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darktowers Apr 2016
Nothing good comes out of 2 in the morning  
just go home and go to bed
darktowers Apr 2016
Go head make your move
All the parts are in place
I will not bow
I will not break
You can go for one's I love
But my heart
Is to cold to break
My death will bring me joy
For you can not toy
with me anymore
darktowers Apr 2016
If you can wait till
I get home
Then I swear to you
We can make this last

I know
I can't give you everything
I know my heart to cold to care
But for once  
I know how it feels to be loved

I know you can't wait
Through everything
But is this really happening
I swear I'll never be happy again
Don't you dare say we can be freinds
I'm not some boy you can manipulate
We knew this would happen eventually
darktowers May 2016
I come realize that butterfly's
Are falling from sky's
Dropping dead before
My eyes
darktowers Apr 2016
Why don't you see me
I love you so
I must move on
To the one
That will love me
darktowers Apr 2016
As we open our eyes
The darkness comes threw
We see world for what it is
A corrupt, egotistical world
So we close our eye's
In hope in regaining
Our ignorance
What is your own idea on this guys
darktowers Apr 2016
I knew I could not
Give you all my heart
So I gave you to the world

I sit here in this empty room
Looking at your baby pictures
Wondering if fate will
Bring us back together
Or will I forever  be in
darktowers Jun 2016
As my body turns to rust
I write ****** on this page
Watch my heart turn to stone
As I die with no hope
Iv forgotten your name
But you know what
I am
Remember my name
Forget my face
The stars chants my name
For I am a man of  darkness
darktowers May 2016
I can't sleep at night
Somethings summoning me
To the deep
It's has a grip on my life
All I can see is my defeat
the voices in my head
Is growing stronger
My mind is on the bring
Of collapse
Demons in my head
Taking grip on my mind
Gaining control of my life
Some one tie me down
Take my brain
Make this suffering end
darktowers Apr 2016
As i fall into the wring of fire
My rage will explode
Out of me
My mind is still there
My tactic will be unmatched
In the end
The devil may cry

One thing is for sure
I may not survive
But it's been one hell of a ride
You and I
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darktowers Apr 2016
When she all alone in here room
She cry's
When all you got are these four walls
Not so hard feel so small
How come no one stopped her
When she said
Mabe I'm better of dead

Now here I am wishing
I got there in time
To stop you
But here I am
With gun in hand
Wondering if it will be enough
Stop voices in my head
darktowers Jan 2018
As i live in a haze
What a daze to be
This grayscale of life
What drag to my existence

Can i not alleviate
My mind
Will my life always
Be torturous

Will i always have
This agonizing reminders
Failures of my past
To leave me awake at night

Can i ever make it stop
I just don't know
darktowers Apr 2016
As i sink below the surface
Accepting the fate at hand
The cold clutches
Of death holds firm
On my mind

My mind slips to better time
Feel fresh breeze in my hair
And honey  suckle taste so sweet
And those memories fade
To black as well
darktowers Feb 2018
poor another shot
getting drunk
on gasoline

blazing  through my lungs
charring through my soul
advancing through my mind

pain of regret
of the better times
lost to traverse
my mind

may I ever escape
can I be that hero
I always wanted
to be

this my last shot
to be something
I'm not
darktowers Apr 2016
You must be crazy
Think that I lost
I might be on the ground
You have not won yet
You can throw me
To the ground again
And again
But I will not break
I will not be driven below

The rage I have locked away
Is about to break away
You must run
For you will die
In slowest way possible
In the end
You will beg to be forgiven
darktowers Apr 2016
Sometimes people
Come in our life
For short time
Some stay longer
Some time your sad
see them go
Some not so much
But either way
They leave foot print
In our hearts
darktowers Apr 2016
Full of hate
Another heretic
The people hide their shame
Lies were spoken
Bonds were broken
darktowers Apr 2016
You've cross the line
Your running in circles
You've lost self control
darktowers Apr 2016
I just feel like
Everyone need
Look through different eye's

That man you cursed
Riduquil  to get job
When there are none
And God forbid
For you to help him
So he can survive tonight
His death may never
Be on your conscience
You could have helped stop it

He got family to
Your not only one
You should stop think
Before you spit on him

Just like every one else he feel
The pain  when he try's
Why do you think he cry's
darktowers Jun 2016
There is
No such thing
As hope

From the
Hope is the mask

Despair has
Been wearing
darktowers Apr 2016
Behind the stars in the sky
In the heavens up above
Lays the answer's
To all mankind
Under dirt lay fire
which man hearts desire
darktowers Apr 2016
When life give you lemons
To me life is a lemon
Nothing in life going be easy
Nothing I say going make
That part of your life easier
Life gave you load of lemons to
You have deal with them daily
My obstacles won't make yours
any easier
darktowers Apr 2016
Every thing Iv been told in life is a lie
Iv never felt so alone
In the dark
It used be a safe haven
Now I feel  vulnerable,
Weak as new born
How did I get this way
Was it you that stabbed me
Was it you that crippled me

I know longer know who to trust
All these words sound same
From everyone
I care for you
I love you
But in the end
You all stab me in the back

I'll lay here in my dark corner
To die
for  all I got
is me myself and i
darktowers Apr 2016
As we stand here hand in hand
Staring in the abyss of the future
You tell me jump
you tell me
That there nothing after death
So this seams be our only chance
In life
So jump
For our love may blossom
So we jump
And as we fall down
To the never ending bottom
I look in to your eyes
And see love not fear
Of death that seems getting near
But never ending love
I'm glad we jump my love
darktowers May 2016
How did we come to be here
Next to each other
In the night
Were are the stars
That shows us our love
Outside the leafs flame
Unusually in the darkness
I am amazed by peace
It is the possibility of you
Asleep next to me
breathing in the quiet air
darktowers Apr 2016
Lottery go's up to 900 million
People freak out
Our government spends
900 million within an hour
No one cares
darktowers Apr 2016
Monster's in your dream
Are the monster's in your life
darktowers Apr 2016
We met under the moon
Kissed under the moon
loved under moon
Shared under the moon
Cared under the moon
We died under the moon
I stair at the moon
Cry to the moon
But your gone
With someone else
Under the moon
darktowers Apr 2018
we seek the words
we crave it all

swimming through the void
we hear the words
we lose ourselves
but we gain it all
i don't feel like iv finished this yet, but I'm stuck where to go on it for now
darktowers Apr 2018
i am done
tired of you wanting me
to be someone else
I'm sorry to disappoint
its struggle to receive
your approval
you'll fined sometime
well most times
my heart shrinking
within the days
mask peeling away
to unfavorable me
is this what you want
sinking in my bed
with death inside my head
I'm heading somewhere
were don't have to worry
about the future
hurry up let me be
or may find better way
darktowers Apr 2016
I wonder how you are
Have you learn to love
who you are
Or are you still
Someone else
Lost loved one
darktowers Apr 2016
As i **** my enemies my conscience growes even more heavy,
body's falling voices call for me,
the burden of all the wounded brother's gather to seek for an answer
that we don't know.
darktowers Apr 2016
Truth is hard to see
Let alone understand
darktowers Apr 2016
Iv been buried alive
Yet I have open sky's

The ground under
Is my light above

Still beating heart
Blood flowing
Heart racing

Dirt digging
Grave robbing
What have I done
I need help with title for this poem
darktowers Mar 2018
do you hear them
the voices of the others
who are also you
the reflection of other lives
in other times
calling you back
the voices of your future
yet our past screams
even louder
that says wait
so you hesitate
the voice of a wiser
says yes don't second guess
darktowers Apr 2016
We can be a good person
But the holes in
our hearts and soul
That can destroy
The ones we love
And care about
No the hole wont go away
But we can learn
To deal with it

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