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Nothing rhymes with birthday, It's really not my fault... I've been brainstorming since Thurthday In my sad poetic vault, And still NOTHING rhymes with birthday, Though I plead and cry and moan- I'll be sitting here 'till Earthday With this sad pathetic poem. Birthday, birthday, birthday-- I think it's quite absurd That no one thought of "birthday" When they made up rhyming words. So when people have a birthday All poets do is sit And try to think of what to thay 'Cause they can't think of... it. So it's not for lack of talent Or money, means, or time; This birthday poem is ****** For a lack of words that rhyme.
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Feb 4, 2015
Feb 4, 2015 at 8:12 PM UTC
A Birthday Poem for a Special Friend Who Deserves a Really Nice Poem but Sadly Won't Get One
*The time honored brainstorming collective planning a filling blackboard is now denounced.. storming is thought thought on thought wrinkle on wrinkle.. what goes begging is quantum's leap a leap waiting for solitude and an empty slate...*
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May 13, 2013
May 13, 2013 at 11:19 AM UTC
Wrinkles
it is done differently - more is not necessary - more of this - is too much; the kissing is an exploration - to a polar destination of virtual whiteness - to discover more than this.  the kissing is not an end in and of itself - but a fjord unexplored leading to what? yes there are many different kinds of kisses - adaptations to a changing terrain - but the face, the face, the face (not just the lips), the head entire - is the first battle in a world war where the opponents strengths and weakness are literally uncovered and shape the nature of the war of the worlds yet to come. more than kissing, it is a speech and an interrogation; an ********** revelation of fine lines and small scars, a writing of a history, a history that existed  unbeknownst to the explorer and thus interesting and dangerous - a history composed in a different time and place and almost in a vacuum - for kissing is impactful - outlines of footsteps on never before trodden lanes - but who prepared these paths in advance of my arrival, and was my arrival forecast or just imagined? first time kissing oft portrayed as excited glee - but this is a grievous error - a wild display of wasted resources - it is not to meant to be pesky single shots of damp I was here where next? it is a drawing, nay, a sculpting of map to be reproduced in limited quantity for only the map rooms of the greatest museums. each individual kiss is more than an act, but a marker connecting the previous to the future next - exactly a map drawn by an explorer - meant to be shared with others who love history, discovery and women creatures. be wary of unmarked crevasses and pools where no one has measured the depth - novice sailors without proper charts upon unfamiliar faces - too oft drown or are somehow sail as lost forever. but the notion of being the first, even if you are not the first, is so intoxicating for the brainstorming it provokes - the envisioning of more than kissing but of unlocking a new nature, creating a creation born in the intersection of two waters - where fresh waters joint the brine of the ocean - and there are untold different kinds of waters and no two terrains though similar - are ever exactly the same. here does my entry in my log - my journal - end - though the notation of than is comparative and therefore unending.
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Jun 22, 2019
Jun 22, 2019 at 9:46 AM UTC
when kissing a woman for the first time; than
it is done differently - more is not necessary - more of this - is too much; the kissing is an exploration - to a polar destination of virtual whiteness - to discover more than this.  the kissing is not an end in and of itself - but a fjord unexplored leading to what? yes there are many different kinds of kisses - adaptations to a changing terrain - but the face, the face, the face (not just the lips), the head entire - is the first battle in a world war where the opponents strengths and weakness are literally uncovered and shape the nature of the war of the worlds yet to come. more than kissing, it is a speech and an interrogation; an ********** revelation of fine lines and small scars, a writing of a history, a history that existed  unbeknownst to the explorer and thus interesting and dangerous - a history composed in a different time and place and almost in a vacuum - for kissing is impactful - outlines of footsteps on never before trodden lanes - but who prepared these paths in advance of my arrival, and was my arrival forecast or just imagined? first time kissing oft portrayed as excited glee - but this is a grievous error - a wild display of wasted resources - it is not to meant to be pesky single shots of damp I was here where next? it is a drawing, nay, a sculpting of map to be reproduced in limited quantity for only the map rooms of the greatest museums. each individual kiss is more than an act, but a marker connecting the previous to the future next - exactly a map drawn by an explorer - meant to be shared with others who love history, discovery and women creatures. be wary of unmarked crevasses and pools where no one has measured the depth - novice sailors without proper charts upon unfamiliar faces - too oft drown or are somehow sail as lost forever. but the notion of being the first, even if you are not the first, is so intoxicating for the brainstorming it provokes - the envisioning of more than kissing but of unlocking a new nature, creating a creation born in the intersection of two waters - where fresh waters joint the brine of the ocean - and there are untold different kinds of waters and no two terrains though similar - are ever exactly the same. here does my entry in my log - my journal - end - though the notation of than is comparative and therefore unending.
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first musical memory playing Mary Poppins over and over on my portable suitcase phonograph not convinced that a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down went over to my friends house to play Barbies heard B-B-B-Bennie and the Jets on her record player began my life long love of rock music grew up attending a Southern Baptist church if my faith continues to evolve in and out of specific creeds and dogmatic beliefs right arm will never fail to involuntarily rise towards the Heavens whenever i hear How Great Thou Art being sung parents were in their late 30's by the time i was born was exposed to big band music show tunes mom's favorite French operatic singer Edith Piaf Riverview Elementary in music class taught how to do The Hustle and The Bus Stop to disco records got to bring in on Fridays love of guys with long hair blame on the big hair bands the 80's the 90's such a kinship to the dark depressing sounds of grunge believed Scott Weiland Kurt Cobain and Jerry Cantrell plagiarized my thoughts mad or need to clean my house the 2 often go hand in hand heavy/nu metal blaring at maximum volume Currently am at a crossroads need of direction helps me to undergo the deep soul searching inecessary major life changes are required give myself vehicular therapy, driving around Wilson Lake symphonic classical sounds from the radio surprisingly maybe not blaring maximum volume brainstorming my options to the music overheard ppl say they wished that their life came with a soundtrack Mine does.
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May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 6:07 AM UTC
Soundtrack
first musical memory playing Mary Poppins over and over on my portable suitcase phonograph not convinced that a spoonful of sugar helps the medicine go down went over to my friends house to play Barbies heard B-B-B-Bennie and the Jets on her record player began my life long love of rock music grew up attending a Southern Baptist church if my faith continues to evolve in and out of specific creeds and dogmatic beliefs right arm will never fail to involuntarily rise towards the Heavens whenever i hear How Great Thou Art being sung parents were in their late 30's by the time i was born was exposed to big band music show tunes mom's favorite French operatic singer Edith Piaf Riverview Elementary in music class taught how to do The Hustle and The Bus Stop to disco records got to bring in on Fridays love of guys with long hair blame on the big hair bands the 80's the 90's such a kinship to the dark depressing sounds of grunge believed Scott Weiland Kurt Cobain and Jerry Cantrell plagiarized my thoughts mad or need to clean my house the 2 often go hand in hand heavy/nu metal blaring at maximum volume Currently am at a crossroads need of direction helps me to undergo the deep soul searching inecessary major life changes are required give myself vehicular therapy, driving around Wilson Lake symphonic classical sounds from the radio surprisingly maybe not blaring maximum volume brainstorming my options to the music overheard ppl say they wished that their life came with a soundtrack Mine does.
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Silence is needed . Silence is a massive part of your brainstorming session . Let it be your studies , your workspace , your next project session or about your love . And by love I didn't mean it to be a human being only . Love is a strong possession , which can be about your newly bought Fountain pen or can be about your new social innovation . But silence is needed , for making you stronger and your presence to be valuable . Silence should be there as pure bliss , to give you a thought of match making . Do you remember , how much you inhaled with silence and those breezy nights ? Just cherish once about them and think where you were before some days and where are you now ; standing all alone and strong challenging all the facets of truth and society . Yes , silence is needed . Chaos can't always bring you to the path where you desired to end up with . Silence doesn't make you socially introvert . It gives you the space for differentiating between you and what you will be . Ask one poet or a writer or any person who loves to think at the end of the day , 'what is silence for them ? How much does it matter to them?' Then come back to me and say again .... " I hate silence." Silence is subjective . It is needed , but not always . And that also doesn't signify chaos should occupy the space . Silence is needed to make space in those beautified chaotic nature .
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Sep 25, 2014
Sep 25, 2014 at 11:38 AM UTC
Silence is needed .
We became nobodies though we started as heros of our own stories to be written by our small hands brainstorming the possibilites If only we knew how to start the thesis someone somewhere made us believe this world is all into shatters let the mirror inside your soul give you the key to find your role we fell so hard for this lying we all broke, shattered trying as we became older and older our dreams got much smaller and the earth caged the falcon while the lion met the mirror a cat was staring right back at her the dove's happy ending arose with the vulture's ample smile and the vulture dies not surprised dreaming not of high flights
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Nov 29, 2012
Nov 29, 2012 at 12:48 AM UTC
we became nobodies
Waking in darkness to brainstorming moments Warm under covers on this freezing morn, Recalling the instants of yesterday’s sequences, How they developed and how they were born…… *“Moving with grace in a form fitting garment, Curves in the shadow light tauntingly near, Beautiful lines in a moment of weakness Titillate senses erotically clear.” “Watching the mouth of the bigoted warbler, Watching him spout his idolatry spiels, Rhetoric of mind bending, **** licking garbage Image of self is the place that he kneels.” “Urgency now with insurances deadline Making provision for payments now due, Juggle the baksheesh for paying the piper Or the cruelty of bankers will cauterise you!” “Laughter arouses the happiest moments Merriment opens the faces so well, Emotively gracious the giving of laughter Contagiously, wonderfully ringing the bell.” "Uncomfortably caught in the midst of an untruth Unconscionably really, can’t call it a lie, Got caught in momentum of tale in the telling Upsetting me now to the point where I cry.” "Can’t recall why, but I know there’s a matter, Ripping my britches to try to recall…. Something importantly, now to be dealt with Frustratingly lost in the fog of it all.” "Harmonies rise like a mist in the temple Delicate cadences rise and they fall, I wonder why God allows this unbeliever To sing with the Angels in his Holy hall?” “Running my fingertips over her curvature Feeling the ***** line plummet to fall Knowing the thrill of elicit collusion Anticipate promise of wanting it all.”* Sudden alarm in the midst of a waking Urgency calls at the dawn of the day, Heaving my soul into frost waiting fingers Leaving my dreams in the warmth where they lay. Marshalg “Pukehana Paradise” Auckland NZ. 22 June 2013
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Jun 21, 2013
Jun 21, 2013 at 6:40 PM UTC
Reflections of Yesterday
Waking in darkness to brainstorming moments Warm under covers on this freezing morn, Recalling the instants of yesterday’s sequences, How they developed and how they were born…… *“Moving with grace in a form fitting garment, Curves in the shadow light tauntingly near, Beautiful lines in a moment of weakness Titillate senses erotically clear.” “Watching the mouth of the bigoted warbler, Watching him spout his idolatry spiels, Rhetoric of mind bending, **** licking garbage Image of self is the place that he kneels.” “Urgency now with insurances deadline Making provision for payments now due, Juggle the baksheesh for paying the piper Or the cruelty of bankers will cauterise you!” “Laughter arouses the happiest moments Merriment opens the faces so well, Emotively gracious the giving of laughter Contagiously, wonderfully ringing the bell.” "Uncomfortably caught in the midst of an untruth Unconscionably really, can’t call it a lie, Got caught in momentum of tale in the telling Upsetting me now to the point where I cry.” "Can’t recall why, but I know there’s a matter, Ripping my britches to try to recall…. Something importantly, now to be dealt with Frustratingly lost in the fog of it all.” "Harmonies rise like a mist in the temple Delicate cadences rise and they fall, I wonder why God allows this unbeliever To sing with the Angels in his Holy hall?” “Running my fingertips over her curvature Feeling the ***** line plummet to fall Knowing the thrill of elicit collusion Anticipate promise of wanting it all.”* Sudden alarm in the midst of a waking Urgency calls at the dawn of the day, Heaving my soul into frost waiting fingers Leaving my dreams in the warmth where they lay. Marshalg “Pukehana Paradise” Auckland NZ. 22 June 2013
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I treasure your thoughts for they mirror mine and I often feel like the sky So blue but I am just another reflection of you the true source of life and all I can do is jot ******* drops of truth frigid fractalized isolated idioms Verbose vapor flakes seeking fictional synonyms     headlong ing to be with you more than me and I am not really blue This much is truth pooling thoughts in my planetarium booth brainstorming ways to lightning youth But I am not You I am see through a satellite out of view conduit of the more true, Luna who is more of an effec-tionate of you morpheous of midnight master of black, whole, new presenting red eyed roses nightly reflected by you (but see me I am through) Liquid glass Preview The deep the blue and I am not blue   scratching the surface and rippling clues like Voyager's travels I am echoing shadows of the beauty you innerview snapshots of interstellar War Stars out of sight I am through, see you hold mysteries I only understand by sky light when I move you move and you move with might the final frontier is my domain but you hold many more leagues unknown and forget me knots Consider me the wife of Lott in the massive wake a primordial parking lot present yet nought Blue In my ever reaching expanse am just fuel for flame fleas and moth flee in the aether of my veins Which provide little shelter From larger wings of change While great and small exist in all your leagues of  superfluous membrane Cool azule from whence life can be sustained Be Tickled by the fingers of my admiration make waves of mutual celebration But do not be humbly demurred Be for me what I can not be Blue
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Jan 2, 2017
Jan 2, 2017 at 12:16 AM UTC
I am not Blue
I treasure your thoughts for they mirror mine and I often feel like the sky So blue but I am just another reflection of you the true source of life and all I can do is jot ******* drops of truth frigid fractalized isolated idioms Verbose vapor flakes seeking fictional synonyms     headlong ing to be with you more than me and I am not really blue This much is truth pooling thoughts in my planetarium booth brainstorming ways to lightning youth But I am not You I am see through a satellite out of view conduit of the more true, Luna who is more of an effec-tionate of you morpheous of midnight master of black, whole, new presenting red eyed roses nightly reflected by you (but see me I am through) Liquid glass Preview The deep the blue and I am not blue   scratching the surface and rippling clues like Voyager's travels I am echoing shadows of the beauty you innerview snapshots of interstellar War Stars out of sight I am through, see you hold mysteries I only understand by sky light when I move you move and you move with might the final frontier is my domain but you hold many more leagues unknown and forget me knots Consider me the wife of Lott in the massive wake a primordial parking lot present yet nought Blue In my ever reaching expanse am just fuel for flame fleas and moth flee in the aether of my veins Which provide little shelter From larger wings of change While great and small exist in all your leagues of  superfluous membrane Cool azule from whence life can be sustained Be Tickled by the fingers of my admiration make waves of mutual celebration But do not be humbly demurred Be for me what I can not be Blue
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All I know of you is the love I had for you when I fell into this dream. You were beautiful, the way the sky turns orange and pink at the end of an exhausting day - slowly revealing a sky of starlight that has taken years on end to reach my sight. There was a sudden pull - whether I toward you or you toward me I'm still not sure - but I know it was there. You were swaddled so tight in a blanket that bowed to your beauty. Warm, needy eyes peeked from behind peachy little eyelids, laying full trust in my hands. Before I knew it, you were gone. They took my baby. Her name is a bittersweet taste in my mouth. Their words are branded on my face - "Ma'am, please sit down. You're not being rational." "There is no baby." There is no baby, but I feel her. I feel her like a twister pulling me in, but I've been put in restraints. Regardless of the ache in my bones begging to be with her, they've locked me up. I am detached from reality. Everything is wrong. No one can tell me where she is. They act as if my eyes are turning to goo and sliding out of their sockets - avoiding eye contact in fear of sympathy rising in their souls. They stay on my trail, dabbing away anxiety as it seeps from my pores - hoping I won't see or feel it. I smell their fear as I pace back and forth, brainstorming my escape. My dear Astrid, where could she be? I feel her tugging at my heart, begging for a heroine. Adrenaline is burning through me - screaming at my body, demanding I run for my baby find my baby. And my dream ended. I've spent every day since then looking for my baby. I feel her in my heart. Maybe she's real and maybe I'm crazy - either way, I will never forget my beautiful, stolen, and forgotten daydream baby.
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Jan 7, 2012
Jan 7, 2012 at 11:16 PM UTC
Astrid Orbit
All I know of you is the love I had for you when I fell into this dream. You were beautiful, the way the sky turns orange and pink at the end of an exhausting day - slowly revealing a sky of starlight that has taken years on end to reach my sight. There was a sudden pull - whether I toward you or you toward me I'm still not sure - but I know it was there. You were swaddled so tight in a blanket that bowed to your beauty. Warm, needy eyes peeked from behind peachy little eyelids, laying full trust in my hands. Before I knew it, you were gone. They took my baby. Her name is a bittersweet taste in my mouth. Their words are branded on my face - "Ma'am, please sit down. You're not being rational." "There is no baby." There is no baby, but I feel her. I feel her like a twister pulling me in, but I've been put in restraints. Regardless of the ache in my bones begging to be with her, they've locked me up. I am detached from reality. Everything is wrong. No one can tell me where she is. They act as if my eyes are turning to goo and sliding out of their sockets - avoiding eye contact in fear of sympathy rising in their souls. They stay on my trail, dabbing away anxiety as it seeps from my pores - hoping I won't see or feel it. I smell their fear as I pace back and forth, brainstorming my escape. My dear Astrid, where could she be? I feel her tugging at my heart, begging for a heroine. Adrenaline is burning through me - screaming at my body, demanding I run for my baby find my baby. And my dream ended. I've spent every day since then looking for my baby. I feel her in my heart. Maybe she's real and maybe I'm crazy - either way, I will never forget my beautiful, stolen, and forgotten daydream baby.
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brainstorming i sit down on a bus ride home and there’s this idea swirling in my head. i thought to myself, “this actually sounds right. i should write this idea down.” i took out my phone and wrote the first few words this idea in my head gave me. i know I’ve written something. i know i’ll get back to it when i get home. i know there’s more to this idea in my head that will turn this few words into a sentence. to a paragraph. never ending word structures until i see fit. i know i’ll finish this soon. i put my phone down and stare outside the window. the view is nice. thousands of cars passing by as the traffic goes smoothly. another idea comes to mind. this time, it’s longer than a few words. it’s a jumble of thoughts. thoughts about cars moving, sound of traffic, the love of movement, and time passing. as these thoughts swirl like storm in my head, i pulled blinds of the window until only a slit of light passes through, a line of moving light flickering, i reach for my phone and open my twitter. i scroll through my timeline until the storm turns to rain, to drizzle, to quiet raindrops and at last, to a calm sunny day. thoughts i wish i’ve written, now long gone thrown in a heavily locked safe inside my head with the password written in a paper inside of it. i scroll through my timeline again and i came across a poetry slam. as an emotional person, i cry at his words as if it actually was meant for me. as i continue to listen, the sunny empty day inside my head starts to create dark clouds again. it growls and rumbles, spewing lightning bolts down and i quiver. i am afraid. i know it wants to be heard but i try my best to ignore it. thunderclaps. it spoke. it rang my head till it couldn’t be ignored. i gave in. i wrote. this time with all the words this dark cloud in my head gave me. there was no order. no structure. no idea. just words and pure emotion and i wasn’t stopping. my fingers became a whirlwind. the storm in my head in sync with my whole body. i tremble. i am the storm. i stormed down the emptiness of a blank note page with thunder of words. rainstorms of emotions. lightning bolts of phrases, of sentences. as the storm inside my head slowly turns to white, wringing its clouds to drizzle light rain. i add the finishing touches. the storm knows our work is done. it bids goodbye and gives me the calmness of white clouds and sun. i became calm and the bus stops.
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Jul 18, 2019
Jul 18, 2019 at 2:35 AM UTC
brainstorm
brainstorming i sit down on a bus ride home and there’s this idea swirling in my head. i thought to myself, “this actually sounds right. i should write this idea down.” i took out my phone and wrote the first few words this idea in my head gave me. i know I’ve written something. i know i’ll get back to it when i get home. i know there’s more to this idea in my head that will turn this few words into a sentence. to a paragraph. never ending word structures until i see fit. i know i’ll finish this soon. i put my phone down and stare outside the window. the view is nice. thousands of cars passing by as the traffic goes smoothly. another idea comes to mind. this time, it’s longer than a few words. it’s a jumble of thoughts. thoughts about cars moving, sound of traffic, the love of movement, and time passing. as these thoughts swirl like storm in my head, i pulled blinds of the window until only a slit of light passes through, a line of moving light flickering, i reach for my phone and open my twitter. i scroll through my timeline until the storm turns to rain, to drizzle, to quiet raindrops and at last, to a calm sunny day. thoughts i wish i’ve written, now long gone thrown in a heavily locked safe inside my head with the password written in a paper inside of it. i scroll through my timeline again and i came across a poetry slam. as an emotional person, i cry at his words as if it actually was meant for me. as i continue to listen, the sunny empty day inside my head starts to create dark clouds again. it growls and rumbles, spewing lightning bolts down and i quiver. i am afraid. i know it wants to be heard but i try my best to ignore it. thunderclaps. it spoke. it rang my head till it couldn’t be ignored. i gave in. i wrote. this time with all the words this dark cloud in my head gave me. there was no order. no structure. no idea. just words and pure emotion and i wasn’t stopping. my fingers became a whirlwind. the storm in my head in sync with my whole body. i tremble. i am the storm. i stormed down the emptiness of a blank note page with thunder of words. rainstorms of emotions. lightning bolts of phrases, of sentences. as the storm inside my head slowly turns to white, wringing its clouds to drizzle light rain. i add the finishing touches. the storm knows our work is done. it bids goodbye and gives me the calmness of white clouds and sun. i became calm and the bus stops.
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I've been crying since the day your tongue turned into a stage of dancing lies my hair pulled back to hide the smell of dead thoughts of us of how leaves look prettier when they're dead in autumn of how I would be prettier if  I were dead too the way your fingers lit in passion whenever we touched the way your fingertips sparked the fire of cigarettes smoked to the bone I remember the smell of your hands danger with a glimpse of loneliness I liked it I loved it The day your tried to bottle up all the love I had for you and the glass didn't resist the day I stole your gun to make you say you loved me the way you took it from me the way I understood you'd never catch the stockholm syndrome from me I'm sorry I'm so sorry.
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Sep 21, 2014
Sep 21, 2014 at 4:37 PM UTC
the brainstorming of you
It's 2 am still not home I know she hates sleepin alone callin my phone I don't reply Brainstorming up, another lie So much to hide Never found My minds blank, heart pounds I hear the sounds Of war Love battlefield with who I love as I adore Knees hit the floor Drugs just hit Do I get up? Or do I quit? These four walls moving in quick Stomachs sick Why can't I Handle this!? An addicts mind Creates u to be blind Pills workin fast Running out of time (footsteps down the stairs) Here she comes To only see The man she loved Or....what use to be Swore I thought she was a sleep Dying slow My heart deceits Faking the truth To console me She touches me Hugs me Whispers that She loves me I tell her wait Hesitate Feel the rush of novacane Bodies numb, Pulse cold Lost our bond Where did It go?! Heart beatin faster Close to my disaster This fairy tale has no Happily ever after Eyes slowly shut Before I leave Her cryin face, Is what I see. My final words to her were Don't touch me. In heaven I cry Wish I could change time Can't believe that I actually died by a lie.
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Jul 17, 2013
Jul 17, 2013 at 2:37 PM UTC
"Die by a Lie"
While jaye threw to stephanie's house, shane was brainstorming a tropicana plan. jaye the Brendon Urie's toilet decided to go for a shipping. shane and his friend cat, a cumquat, met jaye at Texas. cat snatched jaye's a ball, his most prized possession. jaye BANGARANG, but shane just laughed and said, ""your mother"". shane and cat married away, leaving jaye stranded. jaye dropped to the ground and EEK CHUK BEEK BANG. He was very confuzzled.
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Mar 6, 2014
Mar 6, 2014 at 2:08 PM UTC
#SOTROPICANA
I remember when I didn't like your boyfriend and you said that I couldn't tell him I hated him anymore because he was important to you. You were never apparent enough because you never told me that I wasn't. The days always dragged on and we would commiserate on the lack of family. We were never a family. But it was always my fault, wasn't it? Solitary nights, I found myself accompanied by the ticking of an alarm clock made of metal that wasn't quite as cold as your heart. I spent those nights alone brainstorming efficacious ways to **** the pain but I never got too long of a list. Mainly it consisted of picking up a blade. You never noticed the pencil sharpeners suddenly missing. You never noticed that I only wore long sleeves, even during the summer. Now that I think of it, you never really noticed anything. But I can't really blame you when you were never home to see it. I remember wondering why you loved him so much. The scent of alcohol constant on his breathe, quick with his words like sharpened scissors. Your sword turned into a shield made of paper. Fire and fire, but I was the one who got burned. I never understood why he loved you either. I remember when I came home from school and the boxes were stacked to the ceiling with his name printed neatly on the sides. I thought maybe you two had another fight, but it wasn't that at all. It was me. "I can't deal with that for another four years!" he shouted. It was ME... But even when he left nothing changed. In fact, I think it got worse. I remember screaming at you that you made me want to **** myself. I remember it because I was shaking, tears rolling down my cheeks. It was the first time I had ever verbalized something like that. And with such anger and pain, but mostly fear. You didn't hit me though. You didn't pull my hair like I thought you might. Instead you grabbed your car keys and you didn't come home for awhile. I remember sinking to the floor, back against the wall. I cried for a bit and held myself. Mostly because I knew you wouldn't. You never did. I never wanted much, but maybe I asked for more than you could give. Every day in that house, I felt unwanted. Alone. Unimportant. Unappreciated. Unloved. You were never a parent enough because you never told me that I wasn't. -k.d.
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Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 12:30 PM UTC
Apparent
I remember when I didn't like your boyfriend and you said that I couldn't tell him I hated him anymore because he was important to you. You were never apparent enough because you never told me that I wasn't. The days always dragged on and we would commiserate on the lack of family. We were never a family. But it was always my fault, wasn't it? Solitary nights, I found myself accompanied by the ticking of an alarm clock made of metal that wasn't quite as cold as your heart. I spent those nights alone brainstorming efficacious ways to **** the pain but I never got too long of a list. Mainly it consisted of picking up a blade. You never noticed the pencil sharpeners suddenly missing. You never noticed that I only wore long sleeves, even during the summer. Now that I think of it, you never really noticed anything. But I can't really blame you when you were never home to see it. I remember wondering why you loved him so much. The scent of alcohol constant on his breathe, quick with his words like sharpened scissors. Your sword turned into a shield made of paper. Fire and fire, but I was the one who got burned. I never understood why he loved you either. I remember when I came home from school and the boxes were stacked to the ceiling with his name printed neatly on the sides. I thought maybe you two had another fight, but it wasn't that at all. It was me. "I can't deal with that for another four years!" he shouted. It was ME... But even when he left nothing changed. In fact, I think it got worse. I remember screaming at you that you made me want to **** myself. I remember it because I was shaking, tears rolling down my cheeks. It was the first time I had ever verbalized something like that. And with such anger and pain, but mostly fear. You didn't hit me though. You didn't pull my hair like I thought you might. Instead you grabbed your car keys and you didn't come home for awhile. I remember sinking to the floor, back against the wall. I cried for a bit and held myself. Mostly because I knew you wouldn't. You never did. I never wanted much, but maybe I asked for more than you could give. Every day in that house, I felt unwanted. Alone. Unimportant. Unappreciated. Unloved. You were never a parent enough because you never told me that I wasn't. -k.d.
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The time we spend on Blank pages and paper Is like throwing money Into empty spaces. Minds racing and clocks ticking Pen on paper Fingers on home row keys. Scrolling and spacebars Ink and led. FOCUSED.... The next thought Is the next word Pronouns, adjectives, verbs Periods, commas, question marks. Proofreading and backspacing Fiction or fact Intensity and excitement Intelligence kicking in. All day long phrase catching All night long remembering I can do this, I can do this I will finish what I started. Brainstorming vs distractions Silence vs noises FOCUSED..... Speaking without talking The passion of your work A thousand pages A million words Pen down Typing ends. Time to rest The body and mind, It's done....but More on the way. Results, two thumbs up We think We work We spend time We fill up pages We....WE ARE WRITERS
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Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 12:46 PM UTC
WE ARE WRITERS
Being poor takes time Years before you were born Decades after Being poor is hereditary Dad ignores your call all day He knows you are calling for your school fees Then, being poor becomes analytical You keep brainstorming in church Is it a good idea if I pay this offering Being poor can be romantic You share a plate of rice with your girl on a date You dare not order for two Being poor is a war An endless battle between your stomach and your pride Stomach always win Being poor is observant You stare at the green Nike footwear in the store everyday With all lust and faintest of hope Being poor is emotional You get mad at complete strangers for not giving you a free ride under the scorching sun Being poor demand self control You fight the urge to buy new shoes Who want to walk miles to work Till next paycheck? Being poor is knowing how much everything cost Being poor is no child's play
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Dec 14, 2017
Dec 14, 2017 at 4:54 AM UTC
Being poor
You are wafting above my carelessness like an aged, crafty hope. Bearing in mind that, starting from this verse, I'm utilizing as much tenderness as I can, tolerating the brainstorming of some beautiful expressions I had saved, on the American manual lexicon that I craved, your mushy wings are too soft to ponder manipulating the ruin's hell, keep your baby heart classy and friendly so you can dwell. There are days that you are glinting like a concealed jewel, joining the stars through their ceremonies, acting cool. I'm too rigid and miserable to smash. Your whole integrity dares not mess with the unsolved poetic puzzle in its cache.
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Aug 4, 2023
Aug 4, 2023 at 12:50 PM UTC
The rigid Wreck
In my bed, I am falling into fantasy, face down, plummeting into my pillow. I am dreaming to escape reality, and escaping reality to dream and contemplating, brainstorming, things I’ll forget by morning.
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Nov 25, 2011
Nov 25, 2011 at 11:04 AM UTC
Alpha Waves
I'm brainstorming up a riot. One where people will die When they're asleep And quiet. I'm brainstorming up a riot. Where you can hear all types of war cries. One where all types of people will die I'm brainstorming up a riot. With lots of fire and guns. One where all you can hear are The traumatizing sounds of bullets being released. And the blood curdling screams of people dying. I'm brainstorming up a riot. That the government can't handle. With bombs designed as food, And no ruler is there to rule. I'm brainstorming up a riot. To where when you step outside, There's a 98% chance you can die. I'm brainstorming up a riot. Where all you can see is blood,   And corpses. And all you can smell is the putrid scent of rotting flesh and dried up blood. I'm brainstorming up a riot. One that can't even compete with war. One where peoples hearts are took over with hatred. And the only thing on their mind, Is death and ****** You read it right. I'm brainstorming up a riot. And the funny thing is, I don't even know why.
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Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 11:48 AM UTC
I'm Brainstorming Up a Riot
I am thinking, like always No filters or analyizing Pure, raw, thoughts Dancing together around a bonfire The embers popping and the smoke stings But I am happy And my mind is evidence I'm thinking with no restrictions And I know you are to blame I am feeling orange today Because I woke up before My alarm; 7:05 And my mind is lighting Sparklers because its the 4th of July Even though it's November Because right now I am free
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Nov 19, 2012
Nov 19, 2012 at 10:30 PM UTC
Brainstorming
Holding the telescope Of the past... As I journey down the Memory lane of my life From the day of birth Every action seemed serene Until a certain moment Behaviors changed to me ...Love was not aureole... It was cloaked and serpentine The chords that bond Were now blanch and vile The rain bursted upon us "Pain and Strife" Withholding the harmony Of strings and lines Enthusiasm was totally lost And energy restrained Brainstorming in vain Seeking ideas for a change Knowing I could be the Catalyst who will pave the way Though the visions seemed blur Hope drew a "Bigger Picture" with faith Imaginations I fantasized Of my home soon arised Thoughts spinning through galaxies When we finally unite To my family, a bond That will never divide Even through our broken hearts ..We Will Surely Be Alright!!!...
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Oct 2, 2016
Oct 2, 2016 at 7:46 PM UTC
Alright
if you look into the mirror and you don't break down and cry you better thank the so called god above that you don't want to die you are blessed unlike the rest who cry themselves to sleep because they hate their ****** reflection they just want to love themselves sick and tired of all the objections why is it that I see deep inside I am nothing but worthless why am I even alive?
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Dec 5, 2013
Dec 5, 2013 at 11:47 AM UTC
not done yet just brainstorming while bored at schooly
I once had a flash of inspiration To birth a new invention Did a lot of investigation Gathered a lot of information Saw positive indications Boosted my motivation There was a team formation People of same dedication We had brainstorming sessions Listed all the specifications Began the implementation Encountered a few obstructions Made necessary modifications Noticed a couple defections Applied the proper corrections And we had a successful completion!
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Sep 20, 2018
Sep 20, 2018 at 6:33 PM UTC
The Process