"vison" poems
I think, Lorraine, it was the rain
gently pattering upon my pane
creating rhythm in my sleeping brain
encouraging chaos bordering insane
I blamed it ,Lorraine, on the falling rain.
A vison arose of a windswept plain
saddleless riders in the north of Spain
granting a stranger a sultry dame
standing in the pouring rain…
I think, Lorraine, it was the rain.
Her eyes expressed complete distain
looking at fools pretending to reign
over lands with dragons left un-slain
me, I could only sit and complain
I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain.
I heard a ghost howl in pain
bitten by a rabid Dane
fleeting images of regret and shame
flashed across my face again…
I think, Lorraine, it was the rain.
I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain
the day you told me I was your bane
you wished to see me die alone in pain
with nothing but the falling rain….
I think, Lorraine, it was the rain.
Like the blackest tar running through my vein
the three a.m. creature threw me on a plane
sent me sailing down the next of a Crane
U-turn careening into the oncoming lane
I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain.
When at last our eyes met her dusty mane
created an aura I can’t explain
but enveloped the world in love without shame
giving the people joy without pain
I think, Lorraine, it was the rain.
I think, Lorraine, it was the rain
which fed the stranger on the train
looking to rob the Spanish Main
a thought I considered to be to framed…
I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain.
Left in the twilight listening without restrain
these visions creep into my insomniac brain
as drip after drip crash upon my pane
I think, Lorraine, it was the rain…
I blamed it, Lorraine, on the falling rain.
Aug 29, 2015
Aug 29, 2015 at 5:02 PM UTC
You could pull on my hearg strings
And play the melodies you like
You could have all of me
And could become my life
I've been walking blindly
And you could be my light.
I could give up my habits, my addictions
And let you be my new affliction
I've been dividing myself
And you could be the greatest addition
I've been walking blindy
And you could be my vison.
You could calm my strife
You could be the one to fix my sight.
Sep 8, 2014
Sep 8, 2014 at 10:12 PM UTC
Little rag doll in poses I place, smiles non linear
lipstick is smeared not as it should be perfection
is not on the features as statically smiling.
Meagerly patched doll how you are in my thoughts.
Knotted hair ill placed bobbles that don't show
the best of the features frozen on your hollow face.
mismatched clothes not in a way a woman of choosing
would place, odd socks an ankle one, poppy long stocking
contrasting is size and colour but you'll never know.
I look at you, a Picasso of imagery displaced on your face.
Looking like you got dressed in the closet blindfolded and
alone. My little rag doll I strategic leave in a lonely place.
I collect these porcine eyes drained of essence, I open
your thoughts and they are discarded in a bag.
Later your thoughts will feed my hungry dog.
I leave you empty vacant as you should be, my rag doll
with uninhabited motivation. hollowed shell of what you
used to be, blank stares between you and me go silently.
They find my dolls in there houses distorted like my
vison of how sights are seen. A play house of disillusion,
my dolls are my creations come will you be a rag doll for me.
Jul 9, 2016
Jul 9, 2016 at 12:13 PM UTC
People Pass
(A poem inspired by The Scream by Edvard Munch)
People pass
They don’t see the pain I’m in
A guy in the street just like them with problems no bigger than theirs
My internal struggle is waiting to burst but nobody cares
The bridge I’m on acts as a platform for my escape
A jumping off point into the watery landscape
No problems at the bottom of the river
Freedom so close I almost shiver
Even one smile may change the tide
But people are busy
I cry for help with my mouth open wide
But they continue their stride as if to push me aside so I’ll fall over
Into my aquatic enclosure
My hands are glued to my face as if to hold my untamed mind in place
Can’t pull them apart
If only I could restart
My knees bend without my command
My body flies through the air like a plane unmanned
Within a second I feel the cold start at me feet
I fall further until my descent is complete
Looking up at a world turned to aquamarine
It’s finally quiet
This place is serine
The struggle stops
The last bubble to the surface pops
My vison fades
The nightmare of feeling, a forgotten haze
Jul 17, 2021
Jul 17, 2021 at 10:03 PM UTC
Deeply, I tremble.
Courage, I must try to assemble.
Limbs shake.
My stomach does so quake.
Calming breaths, I attempt to take.
I scold myself, thinking: *Come on girl, get a ******* grip!*
Feeling yet another crack of the whip…..
Hold it in! I beg to myself, biting my lip.
But from my eye one tear manages to slip.
Block out all of the light.
Holding on so tight.
I try to **** every instinct especially the one calling for me to fight.
THWACK!
A gut-wrenching scream I cannot hold back…
The edges of my vison are now framed in black…
Not long now, I’ll be away from this
My last thought as I slowly sink into the abyss.
Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 9:46 AM UTC
I'm gonna tell a secret
for all we know, a lie,
I'm sure you're gonna to keep it
cause no one else cares why.
We potted wild ivy
and left it sittin' out
the roots we hardly watered
and in spite of years of draught
it climbed upon my outer wall
and once over the sill
our ivy grew into my heart
it's growin' wild still.
And time has past us by my friend
like Ivy up a wall,
a vine of green on everything
which feeds it's will to crawl
Now don't be making promises
let's keep it on the low
We never said "forever"
and no one else will know
I'm just like wild Ivy
I wish it weren't true
my love don't need much love to feed
upon a heart that's through.
Clipping back the foliage
that's crowding out my brain
the roots embedded deeply
are really quite a pain.
The leaves obscure my sunshine
and cloud my vison too
to think our lives could pass us by
without a word from you.
Well you're not one to need a crutch
no swooning butterfly
you tend to life without my touch
or loving lullaby.
I let that wild ivy in
it's just a simple vine
low maintanance and oxygen
I thought we'd be just fine.
But truth be told
this green ain't gold
and bricks beneath are tired
the mortar's cracked from roots which hacked
and into crevice wired.
I never thought we'd live this long
without a word from you
It's time to cut the ivy back
and let the truth be true.
Mar 13, 2015
Mar 13, 2015 at 3:53 PM UTC
I latched on like breath
Assuming you would share
Using x-ray vison
You saw through my smile
The un-adulterated content
Blind sided you
As it had done to myself
Time and again
Beautiful intentions of yours
Please understand that I noticed
Your heart weeping my tears
A shock to your system
I should have foreseen
Having read the literacy of lows
The parasitic nature
Consumer of my relations
Digging all the way down
The filthiest of lovely
Covered in homemade mud
You pulled out box of silver
I confessed that is my love
Feb 11, 2012
Feb 11, 2012 at 5:57 PM UTC
The moon casts an ominous shadow overhead,
as if the sun's lightbulb had gone dead.
The hairs on my neck stand on end,
something dreadful is around the bend.
I don't know what i'll find there,
there isn't any thime to prepare.
All that lie here lie dead,
some stabbed, some shot in the head.
The engraved marble shines with threatening air,
something tells me i'm in for a scare.
A flash of steel announces the precense of his quarry,
this is where I begin to worry.
He starts to circle me menacingly,
that solomn steel blade is all I see.
The corners of his mouth turn up to see
the prominate fear inside me.
He crouches and bows his head,
it's all to clear he wants me dead.
The bite of his blade is all too real,
the wound he just made will not heal.
My heartbeat significantly slows down,
as I bleed I fall to the cold hard ground.
As my vison goes I begin to see,
this thespian was always after me.
Oct 13, 2012
Oct 13, 2012 at 4:23 AM UTC
Trix sat in his comfy seat, his friends
All waiting for his words of as the race was
Set in the dust nebula Atria
Its dark in space only stars glitter.
But in the dust cloud it was like rainbows blossomed
A light show of the universal beauty.
Right my fluffiest friends its time to launch.
3
2
1
Rockets ignited and away they went,
Captain Trix was nibbling on a cucumber stick.
Then from no where the naughty Cat Captain Frost
Bashed and knocked at their ship, and off the
Race course they fell. They tumbled into a pocket of
Darkest space. Captain its dark in here, the lights
Faded and all was dark. Trix could hear teeth chattering.
Be calm my friends, there is nothing scary in the shadows.
Take out your carrot coins, and nibble, chew,
And with that, once finger licked and all was chomped
All that was heard was trix voice, right can we all
See? yes captain carrot vison is a go.
They set a course out of this darkest place and
Out they popped into normal space, colours gleamed
As they saw they were in last place.
Rockets burst into action and they flew in
And out, weaving through the clouds
One pasted, two pasted, three pasted
Now they were in second place.
Who should be in first place naughty Captain Frost
He had a coat as white as snow. but that was
As far as his niceness did go. He was a naughty
Kitty and everyone did know.
Sir he is blocking our path, we cant get through
Ok secret decoy time fluffy friends.
3
2
1
Cats attention set adrift sir, and into space it wondered,
In sight of Captain Frosts view. Out came the holding
Claws, and the space wool did bobble and excitement
Was the pleasure of kitties day. While they entertained
Themselves, Captain Trix did glide on past.
Full speed ahead as they race past the finish line.
Feb 11, 2016
Feb 11, 2016 at 9:55 AM UTC
The ruination of a twenty minute piece,
only two stanzas in verse but a Michelangelo
of verse, but in full discontent it crashed
and my art became white washed into oblivion...
I swigged three vodkas at the nothingness that
stared back, there are some that are creations
never to be repeated, an amnesia of vison
but all I got was a 502 reload **** that...
Apr 10, 2017
Apr 10, 2017 at 6:51 PM UTC
***Down the aisle she came
an image of bliss,
dressed in purple and white
elegance, wrapped in a kiss.
The flow of her hair
the petals under her feet,
the roses and lavender
all simple and sweet.
Such a lovely vison
this lady in white,
and the man by her side,
enchanted by her light.
The music played lightly
as the vows were read,
all listened passionately
to every word being said.
The kiss so sensual
with a magical air,
showing all who witnessed
the love they share.
And then they danced
a dance all their own,
looking deep into the eyes
of their forever home.
~***
Sep 19, 2017
Sep 19, 2017 at 8:39 PM UTC
I see couples holding hand in hand walking by me on the street
Hollowness fills my heart as it responds in it's beat.
Thinking of the void, inside of me, that would feel like when it was filled
I admire the vision of adoration in the couple's eyes
as they kiss and greet each other.
I remember the future and all of it's mystery
I hope that's me, like the couple in view , that is in my future that greets me.
Daydreams ease the pain as I pass by them.
Visions of me and the one that shall hold my heart.
How to start the path to my goal is the trick to study.
A beautiful me and that beautiful lady to share love and adoration
in my vison that seems a little dark and cruddy.
I remember how my spirit does shine and then I don't feel so empty.
For a big heart and a grand and deeply true spirit
shall draw love to me.
When the moment draws to be ripe....I shall get hit by Cupid's dart.
Then, all my love songs that I've sung to summon her, it will be then when the right partner
who shall here it.
Jun 7, 2015
Jun 7, 2015 at 3:20 AM UTC
I'm gonna tell a secret
for all we know, a lie,
I'm sure you're sure to keep it
cause no one else cares why.
We potted wild ivy
and left it sittin' out
the roots we hardly watered
and in spite of years of draught
it climbed upon my outer wall
and once over the sill
the ivy grew into my heart
it's growin' wild still.
time has past us by my friend
like Ivy up a wall,
a vine of green on everything
which feeds it's will to crawl
Now don't be making promises
let's keep it on the low
We never said "forever"
and none will ever know
and just like wild Ivy
I wish it weren't true
love doesn't need much love to feed
upon a heart that's through
Clipping back the foliage
that's crowding out my brain
the roots embedded deeply
are really quite a pain
The leaves obscure my sunshine
and cloud my vison too
to think our lives could pass us by
without a word from you.
This love's not one to keep in touch
no social butterfly
but tend to take it day to day
it's plans made on the fly
I let the wild ivy in
it's just a simple vine
low maintanance and oxygen
I thought we'd be just fine.
But truth be told
this green ain't gold
and bricks beneath are tired
the mortar's cracked from roots which hacked
and into crevice wired.
I'd never believed
weeda lasted this long
without a word from you
it's time to cut the Ivy back
and let the truth be true.
Sep 24, 2013
Sep 24, 2013 at 12:33 AM UTC
someone called me dynamite today.
if you've never been called that, i'd like to tell you, then, that
you are dynamite.
so
explode.
fizzle.
light up.
be put out.
light up again.
trigger a spark in someone's eyes they didn't know was there
fog someone's vison if just for a moment. taint their perception and blur their minds
dazzle ignite crackle sparkle
be an ember red, hot, strong, passionate, warming, deep orange
use your flame how you want and
be
dynamite
Sep 26, 2013
Sep 26, 2013 at 11:29 PM UTC
You complient me in away
I didn;t think exist
Cover me with kisses
of friendship and bliss
You shattered my wall
my pilar of ice
and make me feel confortable
whening I;m rolling them dice
I dream of you in darkness
and meadows of light
I vison you in circles
like vultures of the night
You make me plunge so deeply
Into my morbid mind
that there is nothing left
but words that are to kind
You cleverly force a smile
when a snear is all I've known
You make me resist the urge to run
when the voices tell me go......
Jul 31, 2010
Jul 31, 2010 at 4:19 PM UTC
Long time anger churning inside
blured vison but no one traveling aside
Alone
Handicaped, slowly moveing
Longing to hear your voice soothing
Reaching
Looking up at the night sky
Always wondering why
Questions
Puzzeled glazes burning a hole
all wonder if i poses soul
Pain
Dropes of liquid burning my cheek
Will i make it through the next week
Sarrow
Im broken inside
yet you still give me goodbyes
Empty dreams
These are words
that cry out with depression
Jan 6, 2014
Jan 6, 2014 at 7:18 PM UTC
Of my fellow man. My burden. My loyalty is an invitation to mold my precious life into disgusting waste. His vison of me is a brush stroke in his perverted masterpiece. His life's work is shambles of nothing remarkable. Under him, all I paint with is grey.
Jan 6, 2019
Jan 6, 2019 at 6:41 PM UTC
Harder vison
softer rhyme
Lion tamed
—tomorrow thine
(Dreamsleep: April, 2023)
Apr 13, 2023
Apr 13, 2023 at 7:36 AM UTC
I Got Roses For Her, I Got Roses For Her, I Got Roses For Earth, Growth Occurs, Just Be,
Love Is Within, Just Wrapping Me, No Depth Can Trap Its Wind, Just Breathe
Beautiful Beach, That Warm Breeze, Purple Sheets, Iced Tea
Love Is So Free, I Hold You , You Hold Me, ‘Togther , We Hold We ,
Flowers On Trees, Magik Mushrooms IN Our Teeth,
Infinie , Galactic, Theres No Attachment, Naked ,Dressed Like Aladin,
In A Forest Full Of Magik , Dancing In The Creek, I Don’t Sleep In A Cabin,
No Chains, Love The Rain, No Violence, Violin Tears Washes Silence, , Pure No Sinin,
I’m In Bliss, No Titles OR Idols It Just Is, I Am 1, I Am Sun, I Am Darkenss,
Never Apart From MY Heart, Aligned With The Spark,
Wings Span Universal, Dna Code Gold Swirl,
I’m An Alien Ghost Peral, Well I Am That I AM,
My Imagiton Doesn’t End Nor Begin,
The Now Is So Precious, I AM Compltey Free & Open I’m Oceans, A Poet In Simationus Motion,
MAgikal With Hold IT, Relax With The Potion,
Moon Light Kisses Like Roses,
Your Freucny Is Reaching Me, We Both Know It,
Sacred Type, Make The Night, Elctric Light,
Trippy Existenice , Mystical Vison,
Indigo Star Seed, Silocybin Bar **** Don’t Drink No Bar Scene,
Just Romance & Hold Hands,
Psychelic Acesion , Free From All Tesnion,
Illumanited With A Sphere, Here To Raise Questions,
Grave Yard Seconds, Immortal Stepping,
I Have Energy Inside Of ME , I Don’t Need No Weapons,
I’m Remedy Trancending Into Purity,
Tabs To Get A Lift,
ON Hearth To Heal For Real Raise The COnsoisness,
At My Highest Vibration , Government Hate It tHey ON To This,
**** It The Galactic Dimesnions SPonor This,
Honored With To Gift To Conqor Midst,
Strong As ****
I Let MY Ego Free To Fly Now Im Accomplishment
May 5, 2016
May 5, 2016 at 5:29 PM UTC
We live on the same street,
but you anit nothing like me,
This isn't a 12A,
The kids in this will **** you for
disrespecting the other side of the street..
Eternal outlaws, as kids we knocked and run
each others doors..
But i knock your door,
you lucky if you survive,
the third knock that is off the safety...
A hole fills your vacant look, holes at the front,
smudges that cant clean off your regrets..
I'll knock your memory into the past..
mothers will cry.. but you'll never realise
that we aren't just one street.
But you look at me wrong, I'll knock some sense
into your frame..
Bruised moments..
You cross my gaze,
my street…
I'll make the black
vison of bow heads grace the road..
But you'll not see,
your the one closed eyed,
while others weep...
Sep 28, 2019
Sep 28, 2019 at 5:14 PM UTC
I will speak a thousand words unspoken.
Leave a hundred paws unprint.
Have dozens of nights awoken.
Smell the lonesome wind.
I will see the invisible, and touch the nothing.
I shall be irresistible, with what you have to bring.
Yours I shall become, your neck will be my future.
My teeth do no harm and your words are a murmur.
Regarde moi, Tu me vois!
Tu me portes, ma vie, ma joie.
Pourquoi tu te fous de ma vie?
Dis-moi, comment je survis?
Tu choisis ce que je serai!
Je ne comprends pas ce que tu me vais!
Regarde-moi, Tu me vois!
Alors, n'ecoute pas!
C'est ma vie que vous avez prise
Personne n'entend mes cris
Qui méconnaît mes pleurs
Qui tue mes freres et soeurs?
Maar het doet je niets, je hoort me niet.
Je ziet het bloed niet dat je vergiet.
Je hoort en spreekt en ziet en luistert.
Alle leugens die je voor me verduisterd.
Je doet me pijn, weet je dat.
Al is het iets dat je snel vergat.
Al zie je niets als je me draagt.
Al weet je niets als men je vraagt.
Daremonai ga watashi no gengo wo hanashimasen.
Demo kono ate watashi no atama ha ten ni ikimasen.
Watashi no karada ha anata no issho ni aru darou.
Shin ha kowai deshou.
Watashi ha anata no fuku koto ni naranai.
Dakara sore koto ni kawatte shimasu kudasai.
Shin ha totemo kowai!
Spreche die sprache der toten.
Wer hat mich leben angeboten.
Von mirh zu stelen?
Ist Daß nicht elend?
Trage mich und mein blut.
Trage mich und siehst mich gut.
Dein Schwein pfeift nicht.
Mein Worte sind wirklicht.
Neden beni seviyorsun?
Beni öldürüyorsun.
Bana bir sans ver.
Beni öldürüyorsan.
Beni nasil sevebilirsin?
For I will speak a thousand words unspoken
Dis-moi, que tu me vois?
Of lieg je tegen jezelf?
Beni verdim sans...
Aber du siehst mich nicht!
Speak my language of the death.
Tu ne m'aimes pas que tu me mort.
Regardez-moi, qui tu t'en fous.
Je suis la vison autour ta cou.
_______________
Grammar checked "Mink in the neck"
(Still a W.I.P.)
Nov 17, 2019
Nov 17, 2019 at 12:19 PM UTC
Mist embraces the lake as light gently
opens the world to my gaze, I behold
the majestic wanting's of vison that
captures my thoughts and feeling.
My hands clasped upon my chin as
dragonflies dance around the waters
edge and all is serene. I view the
surrounding as my gaze widens.
Vapours eclipse into oblivion and
everything is now seen. I sit upon
my terrace and take everything in.
Sep 27, 2015
Sep 27, 2015 at 4:31 PM UTC
Slowly dripping.
Slowly ticking.
Quickly fading.
Quickly changing.
Continuously falling.
Continuously falling.
The sweat that perspires from my forehead.
The clock that lies right above my death bed.
My vison that was once crystal clear.
My twisted demonic thoughts through out my years. Me as I slipped.
Me as I tripped.
Im contiously falling.....
Bright lights from above.
Im momentarily blinded.
An angel.. the angel love.
A messanger for me to be reminded.
All is never lost.
There is always a way.
No excuses no denial.
There is always oppurtunties to stop from drifting away.
Memories can not harm you.
They are just reminders that you have overcome.
All the pain you have suffered.
Once you can move on.....
You have won.
Jun 2, 2016
Jun 2, 2016 at 11:57 PM UTC
I finally find myself,
at the lowest of lows.
No litterally...
In the basement,
Sitting in the bottom of the shower.
I keep thinking about colors,
fall colors, hair colors,
I keep asking myself,
why did I change myself.
I was perfect the way I was,
and now its going to take,
a long while to get back
to how I was.
My nose ring feels fake,
My newly died hair feels fake,
and my insides are starting to turn to plastic.
Take it all back!
Take back the die, the pierce,
But that is just one thing about
Lady Time.
She cant be taken back.
She can only move forward,
even if it means,
depression.
Oct 21, 2013
Oct 21, 2013 at 12:06 PM UTC
Onyx wings do flutter in shade
as twilight does gently fade,
she danced on setting moonlight
as it descended ending silent night.
Her wings did gently shimmer
but as it declined she got dimmer,
starlight danced upon her features
staring down at night gentle creatures.
All were playing in nights mischief
hide and seek in twilights hidden vison.
Giggles gave her away as wings did flutter
as night began to cease opening lights shutter.
Her wings changed from onyx to aglow
wishing her sister dreams both would know,
both were of one midnight and daylight
each bowed to the other, changing in eyesight.
May 14, 2016
May 14, 2016 at 10:18 AM UTC