I felt so truly disemboweled when I was told that my little sister Won't even be given the chance At life or to explore the world Never to laugh and smile or Would never say my name half correctly Can't help but feel like I was gutted
I can't remember what time feels like, Or how to form a genuine smile. I've forgotten the sound of my heart hammering in my ears, And the sensation of touch is a beautiful memory. Gutted. Numb. Hollow. Lost.