Softness of her nervous slim hands,
Ostensibly glad meeting me she was.

For so many happy days yet to come,
Again not letting differences pop-up,
Rosy blush dropping in her cheeks.

Yes that makes her look even cuter,
Exceptionally cute she is so beautiful,
Tomorrow our baby will be even cuter.

Ship of combined life we sail in together,
On time we'll make it to the destination.

Casting bright shadows of ours we tread,
Looping circle of happiness we rejoice,
Of our feelings we are worshippers,
Setting the same destination from different roads,
E**arning trust, respect, love, sensuality & care as we go on.

She left him to rot in his dear loneliness,
He spends his life trying to move on,
Exhausted he is with all his love.

Into the depths of loneliness he's lost,
She moved on easily but he could not.

A** perfectly straight man he is.

Loving her through his times,
Excelling through wit & work,
Setting her as his ultimate aim,
Beautiful she was a young dream,
Into hers all his life got pent up,
A new lease of life he searches,
Now is the time to be happy.

Day in,
Day out.

Gambling pool of what I aspire for,
But I don't
Money on the table for what I could be,
But I won't

6 foot 3,
But a home full of Jerseys,
Isn't what I want
A felon with a rap sheet taller than him
Words with meanings, much smaller than him
Who am I?
Can we start over again?

Gentle,
But still a Giant
Has a temper,
But still compliant
Heart of gold,
Always defiant
Eternal war waging,
David Vs Goliath

Proving my mettle,
Harder than it seems
Maverick, something like Kanye,
* Getting Out Our Dreams

Feeling powerless,
But fighting on.
Chasing goals,
Dodging wrongs.
Fuel for today,
*Headphones On

just     cuz   Igor                                      is gay doesn't                    matter  
to his buddy                      Ivan;  if ur       feeling  ur skin
          .                g etting  wet
u can    smell the                               truth   in the hot        stone
club ;  Ivan  &  Igor   deep in  
             blind                            discussion            &
      thought    running          .              &       writing  to             keep the  
                                                    female          robots free;
  (artists    lives  to    paint                  wild   mothers  the       kind that  walk   in late &   speak   of working   days as  *** workers                 selling *****   filled  w/      newborn  
                                                   goddess  
walking              sideways in the              mirror's  eye;                 all       boys                                love perfect   snooch   lips     set to music      
                   wrote      ,     dance                              turn   brown   history  
                            fall   friends   married                             ****   human  
              Elijah                    *****   the teenag       eChrist         on the  bed
                leaving the boy  broken &   leaving  
the  water  of    science   cool                       talking    his mother   pregnant    
   she lost the
                       child & replaced                    it w/ the baby
                       Jesus/changeling  Gabriel appeared
& said "                    get an abortion, u ****!"
                                                                 lay   story
           of the                       voice  of  secrets                       the f flat shiny         sur faces
  of her            ghostly   flesh
  Greek  on the       floor                  on her  ****  
                 smoking            small hand   rolled             dreams  & eating  out     her sister  
        wearing                        gold                     ­             **** w/   pretty   weird   legs  
sitting on the *****  
                 "best  take care,"                                               unseen  yet moving  
    abstract  to   win                              thee        to the mystery     school   u
               brought ur  ode        to             Solomo
  years   take   ago  to move   ladies;  
                        the ladies        hole s         just                    as it  happened
 to  dawn the stripper         was he        
                                   r   mom    ***; the  beach i s i  n sight  
****  top                 kiss a  lot  of ******                 read   reality   arms  m
drinking in the streets  I remember  
                                                      ­       knowing   muses   that were
evil   watching the  fat girl be             loved by the   stripper    middle of the road Barbie     the beach at night              
silver &  single   die  in the   town where the stranger
                                sat  & said                   he e was gonna  pull a  gun  
                                on the prophet  to get to
get her  bottom                ******  &       roll   his brain   in Eli's   sweaty   h dripping to the           air  
ground;         the sound  of Bettie squealing w/ happiness;
that would be me                                e dreaming truthfully
Bettie the housewife in apron & oven mitt holding a gun to her husband's head;  
          made & designed                 her own original                  outfits that were so popular w/         strippers they                    started  to buy them from her &       wear  them;
diagnosed her with  acute schizophrenia Bettie spent 20 months in Patton State Hospital in                                                San Bernardino, California.
After               a fight with a landlord, she was
                         arrested for assault &             found not guilty by reason of insanity
                placed under state supervision        for eight years.     "Pinup model Bettie Page dies i         n L.A. at 85".              
                                           Bettie Page, the 1950's
                 secretary-turned-model                 whose controversial         photographs in skimpy attire or none at all          helped set the stage
                                                    for the 1960's ******
           revolution, died Thursday.                                  She was 85.