i am more me, and you are more you, when we are truly us.

when this life ends, i hope to find you in the next life and the life after that. i will always find you.

reach out to hold me and i will do the same. i will protect your whole being.

i'll hold you while you cry and stay up all night just to make sure you're okay, even if i'm breaking.

you are my drug and i know i'll be addicted to you for the rest of my life.

it's actually pretty simple
i'm too scared to feel
i've only loved one other person in my life
and i was broken
you see
i thought he was the one
i thought it was going to be him
and my heart shattered
when i realized it wasn't
maybe it is
maybe we just needed a break
maybe we're really meant to be
why would we be so close still if it wasn't
i'm still holding on to him
that's number one
but number two is that i'm scared
too scared to open up
too scared to let anyone know me
too scared to feel
too scared they won't like something
and then leave me
you know exactly what i mean
there's probably more reasons i don't know about
it's whatever
it doesn't matter

"her hand in his, he became her tomorrows."


- atticus

you made me laugh when i thought i couldn't anymore.

i want to sit on the kitchen counter in my underwear at 3 a.m. with you and talk about the universe.

All I know is
through all this agonizing pain
You look at me
with good intentions
You care about me so much
And you're a good friend
My best friend

All I know is
through all this agonizing pain
the smell of you emanating from your sweatshirt I'm wearing
calms me like a cigarette would calm an addict
I'm like a person who relishes drugs
Except you're my drug
And you won't end up killing me

All I know is
through all this agonizing pain
your hugs pull all my broken pieces back together
and although I just end up falling apart again
You're always there to help me

All I know is
through all this agonizing pain
I love you
And just the sound of your voice
your smell
your touch
anything about you
heals me
And you don't even know that
do you?

you make my soul smile.

i'm a mess but i love you more than the universe could ever confess.

you taught me not to fear love.

i hope you know you're so ******* adorable and i love it.

i just think we should be together all the time.

if you fall, i will lift you up. if not, i will lay down beside you.

i'll always have time for you.

you touched me without using your hands and i fell in love

you hold every broken piece of me and i love you for that.

i swear i can see forever in your eyes.

I've been trying to avoid you
to avoid getting hurt
but I can't stay away
even if I'm in pain

your smile lights up the dark forest inside my mind.

i'm going to hold you in my arms and in my heart and in my whole being forever.

i am here to put your demons to rest.

distance gives us a reason to love harder.

i don't feel like i belong anywhere, except in your arms.

you are the home that i've been searching for.

it's written in the stars. darling, we belong together.

because of you, i believe in good things again and you are one of them.

i think of you all the time. everday. day and night. in my dreams and in reality. just constantly.

god must have taken his time on you because he made you so ******* beautiful.

all i want in this world is to see you happy.

day after day, i keep falling more in love with that smile.

everytime you text me something to make me laugh, i imagine you laughing with me and it fills my heart with so much peace and happiness.

i love you. i would drink the ocean just to make sure you wouldn't drown.

"i will come home to you, or if you will, come home to me and i will wait for you."

your eyes are a lighthouse in the middle of my storm.

i don't need many things to be happy. i just need you.

you are my home, and i never want to leave.

i just dreamt of you
i forgot what happened, but
i woke up so sad

what did i dream of?
probably you leaving me
it's not the first time

waking up early
in the middle of the night
calling out your name

my heart beat racing
trying to calm myself down
you are here to stay

i don't know anything anymore, but i do know i love you.

sometimes i miss you way too much and i just want to be near you. distance *****. and in those moments, i want to throw some punches and scream at the universe for keeping us at a distance. but i have to be grateful, i have to be appreciative for what i already have. i still get to talk to you, see you, and love you (even if it is through a computer screen). it could be worse. we could have never met at all. and then where would i be?