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"wartime" poems
Gentlemen of Courage and Ladies of Excellence, Toast to stolen prayers with rarer player’s hands; Soft in defiant laughter, when drinking their wine from the bowels of brines Sing along the Ballads of Heritage with Melodies of Exception; Boast, not a breathe, though sullen heirs ghost to fairer wearer’s air(s) of land— A settlement of Rapture and Resurrection, arid, amid dirt and sand and King and thy Kingdom sprout flowering tomb, and rosebud temple reach to the sky during the showers of spring Devours the crescent Moon in big pink petals of bloom; A garden so fertile it could look pretty in wartime— with Gardeners of Courage and Laborers of Excellence; (Lapse, not into digressions of Being and Essence but hands in the soil and planting the actions of kingdom come,        patient building of Spring Reign sure as the flame, the architect of rising Sun is (Daughters and Sons of kingdom came,       the soldier in a land been conquered and named; abandoned for the greenness of hope. )May it never come, Be All The Same; ( be gentle, though whispering wind) Seeds of Nextyear and the spores of Awhile, carried by the Wasps and the Clouds To the Gentlemen of Excellence and Ladies of Courage, illuminated, eyes from the flora of stars faraway forest floor of foreign       fears,       as the hungry Owls of Time prepare a final feast—       Consume the years between Here and Now;       Watching from blank perch, among       the Trees of Afterall; a place beyond expectance.       Sing the branches of experience, to wake       in Siren’s cipher; inelegant forms       of waking, ugly sleep on rocks of seabed; once was aboard a marooned skyline— Those Who Are Will Be again, again a serf in a wave of Time’s refraction. Neverending neverbeginning;                           Those Gentlemen of Courage and Ladies of Excellence, on the Day That Is, arrays of seers sayers doers displayers optimists and pessimists, toast to them         and their rarer player’s hands, Boast they, not a breathe, though sullen heirs ghost to fairer wearer’s air and land; Laugh and howl and dine, they drink their wine from disemboweled gourds         of their own divine— Warped, in jowls of hungry fix, no feast they fear, for they prey to the Owls of Time.
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Apr 30, 2018
Apr 30, 2018 at 5:28 PM UTC
Gentleman of Courage and Ladies of Excellence
Gentlemen of Courage and Ladies of Excellence, Toast to stolen prayers with rarer player’s hands; Soft in defiant laughter, when drinking their wine from the bowels of brines Sing along the Ballads of Heritage with Melodies of Exception; Boast, not a breathe, though sullen heirs ghost to fairer wearer’s air(s) of land— A settlement of Rapture and Resurrection, arid, amid dirt and sand and King and thy Kingdom sprout flowering tomb, and rosebud temple reach to the sky during the showers of spring Devours the crescent Moon in big pink petals of bloom; A garden so fertile it could look pretty in wartime— with Gardeners of Courage and Laborers of Excellence; (Lapse, not into digressions of Being and Essence but hands in the soil and planting the actions of kingdom come,        patient building of Spring Reign sure as the flame, the architect of rising Sun is (Daughters and Sons of kingdom came,       the soldier in a land been conquered and named; abandoned for the greenness of hope. )May it never come, Be All The Same; ( be gentle, though whispering wind) Seeds of Nextyear and the spores of Awhile, carried by the Wasps and the Clouds To the Gentlemen of Excellence and Ladies of Courage, illuminated, eyes from the flora of stars faraway forest floor of foreign       fears,       as the hungry Owls of Time prepare a final feast—       Consume the years between Here and Now;       Watching from blank perch, among       the Trees of Afterall; a place beyond expectance.       Sing the branches of experience, to wake       in Siren’s cipher; inelegant forms       of waking, ugly sleep on rocks of seabed; once was aboard a marooned skyline— Those Who Are Will Be again, again a serf in a wave of Time’s refraction. Neverending neverbeginning;                           Those Gentlemen of Courage and Ladies of Excellence, on the Day That Is, arrays of seers sayers doers displayers optimists and pessimists, toast to them         and their rarer player’s hands, Boast they, not a breathe, though sullen heirs ghost to fairer wearer’s air and land; Laugh and howl and dine, they drink their wine from disemboweled gourds         of their own divine— Warped, in jowls of hungry fix, no feast they fear, for they prey to the Owls of Time.
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Welcome to the dawn of a new age Open up the book turn the page Let's excel to highest degree Recognize evolution of humanity Back on track showing I don't lack Doing what I do to make you react Let's take a trip through my mind Poetry prophecy perfectly combine Who has the answer? Let's ask the question Seems no one is paying attention To "Money" which is created by man It separates people Are you starting to understand It's a trap set by death it wont stop Till you breathe your last breath Hmm that's right... Not even death is free Money is the maker of poverty Overpopulation, segregation a messed up nation Leads to mass annihilation Wartime the battles rage on Is it about hatred? Or some politician's song? Time and space The final frontiers Bombs explode people run in fear Annihilation of a species unknown Aliens from space invade our home Pledge allegiance to a flag Whichever may wave whatever they have Science is it fiction or fact? Sometimes it's hard to believe all that Who's gonna do it? Who has the answer? Prophets fall but not from cancer GOD.. Labeled "Almighty One" Spoke to us on earth through his son Whether you agree or disagree Intentions were to save humanity Who'll stand up? Who'll be the one? To bring about change without firing a gun? Each generation builds off the legacy of the last Ignorance of history doom us to repeat our past..
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Jun 17, 2013
Jun 17, 2013 at 2:47 AM UTC
Dawn Of A New Age
I'm not a writer trying to share a story, I'm a survivor telling you a true story. I'm not just a poet having fun and living, I saw bad things when I was younger. That was when things were harder. when women and old people were helpless and young people were hopeless. It was that time when good parents were powerless to protect their underage girls from **** and molestation at the hands of drugged-up child soldiers with bloodshot eyes. I did something other boys were too scared to do, I turned into a man and took survival into my hands. It was that time when men and women used the same place to bathe and go to the loo. I saw many many hungry people eating palm cabbage and wild grasses malnourished children and dying people. I saw hands chopped off with cutlasses. I saw thousands of families separated and fathers killed or incarcerated. I saw silly young men pick up arms and chopped off people's limbs like hideous things were their aims. I saw really bad things and cried to God for wings like an angel to fly away because I saw no other way. I saw people running to God and getting murdered in his church. I don't know, but he didn't say a word It's like He just sat down and watch? I saw bad things I planned my escape from poverty, from a war-torn country. It was that time when your parents, who come from the same generation as I, were looking up to their mom's for breast milk. It was that time when no one wore silk, it was a time of fear,it was wartime. It was that time when bullets determined eating time and bedtime. It was that time when pretty boys had nothing in their wallets. It was that time when PYJ ate dinner and played gospel on his guitar like he was our savior and not a sinner. © IvanBrooksPoetry 12/9/2018
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Sep 13, 2018
Sep 13, 2018 at 1:06 AM UTC
A Poet,A Survivor,A True Story
I'm not a writer trying to share a story, I'm a survivor telling you a true story. I'm not just a poet having fun and living, I saw bad things when I was younger. That was when things were harder. when women and old people were helpless and young people were hopeless. It was that time when good parents were powerless to protect their underage girls from **** and molestation at the hands of drugged-up child soldiers with bloodshot eyes. I did something other boys were too scared to do, I turned into a man and took survival into my hands. It was that time when men and women used the same place to bathe and go to the loo. I saw many many hungry people eating palm cabbage and wild grasses malnourished children and dying people. I saw hands chopped off with cutlasses. I saw thousands of families separated and fathers killed or incarcerated. I saw silly young men pick up arms and chopped off people's limbs like hideous things were their aims. I saw really bad things and cried to God for wings like an angel to fly away because I saw no other way. I saw people running to God and getting murdered in his church. I don't know, but he didn't say a word It's like He just sat down and watch? I saw bad things I planned my escape from poverty, from a war-torn country. It was that time when your parents, who come from the same generation as I, were looking up to their mom's for breast milk. It was that time when no one wore silk, it was a time of fear,it was wartime. It was that time when bullets determined eating time and bedtime. It was that time when pretty boys had nothing in their wallets. It was that time when PYJ ate dinner and played gospel on his guitar like he was our savior and not a sinner. © IvanBrooksPoetry 12/9/2018
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In this, my last hour of rhyme, with stains uncontainèd by shaking hands Spreading like red soldiers running wartime untempered by generals shouting commands Then laughing like drunkards, drowning in wine that rich purple spills out from its barrels Then lying on bartops, eyes shine porcine and unheard soft voices hiss curses and carols. O, woe be on me if I speak out of time; out-tumbling come innards, spewed from a mouth Which whispered sad prayers in corners of grime: hints of spring-season on trips to the south; Watch them out-tumble, watch horri-divine like the death of the tragic, acted but true Yet laughing old minstrels declare it quite fine: and friends ensure royal-men breathe not from the blue. Hours fly past on wings of the Sun who turns misted eyes from child-fight below And lives lives of many, but cares not for none not least merchant servants, throttled in the snow. I fade and I fade: a blossom once watered and love of the stage is clogging my throat It changes my words: I fight it, I fought it and hot-wet floods up with drowning and choke. This minute, these words: I defy death. And cold, outward slipping: my slow final breath.
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Apr 25, 2014
Apr 25, 2014 at 5:14 AM UTC
Death of the Poet, Mercutio
someone asked why i was never happy for any notable period of time. "i need the darkness to appreciate the light." someone asked why i was never in the neighborhood anymore. "i never feel content in one place for more than a day." someone asked why i was always alone. "i've been looking for Her." someone asked if i believed in war. "i am bored." someone asked if i struggled with pride. "i'm on social networking sites." someone asked if i felt a heavy sense of regret. "i've gotten over the feeling." someone asked if i was ready to die. "no, my head is still full of all the whys."
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Aug 3, 2010
Aug 3, 2010 at 8:37 AM UTC
of neighborhoods, wartime boredom, and all the whys
Slapdash into the ****** pan Is thrown the longed-for son of man. Between the gossiping cups of tea God attains mortality. In the cathedral calm and cold Kneel the erroneous-memoried old. But in the womb's cathedral calm The walls collapse in a birth psalm. The blood sings from the soiled hand The apprentice cleans at the washstand. Undismayed by omission, For everything, everything is won. The proof blazes in impudence Above the miopics of science, Swaggering in love inviolate, Over the uninitiate. And over all the angels dart Like squadrons in a war apart. Dropping parachutes of bliss On everything that is.
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Birth of a Child in Wartime
When the incendiaries lit the sky A face smiled its divine calligraphy: It was Helen crowned with Troy's debris. Her unmatchable mouth in the roof Of blood moved in speech like the home of love, Hanging its moon of reproof: 'My kiss blots history out. My landslide legend has forgotten A thousand thousand bones rotting; 'Under the guilty sea The ships lie; but accuracy Has been seduced by me.' Her smile sailed indiscriminately Among the squadrons of death majestically And was reflected on the sea. 'The armless Venus carried Pompei's tears Better than the raided years Or the cold dances of chameleon stars.' Then faded. But the rain Like lovers' seeds that fall in vain, Warned me of my sin.
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Love In Wartime
I hold my cards close to my chest on this night that is oh so close. No fan to blow air into my face, not that it would matter anyway. The air would just remind me that it is hot this summer night. I am drinking beers while the fruit flies are sharing with me. No sense in picking them out of the cup.. more will arrive. The woman who lives upstairs, how can she ride her bike, on such a summer night. I hear her, it's the sound of rowing, a creak-creak-creak. 88 Willow, the building with eight dwellings. Through the open window I hear a dog barking, maybe two, three blocks away. This building that I live in, where the walls are so thin you know that they have ears. Have ears to hear. Creak-creak-creak.. the woman is rowing, her rowing machine rows out into a great big sea of imagination, where there is every kind of sea creature that you can conjure up in your mind. And her boyfriend, a fine painter and sculpture. He wants to do the cover of my next book.. And I think, like that's ever going to happen. My good friend was over tonight, he told me a story about how he proposed to his 'maritime' woman. She cried and she cried after she saw the ring, not because it was so small, but because she was beside herself in joyful delight. I envy what it is they have, but what they have requires work, hard work. They have one tried and true partnership. We talked about reaching out to extended family, as well as brothers and sisters in blood. Me, of my own, my father is turning eighty. Eight decades and I know him not. He fought in the Korean War and I've yet to ask him about it. Not once in my life time has he even smelled the wartime memories that I am sure waft up on occasion. Now back to 88 Willow. There is a drunkard living in a basement apartment. His legs are going from wet brain. He only calls me when he is drunk. He has two drinks and he starts fumbling worse than a line backer intercepting a foreword lateral pass. I don't want to move, though I know I have to, to keep on keeping on, I've got to move, I have to move. © 2013
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Dec 26, 2012
Dec 26, 2012 at 10:37 PM UTC
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I hold my cards close to my chest on this night that is oh so close. No fan to blow air into my face, not that it would matter anyway. The air would just remind me that it is hot this summer night. I am drinking beers while the fruit flies are sharing with me. No sense in picking them out of the cup.. more will arrive. The woman who lives upstairs, how can she ride her bike, on such a summer night. I hear her, it's the sound of rowing, a creak-creak-creak. 88 Willow, the building with eight dwellings. Through the open window I hear a dog barking, maybe two, three blocks away. This building that I live in, where the walls are so thin you know that they have ears. Have ears to hear. Creak-creak-creak.. the woman is rowing, her rowing machine rows out into a great big sea of imagination, where there is every kind of sea creature that you can conjure up in your mind. And her boyfriend, a fine painter and sculpture. He wants to do the cover of my next book.. And I think, like that's ever going to happen. My good friend was over tonight, he told me a story about how he proposed to his 'maritime' woman. She cried and she cried after she saw the ring, not because it was so small, but because she was beside herself in joyful delight. I envy what it is they have, but what they have requires work, hard work. They have one tried and true partnership. We talked about reaching out to extended family, as well as brothers and sisters in blood. Me, of my own, my father is turning eighty. Eight decades and I know him not. He fought in the Korean War and I've yet to ask him about it. Not once in my life time has he even smelled the wartime memories that I am sure waft up on occasion. Now back to 88 Willow. There is a drunkard living in a basement apartment. His legs are going from wet brain. He only calls me when he is drunk. He has two drinks and he starts fumbling worse than a line backer intercepting a foreword lateral pass. I don't want to move, though I know I have to, to keep on keeping on, I've got to move, I have to move. © 2013
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***you are leathered with residue decaying the rust off your skin with our initials crawling into alabaster sheets that all I have really felt while staring out at the streets we're people fading by egotistical lack of self confidence even though I admit using seducing strategies possibly disgusted by my own emotions that I am placing ****** thrills on my own configuration because it's humid and blatant unkowling breathing ruthless sentiments of our holy communion I am splitting into a holy sin drenched in blissful wartime rations of water or passion your cotton skin and these sheets bold statements between white teeth it’s all a fading mystery you said I’m something childlike your hands are stained cherry and even if they were around my neck I’d whisper your name like a vesper simply waiting for the day to come where it all fades because you refuse to be a young god no matter how it seems to be to me in all of my naivety***
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Mar 11, 2017
Mar 11, 2017 at 7:44 PM UTC
Cherry Naivety
I feel at one with sweethearts Through the years, With the wartime lovers Who went overseas, All the shattered hearts, All the rivers of tears, I feel them all. Verses of love, Lovers who must part, Portraits of love Worn so very close to the heart, All the lovers lost, Loves that never even start, I feel them all.
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Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 2:01 AM UTC
All the Rivers of Tears
A smile is knowing The dark crease of a well-arched spine The dewy white lotus petals The sad title of concubine The blue glass so plainly beautiful With its cold smooth sides A blown vase that sits precious Atop a dead deer's stretched hide The hallowed slope of a portruding illiac And the decadent crust of a sweet fruit pie On a black vinyl stage floor In a room filled with echoing cries The reverberance loud and hollow With ears ringing opened wide The bends of her young tendons In her ropey pale limbs They flex and harshly twitch How a scared and hooked fish swims The cyclic orbits of planets and lifetimes   A ballerina's pirouette spins Now the tarlatan and muslin gets torn to shreds And the blinding stage lights quickly dim The wet heat of a hungry tongue Slaps upon her sweating skin The audience simply does nothing Just like the tall plant stalks of the green motel Or the muddy vines in swamps in Rwanda Or white wallpaper in the locked rooms of certain hells The diseases that squirm in tainted waters Of Liberia's ***** wells The missing limbs of wartime amputees Reflected in the golden glint of spent brass shells Amidst the screams of NO STOP NO It yells the words GO GOD GO Through the grinning lips of the manifest destiny And the arms of Khmer Rouge's killings Its legs are formed from the many faces of lynch mobs Its hands are hewn of American prison facilities and county jails It's dripping deadly doses of fentanyl in local ****** shipments     And ****** dancers
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Jul 29, 2017
Jul 29, 2017 at 8:20 PM UTC
****** Dancers
A smile is knowing The dark crease of a well-arched spine The dewy white lotus petals The sad title of concubine The blue glass so plainly beautiful With its cold smooth sides A blown vase that sits precious Atop a dead deer's stretched hide The hallowed slope of a portruding illiac And the decadent crust of a sweet fruit pie On a black vinyl stage floor In a room filled with echoing cries The reverberance loud and hollow With ears ringing opened wide The bends of her young tendons In her ropey pale limbs They flex and harshly twitch How a scared and hooked fish swims The cyclic orbits of planets and lifetimes   A ballerina's pirouette spins Now the tarlatan and muslin gets torn to shreds And the blinding stage lights quickly dim The wet heat of a hungry tongue Slaps upon her sweating skin The audience simply does nothing Just like the tall plant stalks of the green motel Or the muddy vines in swamps in Rwanda Or white wallpaper in the locked rooms of certain hells The diseases that squirm in tainted waters Of Liberia's ***** wells The missing limbs of wartime amputees Reflected in the golden glint of spent brass shells Amidst the screams of NO STOP NO It yells the words GO GOD GO Through the grinning lips of the manifest destiny And the arms of Khmer Rouge's killings Its legs are formed from the many faces of lynch mobs Its hands are hewn of American prison facilities and county jails It's dripping deadly doses of fentanyl in local ****** shipments     And ****** dancers
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On the train to Haifa I think about my father in wartime Palestine, a different time, a different name but the same place. His memories of oranges and beaches and warm, Mediterranean swimming are the times he chose to rescue from the six years when the world was drowning in its own blood. The weather is blue and grey but the sun shines like my father’s medals on his blue-grey air force uniform that entranced me as a child. As the helicopter gunships prowl over Mount Carmel, speeding north to Lebanon, I wonder what times I will choose to rescue from a land built out of longing, but paid for in blood.
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Feb 24, 2015
Feb 24, 2015 at 11:49 PM UTC
POEM ON MY FATHER'S BIRTHDAY
There's a war raging between what I want and what I'm strong enough to handle.
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Jan 25, 2015
Jan 25, 2015 at 10:34 PM UTC
Wartime
wring your mismatched hands together they don't belong to you but they're still yours you watch old reels, the war replaying on a silver screen relearning a past you still don't remember (your hair used to be short, but you like it better long) your smile is crooked when you look at him you don't know if it's fondness or hatred (or something in the middle,the point between rage and bone-breaking love) he'll never understand how easy it is to make men into machines but the blueprints for your breathing patterns are hidden away in ones and zeroes in the back of your mind your tongue and teeth are stained with your old body, ten thousand lifetimes ago you still feel your arm sometimes ghost aches haunting your every step when you close your eyes you see an ashtray, blood filling your eyesockets like saltwater you've forgotten about that night (1942, the war playing in the background as you looked at him, soft around the edges) stars falling from his palms into your chest you're an ampersand, your fingers interlocked with his when you ask him what it was like (you aren't sure what you mean, but he is) he says, soft around the edges,okay and it's enough war isn't pretty, it's a tragedy and so are you but it's enough for now press your fingers into the sway of his back cough russian winter into his lungs and try to forget about it
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Jul 20, 2014
Jul 20, 2014 at 5:28 PM UTC
wartime in monochromia
Verse One Rockstar wages And a chevy impala attitude, Pornstar secrets, With a red light point of view, But something has me going, So controlling, I need to get out of my head, Can't stop hoping, Overdosing On the thought of living high instead, And I said Chorus Don't be scared to rest those shot glass shattered eyes, Give ******* kisses to the boys and the girls who lied, Don't tell me you're sober Until it is over, The tears won't dry on their own. Verse Two Las Vegas Luck And I'll always be rolling the dice, Wartime loss, As I fight to surrender my life, But something keeps me going, Overflowing, With temptation to let go, Keep on coping, Roller coasting Falling too fast and never want to go slow, And I said Chorus Don't be scared to rest those shot glass shattered eyes, Give ******* kisses to the boys and the girls who lied, Don't tell me you're sober Until it is over, The tears won't dry on their own. Bridge Another shot, Another chance, To sort out life And finish this dance, If I can't be happy, At least carry on 'Til the end of the song. I picked up the pieces from my shot glass shattered eyes, Gave out ******* kisses to the boys and the girls who lied, I'm an unholy mess, But I will try to impress The devil when he comes to take away my soul, And I'll say Chorus Share the shot glass glances with the World outside, Save the ******* kisses for the ride to Hell tonight This song isn't over Even if you are sober, The tears won't be wasted on you The tears won't be wasted on you.
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Jan 24, 2014
Jan 24, 2014 at 4:07 PM UTC
Lyrics: Sober
Verse One Rockstar wages And a chevy impala attitude, Pornstar secrets, With a red light point of view, But something has me going, So controlling, I need to get out of my head, Can't stop hoping, Overdosing On the thought of living high instead, And I said Chorus Don't be scared to rest those shot glass shattered eyes, Give ******* kisses to the boys and the girls who lied, Don't tell me you're sober Until it is over, The tears won't dry on their own. Verse Two Las Vegas Luck And I'll always be rolling the dice, Wartime loss, As I fight to surrender my life, But something keeps me going, Overflowing, With temptation to let go, Keep on coping, Roller coasting Falling too fast and never want to go slow, And I said Chorus Don't be scared to rest those shot glass shattered eyes, Give ******* kisses to the boys and the girls who lied, Don't tell me you're sober Until it is over, The tears won't dry on their own. Bridge Another shot, Another chance, To sort out life And finish this dance, If I can't be happy, At least carry on 'Til the end of the song. I picked up the pieces from my shot glass shattered eyes, Gave out ******* kisses to the boys and the girls who lied, I'm an unholy mess, But I will try to impress The devil when he comes to take away my soul, And I'll say Chorus Share the shot glass glances with the World outside, Save the ******* kisses for the ride to Hell tonight This song isn't over Even if you are sober, The tears won't be wasted on you The tears won't be wasted on you.
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Driving down a small country road. The year is 1946, Brand new truck, fresh off the line. A warmth embraces my hand, My fingers intertwine with hers. A spiderweb of emotions and flesh. Golden engagement ring rubs against my knuckle. The newscaster on the radio telling us about another day without a glimpse of humidity. She turns the radio down to where the muffled voices are barely audible. "I love you." She says, observing me from the passenger's seat. I look ahead at the road still. "I love you, too." It took me a second to think about her French accent. Desiree, her name. Flew over to America after Paris was bombed by the Germans. I was the only person who took her for who she really is, Wonderful. Bombshells are strewn about, Thames Riverside, England, 1943. My leather war boots are poorly placed on top of a landmine. Hospital beds are more comforting than a mothers hug. "Sargent Jack, you're going home." The nurse says. Off I went, that night I was sent back to Missouri. I bought myself a new truck. A 1946 ford. Fresh off the line. A warmth embraces my hand. I look down, Memories are slipping between my fingertips like blood from an open wound, the wound being my mind, not my head, my mind. Thoughts strewn about like bombshells. Disorganized, Written off, Buried and left on the battlefield, the corpse of my sanity awaits for nothing. I'll never make it back.
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Aug 2, 2013
Aug 2, 2013 at 12:58 AM UTC
Wartime
**When doves faltered    and babies cried, hence blood was shed    in the name of the Father, as every mother's breast   was purged of her child grown to a man, only to die   defending his brother's religion, and no human was spared    the wrath of wartime communion in contradictions of holy water's delusions**
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Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 6:21 PM UTC
Doves Faltered
Here we are, now, who are we this time? The sentiments are still the same, aren't they always? We listen to the radio top 20 and we sing along, brazen like the best of them. Today I'll be Achilles and you can be Odysseus. No, not Patroclus, this isn't like that and neither are we, there's no room for speculation on what we could be because that was last time, last time I sat on your white bed and you pinned my wrists down, I was ten and you were twenty and god told you to **** me and it ate you alive, when I left you to go to the countryside, pregnant with someone else's baby, was I ever your baby? Maybe a few other, separate, parallel lifetimes ago. If I'm Achilles then you have to tell me when to go to war, you'll know that I'll fight you every step of the way and no, we don't love each other, but this is the role you play this time and you'll do it for me, won't you? Yes, and the next life, I'll be a nice jazz tune that you turn on the radio to and find yourself crying and aren't sure why. we're still connected, even metal covered in copper covered in your skin and sweat. The next I can taste it, because you'll be the ****** drip as soon as it kicks in, but you have to be the one that gets me dead at twenty-five, so make sure you wait for my signal, my white flag, like before when you watched me in the garden, like before when you dragged me off the dead body of my wartime lover, or when we met in the rain in the romance novel yet to be written and kissed and kissed and kissed and, kissed. you are my friend. we will never be separate. you are the love of all my lifetimes, even the ones where we will never touch or laugh or look each other in the eye, and even especially then, because I'll still feel your atoms and my atoms, the only home that can ever have a name: the touch of something familiar. Siken was right, I won't be waiting forever, there are a hundred other me's to match you's and if this ends all bright-white nuclear i'll still be standing with the skin melted all off, poised and ready to receive the next generation, and that's what i thought of when you asked me if we were ever sky giants, if we ever met before this moment, and you thought because i was silent that i didn't feel the same but baby, i do, and here is all of it, our mythology, don't you feel it? the constant reaching of me to you? the small hands covering every inch of our mouths even when we don't touch? Next time, I'll be a small hand and you'll be a small hand, maybe then we can love properly.
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Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 3:32 PM UTC
Mythology
Here we are, now, who are we this time? The sentiments are still the same, aren't they always? We listen to the radio top 20 and we sing along, brazen like the best of them. Today I'll be Achilles and you can be Odysseus. No, not Patroclus, this isn't like that and neither are we, there's no room for speculation on what we could be because that was last time, last time I sat on your white bed and you pinned my wrists down, I was ten and you were twenty and god told you to **** me and it ate you alive, when I left you to go to the countryside, pregnant with someone else's baby, was I ever your baby? Maybe a few other, separate, parallel lifetimes ago. If I'm Achilles then you have to tell me when to go to war, you'll know that I'll fight you every step of the way and no, we don't love each other, but this is the role you play this time and you'll do it for me, won't you? Yes, and the next life, I'll be a nice jazz tune that you turn on the radio to and find yourself crying and aren't sure why. we're still connected, even metal covered in copper covered in your skin and sweat. The next I can taste it, because you'll be the ****** drip as soon as it kicks in, but you have to be the one that gets me dead at twenty-five, so make sure you wait for my signal, my white flag, like before when you watched me in the garden, like before when you dragged me off the dead body of my wartime lover, or when we met in the rain in the romance novel yet to be written and kissed and kissed and kissed and, kissed. you are my friend. we will never be separate. you are the love of all my lifetimes, even the ones where we will never touch or laugh or look each other in the eye, and even especially then, because I'll still feel your atoms and my atoms, the only home that can ever have a name: the touch of something familiar. Siken was right, I won't be waiting forever, there are a hundred other me's to match you's and if this ends all bright-white nuclear i'll still be standing with the skin melted all off, poised and ready to receive the next generation, and that's what i thought of when you asked me if we were ever sky giants, if we ever met before this moment, and you thought because i was silent that i didn't feel the same but baby, i do, and here is all of it, our mythology, don't you feel it? the constant reaching of me to you? the small hands covering every inch of our mouths even when we don't touch? Next time, I'll be a small hand and you'll be a small hand, maybe then we can love properly.
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My roommate is leaving for the weekend You and I have Fridays off The beach is always open But my apartment will be empty Whatever shall we do With this Magnetism We stepped past the point of no return And still turned back That was the last time I saw you Whatever shall we do With this Ferocity You kiss the same way I do I'm scared and energized by your touch What if you love the same way I do? We'll never leave this place Not until it looks like wartime ruins Whatever shall we do With this Animal passion Whatever shall we do If we are both attackers And neither of us victims Whatever shall we do With this place to ourselves And nothing to interrupt us Whatever shall we do If both our palms are sweaty At the thought of being alone I mean We can do Whatever
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May 21, 2015
May 21, 2015 at 2:44 PM UTC
It begins
~ *Weather balloon for a hat propeller on his back morning is observably alive leaving it to atmospheric pressure he consumes today's newspaper with the enthusiasm of a bowl of Corn Flakes this Heath Robinson contraption of getting to work first over enemy lines is all the rage in his satirical state of mind that is until the absurd derailment of wartime employment and so he returns home with tubes and catheters attached to his body and feeling like one of the unwieldy machines he had so often created full of atmospheric pressure and apparently thinking it an undignified fate he pulls out the tubes and quietly dies of his own invention* ~
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Sep 15, 2022
Sep 15, 2022 at 1:28 PM UTC
The Bystander
Looking down into the valley from the mountain high I can finally breathe again I smell the fresh air and it smells like springtime again I no longer fear for my soul, No longer feeling the chill of imminent danger again As I stand there looking at the forest below I see the life I left behind me I see the trees, the vines that tried to bind me I see the leaves of the forest which hid me from the son, tried to blind me I stand proud on top my mountain I think about the snakes, the wolves that hissed and howled, told me that I'd never leave That tried to take my joy every time I started to believe The trees spoke, they said, run run as fast you can, can you get out alive will you fall or will you stand. I burst through the last trees and I started to climb No end in sight but to get away from my past it was time The climb was nothing short of sublime But anytime you begin to climb, physically and mentally prepare for it's wartime All your old demons will call you, like your primetime on a hotline See your past will not make it easy for you to be free.... But I get to the top, and what do I see, all my old demons at the bottom, looking up at me I turn around to embrace my new destiny amazed by what I saw A whole new forest....waiting for me.
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May 10, 2017
May 10, 2017 at 8:40 PM UTC
The Journey
My heart tightens in my chest Like squeezing out the last bit of toothpaste. My stomach coils into knots Like a wet towel being wrung out of ***** water. My brain bounces around in my head Like the little ball in a pin ball machine. Around and around it goes. Where it stops nobody knows. Which is precisely my fear. The fear of the unknown. Or worse. The fear that my future is headed towards my imminent failure. One minute I’m fine. But then a sudden upset. I’m not fine. I’m on the verge of a panic attack. My palms start to sweat Like a glass of sweet tea in the Carolina sun. My hands shake Like the leaves on the trees during a storm. My arm hair rises Like a white flag in wartime. I cannot control this feeling. This feeling controls me. I surrender to you, my anxiety.
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Dec 7, 2012
Dec 7, 2012 at 12:24 AM UTC
I Surrender To You
"Ooh-rah", my darling semper fi, I wish there was more behind this facade, this lie, This stigma that falls around loving a marine, Its not just dress blues and m-sixteens, There's letters, lonely nights, and solitary hearts, There's learning to awkwardly ****** your own parts, There's the creeping feeling of insanity growing inside, The rules and loyalties you must constantly abide, All the while the front pages will place irrational fears, That you will loose his soul to these wartime years, Whether it be explosive passing or emotional withdrawal, To lose him, your one true love, is the hardest type of fall, But he'll keep his spirits up and you'll tell him to keep his head down, And you will be patiently waiting for the moment he comes back around, And as for myself, I have not yet fallen and I will stay strong, Even when my fears constantly prolong, This tired journey I promised to embark, Blindfolded, in love with my mind in the dark, But my heart belongs to my marine; it will always be his, Until he comes home and long then after, I will be Semper Fidelis.
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Apr 14, 2013
Apr 14, 2013 at 2:33 AM UTC
Semper Fidelis
it goes like this- he pulls himself into himself, ribs collapsing inward in an attempt to become smaller. smoke and mirrors and a jump from a high-rise he never quite pulled it off, though he says "brand new, baby never been used" holds my hand and tells me a lovesong that ends with: "and the dust settled." gripping at my fingers so the bones crack it sounds more like a confession than a story and he's never been able to stay still so he doesnt, fidgeting away and back, a restless tide salt licking at his cheeks, and he tastes like a dream like the ruined rotted boards of a shipwreck and he smells like smoke all the ******* time. i wanna romanticize him, wanna breathe in his lungs and blow out a piece of art, i wanna dress him up in angel wings and ask him how close to the sun he can go without melting. split me open wartime in monochromia, could do this for hours if i didnt know that it would wreck me. he cant stop ********* open the holes in his jeans, says he just wants to have control over something. says, "this is what it feels like to be on fire" and i believe him.
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Dec 27, 2015
Dec 27, 2015 at 11:50 PM UTC
heartbreak horizon
An old mans regatta,  ancient ships bound for the park , reflect on wartime America in 1944 ! Cheerful for the most part , lips quivering occasionally ! Patriotic . Reflective . Your the same young man regardless of rebellious ways , I was the captain of my ship as well in 1938 ! Four years later , fighting for my life on Guadalcanal in a bayonet charge against a bold , determined enemy force ! The internet and the current culture , the world appears smaller , actually divided from within courtesy of religious faction , fascism and greed , now more than ever ! You may find yourself in my shoes in sixty odd years , convincing young people such as yourself of the fine line between war and peace ! Countries forever on battle footings , leaders pose with smiles while they plot against one another , mutual assured destruction they only thing keeping them from firing the missiles ! Each day more dangerous than the last , soldiers without uniforms , indiscriminate killing of civilians , **** of historical monuments , it's all quite familiar within this war torn mind !
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Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 11:58 AM UTC
The Teacher