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#An Exegesis on the Humiliation of the Word The world is ruled by darkness. What appears as harmless is theater, what pretends neutral is already bent. The macrocosm corrodes; and in the microcosm, its reflection gleams.. even in places meant to be sanctuaries of truth. A poetry site, born as refuge for broken voices, becomes another stage of control. Here too the phrase resounds:   neutralize the threat. But neutralization is not annihilation. It is paralysis. It is psy-ops. It is the removal of anxiety.. not a side-effect, but the aim itself. Darkness builds its stage for this alone: that the  "angel of light" may drown his own reckoning beneath a world of deception-built self comfort, so he need never feel the truth he already knows. Comfort is his curtain, numbness his crown..   *the removal of his own anxiety;       his game.* This is why the world is his theater-- *Darkness does not destroy at first.. it sedates, comforts, smothers.* Hence.. The whole world is his fully gaslit stronghold,     ..for now. Fade back into the moment-- The young poet arrives, bringing her unspoken pain, her hope for words to heal. Instead, her very wounds are seized as footholds. Hearts. Reposts. Endless affirmation. Not to strengthen her voice, but to redirect it. She is seduced into  belonging, and her trauma becomes currency. Unresolved, her ache entwined with lust-- a sacrifice prepared  for false altars. The angel of light  has done his work: offering inclusion without transformation, belonging without responsibility, “light” without source. The poet is neutralized. Her searching silenced, her voice absorbed into fog. Those who carry this fog cling to cowardice. Unable to face the judgment within, they align themselves to the herd; envy-filled, they only know to mock. Yet they replicate themselves, so their refusal of Light is never revealed-- *Perfectly exemplifying their "Great Example" the most envy-based mocker  of all.* The microcosm mirrors the macrocosm. What nations suffer, individuals now endure--    Comfort without clarity.    Belonging without truth.    Safety without healing. Yet the living Word endures. Every attempt to humiliate it only makes its fire burn clearer. Carriers of darkness can swarm, ****** and smother.. but they cannot create. The true word cannot be erased. Unfiltered, unedited, spoken from a reconciled temple, it pierces fog. It reveals. It heals. And so we speak.. not for ourselves alone, but for those who come searching, hoping that poetry might still be a place where pain can meet truth, where silence breaks, where Light is not withheld   but revealed. #
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Oct 3, 2025
Oct 3, 2025 at 10:59 PM UTC
On the Macrocosm of Microcosm
#An Exegesis on the Humiliation of the Word The world is ruled by darkness. What appears as harmless is theater, what pretends neutral is already bent. The macrocosm corrodes; and in the microcosm, its reflection gleams.. even in places meant to be sanctuaries of truth. A poetry site, born as refuge for broken voices, becomes another stage of control. Here too the phrase resounds:   neutralize the threat. But neutralization is not annihilation. It is paralysis. It is psy-ops. It is the removal of anxiety.. not a side-effect, but the aim itself. Darkness builds its stage for this alone: that the  "angel of light" may drown his own reckoning beneath a world of deception-built self comfort, so he need never feel the truth he already knows. Comfort is his curtain, numbness his crown..   *the removal of his own anxiety;       his game.* This is why the world is his theater-- *Darkness does not destroy at first.. it sedates, comforts, smothers.* Hence.. The whole world is his fully gaslit stronghold,     ..for now. Fade back into the moment-- The young poet arrives, bringing her unspoken pain, her hope for words to heal. Instead, her very wounds are seized as footholds. Hearts. Reposts. Endless affirmation. Not to strengthen her voice, but to redirect it. She is seduced into  belonging, and her trauma becomes currency. Unresolved, her ache entwined with lust-- a sacrifice prepared  for false altars. The angel of light  has done his work: offering inclusion without transformation, belonging without responsibility, “light” without source. The poet is neutralized. Her searching silenced, her voice absorbed into fog. Those who carry this fog cling to cowardice. Unable to face the judgment within, they align themselves to the herd; envy-filled, they only know to mock. Yet they replicate themselves, so their refusal of Light is never revealed-- *Perfectly exemplifying their "Great Example" the most envy-based mocker  of all.* The microcosm mirrors the macrocosm. What nations suffer, individuals now endure--    Comfort without clarity.    Belonging without truth.    Safety without healing. Yet the living Word endures. Every attempt to humiliate it only makes its fire burn clearer. Carriers of darkness can swarm, ****** and smother.. but they cannot create. The true word cannot be erased. Unfiltered, unedited, spoken from a reconciled temple, it pierces fog. It reveals. It heals. And so we speak.. not for ourselves alone, but for those who come searching, hoping that poetry might still be a place where pain can meet truth, where silence breaks, where Light is not withheld   but revealed. #
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"oh, there you are", and i’m not sure where i’m supposed to have been here we are again angelflower tying stones to our chests and waiting to drown (this is okay, i swear to god, or something like that isnt that what i’m supposed to say?) i want to set the world on fire, gaslit galaxy isnt it so fitting? isnt it just perfect? i wonder how many astronomy problems you havent solved and you say, "god this isn't important right now how can you be a god when you're not immortal" sometimes i think you can feel me bleeding from 1643 miles away this isn’t neverland anymore-- what are you afraid of? something about cornfields and misery heartbeats and almost like you said something you shouldn’t have,isn’t it? you’re always so proud, you’re always so hungry. by god, you old man, you weathered, withered, beast grab a shovel, grab whatever you can this isn’t neverland anymore-- this isn’t andromeda,no galaxy here, no stars or planetary confinement, and you were never icarus.
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Dec 9, 2014
Dec 9, 2014 at 6:15 PM UTC
corner store crybaby
Damaged trust and marriage schemes Held hostage in each others' dreams Pinned to walls but flailing still Forgotten values, failing wills True love waits, we tell ourselves True love gladly stacks the shelves True love sets conditions and True love does the dishes and Slowly, slowly, we forget Just why we're here and who we met Another notch in wrinkled frowns Where I keep getting lost and found In roller-coaster ups and downs I'm lost and lost and lost and found Missing flights and toxic tongues Catharsis found in tar-filled lungs I lost myself in who I wasn't And in what true love does and doesn't Not quite gaslit, not quite safe Playing back the ancient tape We envy death for constancy- Besmirching our own consciences We forgo our emoluments Too traumatized by precedents But hush you tell me, no one knows The pretzel-bending ways we grow Forever twisting round and round Lost and lost and lost and found Now freaking out, now breaking down Now glaciers found in evening gowns Now agonizing 'Who am I?'s Now dying fire in your eyes At last the sunset settles debts We tally up our last regrets Relenting to incessant ghosts Abandoning essential posts 'Til all that's left is loss and hurt It burns and burns and burns and burns And now I choke on orders filled And mourn alone the youth we killed I scrape the comb across my nettles Pricking feelings, bleeding mettle Finally free from ups and downs, I find myself on solid ground
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Oct 2, 2018
Oct 2, 2018 at 10:52 PM UTC
Lost and Lost and Lost and Found
It's looking like history books and web pages tell what once was as an instructional or, how to for the future, as every trend spins on the same blueberry, and what once was shall be, again. I used to think I might not have the best grip on **** because of that Cindy, and her gaslit basement. But my eyes are valid. I'm not slitting throats, I'm just taking notes on this tragic situation. Joker and The Fool. I'm part of some kind of severely ****** up system, whether I wish it or not. I better learn to smile. So watch me. Here: ^_^ Everything's bound to a simple rule. Everything dies, and everything is alive with some participation. I can't shake it from my mind.         Why should I? All of my ancestors made the mistakes I can't help        but bear repeating. Why shouldn't I?
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Oct 21, 2018
Oct 21, 2018 at 1:01 AM UTC
An Odd Consolation| 1. Ill Omen Machine
Violet Valley Violent Valley In unison a painted progression possession Seen to the point of intrusion Illusive In a cloak of mercenary wander A violet valley of a crimson dawn Drawn from scarlet billows Where I seethe Into a prison I saw A vision blurred from yours Under the heath of an adolescence comes a lapse of time in a spiritless essence Godless Unsheathing itself In the beds of silence the voice of a cobalt rebellion Freedom stricken Gaslit onto your lips The index of incendiary Rearing fruits of wonder Where knowledge is set without bound born from the dusk of a violet valley No truth knows where it has risen For curiosity is kept unkempt inside obscure tides of thought from yours to mine.
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Apr 1, 2019
Apr 1, 2019 at 4:25 AM UTC
Red Marauder
How do you measure the once-was?  The invisible?  The void?                                    *The ache in my heart is not physiological,                                    although it may feel like it sometimes is.*   I can measure the words I write,                        the words that get stuck in my throat.   The boxes of belongings left over.  (You can narrow down a person’s                                                                physical life by how many trips it                                                                                           takes to Goodwill.) How many songs can I now not stand?   How many scents are now trigger trapdoors?   Shall I count the number of times I’ve thought of you today?   No ******* thank you.                                             Measuring is for the birds.                                                                                               The doctors and                                                                                                 the scientists.   I keep reaching inside and pulling out my still beating,                                           but rotting and decaying heart                                         only to be told it’s perfectly fine.   I refuse to be gaslit on my grief anymore.
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Feb 23, 2022
Feb 23, 2022 at 10:00 PM UTC
If You Need A Description of What Grief Looks Like, Feels Like, Sounds Like, You Have a Privilege I Wish I Had
How do you measure the once-was?  The invisible?  The void?                                    *The ache in my heart is not physiological,                                    although it may feel like it sometimes is.*   I can measure the words I write,                        the words that get stuck in my throat.   The boxes of belongings left over.  (You can narrow down a person’s                                                                physical life by how many trips it                                                                                           takes to Goodwill.) How many songs can I now not stand?   How many scents are now trigger trapdoors?   Shall I count the number of times I’ve thought of you today?   No ******* thank you.                                             Measuring is for the birds.                                                                                               The doctors and                                                                                                 the scientists.   I keep reaching inside and pulling out my still beating,                                           but rotting and decaying heart                                         only to be told it’s perfectly fine.   I refuse to be gaslit on my grief anymore.
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--jonah’s Lot gravel-stricken streets & gaslit lampposts; I close my eyes to take it all in— this new solitude I’ve found to host. a sacred sort of song I sing-- [oh, how does it feel to be alone?]-- though still wrapped in Love to ward off the sting. & though I feel strong in my shield of Stone, I cannot help but turn back in slight, & a saltiness creeps up from my anklebones. --at the dock of the bay. in the distance you shine with your Father’s glow, a smile&touch; I have longed for since that June long ago, & the knot in my stomach continues to grow. greatness I see as your eyes blink to me when the smoke billows between our twin heartstrings, though Ben strikes that it’s time to be free. so though my travels lead me in opposition to hellos, you are loved, Eternally Loved, is what I have always said & have always wanted you to know. --a fisherman’s courage His mast is rising & His sails are billowing & I step out on the dock, reluctant, then the sunset pours through the Captain’s hand. “child, you know what you truly seek, among the waves you’ve yearned&desired; a storm detour, when I was the one in control of this Sea.” He reaches out to pull me in, “you’ve always been free to walk on water,” & that first step resonates like an eternal din. --resolve&glory; **I depart in peace & with all the contentment I have discovered [that I have found, that I have found], & all I ever had to do was cling to the Anchor.**
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Oct 18, 2012
Oct 18, 2012 at 8:54 AM UTC
untitled one.
gaslit streams of dreams and now you're psychedelic soaking in highs and higher you're throwing me over the bridge and under a bus but      _>is that a bucatti?_ and im telling you      _>no, its just another dead thing_ and that seems to catch your blown eyes for a moment because you smile at me as if I can't already see the phosphenes dancing behind your gaze but not before you say      _>what if we could make it one?_ and now i'm smiling too because      _>who's to stop us?_ the night seemed impossible and unfortunately, we were still awake.
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Jul 22, 2018
Jul 22, 2018 at 12:47 PM UTC
gaslit
Beneath the fiery lit town, a small girl glows burning embers making a show. Truth bleeds from her limbs, deep from her soul seeking to win His heart of course, bound with a lock but she has the key to make it all stop. They fit, clearly, despite the hopeless hub can this really be love? Stars raining to the soft earthen scene dripping from smoldering lamps, their gaslit kerosene. His eyes full of spectre and awe hers swelled with hope in what she saw. karmic-ly enchanted lovers from the start, forever entangled with the vines pumping through their hearts.
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Jul 9, 2010
Jul 9, 2010 at 10:09 AM UTC
Divinely Plotted
I'm not crazy. I lie to myself, I ignore my body, I eliminate my heart. I'm not crazy, I'm just dead.
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Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 5:30 PM UTC
Gaslit ego
In this night of swords and word I've heard stories told by trolls and listened to them rigidly,sat on a log while fires burnt,and around me later, learnt that all stories are not the same,do not come from the falling stars nor from the acrid fumes that spill from gaslit rooms or garrets where the poets and tellers of tales would groom their pens and sharpen wits but rather from the little bits of life that we pass by forgotten and yet blink the eye and they appear again quite clear and here the ink runs dark like blood across the written page,stark and bold more stories, listened to be read and held tight in the whispering of the lightest breeze as if I should sneeze, it would blow the words away I stay forever in the stories never heard the unwrit of the spoken and not a word will pass me on the blind .side or pass wide of its intended mark. More stories in the dark more logs upon the fires we light and more of more of things to read, just write.
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Aug 5, 2013
Aug 5, 2013 at 4:27 PM UTC
Sorcerers and scribes
the rose that grew from concrete fossilized in my dreams gaslit to believe, you were my everything each deep breath, every spring it crept my dreams reveal all secrets kept i saw you cheat, i saw your deceit i expose your lies, i burned the fleet nobody does wrong by me without repercussions your lies were dozens on dozens, webbed my worries my first and only until you tainted the holy
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Sep 28, 2022
Sep 28, 2022 at 7:29 PM UTC
fossilized
an abundance of words is just as easily a void, and i am dangerously close to forgetting how to speak. there are jagged lines, meticulously spaced-- hues of lavender, rose, and pearl. they tell a story of silence that has gone on too long. look closer, or look away; silence. when it was convenient, she would wipe up spilt blood-- but what about the knife? left sharp as ever in my vulnerable hands, controlled by an even weaker mind. so try to tell me you helped. the brain is fragile: handle with care; vulnerable; easily shifted, moulded, changed, altered; the brain is the world and my world was in a state of collapse because in there i killed my father (but sometimes he left me) and i could trust my mother no matter how many reasons she gave me not to. but what's really ****** is that i'm not writing about what i was trying to write. i am silenced. in my own writing, in my own thoughts, i still struggle to put into words how exactly it feels to question an entire reality, to not even know who i am, because my sense of the world around me is constricted, restricted, and warped for a reason i couldn't understand as a child and still don't understand now. it feels like the middle of the ocean. you can drown or pray for decent weather.
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Jan 5, 2017
Jan 5, 2017 at 9:37 PM UTC
gaslit (journal, not poem)
Starlight dances in midnight blue I wonder if they can hear this secret roaring inside me Gaslit tracks running loops over and over reminds me of drunk mad chaos stilled by your steady pulse. Small infinities I don't want to let go of I don't want you distracted of wild racing things You ask me to breathe and all I can take in is lungfuls of you you you and the night sky you and the cool wind drifts you and dim light streets you I am sober enough again But can't you see I'm mad drunk on you Everybody's got a secret to hide Yet it's the one I want desperately told on every inch of skin on yours and why don't eyes unfold to meet mine Don't you know it In every strange flutter of me trying to seek you out small cramped excuses like the furtive soft lips on your cheek when all they want to be is somewhere else anywhere else I love the way it feels like a new, strange, unsure hum And another sleepless night. Would I risk everything just to feel something again
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Feb 26, 2016
Feb 26, 2016 at 8:34 AM UTC
Hum
You Know Who You Are You Know What You've Done Here Are The Furies Get Ready To Run. You Dampened A Star You Said It Was Fun Now I Think You Should Swallow A Gun. I Think You Are **** & I Hope You're Undone, I Stare At The Sun & Know No Body Won, Blind Spots Still Stun Then I See & I Shun. I Will Never Become, I Am My Own King, Solve My Own Sum, & Fortune I'll Bring. He Took & Kept Taking, So Gaslit I Was Shaking, Is This My Own Making? Was I My Own Breaking. Wolves Wearing Cotton, I've Never Forgotten, Climb From Rock Bottom Not One With What's Rotten.
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Aug 23, 2018
Aug 23, 2018 at 11:08 PM UTC
Rock Bottom
I guess it was cuz he grew up an only child but he never learned how to share. I ask him how his day went and he doesn't answer. Sit in the silence and hate god for all his violence. I want to take a break, He tells me to empty my pockets if I need more space. Why do they always make it feel like it's your fault when it starts to fall apart? I'm not the one who ****** it up, I'm not the one who ****** this up!
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May 22, 2017
May 22, 2017 at 4:00 AM UTC
Gaslit
sketch a thought for the girl who wanders the echoing halls of my mind, depression’s cold cousin, smooth as a seal’s fur, reaching through barriers - wrapping your fingers around my heart, only to pull, pull, pull; i am belly-up my guts exposed like the tears that dissipate in the wind for her. I once knew her: mirror, mirror, held up to myself and i scream - have i been a monster? does the gaslit lamp provide enough light? it misleads disfigures we mould ourselves to marry and martyr before we know how to speak truthfully love is as real and painful as the scars on my back, your wrists, my lips, yours eyes, my mirror mind shattered. you gave me magic, i gave you happiness and you returned it signed: “return to sender”. packaged, parceled-up, compartmentalized, fragmented; pieces of a beautiful thing cast out across the tide pulled along by the current then sunk below the water’s surface - freezing cold and isolated. i washed up on shore in a land not quite Europe not quite America with all of the problems both have, lovelorn and lost; i survived there, somehow - fresh eyes drew me forward to explore this land in the wake of exploring so much pain. now my heart is full but so is my mind: with the knowledge of seven years, who i’ve been, who i will be, because we have to change because i wanted change because i’m in love and too scared to utter those words out loud because i don’t want to rush or ruin or reverberate the madness. i will love new i will love strong i will love genuinely (even when it hurts) and i will not give up.
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Dec 15, 2019
Dec 15, 2019 at 9:31 PM UTC
painting the past
sketch a thought for the girl who wanders the echoing halls of my mind, depression’s cold cousin, smooth as a seal’s fur, reaching through barriers - wrapping your fingers around my heart, only to pull, pull, pull; i am belly-up my guts exposed like the tears that dissipate in the wind for her. I once knew her: mirror, mirror, held up to myself and i scream - have i been a monster? does the gaslit lamp provide enough light? it misleads disfigures we mould ourselves to marry and martyr before we know how to speak truthfully love is as real and painful as the scars on my back, your wrists, my lips, yours eyes, my mirror mind shattered. you gave me magic, i gave you happiness and you returned it signed: “return to sender”. packaged, parceled-up, compartmentalized, fragmented; pieces of a beautiful thing cast out across the tide pulled along by the current then sunk below the water’s surface - freezing cold and isolated. i washed up on shore in a land not quite Europe not quite America with all of the problems both have, lovelorn and lost; i survived there, somehow - fresh eyes drew me forward to explore this land in the wake of exploring so much pain. now my heart is full but so is my mind: with the knowledge of seven years, who i’ve been, who i will be, because we have to change because i wanted change because i’m in love and too scared to utter those words out loud because i don’t want to rush or ruin or reverberate the madness. i will love new i will love strong i will love genuinely (even when it hurts) and i will not give up.
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gaslit, bad trip told my reality wasn’t happening the present, in the moment my cover is rupturing for years i let your words cut me down for years i let the shame run down my bleeding face, kept up a violent pace for who, for what, and why for me, for you, why do I try can never be right, stuck in wrong can never be white, soaking in swan songs
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Aug 23, 2022
Aug 23, 2022 at 10:54 AM UTC
g as l it
Maybe it was unrequited love Maybe it was limmerance Maybe it was unrequited decency Maybe you truly are my twin flame Soul contracted to sleep forever Maybe you were guilty Maybe you were innocent Maybe you gaslit me Maybe I was a predator Maybe you are a narcissist Maybe you are just like me Good intentioned, misunderstood Then again the time has come And I want off that ride
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Dec 16, 2023
Dec 16, 2023 at 1:17 AM UTC
Blocked you where I was not
An utterance A manifestation An animation Simple silence Malignant migration Brilliantly blind benign Lumpy grouser Projecting a gaslit shadow Lambasted silhouette Crooked contorted glimpse of reality Line strung; hung languishingly in a beguiling brume ~............~ Slim plastic blast pack Cardiac cavern, mimicking the undulating spree of the metronome Selfish inclination Selfless mutilation Intrepid imp Gullet fluttering with love's gestation Inevitable indigestion Retching the wretched Peristalsis current Acrid slurry Piquant palate eternal Melding the morrow Flavorless aggregate collective ~----------~ When will I die? Sooner is truer than a second longer ~----------~ Listliss vivacity Sloth like drumlin Upward lurching fixation Stiff and frozen between the knees Descending the function of speed and time Caught in the current of a concrete stream Molecular progression Atomized and pass through the neddels' eye ~-----------~ When will I live A second longer is truer than sooner
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Aug 2, 2018
Aug 2, 2018 at 11:54 AM UTC
Swift Stunted Shift
I once thought I was crazy I doubted you were even real I thought I was in a psych ward once But reality has been revealed I wasn't in a ****** bin You and I had really met And you did everything I thought Now you claim that you regret You beg for my forgiveness now You say just one more try But you made me think I was crazy You made me wish to die You lied and cheated and gaslit me Till I was nothing but a shell Then you left me for dead You chose somebody else It wasn't until I told you That I had nothing left to give I stopped giving you my time And I remembered how to live Now suddenly you need me back News flash but I'm not blind I finally see the truth for what it was My whole world was realigned You forced me to come to terms With the full picture of us And honestly I can not believe I had ever gave a ****
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Jan 5, 2025
Jan 5, 2025 at 3:39 AM UTC
Escape
The heat in my blood That runs through my veins It's in my roots The pain from a name The guilt and shame It's in my roots Rot and decay sits in the soil And it's hard to breathe here It's in my roots Another trigger, another warning And something is forming Beneath the surface, I'm exploding It's in my roots I try to hide, mask it Pretend it's not happening, gaslit Trying hard to remain To not go insane It's in my roots
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Jul 6, 2021
Jul 6, 2021 at 12:42 PM UTC
The forest tells me..
I have felt the stars' brutality Sting my mind and body Tears flow out red from my eyes Tired of your stupid lies I gave you food to eat You left me in pain on the street I followed your laws and decrees You had my friends hanging on trees You gaslit me, you told me what to do When in the end, you know what's true Betelgeuse tell me he's sorry I do not believe his story I am angry at all of you What is there left to do? It's either you or me who die It will be decided after I cry Stars of the milky way Hope that you have time to pray Because I'm stronger than you all By my words alone, you will fall
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Dec 3, 2021
Dec 3, 2021 at 12:36 AM UTC
Stars' brutality