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"unsettle" poems
The distant park Was a graveyard of dead stars. Each streetlight a system of worlds, So many lives between each mote of light, Indistinguishable in their unique love, Bespoke hate, and the drama of the modern age. Drunk laughter behind transparent Double doors. Another hotel balcony, Another cloud behind the canopy Of marijuana eyes To unsettle me from the crowd. She points out, when you look closely You can see the disorder Amongst all constellations Of life and love and litter; Of discarded Coke cans And temporary highs. She says this is not a scene To imbue the ****** of a present mind, More to baulk at the incompletion Of one thousand to-do lists; A million reasons why You should just stay inside. She says you can see the human swell Of ignorance, our city lights Blotting out the stars In a black ocean of broken politic And irretrievable fault lines- Divisions between us all. Lives twisted with professional smiles And eyes lit with stunning indifference. Still, I have felt charity and warmth On the doorstep of lunatics and fascists. I have read the love of life In faces of those who gave up. I have recounted countless artists Who saw beauty In moments that precisely lacked it. I have spent too many nights In anaesthesia, Fleeing each instance of feeling And terror; all the tremors That tell me I am still alive. Continued to stare at the lights Long after her voice And the laughter inside had gone. Heard waves in the traffic. A world so large, so expansive, It can never truly sleep. Every broken heart, Every war-torn land, Every promotion, Every one-night stand. I wonder what would happen If we all stood still. If we all took one moment To observe the motion That unfolds beneath Our static windowsill. If we all took one moment To recover our loss. The wars that we won, The feelings, forgot. The hell we retain; Our paradise, lost.
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Feb 6, 2017
Feb 6, 2017 at 11:07 AM UTC
Windowsill
The distant park Was a graveyard of dead stars. Each streetlight a system of worlds, So many lives between each mote of light, Indistinguishable in their unique love, Bespoke hate, and the drama of the modern age. Drunk laughter behind transparent Double doors. Another hotel balcony, Another cloud behind the canopy Of marijuana eyes To unsettle me from the crowd. She points out, when you look closely You can see the disorder Amongst all constellations Of life and love and litter; Of discarded Coke cans And temporary highs. She says this is not a scene To imbue the ****** of a present mind, More to baulk at the incompletion Of one thousand to-do lists; A million reasons why You should just stay inside. She says you can see the human swell Of ignorance, our city lights Blotting out the stars In a black ocean of broken politic And irretrievable fault lines- Divisions between us all. Lives twisted with professional smiles And eyes lit with stunning indifference. Still, I have felt charity and warmth On the doorstep of lunatics and fascists. I have read the love of life In faces of those who gave up. I have recounted countless artists Who saw beauty In moments that precisely lacked it. I have spent too many nights In anaesthesia, Fleeing each instance of feeling And terror; all the tremors That tell me I am still alive. Continued to stare at the lights Long after her voice And the laughter inside had gone. Heard waves in the traffic. A world so large, so expansive, It can never truly sleep. Every broken heart, Every war-torn land, Every promotion, Every one-night stand. I wonder what would happen If we all stood still. If we all took one moment To observe the motion That unfolds beneath Our static windowsill. If we all took one moment To recover our loss. The wars that we won, The feelings, forgot. The hell we retain; Our paradise, lost.
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Strong winds may uproot you Unsettle your stoic resignation You will be shaken and stirred Lot of ponderings and doubts In the middle of nowhere When gravity does not give hope Become a fearless traveler Encounter the strong winds No matter where you settle Continue to spread your roots, deeper Your soul is still with you Nothing can stop you from reliving Every unsettling episode Will teach you to be more resilient
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Jun 19, 2015
Jun 19, 2015 at 11:18 AM UTC
Strong Winds
I've lost a battle Within my soul My mind is unsettle Forgot about my goal Now trying to revive To recollect and recall The medium to survive Before another fall The pressure is intense From my own peers My heart goes in pretense Hiding all my fears Night brings in dark thoughts To harm myself again with pains Destined to fight these lots But my hands are soaked with stains Blood, it is mixed with ink As I write on these walls Drawing up my insanity link That's when I heard the calls Ambu sirens squeak the street Someone rushes in my room Gives me anesthesia as a greet But time kicked me to my doom... ©sim
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Sep 8, 2017
Sep 8, 2017 at 7:04 PM UTC
Peer Pressure
My moments ..... ***************** Moments of joy,moments of bliss Moments of love ,moments of Happiness Moments of share,moments of care Moments of hope,moments of despair Moments of tears ,moments of cheer Moments of mine,moments of yours Moments of us, moments of ours I pack these tiny moments In my heart The small treasure house ! My whole life is safe n secure In these tiny moments, And I pull them out When I need them most. When the road is long And I am not strong. When my eyes are blurred Tears are too tiered to flow! I am frightened to look at Those dark shadows Advancing rapidly To unsettle me . Helplessly when I watch Like sand ,life slip thru, These tiny moments My precious , My cherished moments Come to my rescue! Surround me Hold my hands And console me Lift me up from the lowest of lows Ever so graciously ! Copyright(C) Bhargavi Ravindra....
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Aug 27, 2019
Aug 27, 2019 at 6:53 AM UTC
My Moments
To a Louse by Robert Burns translation/interpretation by Michael R. Burch Hey! Where're you going, you crawling hair-fly? Your impudence protects you, barely; I can only say that you swagger rarely Over gauze and lace. Though faith! I fear you dine but sparely In such a place. You ugly, creeping, blasted wonder, Detested, shunned by both saint and sinner, How dare you set your feet upon her— So fine a lady! Go somewhere else to seek your dinner On some poor body. Off! around some beggar's temple shamble: There you may creep, and sprawl, and scramble, With other kindred, jumping cattle, In shoals and nations; Where horn nor bone never dare unsettle Your thick plantations. Now hold you there! You're out of sight, Below the folderols, snug and tight; No, faith just yet! You'll not be right, Till you've got on it: The very topmost, towering height Of miss's bonnet. My word! right bold you root, contrary, As plump and gray as any gooseberry. Oh, for some rank, mercurial resin, Or dread red poison; I'd give you such a hearty dose, flea, It'd dress your noggin! I wouldn't be surprised to spy You on some housewife's flannel tie: Or maybe on some ragged boy's Pale undervest; But Miss's finest bonnet! Fie! How dare you jest? Oh Jenny, do not toss your head, And lash your lovely braids abroad! You hardly know what cursed speed The creature's making! Those winks and finger-ends, I dread, Are notice-taking! O would some Power with vision teach us To see ourselves as others see us! It would from many a blunder free us, And foolish notions: What airs in dress and carriage would leave us, And even devotion! One Sunday while sitting behind a young lady in church, Robert Burns noticed a louse roaming through the bows and ribbons of her bonnet. The poem "To a Louse" resulted from his observations. The poor woman had no idea that she would be the subject of one of Burns' best poems about how we see ourselves, compared to how other people see us at our worst moments. Keywords/Tags: Robert Burns, louse, church, bonnet, lace, Scotland, Scots, dialect, translation
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Apr 21, 2020
Apr 21, 2020 at 5:26 AM UTC
Robert Burns "To a Louse" translation
To a Louse by Robert Burns translation/interpretation by Michael R. Burch Hey! Where're you going, you crawling hair-fly? Your impudence protects you, barely; I can only say that you swagger rarely Over gauze and lace. Though faith! I fear you dine but sparely In such a place. You ugly, creeping, blasted wonder, Detested, shunned by both saint and sinner, How dare you set your feet upon her— So fine a lady! Go somewhere else to seek your dinner On some poor body. Off! around some beggar's temple shamble: There you may creep, and sprawl, and scramble, With other kindred, jumping cattle, In shoals and nations; Where horn nor bone never dare unsettle Your thick plantations. Now hold you there! You're out of sight, Below the folderols, snug and tight; No, faith just yet! You'll not be right, Till you've got on it: The very topmost, towering height Of miss's bonnet. My word! right bold you root, contrary, As plump and gray as any gooseberry. Oh, for some rank, mercurial resin, Or dread red poison; I'd give you such a hearty dose, flea, It'd dress your noggin! I wouldn't be surprised to spy You on some housewife's flannel tie: Or maybe on some ragged boy's Pale undervest; But Miss's finest bonnet! Fie! How dare you jest? Oh Jenny, do not toss your head, And lash your lovely braids abroad! You hardly know what cursed speed The creature's making! Those winks and finger-ends, I dread, Are notice-taking! O would some Power with vision teach us To see ourselves as others see us! It would from many a blunder free us, And foolish notions: What airs in dress and carriage would leave us, And even devotion! One Sunday while sitting behind a young lady in church, Robert Burns noticed a louse roaming through the bows and ribbons of her bonnet. The poem "To a Louse" resulted from his observations. The poor woman had no idea that she would be the subject of one of Burns' best poems about how we see ourselves, compared to how other people see us at our worst moments. Keywords/Tags: Robert Burns, louse, church, bonnet, lace, Scotland, Scots, dialect, translation
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My moments ..... ***************** Moments of joy,moments of bliss Moments of love ,moments of Happiness Moments of share,moments of care Moments of hope,moments of despair Moments of tears ,moments of cheer Moments of mine,moments of yours Moments of us, moments of ours I pack these tiny moments In my heart The small treasure house ! My whole life is safe n secure In these tiny moments, And I pull them out When I need them most. When the road is long And I am not strong. When my eyes are blurred Tears are too tiered to flow! I am frightened to look at Those dark shadows Advancing rapidly To unsettle me . Helplessly when I watch Like sand ,life slip thru, These tiny moments My precious , My cherished moments Come to my rescue! Surround me Hold my hands And console me Lift me up from the lowest of lows Ever so graciously ! (C) Bhargavi Ravindra....May 2018 ..
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Aug 27, 2019
Aug 27, 2019 at 12:20 AM UTC
My Moments
We the citizens, who live as refugees, We keep earning & see if our life is turning, To the price rise, we lose savings, Still we remain rock-bottom in standard of living. We belong to the middle class, Whose life always a breakable thin glass. Our life remains completely unsettle, Every second, life tests our mettle. Life chases us with pressure, failure and useless lecture, We are nurtured with a fear of future, Happiness remains just a leisure, Live with the unsecure & unsure present for a secure future. We keep us busy and function, We fear, when there arrives a function, Towards happiness, we run as a pilgrim, For the corporates, we become a mere victim. We run like an athlete for salary, food and target, For this globalized world, we are just a market, Like hungry dogs, we wait for increments, We keep running with bitter disappointments. We live in own house, only in our dreams, Our hearts cry with hopeless screams, Failures remain our tutors, Inability has turned us the irrecoverable debtors. Our appearance has a rich look, We have untold hidden burdens, That keep us shook, Keeps us forbidden and fear-ridden. Low class think us rich, High class always want us to be their ***** Politically neglected by the rulers, Economically exploited by the rich powers. We exhaust ourself for subsistence, We remain victorious and satisfied only in our existence, We lose our life to sustain in competence, We run our life with a mere persistence. More than the high class and low class, we suffer, Our lives never progressed as governments differ, All see low class with empathy and sympathy, To our difficulties, we are looked with apathy. On rich, we are not jealous, Towards our aim, we are zealous. Never think we are nothing, We truly have nothing to lose. We take risks to make history, Our path is nothing less than a mystery, You never allow us to come up, But we are not going to give up. Hello High class, Never pretend to live like us, to exploit us, Gone are the days, we remained fools, You will stand a day as the super intelligent fools. Before, we are hungry for food, Now, we are hungry to rule, Before, we feared to live, Now, we are ready to win the world. We are nothing! We are nothing We have nothing to lose! We won’t stop until having nothing could do nothing to us.
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Nov 9, 2018
Nov 9, 2018 at 7:35 AM UTC
We- The Middle Class
We the citizens, who live as refugees, We keep earning & see if our life is turning, To the price rise, we lose savings, Still we remain rock-bottom in standard of living. We belong to the middle class, Whose life always a breakable thin glass. Our life remains completely unsettle, Every second, life tests our mettle. Life chases us with pressure, failure and useless lecture, We are nurtured with a fear of future, Happiness remains just a leisure, Live with the unsecure & unsure present for a secure future. We keep us busy and function, We fear, when there arrives a function, Towards happiness, we run as a pilgrim, For the corporates, we become a mere victim. We run like an athlete for salary, food and target, For this globalized world, we are just a market, Like hungry dogs, we wait for increments, We keep running with bitter disappointments. We live in own house, only in our dreams, Our hearts cry with hopeless screams, Failures remain our tutors, Inability has turned us the irrecoverable debtors. Our appearance has a rich look, We have untold hidden burdens, That keep us shook, Keeps us forbidden and fear-ridden. Low class think us rich, High class always want us to be their ***** Politically neglected by the rulers, Economically exploited by the rich powers. We exhaust ourself for subsistence, We remain victorious and satisfied only in our existence, We lose our life to sustain in competence, We run our life with a mere persistence. More than the high class and low class, we suffer, Our lives never progressed as governments differ, All see low class with empathy and sympathy, To our difficulties, we are looked with apathy. On rich, we are not jealous, Towards our aim, we are zealous. Never think we are nothing, We truly have nothing to lose. We take risks to make history, Our path is nothing less than a mystery, You never allow us to come up, But we are not going to give up. Hello High class, Never pretend to live like us, to exploit us, Gone are the days, we remained fools, You will stand a day as the super intelligent fools. Before, we are hungry for food, Now, we are hungry to rule, Before, we feared to live, Now, we are ready to win the world. We are nothing! We are nothing We have nothing to lose! We won’t stop until having nothing could do nothing to us.
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ON SEEING ONE ON A LADY’S BONNET AT CHURCH Ha! whare ye gaun, ye crowlin ferlie! Your impudence protects you sairly: I canna say but ye strunt rarely Owre gauze and lace; Tho’ faith, I fear ye dine but sparely On sic a place. Ye ugly, creepin, blastit wonner, Detested, shunned by saunt an’ sinner, How daur ye set your fit upon her, Sae fine a lady! *** somewhere else and seek your dinner, On some poor body. Swith, in some beggar’s haffet squattle; There ye may creep, and sprawl, and sprattle Wi’ ither kindred, jumpin cattle, In shoals and nations; Whare horn or bane ne’er daur unsettle Your thick plantations. Now haud ye there, ye’re out o’ sight, Below the fatt’rels, snug an’ tight; Na faith ye yet! ye’ll no be right Till ye’ve got on it, The vera tapmost, towering height O’ Miss’s bonnet. My sooth! right bauld ye set your nose out, As plump an’ grey as onie grozet: O for some rank, mercurial rozet, Or fell, red smeddum, I’d gie ye sic a hearty dose o’t, *** dress your droddum! I *** na been surprised to spy You on an auld wife’s flainen toy; Or aiblins some bit duddie boy, On’s wyliecoat; But Miss’s fine Lunardi!—fie! How daur ye do’t? O Jenny, dinna toss your head, An’ set your beauties a’ abread! Ye little ken what cursed speed The blastie’s makin! Thae winks and finger-ends, I dread, Are notice takin! O, *** some Power the giftie gie us To see oursels as others see us! It *** frae monie a blunder free us An’ foolish notion: What airs in dress an’ gait *** lea’e us, And ev’n Devotion!
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To A Louse
ON SEEING ONE ON A LADY’S BONNET AT CHURCH Ha! whare ye gaun, ye crowlin ferlie! Your impudence protects you sairly: I canna say but ye strunt rarely Owre gauze and lace; Tho’ faith, I fear ye dine but sparely On sic a place. Ye ugly, creepin, blastit wonner, Detested, shunned by saunt an’ sinner, How daur ye set your fit upon her, Sae fine a lady! *** somewhere else and seek your dinner, On some poor body. Swith, in some beggar’s haffet squattle; There ye may creep, and sprawl, and sprattle Wi’ ither kindred, jumpin cattle, In shoals and nations; Whare horn or bane ne’er daur unsettle Your thick plantations. Now haud ye there, ye’re out o’ sight, Below the fatt’rels, snug an’ tight; Na faith ye yet! ye’ll no be right Till ye’ve got on it, The vera tapmost, towering height O’ Miss’s bonnet. My sooth! right bauld ye set your nose out, As plump an’ grey as onie grozet: O for some rank, mercurial rozet, Or fell, red smeddum, I’d gie ye sic a hearty dose o’t, *** dress your droddum! I *** na been surprised to spy You on an auld wife’s flainen toy; Or aiblins some bit duddie boy, On’s wyliecoat; But Miss’s fine Lunardi!—fie! How daur ye do’t? O Jenny, dinna toss your head, An’ set your beauties a’ abread! Ye little ken what cursed speed The blastie’s makin! Thae winks and finger-ends, I dread, Are notice takin! O, *** some Power the giftie gie us To see oursels as others see us! It *** frae monie a blunder free us An’ foolish notion: What airs in dress an’ gait *** lea’e us, And ev’n Devotion!
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Lake Michigan sand rests within my bones; it slows the timing of my heart and scratches the vowels budding on my wet tongue. I imagine waiting for you on a bench of ghosts with coffee and binoculars, observing the rush of continuous flutter as seagulls settle and then unsettle, as indecisive as the mottled lake. The afternoon light is brisk, pulls my breath like a buoy chain-- my heart sounds like it's underwater, its beats drive the tide that draws you, like an undertow, to me.
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Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 12:07 PM UTC
Drawstring
i disembody you in poetry: thin scabs film over your bones, i pick them until i find new skin to lay my kisses on — a new land to baptize with my own heathen hands, i disembody you with them: chest spread open like that of a dressed foul. my body is too corrupted but it knows of intense longing, piercing live-coal eyes, it burns my neck like a crucifix, like flames on a burning metal — it heals, almost cleanses like holy fire and with new bones, i disembody you in poetry: an attempt to see you, hold you, love you whole without it consuming me: a sight of pink lips, pink tongue, pink columbines on your wrist; i take apart your entirety, press it, piece by piece on my fragile nail bed — hidden away somewhere the world loses its sight. and maybe now after all the cycles, it is the world's turn to fumble far and wide, to despair in search for your hands — your eyes that unsettle and leave the cosmos collapsing majestically in its own harshest daylight leaving us all disembodied in blinding, vivid, solar colors. forgive my compulsions to love you like this.
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Feb 6, 2022
Feb 6, 2022 at 12:15 AM UTC
apocalypse
Anxious thoughts shroud my mind Thoughts of self-harm and suicide Troubled days unsettle the soul Uneasy nights make me cry Rope creates a fantasy like no other Train tracks lead to an unclear demise Bridges invite an easy escape Knives carve thin skin where veins reside Everyday follows another An endless cycle from which I suffer To live is to feel pain To live forever is to go insane
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Aug 7, 2018
Aug 7, 2018 at 8:43 AM UTC
The Thoughts in my Head
to love all of you within the noiseless half of a sigh is a time-swept fever dream stirring in my fists — part firework smoke, part lavenders, part quiet, cautious limerence. how you enchant and unsettle me — i run high and aimless, and free fall in seconds. i am smitten. desperate. love-sick. wordless now, for all i care, darling — i'll leave all of my poems strewn in your bed, like a girl shedding her mortality before a goddess in her truest form. to disrupt this is a human blunder. to bask in it, divine. ♡
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Jan 7, 2022
Jan 7, 2022 at 1:27 AM UTC
11th ♡
You make me feel dizzy like when I've had one too many way too fast you unsettle me but I always feel secure in your arms you make me dizzy in a giddy, bubbly way you put me on a high and I can't come down you're everything I ever wanted You are all all I need all I want but what are we? I can feel your hesitation is the risk worth it? I can feel my own worries alongside yours it's like our insecurities are meant to be together almost like we are at least we are in my head when I imagine us together oh god, it's perfect everything is perfect there aren't any flaws you have that I can't take and I'm not perfect, but you take me as I am just imagining it makes my head spin you make me dizzy, and I kind of love it.
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May 20, 2013
May 20, 2013 at 6:19 PM UTC
Dizzy
Pencil, chalk, charcoal and erasers Walking hand in hand on a canvas Stretched and condensed observations Obstructions as concentration pins A walk and talk in a dark museum Stored birds, killed preys, stuffed game Tall giraffe, the lion, lionized Victorian art Quirky strokes of eccentric dashes mashes Staring in glasses to capture emotions Art resident mumble whilst erupting muscles The ***** strikes to meet  my ****** gaze Slandered, pasted and matted with prejudice Mouth flowing with filth like a sewage drain Don’t we all come from holes, sticks and bones? Don’t we all come in holes, sticks and bones? A lost sight of an insight, a skin stratified Misted and tainted with toned stinky **** A pigmentation structured in perceptions A plea to ****** stereotypical resolution A streamline of vagaries, unsettle the gallery
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Jan 14, 2016
Jan 14, 2016 at 5:38 PM UTC
Art Gallery Vagaries
The street-side artist drew your body with charcoal and claimed the best form of life came after the forest fire, over a more fertile land, when the ash-cloud will come to unsettle your vision from what is laid out before you. He shaded your ******* in with his thumb over the blackened lines of hope that you would come to envisage yourself in the way each passer-by came to do. Once you paid up and walked the promenade, you came to the lighthouse in the distance as a ship turned to change its course for you.
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Sep 14, 2014
Sep 14, 2014 at 8:59 AM UTC
Life in Charcoal
_You ask of which I am most afeart, the rumbling tumblings of the troll beneath the bridge or the tinkering favours of an eccentric fairy godmother. Alas, it is the marzipan crumbs of inspiration leading me down the brambled garden path which most unsettle me; the ink that does not write; the unpainted page with not a gingerbread house...in sight._
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Sep 5, 2020
Sep 5, 2020 at 3:33 AM UTC
Once Upon A Story
Another creative night With impeccable adventure My tongue will never tired Lavishing on lustful words That makes the mind unsettle Who is this ruler of sailing seas? A dashing yound lad Full of energy Daring attempts that no other Can conquer his feats For I am a sea worthy opponent That no man has seen May the ladies throw their bouquets? To a gentleman with ocean envy
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Feb 1, 2010
Feb 1, 2010 at 3:25 PM UTC
A Sea Adventurer
Pulling flowers out of the grass, Holding them in the sunlight, Then let them fall , Past those deep eyes which hold me, And that sparkling smile. The mouth that spins that voice, So unsuspected but enchanting. Sitting there for hours on end, Content to bask in optimistic sunshine. There is no breeze, To unsettle your hair, Or to send a shiver Arcing through my back. But that needed no breeze.
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Dec 25, 2010
Dec 25, 2010 at 3:11 PM UTC
Summer Eyes
waiting weightless waitless 1/18/15 8:43am ' hand rest chest thumpthump thump '' ' that heartbeat is a metronome of waxing and waning rhythmic tides and it's an ' everchanging time signature to my overture overture and ' hand off and unsettle and ' thrown into uncontrolled rubato~ '' ' fizzy brain spinnin dizzy spinnin circles spiral spiral '' ' life over my shoulder strapped to my back and I'm flowing like a river down the elevator '' ' opening down the seam and out '' I step and roll heel toe heel toe ' eyes flick side and side glass door push open and box and glass door push open and push open push open and open... '' ' cold streets are the downbeat to sleet '' — ' it's frozen roads going backwards and I'm going backwards with all my lackwords '' ...slushroadslick. ' I'm returning and leaving like a medicine wheel spinning and there's a dead grackle soaking next to the curb slippery with toxic runoff... ' ...crystal water melting ' my shoes slide from left to left and I've up and left and I'm climbing down the right side of a staircase and it's a case and it's a way that stairway and that last step is 9:13am last step flat and platform dead and sleepy benches waiting for the listless waiting for the waitless '' ' waiting , waiting '' I hop on and hide... ' the silence is sacred '' the eyes are averted and it's one of the thousand different silences ' it's one of the rumbling ones but then it's broken and it's broken by an angry one ' and we're all alone in a railcar with seven others, we're all alone and she breaks it, ' she breaks it by spilling angry nothings into the phone that she pushes tightly to her skull ' and she grips it and she breaks it and ' and she breaks it and ' I hop off and run... and once again I'm a thousand different faces waiting ' but right now we're two watching watching the hopping sparrow ' and it is so alive with it's warm fluffy feathers soaked with life '' ' and everyone is shuffle shuffle pacing '' ' but every body stands still with eyes saccading... sweep sweep, ' stay where you are, in your lateness '' and your action is in your inaction weightless... ' waiting to hop on
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Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 4:41 PM UTC
Downbeat to Sleet
waiting weightless waitless 1/18/15 8:43am ' hand rest chest thumpthump thump '' ' that heartbeat is a metronome of waxing and waning rhythmic tides and it's an ' everchanging time signature to my overture overture and ' hand off and unsettle and ' thrown into uncontrolled rubato~ '' ' fizzy brain spinnin dizzy spinnin circles spiral spiral '' ' life over my shoulder strapped to my back and I'm flowing like a river down the elevator '' ' opening down the seam and out '' I step and roll heel toe heel toe ' eyes flick side and side glass door push open and box and glass door push open and push open push open and open... '' ' cold streets are the downbeat to sleet '' — ' it's frozen roads going backwards and I'm going backwards with all my lackwords '' ...slushroadslick. ' I'm returning and leaving like a medicine wheel spinning and there's a dead grackle soaking next to the curb slippery with toxic runoff... ' ...crystal water melting ' my shoes slide from left to left and I've up and left and I'm climbing down the right side of a staircase and it's a case and it's a way that stairway and that last step is 9:13am last step flat and platform dead and sleepy benches waiting for the listless waiting for the waitless '' ' waiting , waiting '' I hop on and hide... ' the silence is sacred '' the eyes are averted and it's one of the thousand different silences ' it's one of the rumbling ones but then it's broken and it's broken by an angry one ' and we're all alone in a railcar with seven others, we're all alone and she breaks it, ' she breaks it by spilling angry nothings into the phone that she pushes tightly to her skull ' and she grips it and she breaks it and ' and she breaks it and ' I hop off and run... and once again I'm a thousand different faces waiting ' but right now we're two watching watching the hopping sparrow ' and it is so alive with it's warm fluffy feathers soaked with life '' ' and everyone is shuffle shuffle pacing '' ' but every body stands still with eyes saccading... sweep sweep, ' stay where you are, in your lateness '' and your action is in your inaction weightless... ' waiting to hop on
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Getting through the choas surviving all these unsettle emotion The rage from the past comes into the light Did everything ends up being wrong I pray to come out strong and whatever Better off without over feeling shut out Try to keep it simple road blocks full of complication Venting out frustration much needed closure Thought long term everything was short term Thought how can I change when I've progressed All I wanted to do is get past being broke Not a joke others can keep down for long Its ***** she's gone like must be hatd as a single mom The way it ended ticking time bomb Not ready but willing to try The hurt inside stay strong don't give up and die
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Nov 22, 2013
Nov 22, 2013 at 8:15 AM UTC
heel
Touch the back of my hand. Feel that tremble. That simmering warmth radiating Into your palm. You do that. You bring that from within me. Control is all I know, And you make me lose it inside. I ache to scream about it from The fullness of my lungs. Unsettle it from under my skin. Just a chance. Just a change. Around and around the possibilities Swarm like thunder clouds Needing release. Finding bliss ©NDHK
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Jun 12, 2013
Jun 12, 2013 at 3:21 AM UTC
Bliss
. ::::::: there's too much sugar in my tea i turned it upside down but i had drank the cup and so the nothingness came out i tried to find another drop that somehow hid away and waited for the water to unsettle all disdain i heard the kettle whistling, the seconds to be poured but i could feel myself become the steam that hotly soared by disappearing perfectly, i'd managed to escape and even if it burned me up it wasn't by mistake the candy man would come again, of this i could be sure but company like his i knew i'd not have to endure i flew above his crystal head and melted in the sky :::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::: became the kind of additive that turned his tea to brine
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Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 10:39 PM UTC
The Salt & Samovar
Easily rolls of the tongue like One’s heel on a banana peel. Mostly, it’s loaded with good Intention, mouthed with gusto Maybe to hide treachery hidden Within. On face value even The devil accepts it as gospel Truth, nevertheless, Tear it apart What’s revealed might Unsettle one’s bowels.
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Aug 6, 2018
Aug 6, 2018 at 5:09 AM UTC
A good lie
My face is made of stone It never really changes Some scratches here and there But mostly it holds true It's natural form seems to unsettle People are always asking If I'm heartbroken I never really think too much About things I think are sad They just seep through the cracks In my head and take over I guess I am heartbroken But I've never trusted a woman Enough for her wrap her love Around my heart too tight I always like to breathe I guess you could call me a fan Oxygen is life But then again What is life? What is my life? How is it significant? Is it the love of others That makes a life worth living?
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Jan 30, 2013
Jan 30, 2013 at 4:32 PM UTC
People I Don't Know Always Ask if I'm Heartbroken
Spacemen, cavorting, ridiculous jollity, Fuzzing stars buzzing in the fabric Space-time, folding, holding on Spin, seven, nine, four, Okay, Just try to hold on. Spinning lights flee by feeling Hurry on Sunday Slow Circles. Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? You have no air. You didn’t listen. You had a warning… Strap yourselves into the spin Dazed and conned Fused into your seat Dancing in madness Whistles, flutes and shakers Unsettle your Muted rhythm. We sing for blessed distortion Then drop away Away Who did and Why? Why? Oh, God… Bridge. Wonder threw four bidden streets and re-jet, the Prince Palls, Ash on faced the walls. Bridge. Why? Why? Why? Why? Why? Causes her arm. Cause is her harm. Cause is arm. Arms are the cause of her harm. Then- Bridge. Then- Begin again… You should not have done that.
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Feb 15, 2012
Feb 15, 2012 at 5:03 AM UTC
You should not have done that.