And once again ,he left
This time with a 'goodbye'

He said he won't come back
This time for the sake of the 'goodbye'

I have no surprises ,not at all
This time it was a profound 'goodbye'

The intensity was felt by the wind,
This time we bade our last 'goodbye'

This time ,the wind blew in the alternate direction
Inside ,she was still a girl looking for peace
But she pretended to be okay with good intentions

This time ,he was back for another while
Whispering "My girl,you have changed"
With a temporary subtle desire

She said "I have become everything
Everything you couldn't think I could be
Strong and moved on

I have came along a long way,John
When you left the door open while leaving
I am okay now but it was so wrong."

I love the word "forever"
I don't really know why
Maybe because it foretells a new beginning
Or a sad goodbye

She was told to give up her mythical struggle
She was pushed away a thousand times
The walls could hear some words being mumbled
But who could actually stop the cries?

She was the one who hung the chimes
Just because it was too silent
The girl whose heart was free of crimes
But at night, she used to be so violent

Suffering from trauma
She hit herself
Slit her arms
That once were adored

Now it seems that she is doing fine
Yesterday she said "I have been a nike"
I wonder - wonder if her soul is at peace
How long will she have to fight?

They all deceased
The savage station master was deaf enough not to hear the screams
He couldn't worry to see the way it bleeds

And oh their ghosts
Still haunting the place
Looking for a little help
But don't look at their face

An untold story
An unresolved mystery
Of the underground rail track
And the heart-less Station Master

Along came Mr.Gordy
With his heavenly glory
Revealing the 'enigma'
He waved a goodbye

She was torn apart
Unchasteness surrounding her
But her God could see
Her virtuous soul underneath ~
So He bestowed her
With forgiveness ~
And she became a separatist
Isolating from critics
Making her way through
And accepting the mistakes
She grew stronger
Each day

I will be reaching you from the finest path,
Of which my darling, you could not have thought,

Well I don't mean to say I don't cherish you anymore,
Its just that love,you haven't been home for so long,

People change ,memories fade
But this romance will forever stay

Time passes, heart aches,
But this emotion will linger for your grace

I can't forget to remember
That night when I woke up from a nightmare
He was laying beside me ,thought he cared
But when I heard ,he was singing me an 'unfaithful' lullaby,
Singing about being treacherous and the hopeful goodbyes
So delirious
Lost
He was

You don't need to pretend anymore,
Look at me,I've become so strong,

And I never wanted the sympathy,
Even in my worst nights full of misery,

You can't kick me down ,you see
I'm the sky scrapper,look at me

With just a little faith in myself,
I abandoned each letter on the shelf,

I no more want love from you,
I'm colouring my life with blazing hues

Today ,I am not abashed
To be who I am,

On this road of hurt
To be just the way I am,

I am not bashful anymore
To speak for what I want,

On this night of dark promenade
To speak for defence I want.

The way you pretended
Is the way
You love her now
The way you didn't
Is the way
You value her now
No vengeance will there be
But baby
You will have to pay for it

I am the smile on your face
Feel me
I am the thump of your heart
Need me
I am the emotion of anger
Show me
I am the destruction of mind
Torment me

Finding a meaning to live
She lay down in her bed
With a provoking thought
Encouraging her to move on
But thousands of fears
That lay down beside her
Silently
Subtly

A hope was buried
Deep down in that heart
All it took was liberty
From anxiety
And he rose to the heights
Of triumph