Sometimes your smile.. makes my mind go blank.
And sometimes your laugh.. makes my heart skip a beat.

I hope you know how your words keep me awake at night. How your eyes can drown me more than the ocean. How your smile make the whole room brighter. How your laughter is more beautiful than my favorite   love song.

You are so confusing. I hope I know how you feel every time you hold my hand and our eyes meet. I wish I'm not the only one who feels like dying every time we're close to each other. Because I die every time you say goodbye. I don't feel right when you say goodnight. A part of me dies when I think it might be our last. Last conversation. My last glimpse of you. So please, if you feel the same, tell me. Tell me before it's too late. Even if you don't feel the same, tell me still. I'm fine. I will be fine. Because I don't want to spend the rest of my life wondering.

The water's blue
The sand's brown
As long as I'm with you
I won't feel down

The waves says, ssshhh!
I thought you'd stay
The wind blows, wooosh!
The end of my day

You are the kind of story
I will never get tired of
Reading over and over again
No matter how tragic the ending is.

He has a pair of brown eyes,
Eyes that can see through her when she is sad.

He has perfectly shaped nose,
that crinkles when she made a joke.

He has a clever tongue,
which words never fails to make her blush.

He has sharp ears,
always hear every word she says when she tells a story.

He has fair skin,
that calms everything it touches except her heart.

*He has all these but can never sense how she truly feels for him.

She hates the way he says her name,
He makes it sound more beautiful than ever.
She knows she will never hear them again.

She hates every time he tells a joke,
His jokes were never funny, but makes her laugh so hard all the time. She knows she will never hear one again.

She hates it when he makes faces,
It's so cute it makes her heart skip a beat.
She knows she will never see it again.

She hates it when they talk,
She can't even look at him in the eye.
She knows, it might be their last.

She hates it when his hands hold hers,
She really likes to.
She knows it is the same hands she has to let go.

She hates it when he says hi,
These two letters could make her day.
She knows she will never hear even one goodbye.

She hates it when he walks towards her,
Her heart beats with too much excitement.
She knows she will watch his back as he leaves her life forever.

I used to hate cemeteries.
I hate the way it reminds me of my memories.
It reminds me how I lost someone and never had the chance to say goodbye.
Telling me I could no longer see him again no matter how much I cry.
It makes me regret of things that should have been and what ifs.
But when I visit you today for the first time, I was relieved that at least there was a place like this.
Where it can prove to me that you were once real.
That you really happened to me.
Your name engraved on the stone makes me remember that once in my life, someone like you existed and loved me.
I realized the true purpose of cemeteries- *to remember.

Most of the time, holding on to something too wonderful for you cause you more harm than good. It will never stop from hurting you till you give everything up. Until you have nothing left. Letting go is always an option you never chose. For the fear of never having someone like him. For the fear of never seeing his smile again. For the fear of never having a chance to hug him. For the fear of not hearing his voice calling your name every morning. You are too afraid to be alone again.That you are more than willing to lose everything but him. Because having him is worth losing yourself.

This is the place where you left me.
That night was the worst.
The sky was gray, stars are no where.
I was hurt. I was wrecked.

Never thought I would come back here.
For so long, I thought you have my heart with you when you left.
The truth is, I just left it here where our memories live.
Now I want to take it back to me.

I'm sorry if I have to leave you
But believe me when I say
I had a right reason

I left with no goodbye
Because I know if I looked at you're crying face
I would come back to you just to dry those tears

Then I saw you that day
I swear, I nearly lost my control
I wanted to hug you and never let go

I left with the right reason
You love me too much
That you don't think of yourself anymore

I love you too much
But I am not the one you deserve
I'm a poison to you

A happy song filled the room
People are enjoying different games
They say happiness is contagious
But this loneliness is eating me
That even breathing is painful
Because every corner of this room
Is filled with our memories
We're together- in love
We used to be here
Now I'm alone
That even how happy people are
I know I will never be
Just your absence makes me wanna go home

Some days we shine so bright
Some days the light fades away
Is it me? Is it you?
Or is this love not meant to be at all?

I didn't give up on us
Though both of us are hurting
Though both of us were already tired
Though both of us grew cold toward each other
Though both of us are lying
Though both of us are not okay
I didn't give up on us
I just accepted it
That this must end
No matter how wonderful it is

You should know that
You can never understand a person fully
You can only have a slight picture of how he feels
But you can never feel it like how he is feeling it
It can never affect you
Like how it can affects him
So don't act like you know everything
Because you may know something
But not the whole thing

Have you ever wanted to cry
Not because you are sad or hurt
But because you feel nothing
And you wanted to feel alive again

You saw your reflection on the mirror
You were confused
Because that girl wasn't you
*It was the girl created by life and it's eternal suffering

When emotions are too strong
Pain and agonies are endless
When you've been crying all night long
And everything is a mess

Eyes are bloodshot red
Scars are covered with sweater
You' re better off dead
Cause life won't get better

You came along in an unexpected time
With you, everything feels right
You do things just to make me happy
You were the stars that shine so bright
On my darkest night
But when the sun comes out,
You are nowhere to be found

You left before I could say goodbye
You left me wondering why
Why do you have to make me feel special
If it won't last forever anyway?
Why do I have to meet you?
Are you still coming back for me?
I wish I knew
*
You will never be forgotten
You will always be my favorite question mark

Limang taon na akong naghihintay
Sa puso mo'y magkaroon ng kaunting espasyo
Pag-asa'y unti-unting namamatay
Sabihin mo
Kailan ba dapat huminto?

Kung may araw na sa gabi?
Kung ubos na ang buhangin sa disyerto?
Kung matamis na ang tubig-dagat?
Kung ayaw ng magluto ni Spongebob ng Krabby Patty?

Dahil hindi ako titigil
Hangga't hindi pa nauubos ang nakaimbak kong "Kaya ko pa!"
Hangga't hindi pa napapatunayan kung may forever ba
At hangga't makalimutan ko na ang paghinga

Gaya ng pagtapos sa isang pangungusap
Nilagyan mo rin ng tuldok ang ating kwento
Ako'y nakiusap
Sana'y huwag sumuko

Naalala ko ang iyong mga sinabi
"Kailangan nating tapusin ito
Upang makapag- umpisa tayong muli
Kahit hindi na ako maging parte ng iyo"

Ngayon ay nauunawaan ko na
Salamat sa pagligtas sa akin sa mga luha
Nahanap ko na ang tamang tao para sa akin
Na hanggang dulo ako'y mamahalin

Why love you, of myself I often ask. 
Is it thy scent, or heartwarming whispers? 
Or thy smile, in whose beams I often bask? 
Oh why, I find thee as my universe? 

Could it be your eyes, so filled with your love, 
So beautiful, like opals in the sun. 
Thy sweet laugh perhaps, warm snug like a glove. 
Maybe your walk, robust and built to stun. 

Yet, these things, they are merely physical.
I cherish your undying loyalty. 
Never have I found one so loveable, 
Your straight faithfulness fills my heart with glee. 

As long as your love is only for me, 
My love is pure and solely for thee.

Do you remember?
When we're watching the sunset
You hugged me so tight
Like you would never let go
Now it's just a memory

I never thought that a three second eye contact
Could rock my world like this
I just wanted you to notice me
It was never my intention to fall
I don't know where I lost control
Must have been somewhere between your smile and the way you dance

You have marked my notebook
But your smile left a mark on my heart and mind too
You are everywhere I go
And everyone I see
Take my heart with you
I don't need it without you


**I think I better Ron (run)

Everytime you walk on my way
There are things I wanna say
"I like you!
Do you feel the same way too?"

Everytime you walk on my way
There are so many things I wanna say
I thought I was going to die
When I said **"Hi!"