Love me for all that I am
Love me for all that I am not
Darling wherever you find yourself
know that we're all we got
and if you ever find yourself in trouble
just call me there on the double
I know you see through me
and I see everything we will be
you're all that I want and all that I need
all that I could ever see
You were made for me

If God does exist surely he made you and I
And if our hearts beat together in perfect time
surely we'll be together till the end of the line
Because I am loving you through all of time
know that we'll be together all our lives
You and I

Come down into silence again
meet with the darkness within
through the void
the joyous ode
finding the light swirling with your breath
figures dance as the body sleeps
colors form as teas that seep
through the long forgotten memories
the present take- front and center, please
With ease, as time will slowly freeze
a place where God can finally speak
a brushing wind before the child's sleep
doting guidance from those above me
signs and symbols to set one free
and we will be one with eternity.

I hope it rains tonight I'm gonna cry
I know no one sees but there's more to me
Than meets the eye
I want to cut, scream, overdose don't ask me
Why I cant take the pain I feel inside
They tell me be happy don't know I try
Maybe I'll jump to see if I can fly
Cuz every smile, every laugh is a lie
I know hard to believe there's more to me
Than meets the eye.

Is this love or is it lust?
Are you the person, the one,
that my heart can trust?
Fit perfect in my rhyme?
So scarred I can not tell,
an angel like you sublime
from a demon in my mind.
Could it be true someone,
You could love someone like me?
Then I hear a soft whisper
...Yes

See the eye, the ******, little eye
See the puddle, the ******, little puddle
See the eye in the middle of the muddle of the ******, little puddle
See the eye, oh, that's right that's your eye
See the puddle, your ****** little puddle
See your are in the middle of the muddle of your warm, ******, little puddle.

Don't ask why, I can't explain
WHY it is that I am filled with this pain
I'm hurt and I am angry
Frustration floods my veins, boiling my blood
Tears threaten like a flash flood
The stress, the tension floats to the surface
This dance, I feel like a clown
Don't ask me why, but today I am down.

It's late, you hear it calling you. It's dark, and you're alone.
Tension builds. Impulse throbs just beneath the surface.
You want it, you want it badly.
It's like a wildfire thirst you need to quench.
Like frostbite slowly pulling you under.
You want to scream, beg it to stop.
As it continues to gnash at you, burn you, tempt you.
And it would seem to be the irresistible urge.

It lashes out at me
burning with every touch
my eyes glazed as I watch
orange and red flames
dancing before me
suffocated but too dazed to leave
Slowly slipping into the warmth
I close my eyes
Darkness sweeping through me
I allow the flames envelope me

High, proud, and made for all
But it has come to my attention
That it may be that
All the things, the walls
That create our safety and our paradise
Are the same walls that create our damnation and hell.

A kiss befalls my lips
A touch of his hand
My breathing increasing
My heartbeat racing
I slide my hand down his chest
He brushes my bangs from my eyes
He kisses me again as his hands caress me
But no one knows, it's our little secret
Lust or love? Real or fake?
The truth I don't even care
I just want him to love me for one more second
one more touch one more time.

Three serpents hissing in my ear
they want me, haunt me, taunt me, tormenting me
The first he tells me everything I want to hear
"I love you, your beautiful, everything I want,
Let me love you, protect you, I'll be your prince."
His breath soft warm, the poison of his words seeping in

The second he swears he loves me
He longs to love me, but also to leave
He says he'd do anything for me, that he only wants me
He says I just need to love him. Trust him.
He tells me to wait till the day he comes back around.
He begs me to love him until he decides to love me.

The third hisses harshly "Don't be a fool!
They will only use you. To the first you are an object
and you will never be anything more. The other,
he will never choose you. You will always be second best. You'll never be enough for him.
Don't be so naive! They only long to decieve you.
Her words cut like knives, ripping into me with sharp reality.

Face the reality or face your demise.
These three serpents hissing in my ear, But which one is right and which one is wrong?
Does it even matter? To which do I listen to and adhere?
After long, careful, thought, despite knowing better,
I disregard the third, for the truth truly hurts.
But she's still there hissing the harsh reality in my ear.

There are lot of me's for me to be
There are good me's and bad me's, happy and sad me's
But people want me to be happy me
For she's the best me to be
But happy me is tired, and doesn't want to play
She wants to sleep, stay in today
Sad me comes out to play
The me that likes it to rain all day
But they don't like that me they push her away
And she goes into hiding for another day
Stupid me comes out quite a lot
A me who's naïve when she aught not
Angry me wants to scream and to fight
Once again another me that's not right
Confused me begs to understand
Wondering if this was all planned
But there is also another me
The most me-e-est me a me could be
But that me must be kept out of sight
For like all the other me that me is not right
So happy me comes out everyones long time friend
She smiles and laughs but it's only pretend
She's still tired, still doesn't want to play
But she comes out anyway

It's perfect! Me to a 'T'
Or perhaps, maybe not
And we'll just let it be.

I'm flying up, spiraling down
feeling invincible, breaking down
I'm high, then low
'round the loop I go
flooded in passion, drown in pain
****** and love, hurt and distain
filled with joy, emptied to hate
rising up, to fall to my previous state
This rollercoaser going 'round and 'round
Lifting me up, to bring me back down

In the end we all die
imperfect mistaken, covered in sin, drown in the world
though we strugle, gasping, fightin we try
try to escape our inevitable fate
in the end we all die.