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270 · Feb 2019
Darkbeat: Dreadnot
A Simillacrum Feb 2019
Given life
while
it kills
to breathe,
it ills
to breed,
it kills,
while
given fight

this   dark   beat   wins.

Dread   not,

give   up   the   battle.

Dread   not,

the world is.
A Simillacrum Mar 2019
Leisure ultimately
turns into a race.
The finish line
quickly approaches,
whether you are running
or you're crawling.

You can't take your gold pieces to grave.
You can't take your Tesla to your grave.
You can't take your Insta to grave.
You can't take your follows to your grave.

With a finger dipped in inky blood,
I trace the bright dots cross obsidian,
Charting for another loser driven by,
and in pursuit of the touch of love.

I can't take my hot heart into earth.
I can't take my friends closer to burn.
I can't take my fever dream to death.
I can't take the love that ails me,

but it filled me, and fills me,
and if it kills me,
what better a way?
256 · Sep 2019
Character Building: Shame
A Simillacrum Sep 2019
Blessed from birth,
knowing the grit of dirt
between my teeth,
Living the dream
where money means
everything.
Is it a paper cup, today?
Is it a ****** there
in the dirt with ***** in it?
My mom says if I could save,
I could make it work, easily -
but she's using my name
to evade her debts,
and when I finally
get gone, to get electricity,
I have to implicate
her as a criminal.
Shame.
246 · Jun 2018
Dance Rising Swirls
A Simillacrum Jun 2018
In the day
You find solace
Only
By biting bleeding nails
Recede
Quick as you can to night

Draw your salt circle
Disrobe and dance rising swirls
Deliver the balm to pain
You're a mystical stole

Could only the sun sprites see
What mother moon sees in me

The light below that night herself enervates
244 · May 2018
In Chains in the Garden
A Simillacrum May 2018
A bird in the twilight hues lands on the
angry twist of a barb on a cyclone fence.
It's flown high above and capable of
capturing sights far beyond me.
Watch it still support its life over death
with no weapon but legs.
It might catch the wind at any second
with wing beating hard for its escape.
A thought crosses my mind
that it must be common for those
with the means to come
scratching their wrists to relinquish
their privilege and tongue
with the spear face to face.
241 · Feb 2019
Reflecting Pool
A Simillacrum Feb 2019
If I ever
get cold
and wield my
syllables
against
your hot
naivete,
it's
just because
you're intact.
Who am I
to
harden you?
It's
a problem.
237 · May 2019
Good Company
A Simillacrum May 2019
Nameless, near dead.
Aimless. In the stead
of a key to a kingdom,
I believe I received
the hand me down mess
of a life before my own.

How do I live?
Carpet to back,
eyes cast at the ceiling,
desperately loosing
my dreams and my feelings
in tears?

Drawing stick figure pictures
in the sands of my past, alive,
if not wealthy or well, I'm still
not sure what to tell you when
you ask how to survive.
A Simillacrum Jan 2019
What is the commotion?
Can't you ******* keep it down?
Deception crawls &
Connivers chisel a network
Into the earth below their brains

& There's nothing you can do, so, please

Try to keep it down.
Identify the signs.
Shut your mouth &
Disengage, or you'll otherwise
Wake the beast - & you don't want that.

Let the covert lie, as they breathe,
& take a note. *******   take a note.

Don't you repeat the mistakes that keep
your mind & your heart wrapped in their affairs,
when the manipulative, & the easily led
certainly won't miss your meat, as they are
well fed in their reciprocal designs.

Don't waste your time.
Like I wasted mine.
232 · Nov 2018
Silly Thing
A Simillacrum Nov 2018
If I'm on the mend
are you mad at me?
I can quit.
I choose you,
over most things.
I am
The Fool.
Are you conscious of what you want?
You confess all your want for me, and it's sweet,
but the important details are missing.
What do I do for you? What can I do for you?
Can you name one?
I thought not,
but that's okay,
you silly thing.
231 · Mar 2019
5. Out Of Friends
A Simillacrum Mar 2019
I see. Well, I'm sorry you feel that
way. My sincere condolences.

(confess emotion)

I see. Well, I'm sorry you feel that
way. My sincere condolences.

(offer expression)

I see. Well, I'm sorry you feel that
way. My sincere condolences.
226 · Jun 2018
SHiFT CoDE
A Simillacrum Jun 2018
Sever the link from here to worlds apart,
what boon does an artist still possess?

Nothing but a vessel for extreme emotion,
disconnected from greater creativity.

Left with the words yet no meaningful
purpose. All

that's left is me.
Another in the welcome fold of aching
hearts with too

much time to spare, fingertips dipped in
instant speed.
219 · Sep 2019
Character Building: Sexless
A Simillacrum Sep 2019
if I'm being honest, it was with virulence.
what did i do to myself that may have
caused the relationship to change?
well, she stopped doing.
most things.
well, what did i stop doing?
and did i stop doing?
i can't expect many things to make
any sense at all as a ******.
209 · May 2018
Hearth
A Simillacrum May 2018
It's in the time spent inside yourself
when you drift gone away
If you think about it, it's a privilege,
as some hearts will stay stuck
bound by glue to material

It's in the pain you feel and know oh so well
Yet people in power surround your personal space
When it comes to empathy they invalidate
you but if you get ahead by accident even
they smell the success from the hills and
find sudden intense interest in your claim

It's in the distance you're given
and the lengths you create
Isolated in darkened corners
of the room it's our first
order to wilt if not hate

I know it myself from again and again
So if you're worried and scared that
They'll suffocate your sanctuary fire
I want you to know that folk who would
Assault and loot your art never had a home
197 · Jan 2019
Place of Power: Shaman
A Simillacrum Jan 2019
Fingertip
dipped
in white
powder,

My visage
drawn
with black
grease paint,

Who am I now?
Have I been the same?
What validity is there
to your lover's claims?

I've become the goblin king,
so who am I to want to heal myself,
when my self and its persistent sick
continue to do their poisoning?

Buck naked,
drenched
with sweat,
dancing.

My brain
quenched
by my
purpose.

Move and move.
Strike, tow, bend,
twist, and snake the lines.

There's a truth beneath the truth
that first surfaces, the truth as it exists
without a spin from prying minds.

To obscure the err to serve the ego
splits your merger with heavy veils.

Have you no shame?
I must know shame,
and accept shame's
innate dark side,

where shame is fruitless.
191 · May 2018
Fires For Gasoline
A Simillacrum May 2018
The wild conspires to drive you
The wild saw that you chose
To choose to procreate

The wild oscillates your willing *****
The wild saw you prideful
To choose to constipate

To choose to constipate your brain
Retire all synapses
To choose to favor fevered hate
Retire all empathy

How was it then that I was born with this cup
Spilling with love white knuckle locked in hand?
Why was it then that I tried hard to heal such
Ruptured sutures holding growing wounds?

That's what I do

If I hang
Hang around
Mirror mirror
May find me dead
May find me you
Staring out
Alive
If I hang
Hang around
Kafka knows
Mirror glass
May find me you

The wild conspires to drive you
Back to caves
Back to holes
Back to rocks
Back to hate

The wild conspires to drive me
Back to fear
Back to shouts
Back to darkness
Back to hate

But I'll escape

Mama,
May your heart
May the wounds
Mercy you

How does it feel?
To know that I
Theorized
I was my own
Person then
Became her thoughts
Until she took shape?

How does it feel?
To know the pain
Of the outcast
Without your
Blood bound herd
Without your
Vengeful words?

How.
How does it feel?
Nature's insurance
Her backup plan
For when she sees
Her beings fall from peaks
For when she notices
Human hubris growth
Goes uncontrolled

Nature she.
She will see.
She'll watch the heat
Consume the earth
Never lift a finger

For her fires
For gasoline
Will prosper
Will immolate
Nothing lost
Nothing gained

I will light
Lit by fire
For the kids
For the peers
I deny
Vehemence
For the ******* future

How. How does it feel?
To catch your anger poisoning
The well?
125 · Mar 2019
#Re-Re-Hash
A Simillacrum Mar 2019
What does it feel like
to have your lover approach you
unexpectedly to taste you?
When you exist in static,
seemingly doing nothing,
and your partner comes to you,
says, "Out of the blue, it's you I choose."

How should I know?
It's not in my schematic.
I was built to serve.

— The End —