I talked to the trees and they talked to me
I talked to the earth under the breeze
The wind spoke her songs to me
And I was within everything and all was in me
The sun and the moon showed me their spells
And within all creation, I was held
I understood the love of the land
And felt all creation in the palm of my hand
The world she poke and called me her own
And I found we were never alone

And if god was a fractal would we be big or small?
Would we be able to tell where we were at all?
And if God was a woman could we coexist?
and know how we all came from one to exist?
If we came to know God for who God is
maybe we would know what love truly is
From nothing to this we get one experience
and if we don't use it we will never know the mysterious
We came from the void to love and to grow
through understanding, we can come to know
God who is a woman, a man, a fractal
God the One, the All.

You know that feeling
That aching, rotting, empty
Pit in your stomach
Sickening and hollow pain
Numb anxiety
Brimming anger, lost reality
Secret anguish
Borderline Suicidal

My heart aches, tears fill my eyes
pain sinks within my soul, my fear brakes
Absence from you my spirit dies, falling into a black hole.