Yellow, Cadmium, Aureolin, Lemon
It's the shades of your true nature.

Sheen, Spring Bud, Bitter Lime, Lime
It's the other side of you.

The day when I met you is Lemon,
Drowning me into the watery trap of yours
Lemon in Water, that's how you cast a spell on me.

Sour, it's the taste of waiting for you
Bitter, you left me rotten and lost
Sweet, it's when you smile to me
Refreshing, the reason why I look forward toward tomorrow
Plain, the black truth behind your kindness
Sour+Bitter, the days when I must forget about you

Lemon, Lime,
I got addicted to your freshness,

Lime, Lemon
You stir me up like a juice,

Lime
Those dream felt so real

Lemon
I should've known, that I never belong to you, ever.

Eyes wide open, glancing around
left-right-left-right.
Deserted, dark, pitch-black hallway.

Scar on her left eye
asymmetrical bangs, reminder of the past.
Petite hands reaching the glass ****.
Mahogany cracking,
pale white paint peeling off...












**SHE. HAS. RETURN

10.
We walk side by side, wandering around restlessly.

9.
Anxiety and Fear creeps between us.

8.
"Trust? What is trust?"

7.
What is Truth.? Which is a LIE?

6.
I could see your deathly psychopathic gaze, staring me sharply.

5.
The dark comes,  the cold breeze fills in our gap, mysteriously.

4.
You keep flinching and fidgeting your pale blue fingers.

3.
"We can no longer be together"

2.
Define Blood,******,Death

1.
One

0.
Zero,
The End of OUR Lives

My color is white, I stain my days with rainbow

He told me tonight's menu is peas
served along with English teas
As he pours down, stain left on my tees
He picked up five pieces
of tissues marked with kisses
                        Feeling guilty, he tucked out a handkerchief of his
                        Surprisingly, it has motifs of fish
                        Embarrassed, he felt really sheepish
                        It's a moment that can't be miss
                        Just like any masterpiece.

Ripping through my soul,
The black soul invades in,
I let my howl be heard.
Pouring blood that runs all over my face.
Those wrinkled hands cursed my life,
chanting on spells, driving me away of reality.
Those poisonous tongue are the one who dim my light,
leaving these open wounds infected and rotten.

Eyes fixed on the screen
scanning through the lines.
Sipping a cup of tea,
or listening to music while reading.
Reading over and over again
to analyze every bits of words.
Peeking back to the home screen
then head back to this page again,
just to **** some empty time.


You have forgotten what you have read seconds ago,
you started reading all over again.
You scan through the white and black background,
and you stopped reading from boredom..

oh wait, don't stop here.







Well Hello Readers, it's my GREETINGS to you!

All my surroundings are new to me, nothing seems familiar, but I finally got used to it. People changes, and so as their status, but...
*My time has stopped, since that day

People think I'm mature enough to be called as an Adult.
Make-ups on, tidy looking clothes, all that matters are my outer appearance.
Fancy restaurants, pricey things, and luxurious car. It's what people think that would make every girl fall onto their arms.
Independent, superb cooking skills, tall and slim, it's what every boys hoped for to be their partner.
Throughout these years, I've lived my life, putting every of my sweat and tears to everything I do. Only fatigue piles up my days.

To this day, my messy hair, my bare face, as well as my comfy and casual wear, is what I have to be an adult.
Chilling out at a cute & sweet looking cafe, walking around the crowded city, shopping for useless stuffs, that's what I enjoy during my day.
I'm not good at cooking, I'm not that model looking body, and...
I'm stupid in love...

I'm sorry that I can't be the girl you wished for, I can't be the trustworthy  girlfriend that will shine your days better, for all I am..


                                                is just a Kid at Heart <3

Monday, our eyes meet and you wave your hands.
Tuesday, I smile back at you but you ignored me.
Wednesday, today is my birthday, yet you ruin my day.
Thursday, you're taking me back to our spot.
Friday, the last day I could see you... Cutting all ties down, so I'll forget you.

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Today. I see you smiling brightly as you hold her hands
Yesterday. You bought her a special gift for her (It's supposed to be mine)
Tomorrow. You're planning to take her to our secret place, starting everything new, breaking off all the weary past.

but,

Everyday, all I can do, is... *THINK ABOUT YOU

Roses,
Evening Primrose,
Morning Glory,
Every flowers won't please my heart.
May your life
Be happy and joyful.
Every second and every minutes,
Remember me.

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