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Oct 2018 · 402
Feathers part one
Isabella Soledad Oct 2018
My wings were once gold and full
Until my feathers they started to pull.
I’d give them away too,
But mostly just give them to you.
My feathers were priceless.
They helped me to fly.
Now I’m stuck on the ground,
With everyone wondering why.
Sep 2018 · 311
Loss
Isabella Soledad Sep 2018
my heart is too heavy, but flutters so fast.
Anxiety is crippling, and threatens to last.
I've already lost too much, but feel I will lose more.
I constantly feel like all I do is bore.
I just want to be loved. To feel like I matter.
but I feel so alone, and my soul seems to shatter.
I'm so drained and so tired of only helping others.
I'm surrounded by a world of problems, a world that smothers.
I feel like a child, that was raised without love
Hoping that somebody is looking down from above
To console me, to tell me that everything is okay
to tell me not to be sad, from day onto day
But I'm just here alone, left to deal with my loss
Hoping that someone will take me down from my cross
And save me, and show me the world is alright
Hoping maybe, they'll help me see the light.
Sep 2018 · 296
Cuddle buddy
Isabella Soledad Sep 2018
The one I need to hold me tight
The one I need to sleep at night
The one who calms me when I’m sad
The one who helps me beat the bad
The one who’s there just by my side
The one who I don’t want to hide
He’s so much more than just a toy
He is my special fluffy orange boy
Sep 2018 · 210
Only you
Isabella Soledad Sep 2018
The want now has started
The need began creeping
Now all that’s on my mind
Is you and me sleeping
Just us together
No one else around
Pure serenity and pure love
Happily to you, I am bound
Jul 2018 · 269
Paper Thin
Isabella Soledad Jul 2018
I know that words don’t break the skin
But the walls of my heart are wearing so thin
They’ve been scratched at and rattled beyond ones belief
It seems that no person can offer relief
Because when those words hit my ears
My mind always delves into my darkest fears
Of being taken advantage of, hurt, and worn paper thin
So much so that if you blow on me, I’ll crumble from within.
Jun 2018 · 340
Art in love
Isabella Soledad Jun 2018
As my feelings are expressed through words and rhythm your poetry is written through the intention of your touch

From the graze of your fingers to the flick of your tongue our arts seem to gather so simply as one
Jun 2018 · 408
Happy place
Isabella Soledad Jun 2018
From the sweetness in your laugh
To the thunder in your step
From the beauty of your eyes
To the cuteness of your pep

From your hair that flows like rivers
To the sincerity of your eyes
From our love that thrives so purely
To a love that never dies

From the gentleness of your smile
To the orange stars on your face
These features are some reasons
Why you are my happy place.
May 2018 · 348
Bird
Isabella Soledad May 2018
The time has come
The bird must jump from the nest
it's wings fully capable
yet it still hits the ground
Apr 2018 · 325
One month
Isabella Soledad Apr 2018
A few weeks stand between us
Until I can be in your arms again
This time for more than just a night.
Yet when the time comes I will still yearn
To fall asleep in your arms every evening
And wake up to your face every morning
Mar 2018 · 359
You are my sunshine
Isabella Soledad Mar 2018
When I wake up dear,
And see you sleeping,
I will just sit there,
And smile big.
Because I know dear,
That you still love me,
When you pull,
Me close,
In your dreams.

When we are sitting,
Just us together,
I often see you,
And then I grin.
Because I know dear,
When we’re together,
It always feels,
As though,
We win.


You make me happy,
From dusk till morning,
And then everything,
That’s in between.
You never know dear,
How much I love you,
You have treat ,
Me like,
A queen.
Sing it to you are my sunshine, it helps
Mar 2018 · 234
Empty
Isabella Soledad Mar 2018
Sometimes I feel too hard.
So hard that I blow a fuse,
And stop feeling all together.
Feb 2018 · 292
Diploma
Isabella Soledad Feb 2018
Like a cloud of magic
Lives can be changed in an instant.

Once the bottle is grasped
Your past can disappear in seconds.

Ones head seems to buzz
Reality masked by a shield of smoke.

A father, lifting his child
Smiles and laughs, holding him close.

His first day of school
New and different, a milestone in life.

The child giggles then winces,
Smelling the cloud of poison on his fathers breath.

His mother cries,
Wondering who it was she knew as her husband

Did he like me sober?
Or only when he had his walls of smoke protecting him.

Time will pass,
Years turn to months turn to minutes turn to seconds

The last fluctuation on the line
The red movements go still
Just like that he’s gone.

A boy walks down the path to his diploma.

His mother waves in the distance, proud, yet alone.

The boy giggles, for the first time in a while, he is happy.

A familiar smell wafts into the room.
A young man fidgets with his emptying pack of cigarettes.

The boy stops dead in his tracks.
He winces.
Feb 2018 · 295
I’ll be
Isabella Soledad Feb 2018
To my dear, though you seem so very far away
I still feel love growing, from day onto day
So when you feel lonely, sad, or unwell
Just Know there’s a reason, for you that I fell
I’ll be here through always until you’ll have me
I promise no matter how far, your love, I will be.
Feb 2018 · 488
Wild ride
Isabella Soledad Feb 2018
Your wild ride had sent my flying
Your wild ride had made me soar
When your hands felt their way around me
I realized that I want nothing more.
Your lips traced rivers on my skin
They lead your path through thick and thin
From one sweet kiss on to another
I had crowned you as my lover.
Feb 2018 · 258
I loved you yesterday
Isabella Soledad Feb 2018
I loved you yesterday. Before I saw you. It has been more than a month without you, which hurt more than I expected. The weeks went by, painful and lonely. They felt like decades without your presence, until yesterday. Once I saw you, that time melted away. The suffering, the loneliness, it all just vanished. Once I looked into your eyes it felt as though I had seen you just yesterday. your familiarity, your touch, they all seemed so recent, so comforting. Weirdly enough it wasn’t the home cooked meals, or the family gatherings that made me feel at home again. It was you, when I had gone to visit. I loved you yesterday, but I love you more today. And I know next time I see you, the same will happen.
Feb 2018 · 253
The short truth
Isabella Soledad Feb 2018
My eyes are heavy
My heart is tired
My arms are empty
You are desired
Feb 2018 · 283
Loss of Sleep
Isabella Soledad Feb 2018
Sleepless nights
Endless gazing
My head hurts from staring at the ceiling.

Lonely bed
Empty sheets
What can I do to end this terrible feeling?

It’s just me here
You’re back at home
And I am wondering why I’m all alone

My eyes hurt
My heart aches
And still I can only reach you by phone.

I love you
You love me
That’s why I am here writing this poem

I miss you dear
You miss me too
You’re the one reason I want to come home

It hurts sometimes
It stops my rest
my eyes are bloodshot from lack of sleeping

My body is curled
My feet are cold
There's nothing that will stop me from weeping
couldn't sleep so I wrote this.
Feb 2018 · 216
Untitled
Isabella Soledad Feb 2018
Something I have learned is that heartache isn't just an emotional feeling. There is stress placed on your heart, causing increasing heart rate, and shortness of breath.  It is also said that emotional pain and physical pain are linked in the same part of your brain, which simulates the sensation of being hurt, constantly. So when I wake up in the morning, and reach my hand to feel for you, it is like I am tripping, and falling. Every day. It's never easy, having a constant dull pain. But the thing is, you're my only bandage.
Feb 2018 · 1.2k
Mixed
Isabella Soledad Feb 2018
I hate feeling love
But I love loving you
The distance hurts so much
But it helps us both pull through
Through being apart we grow
Even though it pains us
And being so distant and far away
Will only just train us
For when we will be together, side by side
When fate will accept us into her stride
Isabella Soledad Feb 2018
I remember that warm summer night
Before we were what we are now.
It was just you and I, laying on two separate hammocks.
We were talking, and looking up at the stars. You were sweet, and so gentle.
I wanted so desperately to leave my hammock and join you on yours.
Just so I could relax with you and lay my head to rest.
This was an instinct that was so strong, yet I kept it to myself.
It’s so sweet looking back at those memories and thinking about where we are now. I didn’t think I would fall in love with you as much as I have.
And now here I lay, alone and dreaming of the night I could have laid in the hammock with you. Because right now, it is all I desire.
Being so far away is something I’ll never get used to.
Long distance love is so difficult, so tiresome.
But because we feel so strongly, I wouldn’t trade it for anything else.
And here I lay, alone at night. Thinking about those sweet sweet memories. Thinking about you.
Jan 2018 · 428
rhythm
Isabella Soledad Jan 2018
my head lays on his chest,
his heart beats in a rhythm.
a slight sigh he emits
I'm the happiest with him.
A smile spreads across my face
I know this is where I belong
in his arms every night I lay
feeling everything but wrong.
Jan 2018 · 412
Pair
Isabella Soledad Jan 2018
I lay alone in my bed,
and think of nothing but you.
my heart leaps in excitement,
but this is something so new.

I have loved you for time,
but something has changed.
the passion in my heart
has leaped far above range.

with eyes closed I can feel,
the soft caress of your hand.
my toes curl in excitement,
The thoughts of you are so grand.

The way you gently kiss my forehead,
or run your fingers through my hair.
its through these things I know,
We are the perfect pair.
Jan 2018 · 206
Without them
Isabella Soledad Jan 2018
You never realize how much you actually care about someone
Until the fear of them being gone creeps into your system.
It’s not something they did  
wrong, or a suspicion at all.
It’s just having that feeling that you would melt into tears without them.
Dec 2017 · 283
My hearth is you
Isabella Soledad Dec 2017
I graze my hand over my chest
my heart is so cold.
the room is dark around me
I search for something to help bring the warmth back
I lay alone in the dark, cold and unforgiving.
my eyes become heavy
I drift off to sleep.

In my sleep I dream of you
my whole world slowly begins to brighten
I graze my hand over your chest
your heart is so warm
I smile in my sleep
Now so is mine
Nov 2017 · 451
Feet peeking through
Isabella Soledad Nov 2017
The night slows to a halt and I turn off my lights. My sheets are untucked from the foot of my bed, which really bothers me. I frown slightly and attempt to tuck them in until I remember you. How you sleep with your sheets untucked because you are too tall, and your feet dangle off the bed. How you never sleep with them constricting you. I stop what I’m doing and think. Maybe I can try to sleep without my sheets tucked in. It’s worth a try, because if I’m ever going to sleep in the same bed with you, I’ll have to get used to it. I lay back down with a slight smile on my face and drift to sleep, dreaming you were here, my toes peaking out from beneath my blankets.
Nov 2017 · 733
Drifting to sleep
Isabella Soledad Nov 2017
My eyes begin to close
And my mind begins to drift
I can’t control it
The thoughts race through my head

I think about you.
Your passion.
Your touch.
The way you place your hands on my hips
The way you trace the curvature of my spine
The way your hands glide softly over mine

A warmth begins to pool in my stomach
butterflies begin to stir from their slumber
I can feel the heat rising to my face as a smile begins to drift across my cheeks

Anticipation wells up in my heart as my mind drifts away
I allow it to drift , with a smile on my face
Nov 2017 · 708
To fall asleep
Isabella Soledad Nov 2017
I would **** to fall asleep on your chest
To feel your heart beat under my ear
To wrap my leg around yours
To softly caress your face
To hold you close
To kiss you
To sleep
Love
Nov 2017 · 291
Quell the attack
Isabella Soledad Nov 2017
You're okay
You are safe
123 breathe
Don't let it overtake you
Get under the covers
123 breathe
Calm your body
Stop the shaking
123 breathe
Don't let it hurt you
Don't be afraid
123 breathe
Relax your muscles
It's not the same
123 breathe
You're not there now
You're here
123 breathe
A different place
A different time
123 breathe
Nov 2017 · 361
When the sun rises
Isabella Soledad Nov 2017
I want there to be a day
When I can bring you up, when you're down.
Calm you, when you're frustrated
Kiss you, when you're smiling.
I want there to be a day
Where I can fall asleep in your arms
Wipe the bad dreams from your head
Forget being alone, and have you instead
I want there to be a day
Nov 2017 · 366
Zzz
Isabella Soledad Nov 2017
Zzz
My eyes are as wide as I am awake
Sleep being one thing my body won't take

To drift into darkness, where you aren't here
Wishing the loneliness would just disappear
Nov 2017 · 200
Masochist
Isabella Soledad Nov 2017
I'm a *******
Please hurt me
But don't break my heart
Quoted by you
Oct 2017 · 2.0k
Long Distance Love
Isabella Soledad Oct 2017
The hardest goodbyes are looking into your eyes
and telling you that I have to go

When I'm this far away its so hard to say
what I truly need you to know

I love you so much and it hurts me to leave
because I'm the happiest when I am with you

But because I'm so far, on my heart, there's a scar
That was caused from abandoning you

This isn't farewell but If you can't tell
It hurts me to leave you alone

When I'm lost and away and I want you to stay
I can only reach you by phone

I hate to see you suffer, I hate to see you sad
I want you to feel everything but bad

I am your love, and I swear you are mine
So lets try to take it one step at a time.

I know that this hurts. every week, every day
But with feelings strong like ours, we will find our way

You've helped me find things, new passions, new love
and have lifted me closer, to the stars up above

So when you feel weak, or feel you can't fight
Please go outside and look up in the night

At the stars in which you've brought me closer to
Because I will be also looking at them with you.
<3
Oct 2017 · 468
Like a Cloud
Isabella Soledad Oct 2017
Why Do I feel like a cloud?
Sometimes I feel like I am there.
Full, Soft, and Beautiful.
Sometimes I feel like I am fading
Slowly blending into the sky
as if I were nothing to begin with,
traces of me forgotten.
Oct 2017 · 491
Bricks Break Bones
Isabella Soledad Oct 2017
It all crashes down at once
Like a million bricks
Falling individually
One after the other
After the other
After the other
Crashing down
Breaking a different bone each time
Hurting in different ways
Making you feel helpless
Hopeless
Useless
Breaking each bone that you need
If you want to succeed.
Sep 2017 · 403
To my love
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
I breathe in your scent for the first time in weeks
A heated red blush then runs to my cheeks
It feels like forever since I've held you close
You are like a drug, and I need a dose.
You have the softest red hair
I can run my hands through
You are the most gentle person,
I truly love you.
Sep 2017 · 518
The Freedom of Binds
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
Bind me up in ropes and ties
Then look deep into my eyes
See the fire see my style
See my smirk and see my smile
Don't you dare think that I'm scared
Trust me, I am just prepared.
Sep 2017 · 264
Rabbit In a World of Foxes
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
My heart thumps in my chest like a rabbit
Trying desperately to run away
From the predator known as anxiety
that prevents me From falling asleep
as I so desperately need.
There is no reason for me to feel this way. To feel as if I am a rotting fruit on a tree that was supposed to be green and flourishing.
I know I am moving forward
I know I am doing better
But why do I feel like I'm drowning, even when I know how to swim?
Anxiety sleepless tired drowning sleepy predator
Sep 2017 · 463
Icarus
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
I miss you more
Than Icarus missed his feathers
Because without you here with me
I feel as though I am falling
Down toward the sea
Sep 2017 · 348
Look
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
Take a step back, and look into my eyes.
Maybe then you'll see what I see in you.
Sep 2017 · 282
The Docks
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
I often think back to that night at the docks.
The cool nip of the early fall breeze.
The sudden chill that rang up my spine as you pressed me so sweetly against that shining chrome hood.
The softness of your lips grazing across my skin.
The sense of wanting I felt within your firm grasp.
The delicate purple reminders you left scattered across my chest
remind me often to think to myself
About that sweet star scattered night
At my favorite Oceanside docks
Sep 2017 · 364
Find
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
You're always with me here
In my thoughts and in my mind
And even when I'm not there
More love for you I find
Sep 2017 · 272
Zzz
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
Zzz
In my head before I sleep
I imagine myself
Being able to kiss you gently
To run my fingers through your hair
And fall asleep in your arms
In my head before I sleep
I imagine you
Sep 2017 · 246
Fire
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
you are the only one
Who holds the fire
That burns deep within my chest
And when I am with you
The flames burn brighter
Than any fire ever has
Yo
Sep 2017 · 363
Excitement
Isabella Soledad Sep 2017
What an amazing feeling it is
To be excited to see someone
After you thought it impossible
To ever be excited again
Aug 2017 · 2.4k
The Girl with Brown Hair
Isabella Soledad Aug 2017
It was a hot summer morning in late August. The brick building in front of her was daunting. This was it. Her first day of high school. Her long brown hair swayed behind her. It brushed gently against the small of her back. Her heart pounded excitedly in her chest. A new adventure awaits her. An adventure filled with many smiles, and many hardships. This is the story of a girl in high school, with long brown hair.

-

Freshman year was fun for her. She made new friends, along with keeping a few of the old.  She met 3 people in her life who had a strange impact on her life, both good and bad.

One of these 3 was a girl. She was *****, and had different style, which enticed the girl with long brown hair. They were put in the same group, and began to talk. Soon after they became close friends, and had their first sleepover. It was the first sleepover of her high school year which wasn't with a friend from her previous school. She enjoyed it very much, and truly valued her new friend.

The two would often be seen together, and even made friends with two others who were like them. The two others were boys. One boy was a bit of a nerd with floofy hair and glasses. The other boy was a punk guy with long hair and darkened taste. The four would go to the mall together, and became inseparable.

The girl with long brown hair really liked these new friends. They were so much like her in so many ways, yet she also had others whom she enjoyed just as much. Freshman year went well for her. She was happy.

Sophomore year rolled around. Her confidence was high, and her relationships with her friends strong. She had made new valuable friends, and loved to do choir and theater.  She continued to make friends through her extra activities, along with keeping close to the ones from freshman year.

The ***** girl in her little friend group had met someone. A girl. They were in love, but the girl with long hair didn’t mind. They were still best friends throughout it- although the ***** girl drifted away as she was occupied with her partner. The boy with long hair and darkened taste told the girl with long hair that he loved her. She was scared, and told him she didn’t feel the same. He accepted it, but became depressed. Time passed by. He was always sad. The girl with long hair became closer to the boy with darkened taste. She wanted to fix him. She wanted to help him. He told her he loved her. He asked her to be with him. She hesitated out of fear. A little time went by. He asked again. She said yes.

-

They were happy. She made him happy for the first time in a while. He made her happy too. One night, the punk girl invited the girl with long hair and the boy with darkened taste to sleep over her house with her and her partner. They agreed. The four went to the beach. The night was foggy. The air was warm; the breeze cold. The boy with darkened taste and the girl with long hair fell in love.

Time passed. They were happy together. One night the girl with long hair had a terrible feeling. She had a panic attack. The boy with darkened taste was busy with a class he was taking. The girl called her best friend to panic. She calmed down.

The boy with the darkened taste called the girl with long hair. He yelled at her. “Why didn’t you come to me first?”.  He exclaimed. “You were busy. I didn’t want to interrupt you. I was panicking.” He scorned her. She cried the whole night. The next day, she didn’t eat. The school hosted a mass. The girl with long hair heard murmurings throughout the choir. Her best friend had gotten in a severe accident. Her car rolled over. She panicked. The boy with darkened taste apologized to her for fighting. He promised to not do it again. She believed him. He asked for forgiveness. A little time went by. He asked again. She said yes.

Junior year began. The girl had one friend left. The summer was fun for her, but not in a way that was healthy. She had stayed with the boy with darkened taste. She thought she loved him. She thought he loved her. She was wrong. The beginning of the year was rough. He yelled at her a lot. He didn’t trust her. He would often take her phone to read her messages. She wasn’t allowed to talk to other boys. He made her delete her social media. She wasn't allowed to talk to other friends. She threatened to leave him. He threatened to **** himself. She was stuck. She was scared. She was sad. They fought. He grabbed her. He wouldn’t let her go. She tried to yank her arm. He held tight. She wanted to leave. He wanted her to stay. He asked for her forgiveness. A little time went by. She said yes. This happened continuously. A short while later, they fought. She was used to him grabbing her. She was used to him forcing her. She tried to get away nonetheless. Then he hit her.

-

The girl with long brown hair was sick. She did not eat. Her friends whom she  cut off were worried. Her weight dipped to an unhealthy level. She thought the worst. She thought she couldn’t escape. She was wrong.

The end of junior year was her time. She escaped finally. She was not unscathed. The girl with long brown hair cut it all off. She needed a fresh start. It was symbolic to her. It helped her.

    The beginning of Senior year rolled around. The girl had healed a good amount, but not entirely. She had cut off communications with the boy with darkened taste.

He saw her in school. He spoke to her. He asked for forgiveness. The girl forgave him, although the wound was still fresh. He asked her to be with him again. A little time went by. He asked again. She said No.

Now the girl is a different person. She was wisened by her experience, and was able to forge some of her friendships with the friends she loves. Some relationships cannot be forged. She tries still. Nothing will be the same. She realizes that. She moves on. She is happy. Her weight is back to normal. She is healthy. She was no longer the same girl, with the long brown hair. She is a different girl. A more happy girl. Only now, She is the girl with short brown hair.
This is a Piece I wrote a while back. I figured why not post it on here.
Aug 2017 · 235
See you again
Isabella Soledad Aug 2017
When I see you again
Please don't let go
Because the one thing I need
Is for you to know
That I miss you always
In the night and in the day
I miss the way you hold me
alone at night, when we lay

When we lay down at night
Our bodies fit like a glove
And when I'm not there
I'm missing something I love

So know when I see you
in your arms, i'll confide
Because then I'll be happy
With you by my side.
Only a few days
Aug 2017 · 523
Sweatshirt
Isabella Soledad Aug 2017
Your sweatshirt makes me happy
Your sweatshirt keeps me warm
It reminds me that you're there
Just not in physical form.
yet even from far away
You are able to protect me from the cold
And when I am alone in the dark
I have something of yours to hold
Yes, the sweatshirt keeps me warm, but that isn't my favorite part
What truly makes it special to me
Is that it it was yours from the start.
Aug 2017 · 354
This time of night
Isabella Soledad Aug 2017
I'm so used to going out around this time of night,
But usually it is with you.
I lay in my bed, heart pounding as distant chatter is heard across my apartment.
The beckon of young teenage bafoonery knocks at my door,
yet I choose to ignore it.
I miss you more than I thought I would.
I miss your smile and laugh.
They were the fuel that got me through the day.
Now I lay here, clothed in your shirt to help me remember you're still there.
Just not with me.
Dude *** I miss yoi
Aug 2017 · 296
My Last Summer Night
Isabella Soledad Aug 2017
Street lights shone down on the curvy silhouette of a black corvette. The reflection of the road side glistens off of the flawless Chrome coat of the vehicle. The engine roars at the slightest touch of the gas petal as my father turns to me from across the table.
"It sounds amazing doesn't it."
I nod my head in agreement as another beauty of a vehicle passes by us. A porche convertable glides smoothly across the pavement with a purr slightly different than the corvette that had passed before hand.
"I like that one better though, don't you?"
I shrug my shoulders. The cars were undoubtably impressive and incredibly expensive. They were beautifully tailored without flaw, but for some reason I felt nothing toward them.
A strange smile spread across my face and my father looked at me confused.
"Why are you smiling?"
I looked down at my hands and thought for a moment to myself, not allowing much to slip out as I thought of one specific car that I really loved.
"I don't know...I like the sound of trucks better"  
I say looking down at my hands, remembering.
True story that happened tonight. I found it quite funny how symbolism can apply to every day things.
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