"somwhere" poems
A noiseless patient spider,
I marked where on a promontory it stood isolated,
Marked how to explore the vacant vast surrounding,
It launched forth filament, filament, filament, out of itself,
Ever unreeling them, ever tirelessly speeding them.
And you O my soul where you stand,
Surrounded, detached, in measureless oceans of space,
Ceaselessly musing, venturing, throwing, seeking the spheres to connect them,
Till the bridge you will need be formed, till the ductile anchor hold,
Till the gossamer thread you fling catch somwhere, O my soul.
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The cold festive wind blew;
Laughters, hollers of "Merry Christmas!"
Came along with the breeze.
Children, with their little toy drums
Bang, bang, banging away;
Choruses of "Gloria In Excelsis Deo";
Pine trees, Snow flakes, deformed Snowmen;
Houses are lined with
Blink, blink, blinking
Colorful lights and wreaths;
Somwhere among them,
in some living room,
"All I Want For Christmas" is on loop;
Cookies are laid for Santa Claus;
Presents are stacked
Under the Christmas tree--
With garlands and *****
And--
The Christmas lights
In a room in the middle of a second storey house,
Were shining as brightly as they could,
Being wrapped around the neck
Of a teenager misunderstood,
Hanging lifeless on the ceiling
With a note pinned that read,
"Happy Christmas from the dead."
Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 7:29 AM UTC
Looking through pages
I see only memories
and feel only a bittersweet feeling
but it's fleeting
I wonder how you are doing
but the moment is gone
it was merely fleeting
I felt a faint stirring
somwhere deep within
there and gone
it was only fleeting
3 years together ended so fast
after all, it was only fleeting
Apr 3, 2013
Apr 3, 2013 at 11:02 AM UTC
*
since I've got
into your lungs-
as a sudden
surprise!
this sweet
scent
lingers on. . .
late into the
non-twinklin'
humid night
hummin' 'bout
our primal outburst
of raw desires -
delightful and determined!
not carin' for the rest
of the world -
let it cease -
for god's sake -
away!
along stray cats
and narrow alleys
& unfurl
somwhere else!
for your hard
passion upon my soft
skin. . . sang most
beautifully &
the desire's
splendour. . .
this luscious
lunacy
wouldn't leave
me 'till dawn -
this sleepless
inevitable
luminous
love grip
*
Aug 3, 2015
Aug 3, 2015 at 3:50 PM UTC
I lost myself somwhere in the darkness
Only because i was reckless
And now it all seems pointless
And you and you and you are speechless
Dec 19, 2019
Dec 19, 2019 at 12:32 PM UTC
*The door appeared ajar,
malignant forces pulling from far.
vehement sin,
Yet i stepped in.
Only to break to shreds,
A journey of Regrets.*
*A voyage that led me somwhere,
my every part was played fair,
Was i stuck in middle of nowhere?
Where sun never rises or sets,
Began 'A journey of Regrets'.*
*Only my skies aren't blue,
reliving in old hell yet so new,
Falling to aphotic depths turned true.
Living in this world so fake,
now my demons are wide awake.*
*Fleeting cynosure could make me confess,
Had i not been in middle of 'Journey of Regrets'.*
Jul 31, 2013
Jul 31, 2013 at 7:04 AM UTC
I have posted endless
letters to my beloved
to open them when I'm
gone and trickle a tear
for us maybe many
moons, suns, stars, look at us!
we probably exist in sunlight
wretched the same between
betweexed white clouds
floating on fantastic
feathers hope awaits us
one apt day pierced with
blazing light sinking
softly unheard
fainting
resignation dissolvin'
astonished silent
boundaries
of flesh crystalized
*of transcendense being
pregnant with your heart*
felt transcendental height?
It's been trembling
These ******* moments
crashing crashing
into one another
smashing
the given time
reality scope
long leak
of remotness
flowersprings and
stolen dreams
and we're done!
for such a minor great
distance I'll die anyhow
somwhere not soon
without you
which I love without
any reasonable substance
Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 4:35 PM UTC
I will travel by hummingbird
fleeting from each soft flower
gathering wisdom
and carrying it away with me
I will travel like feathers from a torn pillow
blowing wildly in the wind
settling somwhere to rest
until I am carried away again
I will deeply root myself
wherever I deem perfect in this universe
knowing that all things are beautiful and full
Oct 12, 2010
Oct 12, 2010 at 11:29 AM UTC
Every step you take gets you somwhere,
Every breath could be your last,
So why, why in the world
Are we so afraid,
To step outside and breathe in deep?
I'm guilty of it, I've lived
Afraid and with regret.
It may come again, but
remember, bad things happen to even
The best people.
Those good people don't always
Get what they deserve.
But I hope it never stops them, from doing
What makes them happy.
We all would hope to be the exception,
When we are only rules.
Rules made to be bent, twisted,
Broken into a million pieces.
Be proud, be determined.
Please, I'm begging you...
Be fearless.
Jul 22, 2011
Jul 22, 2011 at 11:02 AM UTC
the way it feels when your eyes role back
the way it feels when salt turns into sugar
a stillness is born between two fires
burning and feeding off of eachother somwhere
in a forest of raven
the clouds die and give birth above us
every second, something has a beating heart
somewhere very close to me
somewhere there is a child emiting a smile
for the first time
and his mother becomes weak inside
somwhere there is a woman giving birth
to a genius an energy permanently marking the world
I, with these hands
have found profound use
I with this heart have witnessed much abuse
I with this soul soak that thread which ties burdens
so that its knots unravel and become loose
and I hold onto lifes energy
I bring it into my body, and with my mind
I begin to ******
attract thoughts of nothing but a bliss
and calm auroa
and when I lay naked on nature herself
you see its these poems that I produce
when I speak and say I need nothing more
than her love and she is always there waiting
for me in every tree
in every bee
oh how I miss you in these cities awfully
in every flower
rot the superficiality and give me that
natural power
that speaks history and wisedom
through different levels of silence
life it seems to me sometimes
has lost its balance
and so from that ignorance we must distance
kiss the wind and see that in simplicity
is where lives true brilliance
Jan 8, 2011
Jan 8, 2011 at 5:26 AM UTC
In Poland, a young Jewish girl plays with a ball near her house
not seeing the Gestapo riding in on trucks
In Japan, a boy plays with a butterfly-shaped kite
not seeing the impending fallout over the city center
In Nanking, a girl plays dress-up with her sister's old dress
not seeing the army outside of the city
In Hawaii, a boy runs along the beach, jumping in and out of the waves
not seeing the bombers over the nearby harbor
In Ethiopia, a girl and her mother walk home from a friend's house
not seeing the yellow-green cloud advancing
In London, a boy races his friends through the streets
Not seeing the bombers overhead
In Vietnam, a girl looks over her family's farm
Not seeing the troops in the jungle
In Syria, a girl and her older sister walk to get water
Not seeing the fighters moving in
Somwhere in this world, a child is living happily
Not seeing the terrible change ahead.
Apr 19, 2016
Apr 19, 2016 at 3:14 PM UTC
A shattered hourglass holds no time
Much as broken hands
On
A
Clock
Disoriented in a place that doesn't
Know days
Or
Nights
Nor
Mornings or evenings
Is there such of
Infinite
Days?
Is there such thing
As
Forever
Now?
Familiarity escapes the
Brain
What is this place?
Somwhere between
Heaven
And
Hell perhaps
Im not burning, nor at peace
Am I forever bound in such a place?
Walking foward but
Seeing
Behind
Sitting down
While standing
Up
My body doesn't yield time
I
Feel
Young
Where am I?
Is there such thing as forever lost?
Not in the world, but in
My
Own
Mind
Maybe I must be lost before
Im
Found.
Jan 11, 2016
Jan 11, 2016 at 8:59 PM UTC
They say if you look up at the moon someone somwhere is looking up too,
That night the moon was clear as can be and so I reminiced of you and me,
A time and a date many memories ago
A place full of happiness never any woe,
A night so bright it shimmered like gold
A love affair of the ages never to be told,
A young romance between friends, a night time thrill
Staring at the stars I begin to feel a sudden chill,
As I glance away from the moon and the sky,
I have myself questioning why oh why?
Why did our love die like the shimmering stars,
Our love doomed, like venus and mars.
Nov 8, 2013
Nov 8, 2013 at 10:14 AM UTC
my disposotions in your eyes feeds
upon
the love that I have planted long ago somewhere in the dirt
cycles spelt in forgein languages
me and you both dont understand
why
why
has the dirt covered our eyes in such a way
why have these vines wraped around my neck
they are suffocating me
and the thorns puncture
my memories of you where you are smiling
and holding me happily
somwhere in your arms
now im somewhere in the dirt
Nov 2, 2010
Nov 2, 2010 at 8:37 PM UTC
so love deeply you I. Though sadly I see in my minding eye. A life long without you. So short is my minds eye unknowing dark futures-I long will stop their hauntings. Lingering echoes echo soundly. Maybe dreamer I can hold your eyes. As artifacts in museums silencencing laughing boys. Eyes whose crystal stare read the heart of the strongest, and blink so heavily without remorse.
Oct 23, 2011
Oct 23, 2011 at 7:43 AM UTC
somwhere in the world
a small girl sits in a classroom while the teacher tells the class that they won't be reading Maya Aneglou because of it's sensitive content
while later that day the same small girl goes home to a father who binds her wrists so tightly to the bed, her veins almost burst. His sick fantasy gone wild and she'll never read about someone who survived.
somewhere in the world
little boys run wild, with smiles on their faces
ignorant to teh chaos around them
these little boys look so happy, to the untrained eye
but look around them, they're actually running for their lives.
somewhere in the world
a mother watches a family through a restaurant window throwing away full course meals with tears in her eyes wondering if she'll be able to feed the kids tonight
somewhere in the world
lovers hide, in fear of being found out that they are not of different sexes and that they are of different races
petrified of being punished for what everyone else sees as a crime
or even worse, not making back to their beloved alive
somewhere in the world,
a little girl asks if daddy is ever gonna come back
and she wonders why he's gone in the first place because no one ever told her that daddy never loved her.
somewhere in the world,
the restless lie awake at night fighting battles with their demons
fumbling open a bottle of jack or a pharmacy vial of xanax
wondering how fast they'll take away the pain
across the world
there is sin, all seven of them
pouring out of every thing that inhabits the earth
somewhere in the world
there is a someone who will erupt the revolution
and we're all patiently waiting for the anarchy to begin.
Nov 15, 2017
Nov 15, 2017 at 8:30 PM UTC
and someone is calling........calling!
WHO DAT DERE?
someone is crying....crying
WHO CARES!!......?
in the middle of a lazy afternoon
in the middle of a lazy life
HEY! SOON!
DA BARBEQUE!!!!!!
AND DEN DA...MOVIE!!
and somwhere a sound escapes the death
and somewhere creation becomes human breath
and somewhere SOMEWHERE takes "shape"
and somewhere one sees a human face
and someone is calling........calling!
WHO DAT DERE?
someone is crying....crying
WHO CARES!!......?
Jul 20, 2010
Jul 20, 2010 at 10:43 AM UTC
Like a rainbow tiger
Thoughts catch me a cold
The ones there before the sundown
Like can we, me trust lost souls
Cause theyve lost mine
Rewind old voices maybe it makes us feel shivers down our spines
I know theres two of me sometimes
I know theres two of me somewhere
Sitting & dealing with cardio sickness
I know theres two here somwhere
Jun 10, 2015
Jun 10, 2015 at 9:08 PM UTC
I'm consumed in the flames of confusion
There's nowhere to hide from them
But all I want to do is run away
and stay away until I fade away.
I'm scared to stay in one place for too long
I'm afraid I'll be burnt to a crisp
I'm scared to be alive but I'm scared of death itself.
Pain, it's my biggest fear, but I'm drawn to it.
I hurt all day, every day.
Yes, music helps.
But to make music you must hurt.
Hurt to help.
That's my struggle every day.
No, this is not a poem about someone.
No, this is not a poem for someone.
No, this is not for you, or for me.
It's for the universe.
It's for the everlasting pain humans cause themselves.
It's for nothing and everything.
It's for no one and everyone.
It's for life.
It's for death.
It's for old and young, and nonexistent.
This is a story of a young girl of whom everything is expected.
This is a story of a young girl who doesn't want any of it.
This is a story of a young girl who would rather die than conform.
I'd rather jump out my window and just run.
I just want to get away from here.
I just want...
I don't know.
I don't want anything.
But I want everything.
I want love
I want hate
I want him
I want them
I want it all
I want nothing at all.
I am me
I am her
I am nothing
I'm just another name in the books
I'm just another face in the crowd
I'm just someone somwhere.
I don't want help
But I want caring.
Nobody seems to know the difference.
I'm alone
I'm surrounded by billions.
I write "I" too much.
I love too much.
I don't know how to end this.
This poem.
This hour.
This time.
This love.
This life.
I'm infected with the hatred of this world
But I like it.
Too much.
Nothing will ever be the same will it?
How much do you really care?
How much can one person stand?
How much is too much, really?
Did I say something wrong?
Did I say something too right?
Did I strike a chord?
Heartstrings pulled?
Eyes opened? Ears listening?
Mouth shutting.
I'm just a scared little girl.
People forget that.
Everyone is.
Nobody is invincible.
Love is invincible.
Love is no one.
Hate is invincible.
Hate is no one.
Blue, red, yellow, black, purple, green, orange.
Everything's different
Yet it's all the same.
Goodbye.
I hope.
Forget me.
I don't want your sympathy.
I want no help.
I want to be left behind.
I want to be alone.
I want none of that.
I need someone.
I need love.
I need help
I need company.
I need love.
I need water
To get rid of this consuming fire.
This fire that's consuming me
in a thing of victory.
I'll be reduced to nothing
until that day.
Jan 20, 2012
Jan 20, 2012 at 8:49 AM UTC
heavens’ whisper, i fall to my knees
& collapse in the ephemeral weight
following the curve of your spine
until it becomes the small of your back
& fall further further further
ever further.
the air is thick as morning arrives,
my mind dances somwhere in the sky
oh, how splendid it is to be mortal
& to feast on the nectar of gods
Mar 21, 2013
Mar 21, 2013 at 5:33 AM UTC
**Sleepless nights take me away
As the blood pours
And my skin
Dries
Im left ******
Dry
Somwhere between
Near and
Far
Come take me away to my distant
Fears
And leave me disturbed and crazed
Darkness hovers where eyes are peeled open
And zombies are my
Friends
Staggering in rhythmic choreographed dances
That werewolves sing to
Offering a hand so we can dance the
Night
Away**
Jan 25, 2016
Jan 25, 2016 at 4:40 AM UTC
The dust of the creeping evening
On the mammoth sphere falls
The day has flown way
somwhere to sing
Reminding the people
The dreams they had seen
On the pillow I place
My reflective mind
As the silence of thick darkness
Brings back to me
The golden moments i had lost
When the day was much bright
On the floor i see the chance
Shattered into pieces lying
Promising nothing
Still a little bit light
In my pensive heart shines
In this confusion we live
But tomorrow may be and may not be
Only today was full of life
With heaviness of mind i lie
Promising myself to achieve
My goals at this very moments only
Mar 21, 2014
Mar 21, 2014 at 6:55 AM UTC
I can't say I expected anything more or less
but through empty promises constantly bombarding my brain
and false hopes repeating over and over in vain
as if there really was something to gain
I guess I did at least expect something else
The shame of who I became, like a disgusting parasite residing deep within the chambers of my heart
ripping, gnawing and doing everything in it's power to tear it apart
so it can be set free, overwhelm my being and eventually inhabit every part of me.
In my feeble attempts of drowning it with liquor or choking it with poisonous gas,
it grows ten times stronger and comes back to bite me in the ***
So instead I'll drown myself in poetry and sad songs
in search of some sort of understanding or meaning to what I see in myself as wrong.
I believe we all have the power to change and I did change once but I can't say for how long.
It all got lost somwhere between drunken adventures,
consequential head-exploding hangovers and exhausting-everyday-back-pains.
So I'll look forward to when I can look back and remember these times
and feel proud that I made it out intact
I've told myself a million times; You can make it
but right now
I don't know how
May 6, 2015
May 6, 2015 at 10:18 AM UTC
I heard somwhere that first loves never die,
But if that is so what were we?
Once upon a time I loved you,
I thought you loved me too,
But you were playing with my heart,
You left me defenseless and alone,
You can't destroy someone,
You can't change a person
and still expect them to be okay with "friends?"
Feb 9, 2012
Feb 9, 2012 at 7:41 AM UTC
I don't drink.
I don't smoke.
Been called a square by friends I know.
Who seems to party?
Get lose in the mix.
Very unaware, who they waking up next too?
I mind my business.
Never into theirs.
Care and concern about them.
When they out getting in trouble somewhere.
Call me a square.
I've heard it before.
Drinking and smoking.
Seems to be all I hear.
Or, who score with a certain guy or girl?
Yes, I have my fun.
But it's safe and secured.
I'm more likly the type.
You won't hear about vanishing somwhere.
So call me a square.
It's better then being in the inner circle.
That many of us tries to fit in.
Dec 28, 2012
Dec 28, 2012 at 11:13 AM UTC