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Aaron L Osgood May 2019
You may have sounded so tired.
But to me you sounded so sweet.
Your voice fading away as you drift off to sleep.
Your quiet mind so quietly speaks.
A whisper i can’t hear but yet you still breathe.
Time is still going as deeper you drift.
I am still awake and suddenly your missed.
Beautifully you sleep as touching is your kiss.
So loving and warm another thing I miss.
I won’t wake you up but only stare for a while.
As happy I am if only you can see me smile.
I turn around as I say goodnight.
To try to sleep with you on this tiring night.
Aaron L Osgood Apr 2020
I’m not dying but it feels like I am.
Left traveling the world alone for work, ****
I can’t go back to my life, my friends or family.
Although I am holding up well financially.
Still have a job due to resupply America.
Restocking food on supermarket shelves.
Not going home I feel emptiness in myself.
I was born and raised in New Jersey, it’s home.
The state it’s in My Family I worry, it’s home.
Until the disaster ends I have no choice but to continue to roam.
I feel it in my spirit, in my soul, so lonely and cold.
I continue to hold my head up praying for hope.
Still suffering continues around the globe.
So as I continue to write  My Will.
I just wanted express my moments on how I feel.
Shedding a tear as my feelings are revealed.
Trying to be strong but the pain still kills
Because I’m missing everyone still.

Signing off Aaron L. Osgood.

My Will
Aaron L Osgood Jun 2019
Love me like you want to be loved.
Hug me like you miss me, not a simple touch.
Kiss me with passion, no role playing action.
I need more than an expression with these attractions.
Look at me for more than a moment, not just a sudden glance.
Stare at me for a while until I’m in a trance.
A little romance can cure this distance.
Why am I only putting in effort and persistence?
I can feel the change, not like when we met.
We took a chance • We made a bet
Our relationship will be the best it won’t be wrecked.
Now Look!
Just a Tale
I know someone is feeling this way
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
We reached a connection just to reconnect.
Discussing past times as we collect just to recorrect.
Everything seems alright so I’ll mark it with a check.
Now we can close the door and throw away the key.
Never open up the past since you’re done talking with me.
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
My life is complicated..then maybe it’s not.
Excuses is what I use..that’s all I got.
The excuses I abuse the truth I refuse.
Wait! it’s the truth that I always use.
Now I’m confused the truth never lies.
“The truth never lies unless you tell it the wrong way”.
That was my slogan the younger me used to say.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
Just like how I’m writing this right now.
Using my brain till I get all these words out.
Express myself without thinking less of myself.
Trying to find the best of myself than I never ever felt.
Than I never ever held and now I can grasp.
Everything I used to not have and now I have.
The older I grow I’m feeling mighty high class.
Let’s celebrate by raising up your glass.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
If you fail dust yourself off we all go through it.
From the richest to the rest of us.
We don’t let failure get the best of us.
I’m not perfect when I fell I was hurting.
Bruised up and broken.
Pain was so severe.
I try to talk but I kept on choking.
Like smoke filling a room and the windows is open.
I knew there was an exit but I got smoked in.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
Any idea you have it’s not stupid.
I’m sure past inventors was laughed at.
When they were successful i’m sure the inventor laughed back.
No matter what your complexion.
This is your life! Now let’s begin
You only control when your lesson ends.
My time and You Is what I interestingly invested in.

You can do anything if you put your mind to it.
I understand if now is not the right time to do it.
I just want to let you know that I understand.
This goes to every boy, girl, woman, or man.
You never too young as I seen.
You never too old as I couldn’t believe.
Everyone can do anything and still achieve.

Your families there,
Your friends there,
God is there..(whichever religion)
Even if you don’t know me I CARE.
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
All my poems be about romance and stuff.
I never jumped over the edge took a chance on stuff.
But I may have peaked and glanced at stuff.
I may have needs like financing stuff.
I’m trying to gain profit on monopoly.
Not talking board game, not it obviously.
My reality is stuck on apologies.
Sorry, Forgiveness, Excuses, Yeah I abused it.
If the words are free then I won’t refuse to use it.
I’m not advertising but that symbol said, “Just Do It”
So I’m going to do it and try to get it done.
Pray for a brother my sister nun.
God is the father, I’m just his son.
Raised by the church but not from birth.
We’re all born of sin, God lift this curse.
We all want to win, Quench this thirst.
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2024
I been so absent minded.
I neglect to find it.
The reason behind it.
Prospect declining during the current timing.
Blood pressure is rising as I continue writing.
Hyper active situation is only icing.
Words continue slicing the taste is inviting.
Urges only burn so I ignite the nervous.
Won’t describe the purpose of this nonsense it’s worthless.
Trying to reach the surface to expel my service.
Sunday churches, I’m hearting The Bible verses.
My mind contain the circus keep clowning around.
I still find life funny even when I’m feeling down.
I’m over here expressing feeling now
🤦🏾‍♂️
Aaron L Osgood Jun 2019
I’m DatGuy.
Maybe you’ll like.
May be your type.
If the temperature is rising
Maybe your hyped.
I think I’m hyped too.
I think I like you.
It’s you that I choose.
Let’s be together not loose.
Tighter is better.
Like money is cheddar.
Sunny is the weather.
The truth in my words.
Like a feather of a bird.
Might be light but it takes flight.
Do you like how I write?
Do you see better at night?
Do you think the sun is bright?
Question, Question, Question...
These suggestion I ingest them for lesson.
I can’t wait till the next session
I eat them for breakfast.
This is my confession..I ushered them.
This is my profession and I’m loving them
I need to leave an impression in.
The time I took...I invested in.
And hope you’d be interested in..
Aaron L Osgood Mar 2020
I believe I have more to say.
I’ve been quite for a while.
But not today, Time to play.
I’ve been going out my way.
Yes! I’m big a little over weight.
Traveling from state to state.
Enjoying delicacies, Yum their great!
Yo, getting off track let’s set it straight.
I have my truck now to transport freight.
Wait!, here I go again babbling towards the end.
Like you can relate we’re the best of friends.
Just because you read this,
You don’t need this!
This isn’t medicine you don’t need sh*t.
I’m just babbling again battling with in.
The monster is my adrenaline.
Hungry for Benjamin’s!
Yes! I’m craving it still, the craving is real.
We all have to eat, A snack or a meal.
Just a couple of thousands to a mill period.
A person can dream or wake up delirious!
This coronavirus is crazy it’s too serious!
We walk about it oblivious.
Put our life on the line mysteriously.
It affected others it won’t get to me.
I’m covered by the blood, Jesus Christ!
If I get infected he will save my life.
What if it’s your time to go?
No one knows when their debt is up.
You may feel alone but what if.
We’re not alone and death is next to us?
Aaron L Osgood Jul 2019
Here I am again in this same ol’ spot.
Same ol’ clothes with the same ol’ watch.
Same type of smile, I keep smirking a lot.
Call me busy cause I keep on working a lot.
Trying to get what you have, what I don’t got!
It’s not a lot but I want it all
People say Dream Big.
I guess I keep on dreaming too small.
I was bent on reality it took a lot out of me.
I took a breather and changed my velocity
Obviously, to focus on my goals and think positivity.
Aaron L Osgood Jul 2019
The brain just can’t stay focus.
Thanks to these random thoughts.
My words is never bogus.
Only one time I felt a little hopeless.
Like I had a need to be.
I wasn’t seen or even noticed.
I never thought my highest level would be my lowest.
Now I’m telling you as a poet sticking with the motions.
How tides come in..the water of the ocean.
Like the rhythm of a wizard that uses a potion.
There’s a type of pulse that quivers or shake.
The brain tries adjust to the movement of the quake.
Sometimes that one movement is all it takes.
You could ruin your life with too many mistakes...
Aaron L Osgood Jul 2019
All this Randomness is my brain babbling.
Emotions keeps traveling like candy wrappers unraveling.
I’m not even on a high but I’m steady battling.
My chains keep rattling cause I’m steady staggering.
I need to get up and move.
I need to get out this mood.
I’m a chill, laidback, gaming type of dude.
I’m a real, can relate that, explaining type of dude.
I don’t steal, I state facts, I reveal me. (you hate that.)
It won’t **** me, As long as i’m still me. (you can’t take that.)
Yup!!
Aaron L Osgood Dec 2019
I’m trying to reconnect to a certain line.
I contacted the operator but they couldn’t find.
The individual that I’m trying to reach.
In my dreams is the only visual so incomplete.
I have the description of an image without a name.
My dreams usually tease me, I play no games.
I can’t get in control, the dreams are usually the same.
A person in the mist, the image nearly missed.
I wake up happy and at times I’m nearly ******.
My dreams is stuck between my past and future
When that moment occurs it will feel like deja vu with humor.
Ha!, that moment couldn’t occur much sooner!
I’ll just wait until then....who knows when...
Aaron L Osgood Jul 2019
I finally found that closed door open.
Bright lights as I walk through hoping.
For a different me from what I’ve been showing.
The silent me is what people been knowing.
Now, I want others to know my voice!
Spoken or unspoken poetry, I have a choice!
I believe the inner me wants to make some noise.
The enemy tried to steal my joy.
I’ve been silence since I was a little boy.
I grew up with a loving family, so I didn’t need to be.
I guess I was just saving me from me.
I figured living life this way will be easy.
The simplest things would please me.
I had no opinion, no option, or no vision.
But it didn’t matter because my story was already written...
Aaron L Osgood Sep 2019
Before I was reaching for the sky trying to make it through.
You should see me now i’m starting to make it through.
Traveling the country in a semi-truck looking at amazing views.
I’ll try to stick with my talents and pile new ones on.
Because the sky is the limit and what’s new never felt wrong.
Nerves may kick in but it’s only there to make me strong.
If life was easy it wouldn’t feel long.
But I cherish every second and take notes.
Because every inch I step could lead me down another road.
Aaron L Osgood Nov 2017
Why am I not asleep?,
Thinking about the day during my night,
Thinking about if I wasted time or was it on my side...

I got an old flow but new vibe,
I got an old soul but new eyes,
At times I get a little grumpy,
As if I’m older than what I am,
Sometimes I question myself “who am I ?”,
I’m so surprised of my actions,
So alive no need for subtraction,
I try to add more excitement to my life,
I couldn’t find any instruction attachments,
The fact is half my life has too many fraction,
I’m getting so tired of all these mathematics,
Wondering why everything happens for a reason?
The answer to that equation that life changes during the seasons,
Nothing is never the same but to me it is,
Because at times I don’t like to take a risk,
I look back at my moments as I wish,
I wouldn’t of missed because I misunderstood,
Those moments I had when I wish I could,
Doubt is trying to creep up,
So now the outer me wants to speak up,
Trying to keep the enemy from the inner me to meet up,
It takes so much energy to keep up,
Times of the fashion,
Why didn’t I force the situation with my actions?
Why didn’t I take that leap?
Why am I like this?
Why couldn’t I just fight this?
Now, I live my life through cellular devices,
I can’t ask Siri what to do during a crisis,
Siri doesn’t know what my life is like,
It doesn’t have an idea even with the brightest light,
I keep looking over the edge,
Like I’m standing on the cliff but it’s only in my head,
It’s the end of my day and I’m laying in my bed,
I can’t go to sleep my thought is causing pollution,
I don’t want my next day to start until I figure out a new solution,
What should I do?
Who should I be if I don’t want to be me?
I need to live my life but I don’t want to appear fake,
I guess I’ll just learn from my mistakes,
But how many of these mistakes will I make?...
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
What can I talk about that doesn’t include me?
I painted every single picture so you could view me.
High definition type so you see the true me.
If we don’t know each other, tell others that you knew me.
Aaron L Osgood Jan 2018
Jhynda you gotta to be kidding me!
How dare you! become silent just suddenly.
We were chatting 2 fast 2 furious.
Now I’m idling at a red traffic light just furious.
Sitting in this car waiting for that green light to Go!
I’m not sitting in a car but I’m letting you metaphorically know.
As you sleep we stopped our speech.
Oddly you asked me “Wyd?” And we just started to speak.
Time is still moving and I’m still up.
The wind outside is blowing strong and I’m thinking “What the F*!”.
Listening to music now as I text you this message.
Expressing myself it’s about to get interesting.
Maybe I should stop this poem note.
I don’t want to go no further my friend.
Since your sleeping maybe this could be the end...
Although as I’m awake this new day of mines just began.
I have a long way before my day ends.
You have a short time as you sleep before your day begins.
Laying in your bed cuddle up with your bear.
And Brownie on the floor or on your bed laying near.
I shouldn’t be thinking this thoughts as I text you this.
As if I’m standing right there at the end of your bed just looking.
Waiting for you to wake so we can continue the topic we left off.
Before you became silent at 8:26pm as I viewed.
For you it’s 8:16pm your last text to me.
I understand I guess...continue to get your beauty rest.

BYE!
From: Aaron L. Osgood
To: You b.k.a. Jhynda Perpignan
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2024
Beauty is in the eye, right?
The special moments I like.
When you heart, what I write.
Talking morning, noon, and night.
Almost 24/7 just answering questions
I need to get rest in.
I find our talks interesting.
Use google translate our messaging.
But, I can’t wait to officially speak to you.
Most of my life I looked to the stars.
Maybe, I was seeking you.
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
That image though.
Your beauty just shine bright.
I’ll call you my sunshine.
Seeing you in the morning is what I like.
Smiling from cheek to cheek.
Can’t believe you’re here with me.
Spending time from a week to weeks.
I can’t wait until you’re awake.
For the moment I’ll let you sleep.
It feels like home to hear you speak.
Very welcoming and unique.
That certain tone I cannot repeat.
A loop in my brain until it gets weak.
Please don’t fade away, I love you day by days.
Forever is my Always, Always is my Forever.
No matter the storm as long as we’re together.
I Love You!
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2024
Don’t speak unless spoken to.
The weak is not broken too.
This week I woken you.
My heart is enclosed it remains open to view.
You didn’t choose me, I’m life’s chosen few.
With the ability to cope with you as we coexist.
I’m here to talk just in case you need the assist.
Aaron L Osgood Aug 2019
You must understand the basics.
If you need to read the instructions.
Please do, I’m trying make this clear for you.
I want you to see out this one clear view.
The only window I’m supplying and it’s near you.
So, don’t be lazy, i get it you’ve been a little spacey.
Dealing with your own problems lately.
An understanding gentleman knows.
Yes! I know the way life suddenly goes.
Watching the seasons as the weather flows.
From Winter to the fall.
Sometimes complication occurs we can’t have it all.
Sometimes it’s best to sit & watch as it blows on by.
Remember all them happy times before you cry.
Let me get back to the basics suddenly I lost sight.
Again! Please read the instructions before you begin.
Things might seem complicated the further you get in.
Especially if your learning about me.
This brick wall been up for a while..I’m so sorry
Held my Captain America Shield up to protect my body
Harmful play towards my mind from somebody.
I rather not say any names but many has copied.
They followed through and kept it on repeat.
Sometimes returned for more fun and kept the receipt.
I just want you to learn The Basics as I speak.
If your cool, then I’m cool, and I’ll welcome you as we greet.
If you understand what I’ve been through then follow me.
Aaron L Osgood Jun 2019
My memories is going in and out like a daze.
The brain is complicated like a maze.
Yet intriguing in so many ways.
Images come and go, some usually stays.
I went from young to old so many days.
Time, I would never thought to embrace.
So much pain is written on these chains.
Only little change could really be explained.
Maintain and preserve the brain remains
Explain the nerves that’s surrounding my veins?
Maybe I’ll just refrain that question it pertains.
Locked in my skull where my brain is contained.
Aaron L Osgood Jun 2019
To whomever this may concern,

I’m glad you clicked on my poem.
It’s time to read my words and maybe learn.
About me and how my mind works.
Now about me, everything on this page is me.
I may put myself in scenarios in order to see.
The feeling, The pain, The realness, The strain.
Your world and My world may not be the same.
But I can imagine like no picture in a frame.
That same blank canvas sold millions it’s insane.
I hope to read your poems and see how you became.
What lit that fire? and How you put out your flame?
If you had any problems with life. How you overcame them?
How would you explain them?
In your poetry, what title did you name them?
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
Sing me a song.
Let it be long.
Attach to my soul.
Let it belong.
Fill this empty hole.
Let it be strong.
Enough, so I can withstand.
To complete a puzzle.
Let it be whole again.

I once was weak like my muscles.
Life hit me hard until I struggled.
Couldn’t get back up so I stumbled.
I’m tired of trying! Hope things get better
I’m tired of crying! During this stormy weather.
Dehydrated or Drench?
I forget which one is which.
My mind is a stutter just watch as I glitch.
Tryig...To...Fiur......How...To...Get...R_.

^(Tr­ying To Figure Out How To Get Rich)^
Aaron L Osgood Jun 2019
Let’s travel the world pick a place that’s exquisite.
Let’s enjoy the scenery, the food and the visit.
Take in the culture, like how I have interest in you.
Watch how you dance let’s see how you move.
The music is so beautiful my heart is amused.
I’m in the groove and cannot refused it.
The rhythm is a bomb I cannot defuse it.
Let’s just dance till the morning comes.
Till the night breaks and we see the sun.
One day
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
At the end of the day this bed is what I need.
To relax my body and to relax my feet.
To relax my mind and to help me sleep.
This bed is like home base.
When I was young playing hide-n-seek.
Sometimes in the morning this bed I don’t want to leave.
But I know when I return home it’s waiting for me
Aaron L Osgood Jun 2019
At this moment we can only admire
But often wish we were admired
Talking to my GF/Future
Aaron L Osgood Jul 2019
I’m on the phone trying reach you
I keep hearing the ringing sound.
It’s you that I want to speak to.
You’re the only one I need to.
My interest is limited
But you are my benefits
Especially when my health is in need.
You’re the only one that wants me to succeed.
More ringing in my ear
For now it’s seems to be clear.
If you’re not answering
Then your not even there.
I wish you pick up the phone

“Please leave a message after the tone!”
“Beeeep!”
“Hello, I haven’t spoke to you in a while. Alright, maybe it hasn’t been a while but with these days being long it feels like it.. “

I called because I wanted to hear your voice.
Speak upon some things
Give this silence a little noise
But all I got is rings.
Now I’m speaking through this voicemail.
Because hearing you is not allowed.
But now I have a choice to tell you.
What I’m thinking about.

I just want to listen and put you on repeat.
I just want to lay down and hear you speak.
I just want one word, two words, or even three.
I just want to hear you speak, I just to hear YOU!
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
So heavenly.
You are heaven sent.
You’re my First Lady and I'm your President.
I love you baby and this is present tense.
Aaron L Osgood Oct 2017
Hello Sweetie your my baby cakes,
I love you and miss your face,
A kiss kiss will always makes my day,
Forever I will always stay,
And Forever I will always say,
No one could never ever ever take your place,
Any error moment doesn’t have to remain,
Like with a pencil we can just erase,
Don’t let it ruin us because we’re the best,
We’re on this journey together,
Which is my favorite conquest ,
Seven years together,
You’ve been sparked my interest,
We already started to invest,
Twisted thoughts equals a twisted mess,
How could you drift off course,
We been on park no idling of course,
I know this world pushes us in different direction,
Go against the wind,
Go against the force,
Let’s forever love one another,
And never get a divorce,
My baby,
My baby cakes,
My Love,
I’ll never hate,
My Love,
You will always take,
You are the one for me,
These seven years is not a mistake,
You are the one for me,
Every time we go out it’s like our first date,
I try not to be messy,
Like eating food from my plate,
I try to keep it smooth,
But now I realize I can just relax,
No matter the storm that faces us,
We got each other’s backs....

By Aaron (DatGuy)
Aaron L Osgood Jun 2019
I Love how My Love show Me Love.
I must be doing the right things.
Thank You God! To the heaven’s above.
I’m here on the ground gravity is holding me down.
Paired with the right partner, no loneliness found.
We’re not always together but I love when she’s around.
Remember when I said, “What is life without juice?”.
I should of said, “What’s life without you?”.
I’m in love with your presence and when you hold me boo!
Nine years full of lesson who would of only knew.
That I would be still holding you and you onto me.
No suffocation! You help me breath.
I love it when you’re right next to me.
Please hold me closer and hold me tight.
I wish this moment can last from the A.M. through the night.
Because loving you never felt so right..Nice!
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
Let’s Take A Moment to Celebrate Mother’s Day.
Although I keep hearing everyday is a celebration that’s true.
Everyday my Mother never stop loving me.
How about you?
From the day I was born to how I’m living now.
I thank God that my Mother’s strong and still around.
I miss my Mother’s Mother (my grandma) without a doubt.
R.I.P. Myrtle C. Pringley the moments we had is still with me.
Motion pictures to still memories I still press play.
I remember grandma after you passed in my dreams you visited me.
In my dreams you gave me a ride home and told me you were okay.
The odd thing is where I live now.
When you were alive you didn’t know where I stayed.
So it’s not a hidden memory that was misplaced.
Thank You God and my Grandmother for a blessing daughter.
Thank You God for always having your angels around her.
Even when she didn’t know of your presence.
No matter which path she followed God had engraved.
How and the 5 W’s the day she would get saved.
I remember the day she was introduce to LOJ.
From then to now she still walks his way.
Following the Holy road to heaven.
The only road to heaven and covered in his presence.
I really didn’t mean to write this long.
But I guess I wanted to express exactly where I came from.
Tamara (my lady) always say my Mother and I is exactly alike.
So I get a little glimpse of what her life was like.
I don’t mind if we’re alike because my Mother I love.
Thank You God and Grandmother from the heavens above.

To: Lauren C. Osgood (I Love You Always)
HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!
This could be the only one or more to come
Aaron L Osgood Dec 2019
To the people of my past you’re truly missed.
My memory is intact and moments I cannot forget.
Good or Bad life is full of twists.
But yet time is continuous it can’t be dismissed.
On my bad days I may have wished you didn’t exist.
I kept out of touch and kept my distance.
Facebook occurred then my searches was persistent.
Looking for clues that I had a past with you.
Just a glance maybe there’s a second chance.
That I can reunite the friendship between us two.
Aaron L Osgood Jul 2020
Why do I feel like I’m drowning?
If I didn’t get into the pool yet.
There’s only a few moves I do regret.
Needing a lifesaver just to feel safer.
I’ll speak on any topic if you pick the flavor.
Luckily, writing is my form of therapy on paper.
Basically, it’s my only savior when times are major.
Why keep these thoughts in my head?
I rather speak on them now, rather than later.
You can’t express yourself let this be a favor.
Maybe me writing this you can relate to.
We both trying to find an exit to escape thru.
Trying to fight it these feeling is uninvited.
Maybe no one will notice if I try to hide it.
But which will suffer more them or I.
A question I always ask myself.
It’s usually between him or I.
If I free myself from this pain, Will I Rise?
Is the suffering too deep in vain, Will I Die?
But still I try to keep Hope and Will alive.
The moment will be gone and the sun will arrive.
So until this day is over I’ll say “I Will Survive!”
Just Keeping Hope Alive from Drowning...
Aaron L Osgood Dec 2019
This message is to my friend Tab.
Your always thought of almost like the best friends I have.
I hope you remember our past and don’t forget the fun we had.
Even if we’re living different lives and hardly crossing paths.
I guess have no choice to wait until the next time we chat.
I’m patient enough, I have enough time to clean up some stuff.
As I’m creating this it’s like I’m forming a picture from a paintbrush.
I hope you got the clue because our past lived it through.
College life in art class is where I met you.
I saw many images but being friends with you was the best view.
I’m sorry back then I wasn’t getting the hint.
Oblivious to signs even if it was assigned to I.
I need to express myself even if this a public view.
I figured this is the only way I can get to you.
I used messenger and texted- No Answer.
I know we stopped talking but we were still cool though.
Maybe this poem is a far reach and I’m just trying to say hi.
I’m in California as I’m creating this and looking at the sky
At the moment the sun is setting I guess its going to be a goodbye...
Have a goodnight and eventually we’ll speak it’s not urgent everything is alright.
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
If you want to talk I don’t mind listening to you.
I’ll return with pointers and different views.
You can refuse this option that I just introduced.
I just want to warn you..I speak the truth
You can approve or disapprove.
I will still be that type of person you need.
What would you really lose?
All of yourself you can keep.
I just need you tell me a small percentage of your life.
And I will give you my full attention and advice.
Much needed supplement the feeling is nice.
I wanted to see how part one do.
To see if I should post “Understanding Gentleman 2”
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
My type of caring is carelessly.
Too Gentleman like I must need therapy.
I apologize if your man show jealousy.
I will step back farewell to you and me.
Showed you part two and this is three.
There may be a four and five.
If this poem explores everyones mind.
And gets enough views to survive.
I leave it to you to decide.
I speak the truth over any lies.
I like that you view my poems with your beautiful eyes.
Just an Intro
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
You look real intelligent, pretty, and elegant.
Better than a diamond, ruby, sapphire, or any element.
If you want to be taken out I am a specialist.
I will truly be carefullest it’s almost definite.
I meant I am one hundred percent positive.
You can only take my word & my trust not the opposite.
Sorry there’s no evidence my past is irrelevant.
Mistakes were made I’m a new development.
Someone you can settle with an Understanding Gentleman.
I’m very observant and pay attention to details.
Aaron L Osgood May 2019
Three or more hours has passed.
And yet I’m still thinking of you.
You are not my future nor my past.
And yet I’m still thinking of you.
Even when my mind is busy.
I’m still thinking i wish you were with me.
I lived and still living an exciting life
But without you I feel a little empty inside.
We both share a zodiac sign.
What if in another life you were destined to be mine.
And yet I’m still thinking of you.
I don’t cheat on love nor do I flirt.
Maybe a little flirt but it shouldn’t hurt.
If I caused a problem then I’m sorry.
I know to you I’m just a harmless play.
Something you can suddenly feel then it goes away.
It’s very odd that I miss you so much.
Two different people with a common touch.
Thinking of you suddenly is not enough.
Yet I’m on this quest trying not to review
The reasons of why I’m thinking of you?
Aaron L Osgood Sep 2022
Thanks for showing me beauty from your eye view.
Before I known not much as I walked right by you.
Now I’m very sight-full and growing to like you
As much as my sweetness excites you, I hope it invite you.
To the secret space in my heart where it’s delightful.
Until then……
Aaron L Osgood Nov 2020
I miss my friend.
If we can only talk for a quick second.
I’m trying to forget the past and live in the present.
Forget the bad I’m done learning my lesson.
I’m not going to ask, “Why was I treated wrong?”
I lived through the pain and now I’m living strong.
You’re the cause of my wrongs nothing felt right.
“Why do I still bleed?”, when I’m wearing white.
Why do I still need?”, this person in my life.
Questioning myself, the answers would help.
Deep in my thoughts the common passion I’ve always felt.
You won’t respond because you’re not here.
If you were I doubt you’d care.

More To Say...

Every time we talk you say, “I have you back”
Well, you shouldn’t of left me like that.
Broken down but yet I have to be man.
We both are human beings I guess you don’t understand.
You bleed red! Well so do I!
You left me dead! But I’m still alive!
Raised from the ground to reach the sky.
Like a seed in the ground, that tree grew high
If only you could see me now
You would be surprised
But only thing you see is memories
Just another disguise!
The truth behind your lies...
Aaron L Osgood Jan 2024
If you separate the cause & effect.
Between us Im going to pause & reject.
Respect my rules cause I’m the best.
Not like the others put your past to rest.
A renewal connection let the pastor bless.
Add the bible to make it finesse..like ice.
I’m a Christian so I roll with Christ.
My sweetness is sugar, girl you add the spice.
Cayenne in the cooker let the heat rise.
Girl, I’m still sweating you I had to peek twice.
Life is a gamble with you I’ll roll the dice.
You gave me a sample and still paid the price.
Let’s be serious so I can make you my wife!
Baby I’ll never exchange cause you changed my life.
Yes, at first it was strange never felt more alive.
You had me trippin’ I decided to take a dive.
Fell in love with you…without you I can’t survive.

-Truth!!
Aaron L Osgood May 2022
I want to come home fast and “Sit With You!”
It doesn’t matter if we don’t have “Sh_t To Do!”
Who I love to end my day with? “It is You!”
Dine and spend time forever “With My Boo!”
I can’t think of no one better..”Just Us Two!”
Aaron L Osgood Feb 2020
I’m like a ghost in the wind.
I want you to hold me again.
I want you to know me again.
I’m just a lonely black man.
I mostly only slacked back then.
But yet I was zen.
I lived amongst others.
When life was simple back then
A good guy but almost a criminal back then.
Well that’s a lie, black or white stripes.
Call me adidas because I was original back then.
I drew pictures with a pencil.
But I’m much crazier with a pen.
I have a lot to say words I contemplate.
Don’t need to over think things as I concentrate.
Nothing is too complicated as I dominate it.
My mind is polluted just over populated
I tend to move and say I made it.
I guess I did it again.
I was labeled as a loser, so I pretended to win.
As I look at myself within rather than my skin.
If life is so short, where should I begin?
Can I skip over growing up?
Now I’m throwing up.
The Cap as I wear the Gown.
Life just started.
I’m clueless of what’s happening now.
Life went by with the quickness
Grown my richest, with invested interest.
Times got though yet I still handled my business.
Self made as I claim it, what should I name it?
The title of enrichment with a twist of impingement
Is that not same ****, please excuse my language.
It was called for and over dated.
I just want to say I made it..
Yes!, I made it, Yes!, I made it!
The time well spent was estimated.
Now...signing out, And you’re devastated.
Sorry!
Aaron L Osgood Dec 2021
I enjoy our talks when we get to speak.
On a certain subject that interests me.
Love to learn about you and your views.
About life or the surrounding news.
I’m wiling to talk about any subject you choose.
Aaron L Osgood Jan 2024
I scroll thru pics like I’m invading your life.
I adore the ones I pick either still or live.
I know I don’t say much but I’m still alive.
As roam these roads I still survive.
I know you don’t care but I still incline.
Sending messages in the air & you still decline.
Telling me nothing is wrong, just **** the lying.
Your attitude stay strong, yet you’re still denying.
I repeat the same song but change the rhythm.
No drama in my life, the range is given.
Distance is needed from the strangest women.
Those that been cheated on, abused, or beaten on.
Misused or treated wrong, confused..yet still proceeded on.
Therapy is needed don’t walk on by.
Shrug your shoulders & say “It’s Just Life!”

I’m sorry if you’ve been through that.
I hope those that hurt you karma comes back…

I’m sorry
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