i am done tired of you wanting me to be someone else I'm sorry to disappoint its struggle to receive your approval you'll fined sometime well most times my heart shrinking within the days mask peeling away to unfavorable me is this what you want sinking in my bed with death inside my head I'm heading somewhere were don't have to worry about the future hurry up let me be or may find better way
do you hear them the voices of the others who are also you the reflection of other lives in other times calling you back the voices of your future yet our past screams even louder that says wait so you hesitate the voice of a wiser says yes don't second guess
As my body turns to rust I write ****** on this page Watch my heart turn to stone As I die with no hope Iv forgotten your name But you know what I am Remember my name Forget my face The stars chants my name For I am a man of darkness
I can't sleep at night Somethings summoning me To the deep It's has a grip on my life All I can see is my defeat the voices in my head Is growing stronger My mind is on the bring Of collapse Demons in my head Taking grip on my mind Gaining control of my life Some one tie me down Take my brain Make this suffering end
How did we come to be here Next to each other In the night Were are the stars That shows us our love Outside the leafs flame Unusually in the darkness I am amazed by peace It is the possibility of you Asleep next to me breathing in the quiet air
If you can wait till I get home Then I swear to you We can make this last
I know I can't give you everything I know my heart to cold to care But for once I know how it feels to be loved
I know you can't wait Through everything But is this really happening I swear I'll never be happy again Don't you dare say we can be freinds I'm not some boy you can manipulate We knew this would happen eventually
When life give you lemons To me life is a lemon Nothing in life going be easy Nothing I say going make That part of your life easier Why Life gave you load of lemons to You have deal with them daily My obstacles won't make yours any easier
Go head make your move All the parts are in place I will not bow I will not break You can go for one's I love But my heart Is to cold to break My death will bring me joy For you can not toy with me anymore
Every thing Iv been told in life is a lie Iv never felt so alone In the dark It used be a safe haven Now I feel vulnerable, Weak as new born How did I get this way Was it you that stabbed me Was it you that crippled me
I know longer know who to trust All these words sound same From everyone I care for you I love you But in the end You all stab me in the back
I'll lay here in my dark corner To die for all I got is me myself and i
As i **** my enemies my conscience growes even more heavy, body's falling voices call for me, the burden of all the wounded brother's gather to seek for an answer that we don't know.
We met under the moon Kissed under the moon loved under moon Shared under the moon Cared under the moon We died under the moon I stair at the moon Cry to the moon But your gone With someone else Under the moon
I just feel like Everyone need Look through different eye's
That man you cursed Riduquil to get job When there are none And God forbid For you to help him So he can survive tonight His death may never Be on your conscience You could have helped stop it
He got family to Your not only one You should stop think Before you spit on him
Just like every one else he feel The pain when he try's Why do you think he cry's
We can be a good person But the holes in our hearts and soul That can destroy The ones we love And care about No the hole wont go away But we can learn To deal with it
You must be crazy Think that I lost I might be on the ground You have not won yet You can throw me To the ground again And again But I will not break I will not be driven below
The rage I have locked away Is about to break away You must run For you will die In slowest way possible In the end You will beg to be forgiven
Sometimes people Come in our life For short time Some stay longer Some time your sad see them go Some not so much But either way They leave foot print In our hearts
When she all alone in here room She cry's When all you got are these four walls Not so hard feel so small How come no one stopped her When she said Mabe I'm better of dead
Now here I am wishing I got there in time To stop you But here I am With gun in hand Wondering if it will be enough Stop voices in my head
As we open our eyes The darkness comes threw We see world for what it is A corrupt, egotistical world So we close our eye's In hope in regaining Our ignorance
As we stand here hand in hand Staring in the abyss of the future You tell me jump you tell me That there nothing after death So this seams be our only chance In life So jump For our love may blossom So we jump And as we fall down To the never ending bottom I look in to your eyes And see love not fear Of death that seems getting near But never ending love I'm glad we jump my love