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"lateness" poems
It is 1:20 am And I am at 7% And I have only one bar of signal And my screen tells me "Reconnecting..." I'm 93% done with 'us;' You have drained each per cent of my patience. I'm getting mixed signals From the language of your body, And very few at that. But I take a chance on us, Another chance, At this hour of lateness, Maybe we can rebound and re-bond And not just reminisce. I reckon we could Reconnect.
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May 17, 2016
May 17, 2016 at 5:31 AM UTC
Reconnecting
I swear I'm leaving right now Yet I'm still running around in a rush && STILL no pants on They lie somewhere on my floor If I don't leave now I'm going be late for sure...hmm got everything.. OH WAIT!!! SERIOUSLY...again..WOOOOW FUUUUCK quit messing with your hair & put down your BRUSH!! **** 15 minutes later **** & I'm still NOT gone Almost out the door... SON OF A BITCH...WHERE THE **** ARE MY KEYS..GREAT!! Now speeding like a police chase Weaving in & out of traffic lane by lane Trying to beat the clock & it's tick tocks A sound I  SERIOUSLY ******* HATE I'm barely on time, a few minutes to spare It is a WAAAY too familiar race It's an endless ******* trend, driving me insane It's like a whole day of me wearing matching socks SOOOOO, SO WHAT if I'm occasionally always LATE At least I'm always never not eventually there but still at least there && DOESN'T MATTER where it is I'm going If there is a specific time of arrival expected Don't tell me that correct time UNLESS..... In all actuality the arrival time is actually irrelevant Since I  know you have a "PARTY ALL THE TIME"  way to celebrate Then please keep on shuffling when my face is showing Lateness is something I've so EPICALLY PERFECTED If I had a nickel for every time I was early, I'd have a MOTHER ******* DIME!!! Being on time & I have just always been so distant That's why punctuality &  I will never relate!!! A WHITE RABBIT GO, GO, GO NOW IT'S MY ******* HABIT WOULDN'T YA KNOW ALWAYS IN A HURRY YELLING "IM LATE! IM LATE!" BUT I UNDERSTAND THAT FEELING OF WORRY TRAGICALLY IT'S NOT THAT EASY TO ABOLISH OR ANNIHILATE
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Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 3:27 PM UTC
WHITE RABBIT HABIT
I swear I'm leaving right now Yet I'm still running around in a rush && STILL no pants on They lie somewhere on my floor If I don't leave now I'm going be late for sure...hmm got everything.. OH WAIT!!! SERIOUSLY...again..WOOOOW FUUUUCK quit messing with your hair & put down your BRUSH!! **** 15 minutes later **** & I'm still NOT gone Almost out the door... SON OF A BITCH...WHERE THE **** ARE MY KEYS..GREAT!! Now speeding like a police chase Weaving in & out of traffic lane by lane Trying to beat the clock & it's tick tocks A sound I  SERIOUSLY ******* HATE I'm barely on time, a few minutes to spare It is a WAAAY too familiar race It's an endless ******* trend, driving me insane It's like a whole day of me wearing matching socks SOOOOO, SO WHAT if I'm occasionally always LATE At least I'm always never not eventually there but still at least there && DOESN'T MATTER where it is I'm going If there is a specific time of arrival expected Don't tell me that correct time UNLESS..... In all actuality the arrival time is actually irrelevant Since I  know you have a "PARTY ALL THE TIME"  way to celebrate Then please keep on shuffling when my face is showing Lateness is something I've so EPICALLY PERFECTED If I had a nickel for every time I was early, I'd have a MOTHER ******* DIME!!! Being on time & I have just always been so distant That's why punctuality &  I will never relate!!! A WHITE RABBIT GO, GO, GO NOW IT'S MY ******* HABIT WOULDN'T YA KNOW ALWAYS IN A HURRY YELLING "IM LATE! IM LATE!" BUT I UNDERSTAND THAT FEELING OF WORRY TRAGICALLY IT'S NOT THAT EASY TO ABOLISH OR ANNIHILATE
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I guess executives like people major in excuses. Everytime something drastic happens. We know the comment or generalization is coming. We know when gas prices arises. That an excuse is coming our way. Do they think we were born yesterday. If a forest fire happens. If rain never comes. We know prices of fruit will be like a track runner. Excuses. Some legit. Some just given. We constantly aware of that late employee. Where you're just waiting to hear that one news. Traffic was bad. Or something else given to cover up being late. Excuses. Some confirmed. Others unconfirmed. A honest days work for your boss. Just to hear them say get out. Because we filing bankruptcy's today. Excuses. We all can't say we hadn't used one. Because we are only human. Late for a date. You better have a good reason. And, we complain about the lateness of the seasons Excuses. Something we never get use too.
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Aug 10, 2012
Aug 10, 2012 at 8:55 AM UTC
Excuses
Her fingers were covered in corn. the corn after chewing, broken pierced, churned- it could spread as butter thick on stale toast, if needed "it's fine, don't you worry, we'll get you all cleaned up" she stared indifferently Strings dangled from her mouth, unswept full of necessary greens ---"mhm there there, this will give you so much energy" --- drags of breath, half inhale half choke. nothing to look forward to, not the next soaking glob, not the cursing woman in the bathroom, not the spill of light to her eyes Where are the ladles, Did you check on it? The key? Just moved, most the suitcases aren't there yet. Remember to bring the Did you check on it? pay attention. Have you seen my grand kids? who are you? Sunday's are for the active ones The games down the hall are too far. Why worry with legs, if she could just adjust to the left the world could sag into an ongoing dream- No demands, no games, no movement. The nurses hair net had more presence than the splotch of gray against her peeling itchy scalp. Drool leaked from leather lips, dampening the collar of her two month sticky blouse. Arms curled and locked,displaying under the wax skin cranberry patches- she never wiped them off. Always the soft murmer of a snore, always the smell of unbrushed teeth and hampers. "Did you touch those where don't touch me scott scott scott leave my things alone thevenin I need a stop lying I want to go scott, scott? scott. I can't remember any" I said my name four times before she heard me, knew me I fixed her pillow and my sister marked off the day on the calendar. We told her about school, the marching band, each word filled with forced enthusiasm. She bobbed her head in circles, lazily rolling her eyes, the curtain shading the empty space. We spent 30 minutes precisely. She was more than I realized. I never knew she had horseback riding, violin playing days. She traveled and hiked. We could have been close. Unraveling with the mystery, I felt the lateness of my curiosity. It was 30 minutes precisely, always. We acted as strangers, reciting routine and wishing each other a happy day and a quiet love you
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Sep 9, 2012
Sep 9, 2012 at 5:21 PM UTC
Lunch Time at Daycare
Her fingers were covered in corn. the corn after chewing, broken pierced, churned- it could spread as butter thick on stale toast, if needed "it's fine, don't you worry, we'll get you all cleaned up" she stared indifferently Strings dangled from her mouth, unswept full of necessary greens ---"mhm there there, this will give you so much energy" --- drags of breath, half inhale half choke. nothing to look forward to, not the next soaking glob, not the cursing woman in the bathroom, not the spill of light to her eyes Where are the ladles, Did you check on it? The key? Just moved, most the suitcases aren't there yet. Remember to bring the Did you check on it? pay attention. Have you seen my grand kids? who are you? Sunday's are for the active ones The games down the hall are too far. Why worry with legs, if she could just adjust to the left the world could sag into an ongoing dream- No demands, no games, no movement. The nurses hair net had more presence than the splotch of gray against her peeling itchy scalp. Drool leaked from leather lips, dampening the collar of her two month sticky blouse. Arms curled and locked,displaying under the wax skin cranberry patches- she never wiped them off. Always the soft murmer of a snore, always the smell of unbrushed teeth and hampers. "Did you touch those where don't touch me scott scott scott leave my things alone thevenin I need a stop lying I want to go scott, scott? scott. I can't remember any" I said my name four times before she heard me, knew me I fixed her pillow and my sister marked off the day on the calendar. We told her about school, the marching band, each word filled with forced enthusiasm. She bobbed her head in circles, lazily rolling her eyes, the curtain shading the empty space. We spent 30 minutes precisely. She was more than I realized. I never knew she had horseback riding, violin playing days. She traveled and hiked. We could have been close. Unraveling with the mystery, I felt the lateness of my curiosity. It was 30 minutes precisely, always. We acted as strangers, reciting routine and wishing each other a happy day and a quiet love you
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My curfew is twelve And tonight I ran home barefoot Because my mother does not tolerate Lateness, so it's 11:55 and I'm drunk Running and wanting to Stop because my feet are Sore, but I know if I'm late home I will miss a Weekend of you, so when I run With each footstep into gravel, I think of the kisses You put on my cheek, and Run even faster, Knowing I can't take another day Without your gentle cheek Kisses
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Jul 19, 2013
Jul 19, 2013 at 12:24 AM UTC
Curfew
Woke up this morning with a screaming headache It’s 6am and I have to be at work by 8am Feeling like I didn’t get enough sleep but have I ever? Say a short prayer, that should make it all okay I clean up as fast as I can, but not without hurting my gums while brushing Maybe once I had something to eat, it would all be better Opened the fridge and the crate of egg falls off, Hol’up I wanted scrambled eggs but not in this manner for sure Aaahhh, I need some tea even though coffee would be ideal But I did run out yesterday. Sigh. Water’s boiling and I’m trying to get some of it into a cup But the kettle cover falls off and the hot water spills on my hands Burning me; today surely isn’t my day is it? Tea’s ready, but I’m running late now, so I’m taking it to work Got into the car, humming a feel good tune and sipping tea Returning the cup to the holder now and again Then I hit an unfortunate gallop, and the tea spills all over the car It’s exactly 7.30am and my whole day looks like the mess in the car I get to the office, couldn’t clean up the car, traffic enroute, made sure I was more than 5 minutes late; I sign the register before the lateness line Is ruled; something relatively good yeah? Yeah? I’m walking to my office door, and somehow the key to my office breaks as I’m Trying to open the door, no kidding. They say they will fix it later and I pitch in one of the other empty offices I’m on my desk, slow day so not much to do Loud crashing sound, I’m awake and hurting on the office floor Cos apparently I dosed off and fell off my chair It’s not until break time and even more, the absurd amusing gazes I’m getting That I realize I’m wearing different legs from two different shoes colored differently And of cos my pants got torn at the back from the fall earlier. Imagine how I looked and to think the day was only half spent. Where could I have possibly gone wrong today?!
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Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 5:02 PM UTC
Anatomy of a bad day
Woke up this morning with a screaming headache It’s 6am and I have to be at work by 8am Feeling like I didn’t get enough sleep but have I ever? Say a short prayer, that should make it all okay I clean up as fast as I can, but not without hurting my gums while brushing Maybe once I had something to eat, it would all be better Opened the fridge and the crate of egg falls off, Hol’up I wanted scrambled eggs but not in this manner for sure Aaahhh, I need some tea even though coffee would be ideal But I did run out yesterday. Sigh. Water’s boiling and I’m trying to get some of it into a cup But the kettle cover falls off and the hot water spills on my hands Burning me; today surely isn’t my day is it? Tea’s ready, but I’m running late now, so I’m taking it to work Got into the car, humming a feel good tune and sipping tea Returning the cup to the holder now and again Then I hit an unfortunate gallop, and the tea spills all over the car It’s exactly 7.30am and my whole day looks like the mess in the car I get to the office, couldn’t clean up the car, traffic enroute, made sure I was more than 5 minutes late; I sign the register before the lateness line Is ruled; something relatively good yeah? Yeah? I’m walking to my office door, and somehow the key to my office breaks as I’m Trying to open the door, no kidding. They say they will fix it later and I pitch in one of the other empty offices I’m on my desk, slow day so not much to do Loud crashing sound, I’m awake and hurting on the office floor Cos apparently I dosed off and fell off my chair It’s not until break time and even more, the absurd amusing gazes I’m getting That I realize I’m wearing different legs from two different shoes colored differently And of cos my pants got torn at the back from the fall earlier. Imagine how I looked and to think the day was only half spent. Where could I have possibly gone wrong today?!
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Yehudit lay on her stomach, chin propped on her hands, staring over the pond, she called their lake. Ducks were there, floating like small boats on the water’s skin. Naaman lay beside her his head leaning on his hand. Last time they had laid there they had just made love in the dense woods behind. Early evening that had been, moonbeams played on the surface of the water, the night cool. She had been concerned of her mother’s rebuke because of the lateness. The *** would have been beyond her mother’s grasp. You used to fish here, she said, turning to look at him. I got bored, he said. I used to swim here as a child, she said, until one of the gamekeepers saw me and informed my father. What did your mother say to that? he asked. Father didn’t tell her, he told me not to swim there again. I missed that then, he said, smiling. Yes, you did, she said. It was hot that summer, I wanted to cool down.  Maybe it was like a baptism? he said. In the **** she said. Maybe it was a new kind of baptism, he said. It nothing like that. It was innocent fun, she said. He touched her hand by the pond’s edge. Her fingers squeezed his. Her eyes smiled. The sunlight filtered through the branches overhead, glimpses of blue sky reflected on the water. That evening we made love back there, you said you loved me, she said, did you mean that? Yes, of course, he said. It was special to me, she said, not just the making of love of you and me, but the evening and the moon and the stars and the smell of you and me and the flowery smell of it all. He watched as a duck took off from the pond, its wings outspread, breaking the air, and she looking at the pond’s surface with her far away stare.
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Jul 7, 2013
Jul 7, 2013 at 3:48 PM UTC
HER FARAWAY STARE.
Yehudit lay on her stomach, chin propped on her hands, staring over the pond, she called their lake. Ducks were there, floating like small boats on the water’s skin. Naaman lay beside her his head leaning on his hand. Last time they had laid there they had just made love in the dense woods behind. Early evening that had been, moonbeams played on the surface of the water, the night cool. She had been concerned of her mother’s rebuke because of the lateness. The *** would have been beyond her mother’s grasp. You used to fish here, she said, turning to look at him. I got bored, he said. I used to swim here as a child, she said, until one of the gamekeepers saw me and informed my father. What did your mother say to that? he asked. Father didn’t tell her, he told me not to swim there again. I missed that then, he said, smiling. Yes, you did, she said. It was hot that summer, I wanted to cool down.  Maybe it was like a baptism? he said. In the **** she said. Maybe it was a new kind of baptism, he said. It nothing like that. It was innocent fun, she said. He touched her hand by the pond’s edge. Her fingers squeezed his. Her eyes smiled. The sunlight filtered through the branches overhead, glimpses of blue sky reflected on the water. That evening we made love back there, you said you loved me, she said, did you mean that? Yes, of course, he said. It was special to me, she said, not just the making of love of you and me, but the evening and the moon and the stars and the smell of you and me and the flowery smell of it all. He watched as a duck took off from the pond, its wings outspread, breaking the air, and she looking at the pond’s surface with her far away stare.
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*"A lightning flash... then night! Fleeting beauty By whose glance I was suddenly reborn, Will I see you no more before eternity?”* -Charles Baudelaire, "To a Passerby" The material of the scene burns and grays, burns and grays in my mind: City soot in the frost. Cracked plastic. Broken glass. Cheek creases where you said your name. Salt stains on a denim cuff. Scruff. Tartan scarf. Navy wool. Feather down, laces, leggings, a buckle. Teeth, fleece, a crumpled hotel matchbook. No heat lamp here, where we wait and meet, wait and meet on the windiest night. Would you scoff if I said "Love is two strangers trading fire.” Smaller matter, now, an Altoid tin of cherished ashes. I have it, and it murmurs your lines to me, when I crave that kind of burn. A familiar ice cube down the back of the neck. These thoughts have sunken—a bag of pennies in my gut like a phantom step on a dark staircase, or the imitation of death in a dream. Saying something about the lateness of the 16, You cupped your hand, to shelter the flame. I try to remember the melody. The harp strings at the nape of my neck sang mid-shiver, and you said something else, which I couldn’t hear over the choir under my hat. This missing line is my mind’s one sound conception of Infinity. And that’s enough for flint. A lightning flash…then night! A flame frustratingly lit, but profoundly felt. A gasp, a gust like a god's grace, like a song. Like just enough time for a quick addict’s fix, like the length of a single, ****** matchstick. Will I see you no more before eternity? And do you by chance have a light?
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Oct 22, 2014
Oct 22, 2014 at 5:04 PM UTC
Trading Fire
*"A lightning flash... then night! Fleeting beauty By whose glance I was suddenly reborn, Will I see you no more before eternity?”* -Charles Baudelaire, "To a Passerby" The material of the scene burns and grays, burns and grays in my mind: City soot in the frost. Cracked plastic. Broken glass. Cheek creases where you said your name. Salt stains on a denim cuff. Scruff. Tartan scarf. Navy wool. Feather down, laces, leggings, a buckle. Teeth, fleece, a crumpled hotel matchbook. No heat lamp here, where we wait and meet, wait and meet on the windiest night. Would you scoff if I said "Love is two strangers trading fire.” Smaller matter, now, an Altoid tin of cherished ashes. I have it, and it murmurs your lines to me, when I crave that kind of burn. A familiar ice cube down the back of the neck. These thoughts have sunken—a bag of pennies in my gut like a phantom step on a dark staircase, or the imitation of death in a dream. Saying something about the lateness of the 16, You cupped your hand, to shelter the flame. I try to remember the melody. The harp strings at the nape of my neck sang mid-shiver, and you said something else, which I couldn’t hear over the choir under my hat. This missing line is my mind’s one sound conception of Infinity. And that’s enough for flint. A lightning flash…then night! A flame frustratingly lit, but profoundly felt. A gasp, a gust like a god's grace, like a song. Like just enough time for a quick addict’s fix, like the length of a single, ****** matchstick. Will I see you no more before eternity? And do you by chance have a light?
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Pack it up, pack it in don't throw my bolts there creating a din. I won't ever battle you, that would be a sin. Never will I stack up,               cos you just  knocked me down again. Trying to act higher,             with you and your godly crew.   But I'm the lord of the dead,              come on get your tombs up, I raise the dead, can I have some hands up. I have two minions, no there not yellow. Pain is his name.              Getting splinters in your **** cheek, stubbing your toe once again,                                  jump around, jump around                          his confusion will get you down.                 Then we panic,                   who likes a bit of disco.    But he'll move your keys just so you jump around, jump around                            lateness is his merry go round. I'll serve you up on the river of sticks,            If your coins ain't legit,    Throwing your cheap **** off the boat. You get a special place for being tight-fisted ..    I've got more schemes, than any other villain, copyrighted some cos others trying to steal um.. Tried to get Hercules on my side, but he was a        goody, goody, with piercing blue eyes..    I tried to ride his horse but it threw me off,             Slightly embarrassed by blue hair went off.. Yes I 'm bald and I wear a flaming  blue wig, but I'm a millennia old, and no sunlight down here. You think Zeus locks are real,         More like Clouds that with a deceitful blow, have his head looking  like a shiny chrome dome . My name is Hades and I'm king of the underworld,                                            I'll  never rise to the top,     But I'll see you on the other side, enjoy it up top.
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Apr 19, 2020
Apr 19, 2020 at 8:35 AM UTC
Hades & His Crew
Pack it up, pack it in don't throw my bolts there creating a din. I won't ever battle you, that would be a sin. Never will I stack up,               cos you just  knocked me down again. Trying to act higher,             with you and your godly crew.   But I'm the lord of the dead,              come on get your tombs up, I raise the dead, can I have some hands up. I have two minions, no there not yellow. Pain is his name.              Getting splinters in your **** cheek, stubbing your toe once again,                                  jump around, jump around                          his confusion will get you down.                 Then we panic,                   who likes a bit of disco.    But he'll move your keys just so you jump around, jump around                            lateness is his merry go round. I'll serve you up on the river of sticks,            If your coins ain't legit,    Throwing your cheap **** off the boat. You get a special place for being tight-fisted ..    I've got more schemes, than any other villain, copyrighted some cos others trying to steal um.. Tried to get Hercules on my side, but he was a        goody, goody, with piercing blue eyes..    I tried to ride his horse but it threw me off,             Slightly embarrassed by blue hair went off.. Yes I 'm bald and I wear a flaming  blue wig, but I'm a millennia old, and no sunlight down here. You think Zeus locks are real,         More like Clouds that with a deceitful blow, have his head looking  like a shiny chrome dome . My name is Hades and I'm king of the underworld,                                            I'll  never rise to the top,     But I'll see you on the other side, enjoy it up top.
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- Joseph Childress Soft words Are usually preferred During pillow talks Foolishly I foolheartledly Brought hard words Harsh & Disturbed Which Hardily makes sense Since Your sentiment Didn't deserve The sediment Provided From my concrete heart I argue Our argument Was all my fault I dumped asphalt On the sandy beach You provided For our sweet retreat You retrieved My roughness And smoothed The edgy conversation Tamed my Toughness And soothed The painful consternation You could Ease the temperament And impatience Of anger management patients All the while Showing The peacefulness in his War within Finding righteousness In his right to yell You respect His freedom of speech But with each Negative comment You seek To find The positive content In the layers beneath You see the beauty In the mess Like an abstract painting Made for the Artistically elite My poor sense Of creativity Is lifted From your richness I dropped Destruction But always Pick it Back up Like bad habits Rehabilitate me this Last time And I promise I’ll never Cast a shadow again I’ll shine In every way I direct my attention Hopefully Its not too late But knowing you My lateness Will be welcomed Like a homecoming You seldom Look at my faults And not find Greatness
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Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 8:21 PM UTC
Healing Me Softly
I sense the lateness of the hour, And I long for that sleeping power. I want to sleep in my bed, And hopefully I won't end up dead.
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Apr 16, 2017
Apr 16, 2017 at 10:39 AM UTC
The Lateness
Thank you for the self doubt, today. I was too shocked to retaliate properly, it seemed too obvious to say the words that I wished to. That I am not you. I'll not make your mistakes I won't choose those men the type you forever chose time and time again. I'm not you. I am filled with self consciousness, low self esteem, my trust issues are high and my confidence is not what it seems. You made me a wreck. I'm not you, I'm paranoid and suspicious and tense. Always waiting in suspense to pull up my defences once again. But, I'm not you. I'm always going to try, I'll always have to trust with reluctance, but trust I must do. I am not you, I'm going to find happiness, this I know is true. I'm going to be with someone who doesn't make me scared, instead one who comes to my defence, one who does not glare me into a corner. "She was not like the mother who bore her" Romantic I may be but ignorant I am not I would rather rot alone then jump into bed fully besotted straightaway. I'd rather wait and stay wary. Rather worry about their lateness of arrival then get on the first ride I see. What was it you wished me to be? Stop being scared about your mistakes and allow me to be me... After all of that I think I know who I want to be. Partly you Partly Dad Partly memories Partly friends Partly family but, mostly and absolutely Me. Why is this so difficult for you to see?
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Oct 10, 2013
Oct 10, 2013 at 2:36 PM UTC
I'm not you.
Good morning gorgeous! You asked me why I broke up with her. I've been thinking about what to say without sounding like a disrespectful **** Like you I've discovered it's easier to figure it out if you write it down. You're seeking and respect honesty so here goes. I could not get you out of my head yesterday and went to bed thinking about you last night. I watched Tyson peck at the wood branch in his cage. He bit me like the one he's named after bit Holyfield. He loses interest in toys I buy him in minutes.   Reminds me of my ex she was the same way. She never listened when I spoke and it was like I never did. I lost patience with her due to her always being late. Last time I took her out she was an hour late with no good reason but couldn't decide what to wear. She was adult but felt like I was involved with a immature kid. Plus she's impulsive in a bad way. She used the cards I let her use for emergencies to gamble online, bought online and hid what she didn't need and took her friends who were immature like her out on the town at my expense. Drove me nuts because she had difficulty paying attention. Sometimes love isn't enough to over come her kind of deafness or her thinking it fun to put aluminum foil in microwaves. She was the queen of drama and procrastination. Her place was always disorderly and she swore to me when we met she was a neat freak. I don't mind a little daily life messes it happens. Her chronic lateness made it a last straw. On the night I was to introduce to my folks she was late and they left my home without meeting her. It's been over two years since I ended the misery of her in my life but she's still bitter. Unlike you she's stuck in hate mode and will be there until someone else buys her lies and manipulations. Could say more but I believe you will see the full picture. I wrote this for you Betty Ponder. I know you know it's about you. : )
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Jan 21, 2014
Jan 21, 2014 at 6:22 AM UTC
here's why
Good morning gorgeous! You asked me why I broke up with her. I've been thinking about what to say without sounding like a disrespectful **** Like you I've discovered it's easier to figure it out if you write it down. You're seeking and respect honesty so here goes. I could not get you out of my head yesterday and went to bed thinking about you last night. I watched Tyson peck at the wood branch in his cage. He bit me like the one he's named after bit Holyfield. He loses interest in toys I buy him in minutes.   Reminds me of my ex she was the same way. She never listened when I spoke and it was like I never did. I lost patience with her due to her always being late. Last time I took her out she was an hour late with no good reason but couldn't decide what to wear. She was adult but felt like I was involved with a immature kid. Plus she's impulsive in a bad way. She used the cards I let her use for emergencies to gamble online, bought online and hid what she didn't need and took her friends who were immature like her out on the town at my expense. Drove me nuts because she had difficulty paying attention. Sometimes love isn't enough to over come her kind of deafness or her thinking it fun to put aluminum foil in microwaves. She was the queen of drama and procrastination. Her place was always disorderly and she swore to me when we met she was a neat freak. I don't mind a little daily life messes it happens. Her chronic lateness made it a last straw. On the night I was to introduce to my folks she was late and they left my home without meeting her. It's been over two years since I ended the misery of her in my life but she's still bitter. Unlike you she's stuck in hate mode and will be there until someone else buys her lies and manipulations. Could say more but I believe you will see the full picture. I wrote this for you Betty Ponder. I know you know it's about you. : )
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Making class again late at 8 am rush traffic time I really hope I don't catch a traffic ticket again Already owe the school thousands so really don't wanna owe thousands in tickets to the cops. I'd really like to break big brothers eyes in the sky looking down at my license plate
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Aug 21, 2015
Aug 21, 2015 at 7:44 AM UTC
School lateness
I sense the lateness of the hour, And I long for that sleeping power. I want to sleep in my bed, And hopefully I won't end up dead.
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Apr 16, 2017
Apr 16, 2017 at 10:39 AM UTC
The Lateness
A poetic password feels right today as she drew lines parallel with her cadence that logic shorten arc of real flatulent her desire now circumcise blind interaction to dissect lateness but to ensure righteous.
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Mar 17, 2017
Mar 17, 2017 at 6:18 AM UTC
Poetic Password
they are all asleep and I sneak under cover of the lateness of the hour to the comfort of my words scrawled across a page in ink from the nib of a fountain pen they search for a target I'll never achieve on a journey through my head reaching for perfection I am tired by a world always demanding more than I'm prepared to give always asking for more than I could possibly have but this moment is at least mine stolen from the clock of life
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Feb 23, 2022
Feb 23, 2022 at 6:57 PM UTC
stolen moment
Expected with lateness, Destined for greatness. My flavors are true, So I hope you can taste this. Live as a winner, But roses do wither. Was born in the winter, I'll die with a shiver.
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Oct 31, 2015
Oct 31, 2015 at 6:13 PM UTC
Start, End?
The Fillmore It’s cold these days, just ask a stranger, saw a show tonight at The Fillmore, Dave Chapelle with John Mayer, Dave mentioned the show, when I saw him at The SF MOMA, John signed my Frieda poetry book, that I got today from The SF MOMA, how am I so in the In Scene, yet at the same time such a Goner, come on we’re, trying to make Greatness, so there’s no time for the Procrastinators, and all of their lateness, got Volume 2, of The HH Trilogy, coming soon, 5/5/17, thought I’d put you on notice, I’ve noticed, they’ve noticed me, more than they used to, before The Trilogies, came back to America, from a few months in Australia, now I find when I go out, people recognize me, not sure when it happened, when my works became bigger than me, all I know is it happened, now people approach me like they know me, “Haven’t I seen you before?”, that’s a common one, I guess I’m somewhere between, Famous as Fck, and quasi-obsolete, I’ll probably be, gone but not forgotten, pardon me, I’m lost it happens often, caught up in the moment, high off life and coughin’, in the light trying to focus, off my head and on one, God **** God blessed, on with the show, and off with his head, and that’s cold, cold as a guillotine’s steel, cold as Chicago in the winter, when it’s 20˚ below before the wind chill, for real, it’s cold these days, just ask a stranger, saw a show tonight at The Fillmore, Dave Chapelle with John Mayer, Dave mentioned the show, when I saw him at The SF MOMA, John signed my Frieda poetry book, that I got today from The SF MOMA, how am I so in the In Scene, yet at the same time such a Goner, come on we’re, trying to make Greatness, so there’s no time for the Procrastinators, and all of their lateness, got Volume 2, of The HH Trilogy, coming soon, 5/5/17… ∆ Aaron LA Lux ∆ author of multiple best selling poetry books and publisher of more poems than any other living poet. ∆
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Jul 30, 2017
Jul 30, 2017 at 11:13 PM UTC
The Fillmore
The Fillmore It’s cold these days, just ask a stranger, saw a show tonight at The Fillmore, Dave Chapelle with John Mayer, Dave mentioned the show, when I saw him at The SF MOMA, John signed my Frieda poetry book, that I got today from The SF MOMA, how am I so in the In Scene, yet at the same time such a Goner, come on we’re, trying to make Greatness, so there’s no time for the Procrastinators, and all of their lateness, got Volume 2, of The HH Trilogy, coming soon, 5/5/17, thought I’d put you on notice, I’ve noticed, they’ve noticed me, more than they used to, before The Trilogies, came back to America, from a few months in Australia, now I find when I go out, people recognize me, not sure when it happened, when my works became bigger than me, all I know is it happened, now people approach me like they know me, “Haven’t I seen you before?”, that’s a common one, I guess I’m somewhere between, Famous as Fck, and quasi-obsolete, I’ll probably be, gone but not forgotten, pardon me, I’m lost it happens often, caught up in the moment, high off life and coughin’, in the light trying to focus, off my head and on one, God **** God blessed, on with the show, and off with his head, and that’s cold, cold as a guillotine’s steel, cold as Chicago in the winter, when it’s 20˚ below before the wind chill, for real, it’s cold these days, just ask a stranger, saw a show tonight at The Fillmore, Dave Chapelle with John Mayer, Dave mentioned the show, when I saw him at The SF MOMA, John signed my Frieda poetry book, that I got today from The SF MOMA, how am I so in the In Scene, yet at the same time such a Goner, come on we’re, trying to make Greatness, so there’s no time for the Procrastinators, and all of their lateness, got Volume 2, of The HH Trilogy, coming soon, 5/5/17… ∆ Aaron LA Lux ∆ author of multiple best selling poetry books and publisher of more poems than any other living poet. ∆
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fragments of sky litter my thoughts like pieces of a shattered image like scraps of burnt wood painted with parts of some masterpiece scene of a carnival in the town churchyard with frolicking jesters and laughing children a quaint country place where fiddle players and young girls dance and sing but such as this place is now no more than image pressed into the fire consumed wood no more than some forgotten place filled with forgotten loves and forgotten lovers i lay there in the ruins of the church three hundred years on from the day it met its fate where now a oak flourishes true and tall such transient things such as our lives have such beauty but fleet as birds to roost as they disappear in the first burst of rain fragments of sky perceived in small spaces given by the leaves overhead the dusty lens of my mind churns over the unfolded event like the lost man peering with confusion's at the undecipherable map of clouds shifting by the butterfly light wind i sneak my way into a shaft of the suns warm light and await the birdsong to renew its speech and thought they look down on my reclining form in grass below ready to take wing should i leap to devour but i will not rise i am trapped by the changing mosaic of the sky its simple tones belie the beauty it contains grey over blue and white edges such simple ever changing permanence in the sky the cloud moves swiftly away from my minds grasp and the birds remark to one another the lateness of the day i open heart and eyes stand and walk away from open sky
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Feb 20, 2014
Feb 20, 2014 at 7:28 PM UTC
open sky
fragments of sky litter my thoughts like pieces of a shattered image like scraps of burnt wood painted with parts of some masterpiece scene of a carnival in the town churchyard with frolicking jesters and laughing children a quaint country place where fiddle players and young girls dance and sing but such as this place is now no more than image pressed into the fire consumed wood no more than some forgotten place filled with forgotten loves and forgotten lovers i lay there in the ruins of the church three hundred years on from the day it met its fate where now a oak flourishes true and tall such transient things such as our lives have such beauty but fleet as birds to roost as they disappear in the first burst of rain fragments of sky perceived in small spaces given by the leaves overhead the dusty lens of my mind churns over the unfolded event like the lost man peering with confusion's at the undecipherable map of clouds shifting by the butterfly light wind i sneak my way into a shaft of the suns warm light and await the birdsong to renew its speech and thought they look down on my reclining form in grass below ready to take wing should i leap to devour but i will not rise i am trapped by the changing mosaic of the sky its simple tones belie the beauty it contains grey over blue and white edges such simple ever changing permanence in the sky the cloud moves swiftly away from my minds grasp and the birds remark to one another the lateness of the day i open heart and eyes stand and walk away from open sky
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I'm scared of the silence Lately I distrust my thoughts I don't like the voices in my head That finds the confidence to speak up during the lateness of nights I think the only reason I keep listening to John Mayer Is because when he sings about the troubles I am facing He sings in a melody that makes me confuse the ugliness of myself For ocean waves and spring birds His soft tenor creates an illusion of a truthful beauty When in reality no truths are beautiful All those who are honest are usually lonely No one wants to be told the truth because They can't handle it No one wants to acknowledge something they can't handle And no one Should be forced to listen to their thoughts when it speaks of truths That have yet been masked by the Soft strings of the fender stratocaster Mayer cradles as he Pours out ballads of lonely nights and broken loves The biggest flaw about being human Is the ability to feel for everything It weakens the soul
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Nov 23, 2013
Nov 23, 2013 at 5:28 AM UTC
Something's Missing
waiting weightless waitless 1/18/15 8:43am ' hand rest chest thumpthump thump '' ' that heartbeat is a metronome of waxing and waning rhythmic tides and it's an ' everchanging time signature to my overture overture and ' hand off and unsettle and ' thrown into uncontrolled rubato~ '' ' fizzy brain spinnin dizzy spinnin circles spiral spiral '' ' life over my shoulder strapped to my back and I'm flowing like a river down the elevator '' ' opening down the seam and out '' I step and roll heel toe heel toe ' eyes flick side and side glass door push open and box and glass door push open and push open push open and open... '' ' cold streets are the downbeat to sleet '' — ' it's frozen roads going backwards and I'm going backwards with all my lackwords '' ...slushroadslick. ' I'm returning and leaving like a medicine wheel spinning and there's a dead grackle soaking next to the curb slippery with toxic runoff... ' ...crystal water melting ' my shoes slide from left to left and I've up and left and I'm climbing down the right side of a staircase and it's a case and it's a way that stairway and that last step is 9:13am last step flat and platform dead and sleepy benches waiting for the listless waiting for the waitless '' ' waiting , waiting '' I hop on and hide... ' the silence is sacred '' the eyes are averted and it's one of the thousand different silences ' it's one of the rumbling ones but then it's broken and it's broken by an angry one ' and we're all alone in a railcar with seven others, we're all alone and she breaks it, ' she breaks it by spilling angry nothings into the phone that she pushes tightly to her skull ' and she grips it and she breaks it and ' and she breaks it and ' I hop off and run... and once again I'm a thousand different faces waiting ' but right now we're two watching watching the hopping sparrow ' and it is so alive with it's warm fluffy feathers soaked with life '' ' and everyone is shuffle shuffle pacing '' ' but every body stands still with eyes saccading... sweep sweep, ' stay where you are, in your lateness '' and your action is in your inaction weightless... ' waiting to hop on
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Jan 19, 2015
Jan 19, 2015 at 4:41 PM UTC
Downbeat to Sleet
waiting weightless waitless 1/18/15 8:43am ' hand rest chest thumpthump thump '' ' that heartbeat is a metronome of waxing and waning rhythmic tides and it's an ' everchanging time signature to my overture overture and ' hand off and unsettle and ' thrown into uncontrolled rubato~ '' ' fizzy brain spinnin dizzy spinnin circles spiral spiral '' ' life over my shoulder strapped to my back and I'm flowing like a river down the elevator '' ' opening down the seam and out '' I step and roll heel toe heel toe ' eyes flick side and side glass door push open and box and glass door push open and push open push open and open... '' ' cold streets are the downbeat to sleet '' — ' it's frozen roads going backwards and I'm going backwards with all my lackwords '' ...slushroadslick. ' I'm returning and leaving like a medicine wheel spinning and there's a dead grackle soaking next to the curb slippery with toxic runoff... ' ...crystal water melting ' my shoes slide from left to left and I've up and left and I'm climbing down the right side of a staircase and it's a case and it's a way that stairway and that last step is 9:13am last step flat and platform dead and sleepy benches waiting for the listless waiting for the waitless '' ' waiting , waiting '' I hop on and hide... ' the silence is sacred '' the eyes are averted and it's one of the thousand different silences ' it's one of the rumbling ones but then it's broken and it's broken by an angry one ' and we're all alone in a railcar with seven others, we're all alone and she breaks it, ' she breaks it by spilling angry nothings into the phone that she pushes tightly to her skull ' and she grips it and she breaks it and ' and she breaks it and ' I hop off and run... and once again I'm a thousand different faces waiting ' but right now we're two watching watching the hopping sparrow ' and it is so alive with it's warm fluffy feathers soaked with life '' ' and everyone is shuffle shuffle pacing '' ' but every body stands still with eyes saccading... sweep sweep, ' stay where you are, in your lateness '' and your action is in your inaction weightless... ' waiting to hop on
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The cobbled stone street unraveled like bubble wrap waiting to protect her delicate heals as they tip-tapped and echoed back the lateness of the hour. Hard shadows softened and relaxed when her silhouette blackened out the neon's stuttering prolonging the blinking candy colours into moments of borrowed night. Her movements were that of a swallow on wing liquid and seamless. She was a lullaby traversing beneath centuries old granite walls Stepping blindly, but never missing a step. Even the gutter rats wondered who she was as they scurried to avoid startling her. She disappeared with the diminishing tip-tap. The sound tapered to a fine point then......................no more.
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Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 7:36 PM UTC
Late night lullaby
I ********* random throated titles, how do they taste aloud, in the early bedroom air, where poems complete, must at day's end return, to go to breathe, *(to be  reread and merit evaluated in the honesty of the ColorlessNight)* to meet a state of completion, worth writing, this new conception, for the team's tryouts, a new notion? she hears my desalinated rumbling mumbles, "say what you said again," demurring t'was nothing, but she won't be deferred not, she knows better the my~ways than me, half or mostly asleep, she insistent tough, even though she won't recall, seconds later, nonetheless, "tell me what you said!" easier to confess the title of a poem next trying, tasting than defer, soon thereafter Easy Button hit, it, writes itself: To Be With You *to be with you, mon raison d'être, the one, the only, the never lonely season my valid lateness excuse, teach! my validity, my reasoning, my incensed senses present proof, my existence passport stamped, boy, you are poem purposed, to be with her!*
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Apr 12, 2014
Apr 12, 2014 at 8:42 AM UTC
Muttering Poem Titles Aloud
Old wine, sometimes, has been vinegar, a while. On opening, one learns, they say. It's good for cleaning windows, and lenses. - but we'd better let the next - jug of that vintage go to auction New wine. Make glad the heart, workers in the vineyard, laughing tired, sugar high burned out, say hey, boss, why don't you hire more hands, eleventh hour hordes appear, as they by right of the lateness, are payed a whole day's wage. And that's alright now, momma, nobody cheated me, I worked all day, took my pay. And it is, very good, if I may say so now, Life is short, but filled with instances, infinite instants in some state of methodic mental ascent. And that's alright now, momma, nobody cheated me, I worked all day, took my pay. We got plenty, we have confirmed, as is, to up and hit the road, go boldly old into this cold night.
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Mar 18, 2023
Mar 18, 2023 at 12:30 AM UTC
New wine from old vines