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"fatherly" poems
Step one, the first steps... So Joyful was I of every single stride, Impossible for me to hold back my teary eyed fatherly pride... Not much more through the years could I have said with genuine adulation, At times though a fathers words unspoken, will express volumes about his deepest hearts jubilation... A balance of tenderness tempered with sympathy, things that have to take first place. Discipline... must come in a way that will heal without any harmful trace. To be a father is sincerely like nothing else, To actually understand what our heavenly father feels and makes his heart melt... Fatherhood, Fatherhood to me please be kind, I beg you make the memories of my child's heart always desire to rewind... J.I.F. 1 Corinthians 13:8a 8 Love never fails.
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Jun 20, 2018
Jun 20, 2018 at 6:18 PM UTC
FATHERHOOD
Inches below the surface, I can feel the sun just ahead, threating my lost consciousness and tearing my body apart. The incandescent light pierces the ground, the mountains scream fire upon the sky, crackles in the ground appear beneath my feet. What a pitiful anxiety made of sand! My body stretches, incoming dehydration, thirst and isolation; motherly desert, fatherly wastelands... Let me burn down to ashes and blow me to the wind. Make me feel uncomfortable and let me disappear in peace. I can feel the drought claiming my pain, gathering the dust that used to be my skin and remain in solitude, just like a snail then I find myself stuck in the nonchalant rage of the day. There is nothing alive, there is just an infinite ruin of land, dead soil and dying lives turn into stone by act of time.
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Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 3:08 PM UTC
The Drought
A fueling, flashing fulgent, furnace, fulgurous, frothy, fumes and feathery flakes, I do not speak of waves of snow, hoary frost, or ice, a cold gelare or even frozen lakes! Formidable, furrows, fructifying, functioning fruition to foremost fondly found a flaming, I revel not in such destruction but choices for my naming! For flowers flow fields forever, forswearing funneling fjords finitely, fire fray’s forests furthermost, Instructing in the arts of language, for I am your gracious host! Fakir formulates factious forms fading flummoxed into fury, a fugacious fusible and furtive fleeting feigning furiosity, A deep ditch dug, tight as pug, wrapped blanket snub though not a flub, all perspicacity! Finds frosty frore a frozen freezing faction for fusty flaming feasance, Fomorian fantasy of formidable faggoting, facient up to fancying, fancying, furnaced flesh fluidity finds itself factitivity, facets for fabulists from the faint familiarity, Relating cold to heat as such, requires but a human touch, apologize I do you see for all my clueless severity! Fans of all the falconry, who fallow fields of family, falter for a fallacy, falling into infamy as forgone flame frontogenesis, fatigues a Faustian felony, for which fate finds is fastigiated foolery, febrile features featly and yet furiously, favonian fear of fellowship fiendishly, figures foal to fatherly, finally fiddle flinchingly, although not so too furtively; I finagle in my filigree!
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Jun 20, 2016
Jun 20, 2016 at 1:13 PM UTC
Wauhermes in Toto
I fathom fatherhood His invincible feats When that magnanimous shadow danced Bowing his head lowly And my cryptic looks Staring that pugnacious shadow To what he's been unearthing for A little later in the twilight of dusk My drooling curiosity burnt in persistence As I observed a twinkling toddler Following the lead of his father With merry- go rounds and exciting swings As docile as a lamb He embraced his daddy Cause that was his world's best swing And then blew his index finger in air Spinning around everywhere The father introduced the whole world Without shutting him up The next half hour passed away And there temple bells rang And wind blew Everything became grave A reverberation echoed Together with temple bells Rung the devotional clap Of a son And his father... Worshipping.. Never ever can I fathom The unconditional fatherly love..
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May 18, 2018
May 18, 2018 at 11:50 AM UTC
I fathom fatherhood..
Meditations and French Fries I sit watching you nibble on some Mickey D's fries, And taking sips of your milkshake, Your two hands grasping the cup as if to make sure Nobody could take it while kicking your feet, That barely touch the floor, and humming. This makes me love you more than I already do. Your eyes move up and stare at me and I look at you, Searchingly, but you cross them, Making those crazy eyes that make me smile And then you let your lips curl into a smile matching mine And show the small fragments of your teeth and you are beautiful. You are so content with sitting here, with oily salty potato slivers, With impersonations of milkshakes, and more importantly with me. I love you, and your tiny teeth, your short legs, your belly. Everyone says you resemble me, all your ticks, your mood swings Your ****** expressions, your desire to learn, your sweet tooth. You are a copy of me, a miniature me, but you are not really me. You are my brother, my blood but not my copy. I see the differences between us, the different upbringing, you know what A childhood means, you know fatherly love, and for this I am thankful,. I wish you more than me, more knowledge, love, confidence than me. I wish Mickey D's is better too, and that the economy doesn't go bust And that you could afford some fries and a milkshake for less than 10 bucks.
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Oct 9, 2011
Oct 9, 2011 at 1:34 PM UTC
Meditations and French Fries
My dad was the greatest of men I wish I would of gotten more time with him Time has sure done it's shading I hate to say his face is fading His voice has long ago slipped from my memory The sadness of that is sheer agony I miss you as much today As that sorrowful day you where taken away You left this world way to soon I still remeber that hospital waiting room I was to late, death had already greeted you I was only fourteen I didn't know what to do I stood there crying in my sisters arms I knew I would forever miss your fatherly charms As I stood beside your open coffin Tears spilling onto my dress, I felt like an orphan Knowing I would never again see you smiling face Your death was so hard to embrace It was a gray rainy day you where placed in the ground Setting under the cemetery tent no comfort to be found Thinking even the angels on high Could do no more than cry You had been my hero, I was a daddy's girl And my life from this point would do nothing but unfurl I was, and still am so lost without your presence I missed you at so many of my lifes great events At all of my children's births I thought of you first And how you would of beamed with pride At the thought I just cried But as my memory, with time harshly shades My love for you will never fade I carry you forever in my heart Like I was in yours from the start
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Jan 30, 2016
Jan 30, 2016 at 9:28 PM UTC
The Greatest Man I Ever Knew
She raised me to be God fearing And taught me right from wrong Where have our lives gone wrong After all the tender rearing Now she needs my fatherly care To cook for her and pay the bills My giving is plain with no frills It's hard for me to truly be there She prays to her God in Heaven above I work quietly with nothing to say Unsure if she loves me to this day She failed to teach me to say one word, "love"
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Jan 25, 2014
Jan 25, 2014 at 9:38 PM UTC
Housekeeping
It’s so late I could cut my lights and drive the next fifty miles of empty interstate by starlight, flying along in a dream, countryside alive with shapes and shadows, but exit ramps lined with eighteen wheelers and truckers sleeping in their cabs make me consider pulling into a rest stop and closing my eyes. I’ve done it before, parking next to a family sleeping in a Chevy, mom and dad up front, three kids in the back, the windows slightly misted by the sleepers’ breath. But instead of resting, I’d smoke a cigarette, play the radio low, and keep watch over the wayfarers in the car next to me, a strange paternal concern and compassion for their well being rising up inside me. This was before I had children of my own, and had felt the sharp edge of love and anxiety whenever I tiptoed into darkened rooms of sleep to study the peaceful faces of my beloved darlings. Now, the fatherly feelings are so strong the snoring truckers are lucky I’m not standing on the running board, tapping on the window, asking, Is everything okay? But it is. Everything’s fine. The trucks are all together, sleeping on the gravel shoulders of exit ramps, and the crowded rest stop I’m driving by is a perfect oasis in the moonlight. The way I see it, I’ve got a second wind and on the radio an all-night country station. Nothing for me to do on this road but drive and give thanks: I’ll be home by dawn.
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Rest Stop
Insects layered lilac pedals upon her skin As if she was a nexus of nectar As if her body were the chalice of youth And all that dripped from her, made her a fountain That flooded the halls of fatherly time Leaving her ignorant of seconds, minutes, hours So why do the insects dress her like the flowers? Because to the ideal of a perfect plant, she is treason For she never decays in any season
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Sep 9, 2018
Sep 9, 2018 at 10:31 AM UTC
When Vision Vaults Pass Understanding
My Grandpa might not be a super hero, but he's my hero. He's a soldier who's had to conquer many battles He's a fighter and someone who loves with all of his heart. He's the "claw", and a best bud Someone who may not function like everybody else but is able to bluntly tell it like it is. I wanted him to be the one who walked me down the aisle on my big day. God has made other arrangements for him. It's hard loosing someone who's your fatherly figure, who stepped up when no one else would I sit alone crying, thinking, hoping, praying. My heart is so heavy and I don't know what to do or who to turn to. I was 10 at my last funeral. I'm now 21, I'm scared to face death, have it look me in the eyes like everything will be okay. To sit in a crowd of black; I'm not ready for those things. He's my best bud, my claw, the one who tells me he wants to see me graduate. My motivation for success. I'm crying now, and I just need saved. Please save me, hold me tight, tell me it's okay. I really wish God would let him stay.
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Nov 14, 2015
Nov 14, 2015 at 6:57 PM UTC
Best buds
I SIT HERE DRENCHED IN THE BLOOD OF ONE OF THE NATIVES. WE CAPTURED THE LAND AND HIS MIND WITH OUR ALTERED EDUCATION, IT WORKED LIKE AN ANAESTHETIC, OR BETTER, A SEDATIVE. HE PONDERED ON WHETHER OR NOT HE IS HUMAN WHILE WE BEGAN PLOUGHING HIS SOIL. HE AWOKE FROM HIS DAYDREAM, TO OUR AMAZEMENT, WE THOUGHT WE HAD HIM FOILED. HE RALLIED HIS MEN, THEY DID NOT HESITATE. I WILL GIVE IT TO THEM, THEY ARE ARMOURED WITH THE BRAVERY AND THE STRENGTH OF A THOUSAND APES. BUT IT WAS TOO LATE, WE SLAUGHTERED THEM FROM A DISTANCE, AND TOOK CONTROL OF THEIR CHILDREN, WIVES AND MAIDS. SPEAKING OF CHILDREN, HOW GOES OUR SWEET DAUGHTER ROSE? I MISS HER DEARLY AND I LOOK FORWARD TO EMBRACING HER WITH FATHERLY LOVE WHEN THIS WAR COMES TO A CLOSE. UNTIL WE MEET, __________ - t.m
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May 28, 2018
May 28, 2018 at 2:23 PM UTC
MY DEARLY BELOVED,
~for my father~ I. My neighbor Dave had a hose in his hand, standard garden, green, almost like a movie. His driveway was bright black the white rocks of our backyard meant something, standing so close. Always moving so fast toward another direction. The memory of the flowers at sunset, when I learned what the word “bloom” meant. It wasn’t real. We used the hose to freeze water over the rocks in the winter. This was our sliding, our skitting into older. That Christmas all I wanted was a bicycle. The house gave up no secrets. Closer and closer to Christmas, I found so many presents. I never found the bicycle. This was how to measure love I went to bed so angry that year, lost in thoughts of running to a world of backyard ice and bicycles. In the morning when I saw it, they confessed Dave’s involvement He had hidden the bicycle. Dave’s smile became something else after that. I learned to ride slowly, tumbled down a hill in blood and tears. My father carried me home and our bikes. I’ve never known how he did it. II. Years later and later still. I don’t know what happened to that bicycle. It was black fading easily. Even though I likely lost it in the first eviction, or maybe the second, the third. I don’t think I left it after the fire. Maybe I still dream of it. Later still. I stopped speaking to my father. It was both our faults. We both blamed someone else for three years. When I saw him again he was fatherly. Unusual. He wanted to make sure I was okay. He wanted to make sure I had everything I needed. I told him I needed food and a bicycle. We went out to get these together. He smiled. In the dreams, People come with whips in pickup trucks. They carry My childhood away like a so-frightened horse. In the dreams, this time, the bicycle was red. I don’t think of him when I ride it. I hardly think of him. This is how you measure love. Those were the dreams where we ride off childhood friends and I. We ride off to where it is red, blooming red.
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Oct 5, 2010
Oct 5, 2010 at 1:03 AM UTC
A Love Story in Two Bicycles
~for my father~ I. My neighbor Dave had a hose in his hand, standard garden, green, almost like a movie. His driveway was bright black the white rocks of our backyard meant something, standing so close. Always moving so fast toward another direction. The memory of the flowers at sunset, when I learned what the word “bloom” meant. It wasn’t real. We used the hose to freeze water over the rocks in the winter. This was our sliding, our skitting into older. That Christmas all I wanted was a bicycle. The house gave up no secrets. Closer and closer to Christmas, I found so many presents. I never found the bicycle. This was how to measure love I went to bed so angry that year, lost in thoughts of running to a world of backyard ice and bicycles. In the morning when I saw it, they confessed Dave’s involvement He had hidden the bicycle. Dave’s smile became something else after that. I learned to ride slowly, tumbled down a hill in blood and tears. My father carried me home and our bikes. I’ve never known how he did it. II. Years later and later still. I don’t know what happened to that bicycle. It was black fading easily. Even though I likely lost it in the first eviction, or maybe the second, the third. I don’t think I left it after the fire. Maybe I still dream of it. Later still. I stopped speaking to my father. It was both our faults. We both blamed someone else for three years. When I saw him again he was fatherly. Unusual. He wanted to make sure I was okay. He wanted to make sure I had everything I needed. I told him I needed food and a bicycle. We went out to get these together. He smiled. In the dreams, People come with whips in pickup trucks. They carry My childhood away like a so-frightened horse. In the dreams, this time, the bicycle was red. I don’t think of him when I ride it. I hardly think of him. This is how you measure love. Those were the dreams where we ride off childhood friends and I. We ride off to where it is red, blooming red.
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He looked in all His wisdom from the throne Down on that humble boy who kept the sheep, And sent a dove; the dove returned alone: Youth liked the music, but soon fell asleep. But He had planned such future for the youth: Surely, His duty now was to compel. For later he would come to love the truth, And own his gratitude. His eagle fell. It did not work. His conversation bored The boy who yawned and whistled and made faces, And wriggled free from fatherly embraces; But with the eagle he was always willing To go where it suggested, and adored And learnt from it so many ways of killing.
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Ganymede
He was renowned for his humility even to his friends, he was fatherly, he walked through life limping, and yet in some way, his limp was triumph. he had been told he would never walk again from his early 20s he walked until the day he died what felt late in his 60s he never abandoned those he loved a father like no other even when he was unsure if he was enough he boxed my ears occasionally sometimes he chewed me out for doing foolish things but never did i think he did not love me he told me almost every day until my teens and then his voice got quiet, and i saw him less often but he didn't have to say it by then i understood his was a love that -though a bit tough a bit rough around the edges stood. would always stand perhaps a bit broken but always, always there. Daddy, without you i would not be me.
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Mar 4, 2014
Mar 4, 2014 at 11:04 AM UTC
without you, i would not be me
I toiled then in Babylon with a suit and black tie on I forgot who it was that I called on JAH the one true lord of love Sits on HIS throne high up above HE sent to me a holy dove in its talons Kush I had not smoked since that night The sight of it gave me a fright but from the sky, a holy light! A fatherly voice came down from a cloud "Son this kush is hella loud Smoke it well, and make me proud!" so I packed a bowl and smoked The power of kush, it lifted me This powerful plant HE gifted me It mended that old rift in me and I once again, was reggae.
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Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 11:00 PM UTC
Reggae Revival pt2
It happened early one morning. It happened like it always does, times 3. Strapped, armed, holding hands what every loving mother shouldn't do. Word of it traveled like the winter flu, by noon everybody had heard of maniacal faithers who took home her children lighting up fireworks. The sun blazed dazedly evaporating 3 crosses, not quite melting the ice. Until it reached my porch step, it were but distant voices. now it's here and real. like it always is of course but now it's closer than ever bursting at my door. Sliced up like a juicy tomato his screams are muffled by a screen screening bright information into the heads of mouths who offer surreal commentary disguised as jokes. We're terrified. We're hypochondriacs fearing contamination of a rampant plague. A plague we've never seen before. Our ****** eyes. So many have already been ***** by fate. Faith in fatherly beards granting wishes to obedient children who go tarnishing other fathers' gardens. What an absurd world where IS is ice that cannot melt. What an absurd world where children weep at mothers' debt. What an absurd world where faithful supremity reigns unchecked.
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May 27, 2018
May 27, 2018 at 10:07 AM UTC
Surabaya
Leaving home is quite difficult You're going to see But I don't mean for you No, this is all about me I'm your father, your daddy I raised you from nothing And now somehow you think You don't need me or something? Who might you think that you are, young lady To go and be "Miss Independent" already? Leaving my protection Thinking you know best I guess my fatherly advice You just couldn't need less Well, don't think you'll get off that easy, my lady You can run but not hide From your daddy's words And just maybe they'll come back to haunt you Or at least make you smile Especially when you realize I was right by a mile Not bragging, just saying That will happen a lot Because your daddy knows best At least, more often than not So when you get in a pinch Chances are, I've covered it And my words will come back to you Quite clearly, I'm sure of it But on the outside chance There's something you lack If some piece of advice Happened to fall through the cracks You'll be comforted to know That I will stay close in touch For your sake, of course Because you need me so much Don't think that you don't O you know that it's true You'll miss my advice But I suppose I will, too My advice, after all Was just to hear myself talking At least that's what you thought All these years Now stop mocking And rolling your eyes When I tell you sincerely To stay out of dark allies And carry pepper spray Not merely to make me feel better Because this is not about me There's a reason I give such good advice And for free I confess to only the highest of motives I love you, my daughter So I just can't help it
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Oct 24, 2014
Oct 24, 2014 at 4:20 AM UTC
Fatherly advice
Leaving home is quite difficult You're going to see But I don't mean for you No, this is all about me I'm your father, your daddy I raised you from nothing And now somehow you think You don't need me or something? Who might you think that you are, young lady To go and be "Miss Independent" already? Leaving my protection Thinking you know best I guess my fatherly advice You just couldn't need less Well, don't think you'll get off that easy, my lady You can run but not hide From your daddy's words And just maybe they'll come back to haunt you Or at least make you smile Especially when you realize I was right by a mile Not bragging, just saying That will happen a lot Because your daddy knows best At least, more often than not So when you get in a pinch Chances are, I've covered it And my words will come back to you Quite clearly, I'm sure of it But on the outside chance There's something you lack If some piece of advice Happened to fall through the cracks You'll be comforted to know That I will stay close in touch For your sake, of course Because you need me so much Don't think that you don't O you know that it's true You'll miss my advice But I suppose I will, too My advice, after all Was just to hear myself talking At least that's what you thought All these years Now stop mocking And rolling your eyes When I tell you sincerely To stay out of dark allies And carry pepper spray Not merely to make me feel better Because this is not about me There's a reason I give such good advice And for free I confess to only the highest of motives I love you, my daughter So I just can't help it
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Dear daddy, you said not to give away my whole heart. But it's a little too late, I loved him right from the start, from that very first date. I know you're worried about your baby girl. And you think I'm too good for every boy in this world. He'll never be good enough in your fatherly eyes, even if he's just shy of perfect, in mine. No matter who comes along, I know you loved me first. Yeah daddy don't worry, I'll always be your little girl. You say when you held me in the hospital you cried "She's so beautiful!" And from that first moment, we've been inseparable. Dad. You've been here to hold me through the good and bad. When mother made cry, you dried my tears. When I got scared of the dark, you calmed my fears. You said I was the Wingnut that held your life together. I don't think I could've asked for a much better father. To teach me about the world. No matter who comes along, I know you loved me first. Yeah, I'm still your little girl. No boy will ever change that- yeah he'd fail if he tried. You've been the one who's always here by my side. When one day he comes to the front porch to you and mom. I hope you remember what I said in this very song. When he asks for my hand, you tell him yes but to remember he's not the first man, to've lived, to love me. You were first yeah weren't you daddy? Tell him that even though he's come along to take your baby girl, no matter what happens, you can still say you loved me first. See I gave away all of my heart. There's a place for him, for mom and my brother, and especially for you, the first man to ever hold me in his arms. So don't worry, cuz dad he makes me happy, he swore he'll never hurt me- and I believe him completely. He's not come to take me away, he's come to join me from this to the end of my days. And when I inevitably come home I'll still say "I've found the love of my life and he's lovely, but I know you loved me first. Yeah daddy don't worry, I'll always be Your Little Girl."
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Jun 29, 2014
Jun 29, 2014 at 8:06 PM UTC
Your Little Girl
Dear daddy, you said not to give away my whole heart. But it's a little too late, I loved him right from the start, from that very first date. I know you're worried about your baby girl. And you think I'm too good for every boy in this world. He'll never be good enough in your fatherly eyes, even if he's just shy of perfect, in mine. No matter who comes along, I know you loved me first. Yeah daddy don't worry, I'll always be your little girl. You say when you held me in the hospital you cried "She's so beautiful!" And from that first moment, we've been inseparable. Dad. You've been here to hold me through the good and bad. When mother made cry, you dried my tears. When I got scared of the dark, you calmed my fears. You said I was the Wingnut that held your life together. I don't think I could've asked for a much better father. To teach me about the world. No matter who comes along, I know you loved me first. Yeah, I'm still your little girl. No boy will ever change that- yeah he'd fail if he tried. You've been the one who's always here by my side. When one day he comes to the front porch to you and mom. I hope you remember what I said in this very song. When he asks for my hand, you tell him yes but to remember he's not the first man, to've lived, to love me. You were first yeah weren't you daddy? Tell him that even though he's come along to take your baby girl, no matter what happens, you can still say you loved me first. See I gave away all of my heart. There's a place for him, for mom and my brother, and especially for you, the first man to ever hold me in his arms. So don't worry, cuz dad he makes me happy, he swore he'll never hurt me- and I believe him completely. He's not come to take me away, he's come to join me from this to the end of my days. And when I inevitably come home I'll still say "I've found the love of my life and he's lovely, but I know you loved me first. Yeah daddy don't worry, I'll always be Your Little Girl."
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silence sweet silence like none other despite the library door slamming everytime someone leaves or arrives it seems to slam louder when they leave i am not perturbed or distracted, nor am i expecting not to be here, alone, surrounded by books, i just am lamenting this place not being as busy as it should be who’s fault is that? celebrating this place not being as busy as it should be guilty as charged all these faces i see it’s like a small town here sometimes abandoned sometimes inhabited once again, i don’t care how can i? my head, full of Aurelius and Bukowski doesn’t have space to well, deep down, i guess i do care but not as much as i suppose society begs i should how can i? i’m too busy figuring out who i truly am and the books help, Bukowski was correct, these philosophers are like brothers to me and i speculate my deep “connection” to them to men whom i never met yet felt more fatherly care from than my own maybe that’s the root sometimes, all this reading begs the question do i like books more than people? or people more than books? i think i know the answer, eureka! i love books, and individuals alike i don’t like people especially when they group up in congregations and crowds, strangers in a can of sardines with no space to possibly ever care only to survive and barely breathe or to escape such a reality how could i? when they don’t even care for themselves it’s disheartening, really to witness such potential in one soul and watch it ******* melt away around his or her friends around their families’ incessant influence and needs abusing providers consumed by their personal troubles and struggles and vices, infected by the amplification of a hang out girls night boys night the clubs, the bars the gossips of nonsense and **** that simply isn’t their business sewage their obvious and yet radiantly painful, like a sunburn that isn’t on you but hurts to look at on someone else, avoidance of themselves begging the following: could these souls spend an hour, alone, with a book and paper and pencil? how could they? they’d like to, i’m sure, but hate themselves just enough to not be able to. -melancholicreator
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Feb 27, 2024
Feb 27, 2024 at 4:30 PM UTC
can of sardines
silence sweet silence like none other despite the library door slamming everytime someone leaves or arrives it seems to slam louder when they leave i am not perturbed or distracted, nor am i expecting not to be here, alone, surrounded by books, i just am lamenting this place not being as busy as it should be who’s fault is that? celebrating this place not being as busy as it should be guilty as charged all these faces i see it’s like a small town here sometimes abandoned sometimes inhabited once again, i don’t care how can i? my head, full of Aurelius and Bukowski doesn’t have space to well, deep down, i guess i do care but not as much as i suppose society begs i should how can i? i’m too busy figuring out who i truly am and the books help, Bukowski was correct, these philosophers are like brothers to me and i speculate my deep “connection” to them to men whom i never met yet felt more fatherly care from than my own maybe that’s the root sometimes, all this reading begs the question do i like books more than people? or people more than books? i think i know the answer, eureka! i love books, and individuals alike i don’t like people especially when they group up in congregations and crowds, strangers in a can of sardines with no space to possibly ever care only to survive and barely breathe or to escape such a reality how could i? when they don’t even care for themselves it’s disheartening, really to witness such potential in one soul and watch it ******* melt away around his or her friends around their families’ incessant influence and needs abusing providers consumed by their personal troubles and struggles and vices, infected by the amplification of a hang out girls night boys night the clubs, the bars the gossips of nonsense and **** that simply isn’t their business sewage their obvious and yet radiantly painful, like a sunburn that isn’t on you but hurts to look at on someone else, avoidance of themselves begging the following: could these souls spend an hour, alone, with a book and paper and pencil? how could they? they’d like to, i’m sure, but hate themselves just enough to not be able to. -melancholicreator
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It was the high water brought her out. Her and half the town, standing, awed by the rush and surge. Though the rain had stopped, the sky was heavy with it Grey on grey on swirling grey, but she - Caught unawares by the moment, she had joined the crowd in a dressing gown the pink of parted lips. A slight figure, bare legs slender to the dark wet ground. She dazzled accidentally, black hair careless over slim shoulders, arms wrapped round herself against the cold A vision of such sudden vulnerability it would lay a strong man low. Across the street I saw an old man gazing, the flood forgotten in the glare of her. Flat cap wax jacket paused mid-step, she with her back to him, oblivious. I averted my eyes, not wishing to know if his thoughts were fatherly or something else. The river rose and gorged itself and there was nothing we could do.
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Jan 2, 2016
Jan 2, 2016 at 10:15 AM UTC
Flood
I want to smother your mother with the hands of her lover, in the time of your conception. I want to feel what it is to be Your fatherly figure Lingering over her body Post ******** dichotomy Carefree
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Feb 23, 2013
Feb 23, 2013 at 9:09 AM UTC
Disgust
'' In Love With The Euphrates''. (Eng.: 'yufreytiiz ", Greek: Ευφράτης) A Love-Eternal, as long as its waters flow, far before the 'Now'. One tiny soul, yearning at the River’s banks, below the palms with their soft, feathery foliage, waving in a languid breeze. Staring at his bright shining surface, the emerald translucency ,here underneath the azure sky and shining golden solar disk. The curves of its lines, made of very fine, soft sparkling sand and swaying reeds ,the alluring splash of its waves. The mighty Euphrates smiles, beckons with the spirit of its life-giving waters: '' Come, ... come to me....'' "ONE CAN NOT BE IN LOVE WITH A RIVER!'' …a furious mass, roars, somewhere out in the gray, remote coldness. But this glowing heart beats every earthly comprehension and that-is-what-common. A body, unclad as when life first began. Sliding into the silky warmth bringing waves of its waters, and floating, blissfully drowning and surrendering to Euphrates' tender caress. Nothing so sincere and pure…. The rapture of this insignificant, transient creature .... The mighty Euphrates beholds, with his empathetic, loving spirit., as with a fatherly smile ... And both enter that fathomless centre far beyond matter, time and the sublunary. Euphrates’ clear blue whisper mingling with the energy of that passionate violet light, which is softly about to explode in radiant scarlet and purple rays of light and energy.
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Jun 14, 2012
Jun 14, 2012 at 3:10 PM UTC
In Love with the Euphrates
Please parent me from 3,000 miles away on your ten minute break text me questions Make small talk Remind me of every little mistake It’s quite endearing. That’s all the time you have for me Unsettling how In those 10 minutes you turn my world upside-down Make me feel like a child again Incapable, helpless, scolded Certain words bolded In your messages filled with regret and hate For four years straight It’s getting pretty old now Your words getting colder now Still don’t know how You get away with it all Make me fall For your fatherly charm It quickly turns into words of knives Just as I disarm And let you back in You break me down again Emails telling me just how horrible I am My friends are left to pick up the pieces Again and again and again Each time I think Maybe he’s changed Maybe it’ll be different Maybe he loves me, misses me Maybe he’s the daddy I used to know The danger of my maybes: They never become his truth As he sweet talks his way back in Then takes a shot in the dark With his military aim and malicious heart “I love you How’s school? Congratulations! I’m so proud!” Then I blink. “Grow up! Stop blaming everyone else I cried because you didn’t call You’re selfish, you’re jealous You don’t know how to love You don’t understand If I didn’t run away from you I would be dead” This pattern is getting old Tiring my heart and soul Building up my wall Blocking people out Because of the way your text SHOUTS I am the target of your regret You are a fine shooter-- Always manage to get A bull’s-eye Straight to my heart, Then the tears start For days on end. I am a crying criminal; A walking zombie in someone else’s life. I believe all that you say You’re my father Shouldn’t you tell me the truth? So I really must be all those things It’s all my fault I’m a bad daughter A selfish person The me that I knew is all lies My own father hates me So everyone else should too
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Oct 25, 2012
Oct 25, 2012 at 1:54 AM UTC
Hate Me
Please parent me from 3,000 miles away on your ten minute break text me questions Make small talk Remind me of every little mistake It’s quite endearing. That’s all the time you have for me Unsettling how In those 10 minutes you turn my world upside-down Make me feel like a child again Incapable, helpless, scolded Certain words bolded In your messages filled with regret and hate For four years straight It’s getting pretty old now Your words getting colder now Still don’t know how You get away with it all Make me fall For your fatherly charm It quickly turns into words of knives Just as I disarm And let you back in You break me down again Emails telling me just how horrible I am My friends are left to pick up the pieces Again and again and again Each time I think Maybe he’s changed Maybe it’ll be different Maybe he loves me, misses me Maybe he’s the daddy I used to know The danger of my maybes: They never become his truth As he sweet talks his way back in Then takes a shot in the dark With his military aim and malicious heart “I love you How’s school? Congratulations! I’m so proud!” Then I blink. “Grow up! Stop blaming everyone else I cried because you didn’t call You’re selfish, you’re jealous You don’t know how to love You don’t understand If I didn’t run away from you I would be dead” This pattern is getting old Tiring my heart and soul Building up my wall Blocking people out Because of the way your text SHOUTS I am the target of your regret You are a fine shooter-- Always manage to get A bull’s-eye Straight to my heart, Then the tears start For days on end. I am a crying criminal; A walking zombie in someone else’s life. I believe all that you say You’re my father Shouldn’t you tell me the truth? So I really must be all those things It’s all my fault I’m a bad daughter A selfish person The me that I knew is all lies My own father hates me So everyone else should too
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An idiot makes the same mistake twice. That "fatherly advice" is trapped within my head, bouncing back and forth, causing a headache, but who's to say that the mistake isn't the cause of pulsating temples and closed eyes. In one ear and out the other, one could hope for. But these days it's in one nostril and down the throat. Down "Shit's Creek" in a soluble boat. But don't call home. The heart left. The telephone has been off the hook-- inanimate objects have it easy.
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Jul 25, 2013
Jul 25, 2013 at 9:00 PM UTC
The Idiot