it's actually pretty simple
i'm too scared to feel
i've only loved one other person in my life
and i was broken
you see
i thought he was the one
i thought it was going to be him
and my heart shattered
when i realized it wasn't
maybe it is
maybe we just needed a break
maybe we're really meant to be
why would we be so close still if it wasn't
i'm still holding on to him
that's number one
but number two is that i'm scared
too scared to open up
too scared to let anyone know me
too scared to feel
too scared they won't like something
and then leave me
you know exactly what i mean
there's probably more reasons i don't know about
it's whatever
it doesn't matter