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"handcuffed" poems
so you're disappointed that you're disappointed and maybe that's to be expected some folks make beds out of their catharsis differently than others it's this list of things you lost in the fire or how jealous you are of people who never came back up for air you're crying so the faucets leak out of solidarity & someone asks you why the floor is wet so you tell them "we've been weeping here forever" then they want to give you a mouth full of presupposition by saying "are you going down with the ship?" & you look them in the mouth like Leo is handcuffed to a pipe five decks down you look at them like you just woke up from that dream everyone has where all their teeth fall out maybe it's an intervention a hearse vs station wagon origin story a clearance sale & everything's gotta go or maybe it's the dream where you're at the docks from your childhood and there's a little girl unmooring all the ships because she thinks they'll float away but every time she unties them they just sink                                         they just sink
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Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 5:20 PM UTC
whispering the wrong parts
Handcuffed to a post, body chained to death. Rusted irons pulling his spirit towards Hell. Shackled souls who cry in hope. His name in blood on white-washed walls.
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Sep 1, 2013
Sep 1, 2013 at 6:37 AM UTC
Control
it's the management here to inform you your lust has been hacked we know what your thinking what you hide we are all up in your business like cyber terrorist's don't ruin your life with to much self respect we are all watching you ********** to mamma mia meets a hundred shades of crimson and fight club blood **** while you *** screaming ooooooooh god licking holes and poles like a pig at a trough praying to be handcuffed and on your knees sweating and hysterical, a red moon struck **** face high on drugs in a dream better then this life has to offer life is full of yogas ***** pony position bouncy bouncy i'm the light in your darkness i know what you do i want pieces of you, you wont show anyone else your sickness, is my own you are my love slave turning me ********* who loves to hurt you who's the ***** who's the switch your flawless now cry me a river move a little bit faster and to the left your **** is a cartoon **** grinning emoji bleeding shrieking fu fu fu fu ******* your brains running out of your eyes gimmie all your venom ***** movie poem's *** tongue and ***** your mouth like hemoglobin jewelry saliva diamonds kiss that you'll never go back squealing smooth heat breathing winds of perfume love and pain united by tragedy and desire by the grotesque and the beautiful like thirst holds stones stop crying you know baby you look your best on the toilet bowl shameless a delicious little ******* that holds me close to life like a baby to the womb please stop banging on the door i'm using this stall Thank you The Management
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Sep 22, 2018
Sep 22, 2018 at 11:43 AM UTC
*The Management...Ero ****
it's the management here to inform you your lust has been hacked we know what your thinking what you hide we are all up in your business like cyber terrorist's don't ruin your life with to much self respect we are all watching you ********** to mamma mia meets a hundred shades of crimson and fight club blood **** while you *** screaming ooooooooh god licking holes and poles like a pig at a trough praying to be handcuffed and on your knees sweating and hysterical, a red moon struck **** face high on drugs in a dream better then this life has to offer life is full of yogas ***** pony position bouncy bouncy i'm the light in your darkness i know what you do i want pieces of you, you wont show anyone else your sickness, is my own you are my love slave turning me ********* who loves to hurt you who's the ***** who's the switch your flawless now cry me a river move a little bit faster and to the left your **** is a cartoon **** grinning emoji bleeding shrieking fu fu fu fu ******* your brains running out of your eyes gimmie all your venom ***** movie poem's *** tongue and ***** your mouth like hemoglobin jewelry saliva diamonds kiss that you'll never go back squealing smooth heat breathing winds of perfume love and pain united by tragedy and desire by the grotesque and the beautiful like thirst holds stones stop crying you know baby you look your best on the toilet bowl shameless a delicious little ******* that holds me close to life like a baby to the womb please stop banging on the door i'm using this stall Thank you The Management
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it's difficult to describe why your body chooses to spend weekends alone surrounded by the slimy tongues and bottled self esteem take another hit while your mind explores the chip on his front tooth or the sweat dripping off his eyebrow your body takes the pounding while it whispers in your ear how little you mean and you tremble at the thought of being handcuffed you wonder if he remembered your middle name Francesca or noticed the way that when you breathe in your collar bone protrudes ill ring for you
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Nov 21, 2014
Nov 21, 2014 at 5:02 PM UTC
******
i fight to peel each moment of pure stagnation off of me a tinnitus cacophony whines in my ears as my dilapidated fan keeps slow rhythm to the faucet drip minutes drag like molasses handcuffed to the daily lag groundhog day i escape into the forest running, the breeze caresses my face wildlife pries open my desperate eyes a spider’s web bends and sways in the wind fine strands of silver silk flow soaring they meld in crescent waves a butterfly glides gently by befriending gusts of air softly breathing in another tomorrow the conductor of the symphony with sculptor’s hands i cannot see whispers ever graciously life is not your enemy drink it in and let it seep drop your sword i’m molding thee ©2016janetaylor
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May 6, 2016
May 6, 2016 at 4:58 PM UTC
sculpting
Dark hair tied back. Blue eyes pointed front and center. Tats two on her back and shoulder Black stocking satin strap. Knee-high; hard to measure. High - heels they just climb forever. Spread thighs hypnotized his eyes. Deep breath watching her chest rise Wide eyes she looks posterized, long strokes that disappear deep inside. Deeper sighs I can feel the vibes, nail marks across his chest, blood dried just follow the X. Move slow make her want it more, said wise speaking from experience. Handcuffed cause she likes to be a deviant. Lips sealed, around his **** like she’s practicing keeping secrets. Hair tied back cause that’s how Sir told her to keep it. Legs wrapped around his waist, at a right angle, so Sir can reach it. open wide like Simon says, She reacts so, Sir doesn’t have to repeat it. Firm grip on her waistline, but there is no wasting time.   Twitching hips, tighten his grips, as she whines, in joy of the loving being deployed. Toes curled the pleasure can’t be denied. Slip slide the more she moves the harder he grinds, smooth ride the way their bodies coincide. Deep ****** they combust, as they collide, come inside her, like a gentleman, he gives her, a piece of his mine.
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Apr 8, 2020
Apr 8, 2020 at 3:17 PM UTC
BDSM(2)
Lipstick cigarettes and the empty soul of modern rock n' roll laid in ruin amongst my collection of black soul addictions and sultry benedictions. MIDI saxophones and an ex-girlfriend on the telephone directing me to find my home, to rebuild the comb, to banish the bartender and the Reverend ****** Alamo idiot stand and a neon Jesus waving newcomers into the whitewashed port town known as "Cuba North". At the Caged Gorilla, Linda, the waitress, laughs through yellowed teeth, while my bloodshot eyes crawl up her red gums. Binge'd and my brain keeps parallel with the ceiling fan while a plain clothes cop tries to give me the reprimand for nostalgic mischiefs. Handcuffed and looking for that old fiend, Freedom, while Miranda spews on the back of my skull, slides down my shoulders, dots the cement. Out the door and tourists with cameras looking for evil behind my irises, but I can assure my handshakes feel the same, I'm front pew tame, and I blend with the parade.
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Jan 12, 2012
Jan 12, 2012 at 7:13 PM UTC
Caged Gorilla
You handcuffed my dreams to your bed And that’s where they'll lay, until I’m dead
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Jul 21, 2022
Jul 21, 2022 at 4:05 AM UTC
Childhood Dreams (TW)
Neither in the vividness of the arches of a cathedral, Nor in the dangling bells and echoing rituals of a temple, Neither on the holiest banks of Nile or Ganges, Nor among the peaks of the grandest Mountain, There is no augury, there is no God, is there no God? And if there is, Why are the eyes of lives haunted by the cruel dreams of disbelief? Why is banishment tangled around the feet of a truth seeker? Why the perverse thoughts and deeds ruling the Mankind? Why the pious body and mind are today full of grief? If there’s God, Why is this sea of cold blood on a high tide? If there’s God, Why are the innocent lives being wasted? If there’s God, Why are the good being handcuffed? If there’s God, Why the darkness is today the source of light? The slaps of violence on the face of peace is a sign of doom, If there’s no God, then these drops of bloods cry for whom? But GOD is that moment which is beyond knowledge and wit, That one cipher which has taken centuries and yet not deciphered, That one point of thought where the minds seize to think, That one decision which stops a man from giving up, That one drop of tear from the eyes of an Oppressed, That one source of energy which makes us to take a stand, That one voice of truth which demolishes the works of lie, That one smile of innocence which equals a million shouts, That one silver lining which makes us believe in ourselves, Calls Aloud and makes us believe, that there is A GOD, And He’s Everywhere, With everyone, and Will always be.
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Mar 15, 2015
Mar 15, 2015 at 7:33 AM UTC
That One Belief
Neither in the vividness of the arches of a cathedral, Nor in the dangling bells and echoing rituals of a temple, Neither on the holiest banks of Nile or Ganges, Nor among the peaks of the grandest Mountain, There is no augury, there is no God, is there no God? And if there is, Why are the eyes of lives haunted by the cruel dreams of disbelief? Why is banishment tangled around the feet of a truth seeker? Why the perverse thoughts and deeds ruling the Mankind? Why the pious body and mind are today full of grief? If there’s God, Why is this sea of cold blood on a high tide? If there’s God, Why are the innocent lives being wasted? If there’s God, Why are the good being handcuffed? If there’s God, Why the darkness is today the source of light? The slaps of violence on the face of peace is a sign of doom, If there’s no God, then these drops of bloods cry for whom? But GOD is that moment which is beyond knowledge and wit, That one cipher which has taken centuries and yet not deciphered, That one point of thought where the minds seize to think, That one decision which stops a man from giving up, That one drop of tear from the eyes of an Oppressed, That one source of energy which makes us to take a stand, That one voice of truth which demolishes the works of lie, That one smile of innocence which equals a million shouts, That one silver lining which makes us believe in ourselves, Calls Aloud and makes us believe, that there is A GOD, And He’s Everywhere, With everyone, and Will always be.
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I A body of white walls houses familiarity Somehow even familiarity distorted itself beneath raw cinder blocks doused white enough that I could see the eyes of the past the eyes of the future looking back at me, the eyes of the present Must journey behind the white walls into the familiar unknown For there is something there Beyond walls so very high They only crumble, only die For there is something there I must look now through the deep crevices deep through my mind For there is something there Do I find? I see people I see minds Beyond the white walls looking back at I Why oh why must I continue? looking forward only to look back again I am stuck, encased inside eternity Only looking back to find a way out a way out of me Me I have always been my own infinity Inside, a prisoner handcuffed to the white walls I am shackled here, alive kicking Death here in the eternal infinity Great intellects dead, killed by me I am my own infinity I must **** me I will be free no longer shackled I am my own infinity I am my own uncertainty I am my own familiarity It is me I am my own infinity The white walls close in on me, my own infinity I do not want to change myself I do not want to change me I change I die Death’s kiss might be sweet Death’s kiss may free me, finally Yet I cannot accept it I will not I just want to be me but I am everyone else and they are me my own infinity Everything, everything Beyond the white walls are nothing you see White walls everywhere White walls everything Encasing all of us It is here, it is here The white walls shackle us, shackle us to reality, society There is forever no infinity in me The familiarity tastes of death mistaken for reality society The burning truth The familiarity the distorted familiarity that is reality society We rely on each other So much we shoot each other We are not strong We are not smart We can be We can’t be If we break the shackles If we keep the shackles I am in pieces I am shattered like glass I cannot do this I cannot presume Death’s kiss seems sweeter than ever (forever lost in my own infinity) You see we build ourselves up so the white walls eat us up until we are part of the white walls until we are part of the unknown familiarity Can I break through? want to need to break through White walls oh, white walls I’ve been punching for so long I am tired, I am weary Resisting, rebelling Far too long White walls, White mazes Around my infinite familiarity I cannot make it out of myself So I walk, So I walk, This great maze of my soul Humorous, I call it a great maze I only walk in circles Forever in cycle I’ve felt the tears, Fallen onto the white walls Hard to tell if they are clear or just another drop of paint Mind loops back on itself, (always does) Losing it (finally insane) A mad man I am A new coat to adorn Darker darker darker Cracks, crevices the white walls emit abysmal black paint So-cold oil, (called paint) I will make darkness burn It stings, makes a statement deep within me Have you ever felt pain? Have you ever felt life? Walls I have forgotten what color infinity was Happiness, feels so white but burns so dark Have you ever felt dark? Dark feels me as I wander, wither In white darkness
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Mar 24, 2015
Mar 24, 2015 at 3:53 PM UTC
White Walls I
I A body of white walls houses familiarity Somehow even familiarity distorted itself beneath raw cinder blocks doused white enough that I could see the eyes of the past the eyes of the future looking back at me, the eyes of the present Must journey behind the white walls into the familiar unknown For there is something there Beyond walls so very high They only crumble, only die For there is something there I must look now through the deep crevices deep through my mind For there is something there Do I find? I see people I see minds Beyond the white walls looking back at I Why oh why must I continue? looking forward only to look back again I am stuck, encased inside eternity Only looking back to find a way out a way out of me Me I have always been my own infinity Inside, a prisoner handcuffed to the white walls I am shackled here, alive kicking Death here in the eternal infinity Great intellects dead, killed by me I am my own infinity I must **** me I will be free no longer shackled I am my own infinity I am my own uncertainty I am my own familiarity It is me I am my own infinity The white walls close in on me, my own infinity I do not want to change myself I do not want to change me I change I die Death’s kiss might be sweet Death’s kiss may free me, finally Yet I cannot accept it I will not I just want to be me but I am everyone else and they are me my own infinity Everything, everything Beyond the white walls are nothing you see White walls everywhere White walls everything Encasing all of us It is here, it is here The white walls shackle us, shackle us to reality, society There is forever no infinity in me The familiarity tastes of death mistaken for reality society The burning truth The familiarity the distorted familiarity that is reality society We rely on each other So much we shoot each other We are not strong We are not smart We can be We can’t be If we break the shackles If we keep the shackles I am in pieces I am shattered like glass I cannot do this I cannot presume Death’s kiss seems sweeter than ever (forever lost in my own infinity) You see we build ourselves up so the white walls eat us up until we are part of the white walls until we are part of the unknown familiarity Can I break through? want to need to break through White walls oh, white walls I’ve been punching for so long I am tired, I am weary Resisting, rebelling Far too long White walls, White mazes Around my infinite familiarity I cannot make it out of myself So I walk, So I walk, This great maze of my soul Humorous, I call it a great maze I only walk in circles Forever in cycle I’ve felt the tears, Fallen onto the white walls Hard to tell if they are clear or just another drop of paint Mind loops back on itself, (always does) Losing it (finally insane) A mad man I am A new coat to adorn Darker darker darker Cracks, crevices the white walls emit abysmal black paint So-cold oil, (called paint) I will make darkness burn It stings, makes a statement deep within me Have you ever felt pain? Have you ever felt life? Walls I have forgotten what color infinity was Happiness, feels so white but burns so dark Have you ever felt dark? Dark feels me as I wander, wither In white darkness
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i'm an empty optimistic in a world where lost souls remain we're all threaded together by birth, given the consequences but what are we without an upper and a even worse downer those who survive the downers, sometimes never get back up did you feel the connection, like our roots locked together like we were handcuffed in familiarity, but you are as recognizable as my own heartbeat and it seems so natural, when you sing without the blissful harmony we used to sing together in unison, careless and carefree, and my heart is eroding day by day, would you still be able to swim if i taught you when i could and would you still be able to speak if i paid attention to you as i should but you inflict your pain back at others, is that how our world survived with the wildlife and it's fires, burning our only chance at safety, but i tried to extinguish the devastation and i'm a shapeless survivor with reasons to seek, **** and destroy in a way, does this make me the hero of the story, stripping the evil down? if you forgave me, i would be able to forget because i'm still carrying your world on my shoulders, and even though hearing your name makes me sick to my stomach, my body will refuse to give in to the peer pressure if i winded the hands of a clock, could i possibly strip your walls down still or could i stop caring and get revenge, which could possibly be a thrill -kra
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Nov 10, 2013
Nov 10, 2013 at 10:27 PM UTC
healing herds
I have no choice ,but To admit willingly and greatly that My pains and my sufferings are masters that Wake me up By day and by night ... I have learnt lessons from my pains and from sufferings Simply because I am playing with this life Around us uncaring ... I feel painfully ,but I am totally handcuffed ... I am surrounded with a lot of ugly pains and with A lot of rude sufferings that crack my realm Anytime,anywhere,and everywhere .............. _______________________________________________________________
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Mar 19, 2015
Mar 19, 2015 at 7:28 AM UTC
My pains and my sufferings
On chain they did put me, tied up to the burglary protector, handcuffed and battered. Tortured and meant to be broken. Poisoned but survived. Marked for assassination, and shot twice, bullets flying around, resilient and unflinching, was ready to confront them. Dead or alive I must choose one. Must find a way out of this mess, to escape was on my mind, but how do I get out of here without jeopardizing the lives of my family. Courage summoned I revert to plan B, the art of fighting without fighting. Intelligence and wisdom must come into play. Must outwit them to survive. Cunning and craftiness must be used, the uncanny ways of the spirit is amazing. Become like water, be flexible, Yielding but still immovable. Stealth in action but remain like the firefly. Understanding their intent and misdirected anger, their aggression towards me was contained. Tranquilized and overpowered, their capture became imminent for i am more than a conquerer, for the greater one lives in me. Today I stand here to testify of that victory against the intruders and assassins with a grateful heart. ©2018,Emeka Mokeme. All Rights Reserved.
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Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 7:26 AM UTC
UNFLINCHING ME
Yes, I’m black Look at my back There you will see The scars of slavery Yes, I’m black under attack Police officers screaming For me to step back Yes, I’m black Disgusted stares death glares As I walk down the street Yes, I’m black Hide your children from me Run, run, run From the beast that you see Yes, I’m black Headlights Dark nights Forced to fight Yes, I’m black Government hates me Because I take a knee For what I believe Yes, I’m black You can see me on CNN Being handcuffed And shoved into the back of a van Yes, I’m black What they once hated The dark skin, curly hair Our individuality now tainted Yes, I’m black Scared for our daughters Too young to understand why we’re being slaughtered Yes, I’m black Still wearing these chains Slavery never ended They just changed the name Land of the free, home of the brave You lie and say we’ve come along way If you ask Ferguson, tears running down his face Racism still lives, but tomorrow’s another day
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Oct 4, 2018
Oct 4, 2018 at 4:08 PM UTC
Yes, I'm Black
A walk around the block in my parents’ neighborhood at dawn wearing mom’s sweater and pop's sneakers with a clown hole cut out for         toe infection I was stopped by a cop in a cruiser this was during the Vietnam War long hair ago he was angry at everyone I was offended by everything he said which way are you going I said which way are you going so he socked me in the mouth and handcuffed me I was arraigned on disorderly conduct and resisting arrest my good parents came down and stood beside me before the judge I wrote to the police department internal affairs not for retribution but to start a paper trail in case this cop someday bopped one of my brothers a few months later I’m back at work in NYC two detectives come into the city to question me one good cop one bad cop we park in the park me in the back seat they wanna know was I mouthy to the cop who punched me in the mouth long story short they leave me on a bench to eat my lunch and the charges are dropped
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Jan 18, 2022
Jan 18, 2022 at 6:50 AM UTC
Long Story Short
The shadow moves above my eyes. I'm blindfolded from sight, handcuffed from touch. The warm feeling of these lips upon my skin - ******* nibbling, biting from this excessive ****** lust and the crude tongue, playing a lecherous percussion of the forbidden dance on my ***** and ******** all this a tantalizing damnation, then this weapon I've been wanting, needing, craving is punched into me, pulling back and forth from horny-lovers lane. It lingers, simmers, agonizingly feeding my sexually crazed desires. I feel as if I'm crawling, brushing, climaxing my ***** and all that is around me. I let out a slow, mournful growl as I'm drawn to a constellated galaxy of ******** rush. Then I  release myself through the milky-way returning to Earth, back in the beige-walled room. The blindfold is now off: free to sight, free to touch. I take a deep breath, look down upon my *** - I want to see him, the Mozart of my ****** pleasure; but instead I find her sitting there ******* her finger,wearing nothing but a smirk.
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Oct 20, 2018
Oct 20, 2018 at 6:03 AM UTC
Facade
1 *In the masquerade of a poet he acquires secret wings, becomes equal parts real and unreal, treading the twilight zone. He still is an apprentice with the conjurer, incomparable wizard who never stops amazing being the anarch of slight of hand, the illusionist grand, we in the flow who swim or drown in the river, known as life that none ever defined the way it really is. 2 Inside his cubicle transformed to a scribe by a curse when he coveted it, was a boon he is real, all  his magical powers robbed by the day light, realities of life he is grappling with news that make  his heart grow weak. He is now a sobbing poet within, firmly  handcuffed to a pact strict, only to write reports, that's his might anything of beauty he couldn't  escape, its all pain in forms unimaginable most of it man made, even famine. A life swinging between a hope to come in terms with the uncertainties of the ebb and flow that breaks his heart bit by bit, and facing realities stark that drives a knife has become the rut, he wouldn't escape. Dawn peeps through the window blind he has lost meaning for day and night  long time back when this double life, has trapped him in this pen*
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Apr 6, 2014
Apr 6, 2014 at 7:01 PM UTC
A double life
Hushed tones , the birds chirped The Mind stood handcuffed Waiting for Judgements The courtroom voices/noises Filled the Arena Waiting for judgment .. Were the pleas heard... What was the verdict ... Around Came a plaintiff asking for directions to a courtroom Surprised Standing handcuffed the Mind thought 'Why walk in the entrapment Where the judgements Have no room for 'fair trials ' Nevertheless The Mind as usual stood a mute spectator, Handcuffed Drifting ..... The view beyond the courtroom Was that of a playground The children played without a care The Mind , so pleased and at peace All charged now Reminded of the two legs and feet which were free of cuffs and could escape Now , set free , The Mind flew into Mindscape Evading all Trials Judgements Leaving ... The courtroom empty ..
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Aug 17, 2017
Aug 17, 2017 at 11:40 PM UTC
The Mind In The Courtroom
You could take everything away But I'd still remain You could lie, cheat Drag me down Until I'm on my knees But next to you I'd still be I don't understand How I can love such a bad man Falling in love wasn't a part of my plan All I wanted was to feel again But you gave me more And I fell deeper Score after score And then when you left My tears tasted bitter Felt like my heart surrendered To my careless mind And lovesick brain I'm going insane Love is not what I wanted But it is what I got And now I'm crying As I can't forget it I can't forget you Or the feelings I had No matter what I do My heart will always Stay in love with you Feels like I'm handcuffed With the handcuffs of love I feel so helpless You're a weakness
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Jun 29, 2013
Jun 29, 2013 at 11:02 AM UTC
Weakness
I. I went to wendy's yesterday and I saw ed on the other day and he carried with him, a bagful of books and came along will, and saw him they exchanged looks and Will asked for some 'tools' So came along Kim who wore too much makeup and she sat on the chair beside me to look for boys who she would hook up with. II. I went to wendy's yesterday and I saw ed on the hay and he carried with him, a handful of smokes and he started to fling the smoke and breath in the air Inside his throat. Then came along will, and saw him he passed him a light, and gave a wink they exchanged gifts and ed asked for more *** and will handed him, and ed gave his jackpot So came along kim who wore shorts and tops that showed her breast she sat to the chair beside the teenager and want to flirt with him over the motel and gave her a wink as she grabs the jackpot. III. I went to wendy's yesterday and ordered for a milkshake when I saw ed by the counter with his tray and he carried with him, a gray bag full of ******* and he started to tuck it between him, as he ordered a burger and some fries. Then came along will, and saw him he passed him the pack, and gave him a smile they exchanged gifts and will gave him the cash and ed stashed the burger wrapper in the trash So came along kim who wore a mini skirt and tops that showed her cleavage She sat to the chair beside the man and the man smiled and gave her some cash and gave him a wink as he follow her to the motel IV. For graduation, I came to wendy's to celebrate and ordered salads for the day and then I saw ed outside handcuffed by the police for selling cyanide and then I saw Will inside displeased and gave a sigh and brought out a smoke to feel it's air deeply inside his thigh that's when Tracey pointed to kim, and told me she was selling some thing and that she couldn't go with us to celebrate Because of the baby in her den. And lewis pointed to ed, Said he was addicted to the things that we weren't suppose to take. V. I went yesterday at wendy's and saw the coffin that was ed's and saw the gun that Will was holding, as he began to get the **** out of the man. I chewed my burger that day at wendy's and can't help but ask why why the people was circling around Kim's body. By the sidewalk.
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Aug 30, 2013
Aug 30, 2013 at 7:40 AM UTC
Yesterday at wendy's
I. I went to wendy's yesterday and I saw ed on the other day and he carried with him, a bagful of books and came along will, and saw him they exchanged looks and Will asked for some 'tools' So came along Kim who wore too much makeup and she sat on the chair beside me to look for boys who she would hook up with. II. I went to wendy's yesterday and I saw ed on the hay and he carried with him, a handful of smokes and he started to fling the smoke and breath in the air Inside his throat. Then came along will, and saw him he passed him a light, and gave a wink they exchanged gifts and ed asked for more *** and will handed him, and ed gave his jackpot So came along kim who wore shorts and tops that showed her breast she sat to the chair beside the teenager and want to flirt with him over the motel and gave her a wink as she grabs the jackpot. III. I went to wendy's yesterday and ordered for a milkshake when I saw ed by the counter with his tray and he carried with him, a gray bag full of ******* and he started to tuck it between him, as he ordered a burger and some fries. Then came along will, and saw him he passed him the pack, and gave him a smile they exchanged gifts and will gave him the cash and ed stashed the burger wrapper in the trash So came along kim who wore a mini skirt and tops that showed her cleavage She sat to the chair beside the man and the man smiled and gave her some cash and gave him a wink as he follow her to the motel IV. For graduation, I came to wendy's to celebrate and ordered salads for the day and then I saw ed outside handcuffed by the police for selling cyanide and then I saw Will inside displeased and gave a sigh and brought out a smoke to feel it's air deeply inside his thigh that's when Tracey pointed to kim, and told me she was selling some thing and that she couldn't go with us to celebrate Because of the baby in her den. And lewis pointed to ed, Said he was addicted to the things that we weren't suppose to take. V. I went yesterday at wendy's and saw the coffin that was ed's and saw the gun that Will was holding, as he began to get the **** out of the man. I chewed my burger that day at wendy's and can't help but ask why why the people was circling around Kim's body. By the sidewalk.
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I’m sorry I shut you out and blamed you for my own undoing, You see I have this cloud that hangs above my head and I had begun To call it home. My thoughts and feelings got lost somewhere in the condensation phase, And I trapped them there, only allowing occasional acknowledgment of the pain I was in, doing as much as I could so as not to show if or how I had been affected by it, For I am my own prisoner of sorts. I let you in my cell to feed me water and gruel, but when you asked to spend the night I immediately pushed you out and handcuffed myself to The illusion of accomplishment, for lo and behold, I was there supposedly Protecting myself, abandoning you before you could abandon me. Over time, my pride turned to boredom which turned to anger which turned To loneliness, and I had to place the blame upon someone’s shoulders. There were no mirrors in my cell, so I chose to blame you For I had forgotten that I even existed. Your kindness cut into the unripe parts of me, the parts that were not ready To be handled so gently, where breathing is slow, Where each time you blink is like having a windshield wiper wash away the rain From a car so clarity can enter your veins and visceral rearview mirrors. I unraveled while you were away, I cried over my million losses while I counted Your continual successes, I was envious of you, Gradually falling silent to the truth of everything that had once surrounded me. I was afraid you no longer loved me, for I no longer wished to be loved Nor did I feel deserving of it. That wish was strong and I fell down a long and narrow well Where you were not waiting for me when I finally reached the bottom. I stayed there awhile, beneath my cloud, locked in my cell, With the murky water and unforgiving gruel. You called down to me from the top, your voice Your voice Your voice Oh but how could I possibly forget? That voice. It never left, It never lied. I can’t promise you I won’t fall down here again, For my heart is stubborn and I still haven’t learned The art of removing that which has been engraved On this selfish mind. But for now, I wish to stay.
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Nov 19, 2012
Nov 19, 2012 at 1:20 AM UTC
the illusion of accomplishment
I’m sorry I shut you out and blamed you for my own undoing, You see I have this cloud that hangs above my head and I had begun To call it home. My thoughts and feelings got lost somewhere in the condensation phase, And I trapped them there, only allowing occasional acknowledgment of the pain I was in, doing as much as I could so as not to show if or how I had been affected by it, For I am my own prisoner of sorts. I let you in my cell to feed me water and gruel, but when you asked to spend the night I immediately pushed you out and handcuffed myself to The illusion of accomplishment, for lo and behold, I was there supposedly Protecting myself, abandoning you before you could abandon me. Over time, my pride turned to boredom which turned to anger which turned To loneliness, and I had to place the blame upon someone’s shoulders. There were no mirrors in my cell, so I chose to blame you For I had forgotten that I even existed. Your kindness cut into the unripe parts of me, the parts that were not ready To be handled so gently, where breathing is slow, Where each time you blink is like having a windshield wiper wash away the rain From a car so clarity can enter your veins and visceral rearview mirrors. I unraveled while you were away, I cried over my million losses while I counted Your continual successes, I was envious of you, Gradually falling silent to the truth of everything that had once surrounded me. I was afraid you no longer loved me, for I no longer wished to be loved Nor did I feel deserving of it. That wish was strong and I fell down a long and narrow well Where you were not waiting for me when I finally reached the bottom. I stayed there awhile, beneath my cloud, locked in my cell, With the murky water and unforgiving gruel. You called down to me from the top, your voice Your voice Your voice Oh but how could I possibly forget? That voice. It never left, It never lied. I can’t promise you I won’t fall down here again, For my heart is stubborn and I still haven’t learned The art of removing that which has been engraved On this selfish mind. But for now, I wish to stay.
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Gracious god, I Am handcuffed to the bed (white wine and cigarettes)— I will not forgive regrets. This hornet’s nest, a home— I choke on church bells, starved of faith— an empty sternum, bellyache. Among the living dead, I speak the language: “Let me in!” But I cannot betray my sin.
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Aug 9, 2018
Aug 9, 2018 at 1:06 AM UTC
Pure White Emptiness
In darkened dream, my walk was halted, confronted by a tree, It stood upright, a branch outstretched and blocked the path on me. In circumventing sideways dance I edged in grass quite slow, but a craggy root handcuffed me, and would not let me go. I stood in shocked drawn silent gaze, unsure of where to turn, This tree had pulled me tighter now, it fought my urge to run. But then it spoke in ancient voice, in tones of guttural flow. Dark words in wood translation, spoke of a poisoned stream below. The leaf on every branch now shivered, in worried recounted tale, as it described through words so clear what caused its bark to fail. A darkened tale of toxic waste, a legacy untold. of man's destructive story, where greed and fear unfold. Water table now unset In (fractured gas) halation. Land is sold and cracked in tempted cash flirtation War for oil in scarlet lands, where majors lived at base. The youth in pointless sacrifice, to save the political face. Where poverty prevailed amid abundant arable nations. and the silent cries of children skewed charitable donations. Air of grey, fermented with pollen soft pollution. Chokes of spluttered ash, cast doubt on evolution This tale of woe recounted by nature's mother-tree with roots now losing hold while balanced grip on me. Swaying branch quite dangerously in forgotten leafy youth. this once majestic elder falls, unburdened by this truth. It died in pain where it had grown drowned slow in poisoned stream. a fading track on reddened skin where its handcuffed branch had been. I straightened up and stumbled on relieved it had let me go. My eyes in shock, slowly adjusted To wood in flat plateau. I cast my eyes in horizoned view not believing what I'd seen. The wood in matchsticked pattern where once proud kings had been. The landscape now lay barren, with wood strewn all around. The stench of rot erupted from muddy blackened ground. I wandered off to tell the tale, of being confronted by this tree, unsure of what just happened or why it had chosen me. I walked for miles in desolate, through air starved atmosphere. but met no one along this road, a winding pot-holed frontier. I walked until I finally woke. in spluttered inhalation. Confused, I feared this reality, of earth's final damnation. In darkened dream, my walk was halted, confronted by a tree, Awoke, its tale will linger, forever haunting me
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May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 3:12 PM UTC
THE DYING TREE
In darkened dream, my walk was halted, confronted by a tree, It stood upright, a branch outstretched and blocked the path on me. In circumventing sideways dance I edged in grass quite slow, but a craggy root handcuffed me, and would not let me go. I stood in shocked drawn silent gaze, unsure of where to turn, This tree had pulled me tighter now, it fought my urge to run. But then it spoke in ancient voice, in tones of guttural flow. Dark words in wood translation, spoke of a poisoned stream below. The leaf on every branch now shivered, in worried recounted tale, as it described through words so clear what caused its bark to fail. A darkened tale of toxic waste, a legacy untold. of man's destructive story, where greed and fear unfold. Water table now unset In (fractured gas) halation. Land is sold and cracked in tempted cash flirtation War for oil in scarlet lands, where majors lived at base. The youth in pointless sacrifice, to save the political face. Where poverty prevailed amid abundant arable nations. and the silent cries of children skewed charitable donations. Air of grey, fermented with pollen soft pollution. Chokes of spluttered ash, cast doubt on evolution This tale of woe recounted by nature's mother-tree with roots now losing hold while balanced grip on me. Swaying branch quite dangerously in forgotten leafy youth. this once majestic elder falls, unburdened by this truth. It died in pain where it had grown drowned slow in poisoned stream. a fading track on reddened skin where its handcuffed branch had been. I straightened up and stumbled on relieved it had let me go. My eyes in shock, slowly adjusted To wood in flat plateau. I cast my eyes in horizoned view not believing what I'd seen. The wood in matchsticked pattern where once proud kings had been. The landscape now lay barren, with wood strewn all around. The stench of rot erupted from muddy blackened ground. I wandered off to tell the tale, of being confronted by this tree, unsure of what just happened or why it had chosen me. I walked for miles in desolate, through air starved atmosphere. but met no one along this road, a winding pot-holed frontier. I walked until I finally woke. in spluttered inhalation. Confused, I feared this reality, of earth's final damnation. In darkened dream, my walk was halted, confronted by a tree, Awoke, its tale will linger, forever haunting me
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