishes
and prayer.
They gather where
high winds howl in dispair.
Perhaps you've heared her song.
Or joined your hope to its chorus.
attacking an innocent man who did nothing wrong.
killing him like a cow that need to be used for ancestors ceremony.
looking back and forward, heartless, lack of self control, putting blood in their hands.
families of the deceased scream louder and louder till God heared their voice shouting.
xenophobic attack *****.
they don't steal they eat their hands .
they don't take your jobs they accept the little the jobs is offering for them to live,but you always complain daily.

they take our jobs hell no,stop that and love your neighborhood.
Corina Mar 2015
I never see your pain
Knowing it must be there doesn't change that
You seem fine
I must seem un-caring to you

I heared your story
I never assumed it was over
but I've never asked about it since
afraid to steer-up this topic

So often I'm clueless about the pain I cause in others
Just by not focusing on them
Just by assuming they're okay
just because it's easier to not think about

I'm very sorry
and that won't change your pain
Drunk poet Jul 2016
The sun has been put to rest,
He must have be tired after a long hectic day,
He has gone to sleep, to his wife,
So darkness begins to crawl on the
Surface of the earth.

The birds too return to their nests,
Singing for their young ones,
The songs replace the debilitated bones
But the evil ones say behind,
To harm their their prey.

Fireflies show their beauty,
Their light illuminates my path,
Overcoming my lover’s, Lucy.

Fireworks in the sky,
Celebrating a fair departure.

The moon made it easier and
Stars made it comprehendable,
But the night came too soon,
I never had the chance to bade Lucy
Farewell!
Can’t sleep at the same moment.

The night came too soon,
I never had the chance to tell
Mother I would be coming,
I hate I did not tell my daughter I
Would be leaving.

So I woke up right before a gate,
Something told me this must be the gate
Men speak of,
I tried to knock like a common gentleman,
But it opened and my name was mentioned,
Then I heared “come in son”.
Live like no one else,
A life you would remember!
MACHEW Jan 2019
Actions speak louder than words

This is the principle of my silent world

But then one day I didn't believe what I heard

It was the voice of your heart that twisted and twirled

I couldn't hear anything, not a single noise

But it was a miracle to hear the sound of your voice

I heared your heart beating, I hear you speak your mind

To me, you were different, you're one- of-a-kind

I see your every movement, like music to my eyes

Reading your dreams amuse me, dreams as high as the skies

You're the only one I can hear

You brought music I can feel

I'll always keep you near

The one I'll call my dear
anu Jun 2017
Am happy today
Its not that I got everything
But I got that something
As my hope is heared
And answered

Wish to have hope
And to be heard
Completely

Hope
My Almighty
Will do
Anything
And everything
For me
Thank God
Love you Lord
Hannah Sep 2016
I gazed at the sky,
and watched,
as the sun eclipsed the moon.
In that brief moment
of pure blackness,
I heared a calling
from the stars above.
They channeled their
radiant and pure,
bright,
white light,
through that brief
moment in time,
to just barely become
loud enough,
to call me home.
• Soul Star •
SEYI KING Jun 2017
I remember I was afraid of the dark
Ma mind curious just a child
Creepy forms around the walls
Could it be tricks of the mind
The more I pry the realer it becomes
Towering high sharp fangs and claws
Black as death no eyes at all
Fear looms over my head
My heartbeat hammering ma chest
I stand rooted to one spot
Too afraid to take a step
Lest they smite me with their claws
Rip my dark skin to shreds
And make a feast out of my blood
Leaving my carcass in the dust
So I ran rather than walk
At least this way they can't catch me ; or so I thought
I'm panting now , oh what a rush
What a relief  I managed to evade thier touch
I'm home now , familiar voices chattering
It's still dark but nothing is creeping in this gathering
I heared my name as they were uttering, something about a lottery
Hmm.. Home and all the possibilities
I've been through hell and they'll never notice it
The lights came shortly after
The mood swings, everyone is happy
I dismissed my fears thereafter
The cool breeze caressing my spirit
I guessed I got lost in the laughter
And let my mind wander
To the ***** of sleep
Suddenly I'm awake and everything is still
Once again it's dark and the heat
Creeps through my skin
I looked around and the silence glared (back) at me
Eyes wide shut in a pit of blackness
Fear took the liberty of the darkness
And aimed straight for my mind
Suddenly , they were everywhere
Menacing looking eyes locking the wind
Just as a tortoise retreats to his shell
I sunk deep and low silently inviting sleep to take over me as I covered up from the crown of my head to the soles of my feet
I heard her soft voice sing to me
Come to me my sweet darling
Your hide is safe with me
I'll keep you in a dream my sweet darling
No one can touch you but me
For anyone who was ever afraid of the dark, #floetry #childhoodmemories #dark

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