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"forsee" poems
We Are The First Responders We are the first responders The many in the blue We protect you from the fires And from those who would harm you We heal with a helping hand And respond to all who call We are the first responders The ones who see it all You ask us to protect you And you call when you're in need You get mad if we're a minute late To a crime we cant forsee You run quickly from the fire We run toward the burning flames You take the drugs to harm yourself Still we treat you just the same We see a fear that's in your eyes Yet we stand straight and true We are the first responders And we do this all for you Carl Joseph Roberts
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Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 5:00 AM UTC
9/11 -Tribute To First Responders- 9/11
My mom offers me a bowl of oatmeal she cooked at seven. It is eight. Sitting on the stove, it looks clumpy and cold — a mash drowning raisins. I pretend like I don’t see it. But it calls my name as I start my day, even though it looks repulsive and I have avoided oatmeal since college. I toast some bread. She glances over the counter to see if I am paying attention  — a reflex from my childhood. Because as a child,  my parents said I had selective attention. — sometimes I listened and other times I didn’t. When they got divorced, it got worse. I was distracted by the bristle of my dad's 5 o’clock shadow and the sigh in my mom's voice when they asked me separately, What time I needed to leave? and If all my stuff was packed? But all  I kept thinking was: Is that all there is? You get married, get divorced, and cart around your kids. The thought of swallowing this is repulsive. like leftover oatmeal,  it stares me in the face. I don't want it. Most girls I know are raisins — They already have their whole wedding planned on Pinterest, and their kids names picked out. Everytime, I  see engagements on FB, I can't help but forsee divorce and I wonder why people run for a partner, kids, and a mortgage, when in college their ambitions were more. I wonder when their mid-life crisis will be, or when they'll wake up and want more than 9 to 5 to fulfill a lie patriarchy put forth. So I spread peanut butter on  toast and murmur, “I put the oatmeal in the fridge — someone will eat it.” My mom puts her head down and finishes her coffee. I eat my peanut butter sandwich. I am stuck trying to answer an impossible question, as she begins sentences like "Once you get settled, you'll want to look for someone..." I tune out. I don't have selective attention, just the perception that everyone is ignoring this important question: Is that all there is?
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Sep 2, 2014
Sep 2, 2014 at 3:06 PM UTC
Is this all there is?
My mom offers me a bowl of oatmeal she cooked at seven. It is eight. Sitting on the stove, it looks clumpy and cold — a mash drowning raisins. I pretend like I don’t see it. But it calls my name as I start my day, even though it looks repulsive and I have avoided oatmeal since college. I toast some bread. She glances over the counter to see if I am paying attention  — a reflex from my childhood. Because as a child,  my parents said I had selective attention. — sometimes I listened and other times I didn’t. When they got divorced, it got worse. I was distracted by the bristle of my dad's 5 o’clock shadow and the sigh in my mom's voice when they asked me separately, What time I needed to leave? and If all my stuff was packed? But all  I kept thinking was: Is that all there is? You get married, get divorced, and cart around your kids. The thought of swallowing this is repulsive. like leftover oatmeal,  it stares me in the face. I don't want it. Most girls I know are raisins — They already have their whole wedding planned on Pinterest, and their kids names picked out. Everytime, I  see engagements on FB, I can't help but forsee divorce and I wonder why people run for a partner, kids, and a mortgage, when in college their ambitions were more. I wonder when their mid-life crisis will be, or when they'll wake up and want more than 9 to 5 to fulfill a lie patriarchy put forth. So I spread peanut butter on  toast and murmur, “I put the oatmeal in the fridge — someone will eat it.” My mom puts her head down and finishes her coffee. I eat my peanut butter sandwich. I am stuck trying to answer an impossible question, as she begins sentences like "Once you get settled, you'll want to look for someone..." I tune out. I don't have selective attention, just the perception that everyone is ignoring this important question: Is that all there is?
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I'm sorry boo I never meant to Couldn't forsee this happening Oh god what have I done? Am I unfaithful... Thats been on my mind this past couple of hours I didnt mean to say what I did Was trying to be nice and friendly Trying to brighten their mood I wasnt looking for love I have you Right? You'll stay here right? I'm scared... Terrified Petrified Mortified What have I done Am I unfaithful... I cant live with myself Whyd i act in such a way What's wrong with me The voices they scream inside Someone please help me I've dishonored myself My character My partner and my morales
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Sep 22, 2015
Sep 22, 2015 at 9:00 PM UTC
Am I... Unfaithful?
i love the fact that most people rather enter the concept of karma rather dialectics to argue their point - makes emily austen seem like a nutcracker of ideas to come from ikea as the self-assembled semi-detached heights, otherwise known as wuthering, heights or the disco-ball done in mahoganny eyed splinter shine - sheens the spot! it's just so ****** blocked nose rotten, the opposite of polite society, a bit like the middle-ages... reigning paranoia imported from a lost colony, library cards of blue indian peasants turned into pheasants that did the cancan dance all of a sudden... miracles christ couldn't even forsee! i'm free every saturday if you're hashtag up-for-it... never mind... i'll leave my quote and oil my phone-number for a missing mobile telepathic nuance on when differentiating blue indians with garam masala and red indians with mohawks - easiest game of all: snakes & ladders, noughts & crosses... garam masala & mohawks.
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Dec 5, 2015
Dec 5, 2015 at 8:26 PM UTC
where there's an ikea there's a suede scandinavian's worth of cabbage / call it evlis, i call it luck
You grabbed The rope and chair And hanged yourself In the air You listened to The voices and their pleas As they celebrate Your death with glee You closed your eyes As they smiled As they partied Like animals, so wild For you have commited A sin they craved That has sent you To your grave ... You opened your eyes And so far as you can see Is an endless void That you did not forsee You regretted the decision That you have made But it is now Far too late
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Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 8:30 AM UTC
Endless Void
They say, no man is an island Yet an island can be reshaped By a tornado, hurricane, or a earthquake Mother nature rules with an iron fist To place her stakes on the land of the living They say, no man is an island But there must be a better way For other nations and countries Come together and embrace To restructure our governments, Working together, rebuilding, maybe, even see The humanity in eachother giving To help those, who can not help themselves They say, no man is an island All the justice and laws in the world Wouldn't correct it's poverty In exchange, for it's wealth Animated politicians Speaking in tongues Atoned to be totally clueless Unaware of the next existing Killer of lives They say, no man is an island To forsee at last Battle of waves of storms to come Genocide, Nuclear, Wars Will come again, and again History repeats, in cirlces It never ends They say, no man is an island The inadequate versions of getting things right Should be a must, for the change with truth and trust People having the will or the lack of Food, water, protection, health care That ain't right To not be inform and share They say, no man is an island, But there's just has to be a better way People taken care of people Living life better than it once was yesterday Families who have lost, buried, and shed many of tears Placed their memories of loved ones To cross over into the light Have lost more than just a home, family, neighbors One thing one must not lose is The spirit inside to have They say, no man is and island For every man, woman and child Is of the land of their island Hope is not ones plan alone The plan simply is of many... Faith, Memories, Freedom, Dreams, and Hope
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Feb 13, 2010
Feb 13, 2010 at 1:59 AM UTC
"No Man Is An Island"
They say, no man is an island Yet an island can be reshaped By a tornado, hurricane, or a earthquake Mother nature rules with an iron fist To place her stakes on the land of the living They say, no man is an island But there must be a better way For other nations and countries Come together and embrace To restructure our governments, Working together, rebuilding, maybe, even see The humanity in eachother giving To help those, who can not help themselves They say, no man is an island All the justice and laws in the world Wouldn't correct it's poverty In exchange, for it's wealth Animated politicians Speaking in tongues Atoned to be totally clueless Unaware of the next existing Killer of lives They say, no man is an island To forsee at last Battle of waves of storms to come Genocide, Nuclear, Wars Will come again, and again History repeats, in cirlces It never ends They say, no man is an island The inadequate versions of getting things right Should be a must, for the change with truth and trust People having the will or the lack of Food, water, protection, health care That ain't right To not be inform and share They say, no man is an island, But there's just has to be a better way People taken care of people Living life better than it once was yesterday Families who have lost, buried, and shed many of tears Placed their memories of loved ones To cross over into the light Have lost more than just a home, family, neighbors One thing one must not lose is The spirit inside to have They say, no man is and island For every man, woman and child Is of the land of their island Hope is not ones plan alone The plan simply is of many... Faith, Memories, Freedom, Dreams, and Hope
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You're going on the highway, Bringing a new 4-string bass guitar, And a drum-set too for your sons. Now you could be a family rock band, You could churn your own Summer of '69, The world will know you three now. A really hot chick hitchhikes in your car, You are tensed as your eyes meet. There is unfathomable longing in hers, And the bathykolpian woman's so inviting. You can't play the good man at this age, You decide to cheat your own wife now. You stop the car quickly anyhow, A quickee's on your mind & nothin' more. She smiles at you and lunging towards her, You smell the inviting scent of hers. In middle of the kiss you start foreseeing, You forsee a bright romantic future, Suddenly her wellbeing's lost & she vomits. Then you bring her to the hospital, The gynaecologist congratulates you, "Congrats! You're going to be a father!" Taken aback, you say, "But I just met her!" The girl who hitchhiked says, ***"He's ****** lying!"*** The doc summons the police and your test is done, "Good news & bad news," the doc says, "One, you're not her baby's father." Hearing this you're relieved. "Now the bad news, doc," you say. The doc says, "You could have never have fathered any even if you intended to." You are flabbergasted, "What the hell! Why?" The doc pacifies, "Your load doesn't have any sperms," Seeing you shocked the doctor says, ***"It's a birth defect that happens rarely but yes it does..." "...You may sue the girl for everything."*** The biggest shock in your life so far. You just shake your head and turn around to go. You're in the middle of a nightmare, It couldn't be true! ***If not you then the 2 kids back home, They belonged to whom!*** Now that's the biggest tension!
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Sep 24, 2016
Sep 24, 2016 at 5:32 AM UTC
A Tensed Joke
You're going on the highway, Bringing a new 4-string bass guitar, And a drum-set too for your sons. Now you could be a family rock band, You could churn your own Summer of '69, The world will know you three now. A really hot chick hitchhikes in your car, You are tensed as your eyes meet. There is unfathomable longing in hers, And the bathykolpian woman's so inviting. You can't play the good man at this age, You decide to cheat your own wife now. You stop the car quickly anyhow, A quickee's on your mind & nothin' more. She smiles at you and lunging towards her, You smell the inviting scent of hers. In middle of the kiss you start foreseeing, You forsee a bright romantic future, Suddenly her wellbeing's lost & she vomits. Then you bring her to the hospital, The gynaecologist congratulates you, "Congrats! You're going to be a father!" Taken aback, you say, "But I just met her!" The girl who hitchhiked says, ***"He's ****** lying!"*** The doc summons the police and your test is done, "Good news & bad news," the doc says, "One, you're not her baby's father." Hearing this you're relieved. "Now the bad news, doc," you say. The doc says, "You could have never have fathered any even if you intended to." You are flabbergasted, "What the hell! Why?" The doc pacifies, "Your load doesn't have any sperms," Seeing you shocked the doctor says, ***"It's a birth defect that happens rarely but yes it does..." "...You may sue the girl for everything."*** The biggest shock in your life so far. You just shake your head and turn around to go. You're in the middle of a nightmare, It couldn't be true! ***If not you then the 2 kids back home, They belonged to whom!*** Now that's the biggest tension!
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Allah’s messenger said, ‘Allah has ninety-nine names, one hundred less one and he who memorized them all by heart will enter paradise.’ To count something means to know it by heart - Sahi Bukhari, Vol. 9, Book 93, Hadith 489 Cook her with Honey, Sweets, Glorious Sugar Peaches and Hares, Soft Haired Stranger smells like Tulips, Beloved Roses, Jasmines, Violets, Blessed Lilies, Lotus Stars and Songbirds First Born, Second Born, Eighth Born The Oldest Daughter, Shy and Timid My Father’s Blessings, My Mother’s Tears Promise of God, God is My Father One Who is Alive, a Songbird Fantasy Person of the Night who Loves the Beautiful Night Rain, ***** Jezebel’s Daughter, Detesting Witch she is One Who Can Forsee, Prideful, Original Sin, Woman of White Magic Wild As a Mountain Goat Torch of Light, Light of Mine, Light All Around watch the Woman with Crown, a Woman of Victory Truthful Ruler of the House, Ruler with a Spear Fighting Filled With Wrath, Strong as a Little Bear Battle Armor From the Land of the Broken Protector of Sunrise and Nightfall Fighting a Battle in Winter with Wisdom and Justice A Princess Who Has A Heart of Gold Beauty, A Woman of High Manners Noble Queen, Radiant Precious Stone Shining Diamond, Like Smooth Dark Wood our Possession, our Brand New Home, our Feast A Reward Given, an Afterthought Charity, Chaste Homemaker Wealthy Companion, Warm Fire, Compassionate Nurse Say the Prayers with Heavy Stones Divine Woman. Universal Woman. God’s Messenger, Holiness, Living.
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Jun 29, 2019
Jun 29, 2019 at 5:03 PM UTC
ninety nine names for baby girl
Allah’s messenger said, ‘Allah has ninety-nine names, one hundred less one and he who memorized them all by heart will enter paradise.’ To count something means to know it by heart - Sahi Bukhari, Vol. 9, Book 93, Hadith 489 Cook her with Honey, Sweets, Glorious Sugar Peaches and Hares, Soft Haired Stranger smells like Tulips, Beloved Roses, Jasmines, Violets, Blessed Lilies, Lotus Stars and Songbirds First Born, Second Born, Eighth Born The Oldest Daughter, Shy and Timid My Father’s Blessings, My Mother’s Tears Promise of God, God is My Father One Who is Alive, a Songbird Fantasy Person of the Night who Loves the Beautiful Night Rain, ***** Jezebel’s Daughter, Detesting Witch she is One Who Can Forsee, Prideful, Original Sin, Woman of White Magic Wild As a Mountain Goat Torch of Light, Light of Mine, Light All Around watch the Woman with Crown, a Woman of Victory Truthful Ruler of the House, Ruler with a Spear Fighting Filled With Wrath, Strong as a Little Bear Battle Armor From the Land of the Broken Protector of Sunrise and Nightfall Fighting a Battle in Winter with Wisdom and Justice A Princess Who Has A Heart of Gold Beauty, A Woman of High Manners Noble Queen, Radiant Precious Stone Shining Diamond, Like Smooth Dark Wood our Possession, our Brand New Home, our Feast A Reward Given, an Afterthought Charity, Chaste Homemaker Wealthy Companion, Warm Fire, Compassionate Nurse Say the Prayers with Heavy Stones Divine Woman. Universal Woman. God’s Messenger, Holiness, Living.
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Can we ever come to the marvel terrace to forsee each others beauty Why do you play with such an extension there at the sea where Time dances on a lapse of a warmest heart wish There are little holes written in the sands sublime there Here everywhere Resounding beats follow thoughts and float as reminiscing letters Or other way around among words I'm lost where there aren't any Any 'You' is a Genius for me Yet You, just you, near me for me real enough possible potent actualization Brahma Shiva Shakti Love Dance A burning bush in a desert of dreams Serenity Harmony Wish you can feel free Wish you can be free Wish you can be with me wonder male wander male on whales where one beat meets beats in beating my hands make invisible waves parallaxing through ether To reach eruptions the Sun of Time Moon ebbs in my mind i'm swirling away landing on a mystic meadow of your poetic Beauty Your- Self Reinforced, thrown deep into an ever-last toe rings on an Elephants translucent magic foam of mystery memories always fresh in a Divine Cauldron of this unthinkable Cosmic Conundrum Calm creatures Lovely woods melting rising poe is dead percussion of our ohm a constant pace slow tender Time 4 Love
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Feb 9, 2015
Feb 9, 2015 at 1:02 PM UTC
This Poem Goes To The Beat I Love
I speak your name I touch you from the cold you emerge have I known you? has it come to the point where hearts must bleed before they sing? I can not believe that I have loved you for so long and yet not see what went wrong along the way that the door between us just snapped shut have you suffered cruelties that I did not forsee? and with a heavy load that wanted to unburden itself I cried.... long ago and far away I seem to recall you cradled me in your arms the feeling stuck to always haunt my mind I ache with longing for your touch when was it born this bitterness in our hearts? why have we nursed it deep within only to find shadows climbing on our backs clawing their way into the very essence of our togetherness somehow I believe you must have loved me too but that is gone now and everything is through.....
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Dec 10, 2015
Dec 10, 2015 at 6:35 AM UTC
Disconnection
It fascinates to ponder on what lights a person's spark What invokes an individual To create a work of art Would a sunrise inspire poetic masterpiece Or a mere brain **** Would the changing seasons Bring writers blocks and wrongs Or the falling leaf in the equinox Make you wanna write songs? To some a leaping cute spring lamb Might give poetic joy in its wake For others they forsee its beauty On a top notch dining plate!
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Sep 23, 2014
Sep 23, 2014 at 8:39 PM UTC
Creative muses ( for Joe Cole's challenge)
Am I in Love? At night, laying sleepless, I bemoan the treacheries of life with my love and appreciation.... And though, in my dark, and cavernous foundations; Roar the pillars of stone, and shake them. Waked, by curiosity, and interest, I stare intently at you, and though I cannot see, You are there. Tangible, by my creativity, and invisible, by my negativity. And through the secret game that to many, has forbidden name we speak. Fear, and pride, my greatest hatreds, now run through me, though the game of Predator, and Prey. I am the prey, of myself, in the black vapors of my confusion, you two rought me with confusion elaborate, and woe, despicable. My thoughts now strand off into many divisions, all joining together, to reveal my fear, of disappointing you. The thing we connect through bings, and so we remain in contact, it seems. But ever, we thought beautiful I am marred, and proved untruthful. You do not deserve me, but somehow in this void-feeling heart of mine, I sense you care. I care. Am i in love? My Mind craves you, and I put much emphasis on that, for that, might, just might, be my undoing. Should I look to the East, to find you, riding, in shining, and metallic armor, And see only dust clouds roam aimlessly from North to South. But I hear banners, in the West, all risen high, as high hopes, and high spirits, to guide them. This, is what I've waited for, for years, as do we all. But my misinterpretations, now lead the banners, with silver swords, bearing the name of hate. with this, I deserve only to lay my head down, lamely, for you to hew it from me, and call it, Victory. This, I forsee, this unsensible and crazed sight, that passes through me, and guides me to all darker paths of light. So that I may be dimmed, and in a cycle refrained, I should, as a doomsayer, say my doom, and I, as a fool, should subconciously make that true. This is what I see. I fear, for you, and fear, for me. I burden all, though a child and my will is heavy, upon you, and wild, is my desires and should you penetrate my curtains, you should see, the cold bitterness, of my truth. But all the while, mind and soul crave you, and body revives, slowly, but surely. I sense love, and my stomach churns, knowing I shall hang my head in Guilt. Am I In Love?
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Jul 10, 2010
Jul 10, 2010 at 3:26 PM UTC
Am I In Love?
Am I in Love? At night, laying sleepless, I bemoan the treacheries of life with my love and appreciation.... And though, in my dark, and cavernous foundations; Roar the pillars of stone, and shake them. Waked, by curiosity, and interest, I stare intently at you, and though I cannot see, You are there. Tangible, by my creativity, and invisible, by my negativity. And through the secret game that to many, has forbidden name we speak. Fear, and pride, my greatest hatreds, now run through me, though the game of Predator, and Prey. I am the prey, of myself, in the black vapors of my confusion, you two rought me with confusion elaborate, and woe, despicable. My thoughts now strand off into many divisions, all joining together, to reveal my fear, of disappointing you. The thing we connect through bings, and so we remain in contact, it seems. But ever, we thought beautiful I am marred, and proved untruthful. You do not deserve me, but somehow in this void-feeling heart of mine, I sense you care. I care. Am i in love? My Mind craves you, and I put much emphasis on that, for that, might, just might, be my undoing. Should I look to the East, to find you, riding, in shining, and metallic armor, And see only dust clouds roam aimlessly from North to South. But I hear banners, in the West, all risen high, as high hopes, and high spirits, to guide them. This, is what I've waited for, for years, as do we all. But my misinterpretations, now lead the banners, with silver swords, bearing the name of hate. with this, I deserve only to lay my head down, lamely, for you to hew it from me, and call it, Victory. This, I forsee, this unsensible and crazed sight, that passes through me, and guides me to all darker paths of light. So that I may be dimmed, and in a cycle refrained, I should, as a doomsayer, say my doom, and I, as a fool, should subconciously make that true. This is what I see. I fear, for you, and fear, for me. I burden all, though a child and my will is heavy, upon you, and wild, is my desires and should you penetrate my curtains, you should see, the cold bitterness, of my truth. But all the while, mind and soul crave you, and body revives, slowly, but surely. I sense love, and my stomach churns, knowing I shall hang my head in Guilt. Am I In Love?
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Married a delectable rose couldn’t forsee the woes her actions would compose A flirtatious flower men with kisses shower her mysterious power She spread her petals far and wide his beautiful bride no longer a source of pride a lingering scent he now repents the passion he spent His rose had thorns his feelings scorned her loss he mourns
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Jun 17, 2013
Jun 17, 2013 at 1:20 PM UTC
Lingering Scent
import: the northern tongue bespoke of the didgeridoo with the larynx as akin. północ ze mną... reszta gnije! a ja w twym oku jak dziób kruka wydłubie prawde raz - kraka - raz jeszcze na pokaz chociaż raz! bo ze mnie nie kura... jeno kruk! czemu? bo ty swym tłumaczeniem grzechu równasz gniew naprzeciw: w okolicy reprodukcji z tłumaczeniem orgnanizacji społeczenstwa jako wedle znaku (=) ktory też jest równaniem jako krzyż... a wiec jest naprawde wiarygodne to aby kontynuować wybaczanie niby grzechów i tak naprawde praw w rubryce niespełnionych pierw zamiarów? why then peer into the past without imagination, and try to peer within the present with memory, surely the present will not conjure any memory had the opaque past any imagination, i’d swear the burnish bush be nothing more than what could be imagined, not excess of skin on my phallus as the shaft known as the female circumcised bit... but i guess truth sidewinds while lies have the fortune of walking a straight path into nowhere... if there is imagination in the past i find it hard to conceive phonetic images, i.e. letters being allowed in there, and if future forsee such circumstance i find it hard to let the future project images as recognisable without a - z being recognisable first... in order that they might be used... in order that they might be used for ignorance’s sake if only that... man remembers skeletons easier in terms of usage rather than fully embodied canves of a van gogh to say **** all... as most men do, dating their mistresses for the first time in art galleries; the fault of the past is that in terms of imagination it cannot be re-imagined... but the future can be twice remembered... given holocaust deniers... simple... it can be simply denied because what imagination would have conjured reality conjured too much iron acidity of what went on; please be intelligent when you read this, i don’t have many readers and it’s already insulting to ask my readers for intelligence; sorry.
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Dec 9, 2015
Dec 9, 2015 at 9:08 PM UTC
the didgeridoo of the northern larynx
import: the northern tongue bespoke of the didgeridoo with the larynx as akin. północ ze mną... reszta gnije! a ja w twym oku jak dziób kruka wydłubie prawde raz - kraka - raz jeszcze na pokaz chociaż raz! bo ze mnie nie kura... jeno kruk! czemu? bo ty swym tłumaczeniem grzechu równasz gniew naprzeciw: w okolicy reprodukcji z tłumaczeniem orgnanizacji społeczenstwa jako wedle znaku (=) ktory też jest równaniem jako krzyż... a wiec jest naprawde wiarygodne to aby kontynuować wybaczanie niby grzechów i tak naprawde praw w rubryce niespełnionych pierw zamiarów? why then peer into the past without imagination, and try to peer within the present with memory, surely the present will not conjure any memory had the opaque past any imagination, i’d swear the burnish bush be nothing more than what could be imagined, not excess of skin on my phallus as the shaft known as the female circumcised bit... but i guess truth sidewinds while lies have the fortune of walking a straight path into nowhere... if there is imagination in the past i find it hard to conceive phonetic images, i.e. letters being allowed in there, and if future forsee such circumstance i find it hard to let the future project images as recognisable without a - z being recognisable first... in order that they might be used... in order that they might be used for ignorance’s sake if only that... man remembers skeletons easier in terms of usage rather than fully embodied canves of a van gogh to say **** all... as most men do, dating their mistresses for the first time in art galleries; the fault of the past is that in terms of imagination it cannot be re-imagined... but the future can be twice remembered... given holocaust deniers... simple... it can be simply denied because what imagination would have conjured reality conjured too much iron acidity of what went on; please be intelligent when you read this, i don’t have many readers and it’s already insulting to ask my readers for intelligence; sorry.
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I’m sliding down the ladder of life Doing the Jacob thing in reverse. Most of the people I meet now Are either medical doctors or a nurse. I’m in that phase where my hearing Is about as good as my vision. I don’t walk all that well at all Due to my aging condition. That’s the way things sometimes go You might be clueless or you might know. There may be signs so you can guess Or you may find yourself a total mess. Looking back over who I have been, Like most of the young, I didn’t forsee Or take much to heart the chances That things like this would happen to me. I thought myself invulnerable and Incapable of ever growing old Callously heeding no elders’s words I simply refused to be told. I thought the warnings I heard Were from some clueless wags And burned candles at both ends Until the wick began to sag. Now the creamy sooth skin, Or what version I once ever had, Begins to betray with brown spots, And I admit it once made me mad. But I have managed to accept Many of the shortcomings of tomorrow. It’s the loss of mobility I dislike; That delivers me so much sorrow.
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Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 6:01 PM UTC
DORIAN (TATTLETALE) GRAY
Days flash past my shadow Unable to distinguish your face. Missing someone is overestimated An individual can't be missed But how you felt in his presence Will subsist. Love conquers as endless matter Thus exposing your heart is key, For a new world to perceive. An unknown yet familiar ardor rushes through my veins, I thence forsee you're present but somehow Gone away. Humankind around neglected you Trust is reasonably locked into your gut Disowning is no option, Neither patronizing you; Been there myself. Dark nights Dark thoughts; Disoriented your head, But reincarneted who you are today. Don't contemplate there is no better. Stand high on your feet, Drown yourself on memories That once made you Complete. Perhaps I'll never be your future, Perhaps my existence to you is nonsense. Straightforwardly; Merely knowing you're no longer lost, Will be my cue for moving on.
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Sep 14, 2016
Sep 14, 2016 at 11:38 PM UTC
For Him (1/4)
Tonight the very notion that steals my mental devotion, is that chance play a motion in that commotion concerning whether one receives a demotion or a promotion To be lucky or unlucky! It must feel a little yucky, perhaps a bit sucky, that your ability to forsee outcomes is a tad mucky You might play your hand and find your decision be grand, or life may demand that you be reprimand, where things may not go as planned as you receive a backhand Hell you may just strike gold, where you luck begins to unfold, where your wealth was withhold, it may just so happen you behold your gold increase eightfold! People like to be upset due to all the others they've met who don't seem to sweat and carry no debt, people who fret thinking they deserve a corvette or a big shiny jet that they'll get when they win the grand luck roulette. Still I think that it shows that even if life blows, when the sky fills with crows and your luck seems to have froze, luck is just a fact of life that nobody knows With the good comes the bad, with the happy the sad, with the boring the rad, that luck is quite a fad Just know that whether you're hung out to dry or live in Versailles, whether you hit the bulls-eye or things go awry, have everything money can buy or just barely scrape by, you just can't deny your life is at the mercy of life's invisible die
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May 4, 2016
May 4, 2016 at 12:45 AM UTC
Luck
I know how painful it is to not know if the one you care for would ever return I promised these words I thought I could keep and sealed each with a future we both thought we could forsee I shed tears and you offered your shoulder despite the distance that laid in between Every breath was beautiful, every emotion was genuine and never a disarray of words Every night was an ending and every wake of mornings had their beginnings, we both knew we would be present in each one of them At least that's what I thought We are a mess, shambles of living flesh yet you and I served as each other's comfort for times of distress Sometimes words need not be said for all you had to do was to pick me up with your heavy hands and envelop me in your arms, you were my blanket But I was a deluge of restraint who chose to have her mouth sewn by demons which tempt me to repress You welcomed me into your mind of aesthetically aligned scenarios and tragic memories I was stepping into your life and you showered me with gifts of assurance, and it was terrifying I didn't know how to respond to these reciprocating feelings But I knew that I loved every minute of it Days that were born grew older and faster than we're told and I was a helpless victim and witness to the hours of conversations that developed into tedious virtual words I plead guilty for keeping my silence as I watched you mouth out poetry and wisdom It was burdening to keep coming back so I left you waiting for uncertainty You are the soldier at war and I am the wife that grew tired and deprived I am the selfish individual that seeks for a refreshing start while you try to win me battles I choose to fight on my own I was blinded and kept wanting for more but what you gave me surpassed the limits of overflowing I am the fool, not you and each night the demons mock me names on top of one another They have been growing ever since I departed from your mending surfaces I tried to keep my distance, but it didn't work I had already stitched up my hands with yours, and I tore away our body parts the day I didn't say goodbye I spit out crimson and inhale regret, every day and night And I know it would be easier to move on if you found out I was dead instead of accepting the reality to which I promised But my mouth turned out to be a liar so I closed my heart and left And I am profoundly sorry for saying those three words, but know that I meant what I said n.j.
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Oct 9, 2015
Oct 9, 2015 at 8:12 AM UTC
To The One I Said I Would Never Leave
I know how painful it is to not know if the one you care for would ever return I promised these words I thought I could keep and sealed each with a future we both thought we could forsee I shed tears and you offered your shoulder despite the distance that laid in between Every breath was beautiful, every emotion was genuine and never a disarray of words Every night was an ending and every wake of mornings had their beginnings, we both knew we would be present in each one of them At least that's what I thought We are a mess, shambles of living flesh yet you and I served as each other's comfort for times of distress Sometimes words need not be said for all you had to do was to pick me up with your heavy hands and envelop me in your arms, you were my blanket But I was a deluge of restraint who chose to have her mouth sewn by demons which tempt me to repress You welcomed me into your mind of aesthetically aligned scenarios and tragic memories I was stepping into your life and you showered me with gifts of assurance, and it was terrifying I didn't know how to respond to these reciprocating feelings But I knew that I loved every minute of it Days that were born grew older and faster than we're told and I was a helpless victim and witness to the hours of conversations that developed into tedious virtual words I plead guilty for keeping my silence as I watched you mouth out poetry and wisdom It was burdening to keep coming back so I left you waiting for uncertainty You are the soldier at war and I am the wife that grew tired and deprived I am the selfish individual that seeks for a refreshing start while you try to win me battles I choose to fight on my own I was blinded and kept wanting for more but what you gave me surpassed the limits of overflowing I am the fool, not you and each night the demons mock me names on top of one another They have been growing ever since I departed from your mending surfaces I tried to keep my distance, but it didn't work I had already stitched up my hands with yours, and I tore away our body parts the day I didn't say goodbye I spit out crimson and inhale regret, every day and night And I know it would be easier to move on if you found out I was dead instead of accepting the reality to which I promised But my mouth turned out to be a liar so I closed my heart and left And I am profoundly sorry for saying those three words, but know that I meant what I said n.j.
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At dinner for two I chose a tasting menu. Chatter was pleasant, Until the sous-vide pheasant. Conversation digressed: My faults were expressed. I did not forsee, A deconstructed m e.
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Mar 29, 2017
Mar 29, 2017 at 7:17 AM UTC
Malign-Dining
She saw me one way Now she sees me in another Because of what I had to say she no longer wants me to bother Mature relationships I hope to have My time I continually bide In the wise words of Corgen Love is Suicide A new chapter in an old story Self-improvement is what I need From the lips of a past evil   Motivation and confidence is the key So here I sit writing about my woes she doesn't want me and that's okay I'll find another friend who has no bo Who actually likes what I have to say I'm not bitter or resentful I only wish I felt worthy It's my fault itz seems I let myself get curvey Eureka, I've found it! the life I must now live one where I learn and be fit. And meet those who do not shiv It needs to be for me. There should be a consensus That the new life I forsee Is not held on the fences It's called self-actualization for a reason A transformation done for me My body's last days are up this season I'll prove my worth and they'll all see
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Jan 22, 2015
Jan 22, 2015 at 3:35 PM UTC
Moment of Discovery
Under the soft white glare of the moon I watched you saunter out of my door, my life to soon The memories of you linger like your cologne That helps mask the feeling of you being gone, me alone I roam the house hearing your laughter I miss our playful banter If only you would have stayed with me that night But only the moon seen that tragic sight The black marks on the road is all that gives a testimony The stars where the only witness to the ceremony Of the Grim Reaper's touch As your spirit he clutched He escorted you away from the pain Your car had skidded and flipped in the rain My life will never again be the same In you I had finally found My bliss I found my missing passion in you kiss I found my joy for life in your arms You chased away my demons with your charms Your laughter repaired my broken heart Your love making was a piece of art Your comforting words in the middle of my despair They where what I inhale They where my air Your heart was what made my blood circulate How, oh how could this be our fate Why did you have to go out that night Why didn't I go with you, because this isn't right I can't live without my missing parts You had my heart You where my soul Why did you have to go Why did you leave without me Surly the fates could forsee I would crumble, shatter, splinter into bits For now all alone in our bed I sit The tears all ran dry I sit here and contemplate why Feeling so **** numb inside Wishing I too would just die How sweet it would be to let out life's last sigh I'll be just like that annoying magpie I will stalk you, till you let my spirit fly Grim Reaper let me clarify I'm slitting my wrist and you know why You know what that implies My spirit you won't be able to deny Let me kiss,my now empty life goodby So I can once again be with my guy In the plain beyond, in the sweet by-and-by
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May 13, 2016
May 13, 2016 at 9:15 PM UTC
Midnight Run
Under the soft white glare of the moon I watched you saunter out of my door, my life to soon The memories of you linger like your cologne That helps mask the feeling of you being gone, me alone I roam the house hearing your laughter I miss our playful banter If only you would have stayed with me that night But only the moon seen that tragic sight The black marks on the road is all that gives a testimony The stars where the only witness to the ceremony Of the Grim Reaper's touch As your spirit he clutched He escorted you away from the pain Your car had skidded and flipped in the rain My life will never again be the same In you I had finally found My bliss I found my missing passion in you kiss I found my joy for life in your arms You chased away my demons with your charms Your laughter repaired my broken heart Your love making was a piece of art Your comforting words in the middle of my despair They where what I inhale They where my air Your heart was what made my blood circulate How, oh how could this be our fate Why did you have to go out that night Why didn't I go with you, because this isn't right I can't live without my missing parts You had my heart You where my soul Why did you have to go Why did you leave without me Surly the fates could forsee I would crumble, shatter, splinter into bits For now all alone in our bed I sit The tears all ran dry I sit here and contemplate why Feeling so **** numb inside Wishing I too would just die How sweet it would be to let out life's last sigh I'll be just like that annoying magpie I will stalk you, till you let my spirit fly Grim Reaper let me clarify I'm slitting my wrist and you know why You know what that implies My spirit you won't be able to deny Let me kiss,my now empty life goodby So I can once again be with my guy In the plain beyond, in the sweet by-and-by
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The pendulum swings Quarter past three Time bites and stings What time will it be? Contorted mechanics pop Broken hands pound The beaten face drop'd Eaten by the devil's hound Cuckoo bird yelps A searing pain Scorching helps The birds consciousness regain Time stands still Psychics can't forsee The lighthouse on a hill Nowhere near a sea Blood drips from the wound gears Silently covering the floor With my absorbed fears Watch it close my door
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Nov 27, 2012
Nov 27, 2012 at 3:41 PM UTC
Twisted Clock
some of us live for our families others live to be above their enemies, freedom means we are kept to make our own decisions the battle to live is still in question, so i ask, what do we live for? Could it be because we'd rather appreciate our god given rights or to try to survive each and everyday and win fights smile while you can, and push through today, and worry about the future later who will come down and take the role as our saviour? the battle to win is still in question, so i ask, what do we live for? Is it the religous beliefs we are taught to abide by or to keep our children giggling so they forget to cry either way, the bliss is found amongst the above situation will we all sustain a level of understanding and compassion is it in belief or kindess, we are all here for each other to eliminate loneliness so the battle to win is still in question, so i ask, what do we live for? It might take a century for us to pick up the sword its not something that needs to be kept on a score board, is it the pain we all surcome to i'm thinking its the mistakes we dont learn from that is true so could it be that we are all modified to lack and forsee or are we stored to never recognize that we need to be i think its us to think and set our minds free so the final war is still in question, so i humbly ask, what do we live for? who and what do we live for? To answer that question, is like looking through an everlasting bottom of a well...
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Apr 23, 2015
Apr 23, 2015 at 8:46 PM UTC
What do we live for?
I feel silly wanting a life with you you're inaccessible at best. I'm always left in your dreams but you don't dream, you rest. "I'm not ready, but I wouldn't turn you away" you're kind and blatant- honest. I don't know how to hear your words but it's true that you never promised. I am shaking and dripping, wondering if I'm always the one broken. Curling into myself for something I could not fathom, nor forsee.
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May 8, 2011
May 8, 2011 at 10:47 PM UTC
You're inaccessible at best.
Bigotry has a smell of death The fuhrer would watch piles on piles of empty flesh In the summer of 1941 On the grounds of Auschwitz, that place weighed heavier than a ton Years after the shoah, would this understanding begin to unfold That nothing stains the soul more indelibly than loathe What do the blind see? Your oratory abhorrence they forsee They see, not your bitter visage But their ears crush under the muscle of your burning rage What do the deaf hear? Even years after the passing of a yesteryear I suppose, they hear words, like skin caressing skin Your tirade tearing their tissues like a throw of javelin Along Its path, since decades, turning into centuries Before times were tamed Even after times were maimed Our tongues have plucked Incessantly The plumage of quarantined birds With stubborn shame And a sequence of demise ensues Their voice also dies, so does their silence Because after all Bigotry has a smell of death
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Mar 22, 2021
Mar 22, 2021 at 10:00 AM UTC
Pentimento