My thoughts fight to lose the silence
Carrying words to stop per second
Poetry sounds like love
When people are too busy
letting you set free in heart
Perhaps they delay to find their voices
To blossom their inner buds
& having great influences
Cause life isn't a movie theater
To please the audiences!

smile and cry
happiness and sadness
all relates with your thought
It's hard for me
to forget you
sudden looks
warm hands
make beauty
in my heart' garden

This world isn't all a logic
Trust your heart' music
Follow its song to find
What potentially is on your mind

If you were the night,
Than I'd like to find me lost!

with hired wings
hope floats in...

Nothing really special has happened
If you want,it's your turn
Turn yourself on
& let all those tragic voices be gone
I try most of it to have fun
If not,
I'd hollow out within me unless I run!

Success is in my blood!

Success is in my blood
As my efforts arise like a flood!

We need a horizon indeed
To fading,
Even farther, better
Or briefer, easier
Non of my buisness
Christain or black
We came to attract
Exist what on our track
Cuz, there's nothing holdin me back

Hues of pain would exposure;
Due to treating your wounds through Lemon juice
&Blowing a surface of chalkdust on Regrets!

As I surf on some people's ideaologies,
I notice that
They spend their time with others
Maybe to waste in haste!

I page my photo album to keep my memories alive
I listen to my favorite songs
Yet I couldn't survive my memories
I go places in which I had memories
Again I couldn't survive them all
I meet my friends whom I loved them much
Then I couldn't keep them alive
All I want is my feelings that have stored & shared
All I miss is my identity

I don no know why we need ourselves?maybe we're tired of sound of a banger on the **** tube or we're tired of silence.
I don no why we're dissatisified?
maybe we stucked behind the screen &dreaming&claiming.
I don no why we're too busy?
maybe we feel superior to others or perhaps we're in lack of confidence!
I don no why we hate things? maybe we don want'em to find us
or perhaps we're frightend!

I am
Stronger than mountain
Prouder than wind
Powerful like sun
Warmer than fire
I don't believe in gender
I feel
Free sprited like swallow
Deep like ocean
Magical like nature
Complicated like wolf
Cause ;
I don't believe in gender

"Poetry can't lie",I knew this;
Girls crying,fighting,broken
Peolpe genesided
They were in danger,in dilemma,they had no solid identity,
They were just blamed
I don't know why?
Can I ask for a piece of justice?
Girls were stolen for fraud,
Mentally were abused
That feeling numb is being wided in crowd

Justice,
A solution
Was presumably faded
But hoped
We all in yatcht,looking for a desert,
Shall I ask for one thing?
Breathing the fog of crimes,
Is there any motive left to live?
Girls,of course have their voices
Truth
The truth is saviour
Is not adequate
To burn out the fake fire!

If hell is hell
It'd moan at you
If hell is hell
You never waste your words
On the streams
If hell is hell
It wouldn't sign your cigar
If hell is hell
Betrayal swears God to confess to hell
If hell is hell
Short_ term relationships combine together
To join the carousel of fire
Alas!
The hell is too hot!

finances would fly to the land called sorrow
spending my farewell I used to borrow
& carpe diem with my shadow!

If you were the stain,I'd never Get it Cleared even by rain
Were you the pain,I let it Sustain
If you were a rose,will never hit To Hurt its pose
Either a river,my tears couldn't help Flow forever
were you the gust;there must've been A feeling of trust,even in showing off Across!

I let this love live again
Even in touching your lips burning all
In pain
I hold your hand a little bit colder
Breathing the roughness of the weather
I let this love grow older
I touch the ashes gotten wet by the river Through my eyelashes
Than I close my eye,
Having heard the sound of passion
When your heart splashes!

Sometimes I say to myself
I just wanna run
Til my sadness gone
Til the leaves are ready to fall
And I run on a carpet of leaves
I walk several steps to take
A wonderful my tame snake

She calls me a smart
I call myself a small
I'm a tiny like an ant
I carry my own things
To achieve what whishes wait for me
Yeah,world is round
Sky is round
I'm a tiny like an ant
Open  my mind' window
To recieve the intution' facts

It's almost
4:00 A.M.
Painting in pain
With rain
What's within?
The time stopped my smile
Where it has already used to compile
A tone of words
Into one word:
Love;
Love again!

If I'm losing my mind now
It's because I allowed myself to believe
I can stand tall in something that's sinking
Without going under

The more stable your mind is,the solider your bones pull through forward.she's been aware of that sentence.Attachment to non_exictance is like boiling with Ray of sun.to the whole recognition she denied having a great fun!
She fights to fly in spite of having that hunger for life,abundance for Grace &Will to impossibles.Before believing yourself,you have the resposibility to believe yourself;shut up all those tragic traditional voices that defy your movement.Break that glass cilieng sheltering your commitment.
Unless feeling dizzy,you can't get to be crazy.sounds like your mind remained in where you used to look after yourself;not on the mirror but in the harsh of torelance either sound of the single bud ,shouting in mud to make a slide to the rain cloud!

sacred definitions won't heal
tarot readings won't heal
therapy
again
won't heal
look for magic in logic
sit under the moon
than select a topic to drown & think
so you gotta be freak of sensing that blesed breath!

It's time to open the window
To see the single tree
hoping to fly early to be free
to find a place faraway
so,there I will have a better stay
waking up by sunshine top of the mountain 
there are animals you can countin
bears and wolve of here are kinder than some people
they only treat you like an eagle

I see so many;
But can't find one for help
The help to find a clue for her Bone_shattered mystery
The secret behind each smile of history
The tension between us in a lucid memory

I see some misunderstandings in your Eyes
When you fly high to touch the sky
I let your heart rest in peace
Like a flower in the snow
If you feel it's gonna be fragile
No matter
I'm here to seize
In a twinkling of a star!

It's a long I'm here
I have no tear
Leave what culture says
Cause it makes me unhappy
Try to build my own
And let me be crazy

It seems like winter;
But my coffee cup is left out with a cold Pen & a paper
It seems like winter;
But you miss a hand on your shoulder!

Wondering in lucids;flowing on Goosebumps!

I crossed a mirror so adaptable
Niether convey nor convex
Not even on the wall
But kind of mirage_shaped ones
On the road to the forest
I crossed a mirror so kind
Maybe in the way you smile
The way you clothed
And the way you lose yourself to find!

repairing my broken shadow is simple
"attempting to ruin the wall of your blocked heart"
even not having others awared of that!

Mon:Moon effects my routine
My heartache needs much of Cafeine
Tue:early morning views of Neighbor park
Now is waiting for my gentle Bike
Wed:online pub is to get warm
Needs a technique as cheating Form
Thu:standing tall in the hall
Hearing the unheard voice of The wall
Fri:Forget about gathering Together
Focus on being better!
Sat:tired good morning to this Week
Bring my jacket & mask to seem Like a pro health freak
Sun:the unstoppable desire to Write
Is the fried rice burning on the Stove;right?

If you're obtaining
To see that falling star
With it's eluding attitude
At those latenightparty' sky,
You might've been asked yourself:
Beside being beloved less,
How much I've been cared?
Then,
You may get the chance to be blessed!

When I wanna take a photo of red roses,
Bunches of roses
Crushing under the car' tires
My words bleeding on my mind
How we respect beauty
Or natural beauty
Or the romance world
On another love
I take everything seriously
Most think that love is between you &I
But they don't aware of nature
Nature is romantic
&classic
Like Charming wet bench
Scratches illustrated of
Capital letters

Let me call you the king of my heart
Let me inspire you
As I thought
Let me bring you to an Oak forest
As the trees are the poorest
Let me burn you a fire
To warm your heart
Let me love you
A number of your footsteps
Let me say you a poem
However,
You have the one
Dearest of the fun time
I'd have carried you wherever you needed to go
Let me be the pilot of your dreams
& fly above the streams!

Let me buy roses for you...
To treat your great& caring heart
Let me call you by my name
Illustraited on pink flowers
To shut up all the frustraitions

life is beautiful
like each smile of you
birds fly high in your wider view
tears slided away through
forget about gathering together
focus on cropping to be better
eyes of your soul
believe in happiness very bold
since I've hunt for love
passion strike above
the harder I loved myself
the greater I became deaf
selected tools from nature
obeyed the gut as mature

life is beautiful
like each smile of you
birds fly high in your wider point of view
tears slided away through
forget'bout gathering together
focus on cropping to be better
eyes of your soul
believe in happiness very bold
since I've hunt for love
passion striked above
the harder I loved myself
the greater I became deaf
selected the tools from nature
&obeyed the guts as mature!

Don't escape from time flying
Time has something more real to prove to you!

My past looks like ripped paper and tattered notebooks
Love lost scrawled on post_it notes
For former lovers who'll never read them

Think my mind is too cloudy to sieze
I don't want anymore for ease
Just a little joy
A drop of hope
An empathetic  word to cope
A page of book to release
& a hand to hold!

The distance between us is too far
You're sharp
I missed you as stars miss the shadow
I remember daily emotions you had surfed on words
& daily poetry I had checking on my mail index
How hard this exists
Secretly talking
Exactley happy
I wish I don't follow you
But you decide to leave

My fingers stroke a ***** screen
Aching to feel his skin beneath them
I lay next to it pretending I'm really there beside him
We stare at eachother
Knowing we have other things to do
The energy so magnetic we delay leaving
I'm living & breathing here
But my heart is so far away
I yearn to hear his voice , see his face
To know he is safe and well
The fact that we dream under the same sky
Should bring comfort
But  sunset is just not the same through a picture
Our moments are shared and stored
But my desire is to feel them completely
I would gladly weather any storm
If he were literally next to me
For how can I shun the wind and the rain
While I sit with my blessing
They have their purpose in life
And I believe his is to love me as I love him
For now until what I want comes to be
I'll appreciate that God thought fondly enough to have our paths
Cross and be so interwined
That I get to laugh, love, smile, and be weird
Even if for now it's through a screen

The pain of sepration isn't finished
My tears can't stand being
Deminished
The pain of seperation is invisible
First out of in reality
Than
Embarked getting credible
Think you lost in this familiar town
Maybe in crowd or down
The pain of sepration
Makes me miss you on the road
So I let my words explode

lost in wave
I revise my past
to find a clue for save
need a drop of hope
a little kinder to me
After all I'm gonna float!

Distance doesn't matter
Where you're all here,
Here in my heart
In compound of the night & a stare!

Never leave yourself alone
Where you look outside the window
Someone hails you through back:
Trust,Move,Bloom!
I had walked a dreadful numbers of Footsteps
But while they cross yours
My knees feel like falling into the only Place you've settled in
You need someone denying your fears
You call me
When you need me to remove your tears
Then I know
Tears would land in somewhere same
On my dog_eared note book
Love feeds better than the fortune you Took
It's a window
Yeah,
It's free to look!