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"egoistic" poems
Can you feel all the suffering, can you see it? Stop embracing the hate of your own humanity, just quit it Why all the hypocrisy? Challenge your democracy Aim for enlightenment Fight against all ill torment Oppression, alienation, inequality The government's manipulative utilities Explore your human aptitude Your mind and your magnitude Because passion is power and You can make all evil cower Work to open your third eye Don't cry or comply, but rather ask "why?" Empathy and compassion are most important Without them, moral principles remain impotent Our world is nothing compared to the entire universe We are so small, egoistic, and it's getting worse Focused on all of the wrongs ideals Creating terrible and false ordeals Our world is cruel and mean Too many people die hungry There's no such thing as equality or true justice It does not exist in this realm of consciousness If only we could shift the system and our ways Then things would continue to fall into place But change is virtually unachievable Especially when entities with just intents are inconceivable Human beings are clueless, trapped in a trance Don't let yourself fall victim to your ignorance You need to expand your knowledge and your perspective Aim to be more pensive and introspective Challenge absolutely everything you are told Form your own beliefs, don't let your mind be controlled Remove yourself from conformity and complacency And you'll realize a multitude of problems, that I guarantee *You can't trust anything
 Hear what I'm saying 
 No you cant trust anything 
Believing is damaging
 Creating is everything, it's promising Stop adhering to societal norms
 Why do you conform
 To all that
 The government tells us
 All that society spells for us Why don't you realize
 Wake up from all the lies
 The world is an intricate place, that you can't replace
 But you can change your ways and your pace 
Create some displacement in the system Stand up your rights
 And what you believe in
 Be genuine 
Imagine
 Not one person, thing, or system
 Can tell us, control us, conform us* With enough minds open and motivated We can help those oppressed and alienated We can change this race for the better Let's all work to be that kind of trendsetter Come on, let's start a movement So we can see some real improvement In our world, our ways, and our wisdom But most importantly in the system
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Apr 18, 2013
Apr 18, 2013 at 3:29 PM UTC
Corruption
Can you feel all the suffering, can you see it? Stop embracing the hate of your own humanity, just quit it Why all the hypocrisy? Challenge your democracy Aim for enlightenment Fight against all ill torment Oppression, alienation, inequality The government's manipulative utilities Explore your human aptitude Your mind and your magnitude Because passion is power and You can make all evil cower Work to open your third eye Don't cry or comply, but rather ask "why?" Empathy and compassion are most important Without them, moral principles remain impotent Our world is nothing compared to the entire universe We are so small, egoistic, and it's getting worse Focused on all of the wrongs ideals Creating terrible and false ordeals Our world is cruel and mean Too many people die hungry There's no such thing as equality or true justice It does not exist in this realm of consciousness If only we could shift the system and our ways Then things would continue to fall into place But change is virtually unachievable Especially when entities with just intents are inconceivable Human beings are clueless, trapped in a trance Don't let yourself fall victim to your ignorance You need to expand your knowledge and your perspective Aim to be more pensive and introspective Challenge absolutely everything you are told Form your own beliefs, don't let your mind be controlled Remove yourself from conformity and complacency And you'll realize a multitude of problems, that I guarantee *You can't trust anything
 Hear what I'm saying 
 No you cant trust anything 
Believing is damaging
 Creating is everything, it's promising Stop adhering to societal norms
 Why do you conform
 To all that
 The government tells us
 All that society spells for us Why don't you realize
 Wake up from all the lies
 The world is an intricate place, that you can't replace
 But you can change your ways and your pace 
Create some displacement in the system Stand up your rights
 And what you believe in
 Be genuine 
Imagine
 Not one person, thing, or system
 Can tell us, control us, conform us* With enough minds open and motivated We can help those oppressed and alienated We can change this race for the better Let's all work to be that kind of trendsetter Come on, let's start a movement So we can see some real improvement In our world, our ways, and our wisdom But most importantly in the system
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An unkind calmness that took away the solicitude An unkind calmness that made everything a roun An unkind calmness that mixed the altruistic with egoistic An unkind calmness that took an evil tack An unkind calmness that made solitude more ween An unkind calmness that made white a black An unkind calmness that after a fruitful bliss became a dark pandora An unkind calmness that became worthy of unkindness !!
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Apr 16, 2015
Apr 16, 2015 at 9:52 PM UTC
an unkind calmness
People say I haven't played all of my cards yet But actually i ran out of decks They tell me to empty my sleeves from all of the tricks But the only thing I've got are these lyrics I bought a gun to **** the person who hurts me the most But then i realized that will end up shooting myself i f*cked up a lot and I've done the worst I need to get my **** straight and my brains of the shelf I've been a selfish and an egoistic ******* Went on the fast lane and switched of them hazards 'Cause everyone around me is moving to fast While I'm still in my place looking at my past My life ain't a waste no it ain't a mistake That's your life c*nt you ain't got what it takes
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Aug 10, 2014
Aug 10, 2014 at 3:22 PM UTC
That's my Life
Let's take a moment And toast to the inevitable kind of men The ones we hate to cross But somehow do anyways The **** boys With their egoistic personalities And no good intentions They make the world go around By making us realize How much better we deserve So thank you For being a **** boy And showing me Everything I don't want in a guy
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Dec 22, 2014
Dec 22, 2014 at 11:06 PM UTC
To the **** boys
I still remember the drawn out afternoons, the minutes passing without a thing to do, the clock just a metronome keeping us in time. I poked fun at you without reason; jealousy leads one into themselves it seems. Do you recall? We were carnal beings... I'd apologize for my egoistic banter, but apologies are best left to the eulogizer, and this may be some sort of graveside whisper; a long-winded to-do list of idle talk. I'd call you "Lesbia", "Rosalind",  "my diadem stashed away", but twenty-two months wore words away and it would seem like frantic blandishing. Maybe in my own life I may be able to demonstrate what William Yeats had meant by a body quarreling with it's soul, but I think -- You're delusional! -- that I could be content. I remember everything --- I remember the yielded heart feels a subtle sting. The yew chattered in the wind outside your window and I felt rooted as I told you I was you and would always be. But twenty-two months is a long time.
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Sep 21, 2012
Sep 21, 2012 at 2:54 PM UTC
From California with Love
(Genesis chapter 1:6 and God said: “Let there be a firmament in the midst of the water, and let the waters be divided by the water.” I never understood this statement, well not until I wrote this poem). The ocean. It’s just a wetter version of the sky a graveyard' of poetry that broke into my heart and open my eyes, and I saw the brightest darkness mirror reading handwritten dreams cuffing the stars consoling the rain whom tears laugh and in that laughter, I hear the words God hates you these insulting tears that only once god could hear now speaks to me with warring tongues and I had nothing deep to say just a crushed sentence a pile of regret a sky that jumped on my train thought and we went from an angelic blue to a halo of black. God, I do apologize if you feel like I have displeased you. See I have been searching for a weightless god because the others are too heavy and too weak like watered down gospel, Weak like the dark side of poetry Weak like a religious inside joke no one gets Forgive me for you know everything I don't so tell me am I a self-portrait of you and will you promise to clean ***** lost souls like mine and will u forgive me for having an enchanted mind You see I often mistook you for a poem that has never been written Mistook you for masculine words that became undone I mistook you  for a selfless father that has more than one son Mistook you for a sky filled with multiple sunsets. I know nothing of you, you unseen god tell me am I of the other god am I his fleshly creation standing outside my normal heartbeat and on the footnotes of his story standing breathing whirlwinds on death ears of soundless music into the lungs of his bible The lungs of his heaven that often resembles the blood stains in his hell blood that flows throughout my veins and into an anthem of sorrow Sung with broken tongues sorrow buried in all kind if ancient languages And I sit in this hell crying with roses that's been wounded by his thoughts and his words shoved into each other and I hate this so much that I stripped down to pain and I am exposed naked with caution and I can see that my heart is a jealous god also an egoistic ghost filled with love I never felt a love that has no title a love I am not entitled to feel and why should I be When that god knows I am a sleepwalking addict high off of pain why should I be when that God knows I am as useless as a headless butterfly When I should be more like the ocean Yeah just a wetter version of the sky The human body is made up of 75% water (So in Genesis chapter 1:6 when God said “Let the water be divided by the water.” Where did that water go? It is in me).
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Oct 2, 2018
Oct 2, 2018 at 12:47 PM UTC
The Dark Side of Poetry
(Genesis chapter 1:6 and God said: “Let there be a firmament in the midst of the water, and let the waters be divided by the water.” I never understood this statement, well not until I wrote this poem). The ocean. It’s just a wetter version of the sky a graveyard' of poetry that broke into my heart and open my eyes, and I saw the brightest darkness mirror reading handwritten dreams cuffing the stars consoling the rain whom tears laugh and in that laughter, I hear the words God hates you these insulting tears that only once god could hear now speaks to me with warring tongues and I had nothing deep to say just a crushed sentence a pile of regret a sky that jumped on my train thought and we went from an angelic blue to a halo of black. God, I do apologize if you feel like I have displeased you. See I have been searching for a weightless god because the others are too heavy and too weak like watered down gospel, Weak like the dark side of poetry Weak like a religious inside joke no one gets Forgive me for you know everything I don't so tell me am I a self-portrait of you and will you promise to clean ***** lost souls like mine and will u forgive me for having an enchanted mind You see I often mistook you for a poem that has never been written Mistook you for masculine words that became undone I mistook you  for a selfless father that has more than one son Mistook you for a sky filled with multiple sunsets. I know nothing of you, you unseen god tell me am I of the other god am I his fleshly creation standing outside my normal heartbeat and on the footnotes of his story standing breathing whirlwinds on death ears of soundless music into the lungs of his bible The lungs of his heaven that often resembles the blood stains in his hell blood that flows throughout my veins and into an anthem of sorrow Sung with broken tongues sorrow buried in all kind if ancient languages And I sit in this hell crying with roses that's been wounded by his thoughts and his words shoved into each other and I hate this so much that I stripped down to pain and I am exposed naked with caution and I can see that my heart is a jealous god also an egoistic ghost filled with love I never felt a love that has no title a love I am not entitled to feel and why should I be When that god knows I am a sleepwalking addict high off of pain why should I be when that God knows I am as useless as a headless butterfly When I should be more like the ocean Yeah just a wetter version of the sky The human body is made up of 75% water (So in Genesis chapter 1:6 when God said “Let the water be divided by the water.” Where did that water go? It is in me).
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apologies blow into my face like the cherry blossom trees are shedding their sakura petals, or like being held at gun point. honestly, i'm not sure if i should see apologies as wedding vows or as benign threats to my existence. the way i see it, they didn't **** my parents and that means i don't have to feel empathy with fictional characters like batman. then again, i should ask myself if i do deserve the apology. for the type of complex character i've developed into, i realized how self-absorbed i've been, seeing how i have compressed the chests of people just like me without reason. and for that, i apologize. - kra
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Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 1:57 PM UTC
egoistic erosion
She thought she has understood it clear That love is only a game to play When she feels bored and out of place Someone is there,  a game to share with She understood it so very clearly A game of heart, so let's play it fair To Win some, To lose some A love game between two players The game of hearts, Attracting, flattering, sweet talking, seducing... losing or winning doesn't really matter... the pleasure is the game... Just a fling of romance, In the name of a game Steal each others heart... and be safe and sound a risky game... to love for to die for and  to leave free upon a game over no strings attached....understood it clear after all.... its only a game of love She thought the game is in the grip of her hands understood the game so clear Played with the rules of the game... A game is nothing but a game... Too egoistic to admit... That emotions and feelings cannot be bought can never be part of a game... To these..... She Lost herself in her own game Unplanned, Unprepared, Unprofessional... Both players were A dangerous game... love is... What she thought as a play of love Is a strong flame indeed, hard to put out.. hard to cool off... what a dangerous game of  heart to play fire with fire a fire of real desire... it burns the skin so deep.... The players are hooked in the end.. lost their navigation....in the game they thought They have understood... What they thought a GOODBYE after They grabbed some tokens as the exchange of love.. is an unexpected FOREVER stays... In this game of the hearts Success or defeats... unskillful Players become lovers... attached... inseparable... even when the game is OVER! When she falls, she falls hard... play not with the game of heart...
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Jul 4, 2013
Jul 4, 2013 at 4:04 PM UTC
The game of heart
She thought she has understood it clear That love is only a game to play When she feels bored and out of place Someone is there,  a game to share with She understood it so very clearly A game of heart, so let's play it fair To Win some, To lose some A love game between two players The game of hearts, Attracting, flattering, sweet talking, seducing... losing or winning doesn't really matter... the pleasure is the game... Just a fling of romance, In the name of a game Steal each others heart... and be safe and sound a risky game... to love for to die for and  to leave free upon a game over no strings attached....understood it clear after all.... its only a game of love She thought the game is in the grip of her hands understood the game so clear Played with the rules of the game... A game is nothing but a game... Too egoistic to admit... That emotions and feelings cannot be bought can never be part of a game... To these..... She Lost herself in her own game Unplanned, Unprepared, Unprofessional... Both players were A dangerous game... love is... What she thought as a play of love Is a strong flame indeed, hard to put out.. hard to cool off... what a dangerous game of  heart to play fire with fire a fire of real desire... it burns the skin so deep.... The players are hooked in the end.. lost their navigation....in the game they thought They have understood... What they thought a GOODBYE after They grabbed some tokens as the exchange of love.. is an unexpected FOREVER stays... In this game of the hearts Success or defeats... unskillful Players become lovers... attached... inseparable... even when the game is OVER! When she falls, she falls hard... play not with the game of heart...
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Crunching sound beneath my feet, The feeling of oneness with the dust, From which I was made, Every step brings me deeper into my past. I see it now, the gift of life, Sprouting from the depths of the earth, From what we deem lifeless, Life emerges, in all its fullness. My toes run through the soft soil, Each grain screams out a testimony of a million years, Each stone would cry if they could, Watching our world nearing its doom. The fault in our world is not out there, It is in here, In the hearts of reckless, egoistic men, The men who could not care less. Soil, sand and peat, Rocks, stones and clay, All interspersed together, Designed without fault. The Creator is all-loving, Designed us the way we are, With complete freedom, And maybe that’s where our flaw lies…
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Jun 3, 2014
Jun 3, 2014 at 12:14 AM UTC
Earth
There's a way in which I break for beauties like you. It's a performance piece, not of the egoistic sort, but rather a birthed love-child of servility and altruism. Here's my recipe, if you ever wanted to scrutinise my path to death. First, i stare. And marvel in awe at the carved beauty of you and wonder how many cities you've inspired. Second is initiation. A delicate dance to either be executed from a carnal desire or a romantic want. I choose one or another, seldom do I pick both; tho they end the same way.   Third is the burning period. I will saturate myself with unwarranted loyalty at this point. I morph to their warmth and this is where it gets sick.         Fourth: obsession. If you look into my eyes you will see a longing to drown and to go back to the ocean that is you. It's potent enough to drive me insane. Consuming. Fifth, i surrender. I'd ask you to take off that fire. I want you to still exist but to go burn somewhere else. To be a forest-fire that inspires rather than to maim me insolently. Sixth is penance dressed masochistically. I torture myself for reasons he wouldn't understand or is justified, but I somehow think it's salubrious. Seventh concerns with the cycle of death. I die for you, over and over again. I choose to do this. Eighth is where my pain becomes stagnant and transition into ghosts with names. Ninth better itself to be the point of moving on and building graves on reverence for even having a taste of perfection. Tenth, I repeat this whole process.
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Aug 12, 2016
Aug 12, 2016 at 6:40 AM UTC
How to **** a Soul in Ten Steps.
There's a way in which I break for beauties like you. It's a performance piece, not of the egoistic sort, but rather a birthed love-child of servility and altruism. Here's my recipe, if you ever wanted to scrutinise my path to death. First, i stare. And marvel in awe at the carved beauty of you and wonder how many cities you've inspired. Second is initiation. A delicate dance to either be executed from a carnal desire or a romantic want. I choose one or another, seldom do I pick both; tho they end the same way.   Third is the burning period. I will saturate myself with unwarranted loyalty at this point. I morph to their warmth and this is where it gets sick.         Fourth: obsession. If you look into my eyes you will see a longing to drown and to go back to the ocean that is you. It's potent enough to drive me insane. Consuming. Fifth, i surrender. I'd ask you to take off that fire. I want you to still exist but to go burn somewhere else. To be a forest-fire that inspires rather than to maim me insolently. Sixth is penance dressed masochistically. I torture myself for reasons he wouldn't understand or is justified, but I somehow think it's salubrious. Seventh concerns with the cycle of death. I die for you, over and over again. I choose to do this. Eighth is where my pain becomes stagnant and transition into ghosts with names. Ninth better itself to be the point of moving on and building graves on reverence for even having a taste of perfection. Tenth, I repeat this whole process.
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this ribcage is a door behind which hides an ocean sounds of the waves escape the mouth I moved around the kitchen as carelessly as I used to my body independent from the wanting these egoistic creatures upon which I stand never made enough use of their strong fibre rocks and water have left marks on my skin earth fighting a battle on the surface of our bodies like bubbles - when you poke it, the air gets out I belong to you, a bit wearied and bent diving through each dark coloured leaf I push my palms against the starlit sky space between the earth and the moon is mine I wish you'd make a constellation out of the marks on my skin and fall in love with each one of them I wrote it in capital letters so you would know the adjective that was missing; like your voice that used to remind me of who I really am a tree extends across my back as wings would there is a place on the back of my neck where you can kiss me and make the branches shiver so I can feel the eternity rushing through the veins but »never« is a word unknown to this suit the future doesn't look so infinite growing old with the dread of ending let the body not be aware of its mortality moon is the heart, stardust is the blood http://natasek.blogspot.com/2013/03/poem-belong.html
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Mar 31, 2013
Mar 31, 2013 at 4:49 PM UTC
Belong
How can I love you when you don’t love me? Like everybody, I am a human And I have a heart, a selfish heart which wants me to be happy So, Is it possible to love you selflessly? I don’t know…. Lying in the ground, If I stare at the sky and the merrily flickering white clouds, I think of you. And, when the cloud flows with the help of zephyr forming your sketch in the colossal blue canvas, I adore the view that leads me to you. At the nights, as the cricket sings outside, I remember the cool autumn nights when I used to sing love songs for you. My voice used to pierce the soft part of your heart and with teary eyes; you used to kiss me at the pale moon light. Ah! My love, that was my paradise. And Now, My heart shivers in pain because it misses you, your divine touch of your lips on mine, and the warmth of your soul. My trembling body rushes towards the window, and I gaze the shimmering stars and the glistening moon. Each reminds me of you. But how can I keep on loving you, as the very crystal moon and the gleaming stars never remind you of me? How can I keep smiling when you sketch the face of some other person but mine, on that very lovely moonshine. For how long should I try to be strong, and avert myself from doing something wrong? No matter, how selflessly I did start, I am finding it sore, to hush my egoistic heart.. If today I try to run away, this breeze with your aroma comes my way. And, reminds me of you, Once again. Once again, I crave for your touch and the tears will only fall with the golden memories of such. I want you to know this, If you decide to leave me and keep me waiting for you stranded all alone, I may no longer be selfless. My pounding heart may break into million pieces and, my love, tell me how can I still love you with that shattered heart? I am not that strong……
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Nov 30, 2014
Nov 30, 2014 at 10:04 AM UTC
How can I love you?
How can I love you when you don’t love me? Like everybody, I am a human And I have a heart, a selfish heart which wants me to be happy So, Is it possible to love you selflessly? I don’t know…. Lying in the ground, If I stare at the sky and the merrily flickering white clouds, I think of you. And, when the cloud flows with the help of zephyr forming your sketch in the colossal blue canvas, I adore the view that leads me to you. At the nights, as the cricket sings outside, I remember the cool autumn nights when I used to sing love songs for you. My voice used to pierce the soft part of your heart and with teary eyes; you used to kiss me at the pale moon light. Ah! My love, that was my paradise. And Now, My heart shivers in pain because it misses you, your divine touch of your lips on mine, and the warmth of your soul. My trembling body rushes towards the window, and I gaze the shimmering stars and the glistening moon. Each reminds me of you. But how can I keep on loving you, as the very crystal moon and the gleaming stars never remind you of me? How can I keep smiling when you sketch the face of some other person but mine, on that very lovely moonshine. For how long should I try to be strong, and avert myself from doing something wrong? No matter, how selflessly I did start, I am finding it sore, to hush my egoistic heart.. If today I try to run away, this breeze with your aroma comes my way. And, reminds me of you, Once again. Once again, I crave for your touch and the tears will only fall with the golden memories of such. I want you to know this, If you decide to leave me and keep me waiting for you stranded all alone, I may no longer be selfless. My pounding heart may break into million pieces and, my love, tell me how can I still love you with that shattered heart? I am not that strong……
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Oh how I'd love that and from a San Francisco organization no less a month in the Santa Cruz mountains, no less the most liberal city in America no less and last year's winner has his picture displayed and it is not innovative or interesting or shocking but all too predictable Like something I saw how long now has it been?  twenty five years ago... how many times have I seen this picture a white guy, looking very much the suffering, creating artiste handsome, like an actor, but not an actor, a creator of meaning of art, and he can't smile, but looks away from the camera mimicking an ad for J. Crew it's amazing how only white men can write about the important things in the world and the background, how many times before have I seen it a graffiti sprinkled nowhere in an urban jungle somewhere where preppy white guys never go street art, street communication created by people who don't see this concrete as an exotic backdrop for their egoistic posing but as a part of their lives, as part of their meaning, their world and he stands there, in front of it, Mr. Screenwriter, the gulf of culture separating him from that background spans the entire country, or an entire universe but the implication of the picture is: he is home here this is who he is and he can emcompass everything, since white men as we know, have a magic ability to understand and synthesize everyone all genders, all races, all religions the rest of us are merely stuck in our own myopic little worlds of gender, race, socio-economic status but these spanner of time and space and human difference, they can be anyone they can understand and represent anyone So I look at the picture and think, I could apply, but I'm busy during the blissful month of the residency but how dissapointing, that I feel looking at this picture, now online of course that it is the same picture that I looked at over twenty five years ago pinned to a film school wall in Los Angeles, in New York, in those edgy more conservative places and it is the same guy.  the white screenwriter artist who will write about me and others and it will be a lie and we are excluded.  all the rest of the human race. but what he writes will be exalted as truth when I know, that no matter how time he spends wandering the foriegn worlds of ghettos and genders the one thing he knows, the only thing he knows how to write about is white guys, because he is no superhuman he is like us.  He will write about white guys and there will be more films about white guys, who are supposed to represent all of us but they don't, because they are only human, and can only represent themselves.
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Jun 19, 2013
Jun 19, 2013 at 12:29 PM UTC
Screenwriting Residency
Oh how I'd love that and from a San Francisco organization no less a month in the Santa Cruz mountains, no less the most liberal city in America no less and last year's winner has his picture displayed and it is not innovative or interesting or shocking but all too predictable Like something I saw how long now has it been?  twenty five years ago... how many times have I seen this picture a white guy, looking very much the suffering, creating artiste handsome, like an actor, but not an actor, a creator of meaning of art, and he can't smile, but looks away from the camera mimicking an ad for J. Crew it's amazing how only white men can write about the important things in the world and the background, how many times before have I seen it a graffiti sprinkled nowhere in an urban jungle somewhere where preppy white guys never go street art, street communication created by people who don't see this concrete as an exotic backdrop for their egoistic posing but as a part of their lives, as part of their meaning, their world and he stands there, in front of it, Mr. Screenwriter, the gulf of culture separating him from that background spans the entire country, or an entire universe but the implication of the picture is: he is home here this is who he is and he can emcompass everything, since white men as we know, have a magic ability to understand and synthesize everyone all genders, all races, all religions the rest of us are merely stuck in our own myopic little worlds of gender, race, socio-economic status but these spanner of time and space and human difference, they can be anyone they can understand and represent anyone So I look at the picture and think, I could apply, but I'm busy during the blissful month of the residency but how dissapointing, that I feel looking at this picture, now online of course that it is the same picture that I looked at over twenty five years ago pinned to a film school wall in Los Angeles, in New York, in those edgy more conservative places and it is the same guy.  the white screenwriter artist who will write about me and others and it will be a lie and we are excluded.  all the rest of the human race. but what he writes will be exalted as truth when I know, that no matter how time he spends wandering the foriegn worlds of ghettos and genders the one thing he knows, the only thing he knows how to write about is white guys, because he is no superhuman he is like us.  He will write about white guys and there will be more films about white guys, who are supposed to represent all of us but they don't, because they are only human, and can only represent themselves.
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If every noble cause, Is mocked by the commoners themselves; If every good inference, Is taunted and berated relentlessly; If all one gets by trying, Is being brought down using the name of almighty himself, Then I don't wanna be good in this world. If every selfless devotion, Is only to be taken granted; If egoistic attention, Is all that deserves love; If love is no more, Than a squabble and a source of hideous pleasures: Then I don't wanna be good in this world. If procurement Has become more important than the heart; If anxiety, Is something people use for diligence; If sympathy and sorrow, And not care And ONLY care Is what one uses for getting love; Then I DONT WANNA BE GOOD IN THIS WORLD.
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Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 12:39 PM UTC
Good
Searching for something Staying away from interminable pleasure Searching for something Helping me from being an elegiac Searching for something Staying away from unavoidable relations Searching for something Helping me from being an egoistic Searching for something Staying away from everything For making me a peaceful soul Attained my destination By preaching Detachment!
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May 11, 2016
May 11, 2016 at 6:09 AM UTC
Detachment
F ickle summer [and general] pass-time. Though you hardly A cknowledge me, I meditate on the virtual probability of our N on-existent romance, incessantly. Just as I make an effort to A ttempt to bury you in a dark corner of my subconciousness, you T ext me! Once again giving me just enough attention so that I'm I ndifferent to your self-centred, egoistic, promiscuous nature and C ompletely falling for you instead, as I've done, since the day we first met.
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Oct 10, 2012
Oct 10, 2012 at 6:30 PM UTC
I'm your
I WAS! DESIGNED! IN CALIFORNIA! MANUFACTURED IN CHINA! I WAS! DESIGNED IN CALIFORNIA! MANUFACTURED IN CHINA... that's all the U.S.A. seems to be, an advertising conglomerate, oink oink it's like three blind men and Donald Trump: one touched his egoistic ******* impression and said it was the Mississippi mud-hole Riviera, another touched his overweight cheeks and started to chuckle while calling ************ a bulldog salivating with the cheeks choke on chuckles you chimpanzee: chuck chuck, whatever onomatopoeia five cents spare... and the last blind mind touched the over-comb quiff... and he said: by god! the wind hairstyling grass! while the Russians sold off Alaska historically, and are selling bits of ******** Siberia bit by bit to the Chinese, evolutionary implementation of Pan-Eskimo... you need eyes like slits akin with excess camel eye-lashes to survive the cold... like i told you, Russia will end up shrinking into a border enclosure limited to starting between Belarus (the ******* Tsarist **** bags) the Baltic states and Ukraine and ending at the Urals.
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May 5, 2016
May 5, 2016 at 4:48 PM UTC
a bruce springsteen song
I was called egoistic For wanting you I was called egoistic For putting my feelings first But am i really egoistic? When it's hurting me Instead of pleasing me
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Jun 2, 2019
Jun 2, 2019 at 3:00 PM UTC
Egoistic
A movie being played in the background with ears staring on the cell phone waiting for a call , eyes wide shut with overdose of lack of insomnia and there's beer in one hand and laptop on another trying to digest the revelations this season to quench the thirst of friendly stranger's envious egoistic minds and mentality. A movie being played in reality of my life , is entertaining than the fictitious one of my dreams.
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Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 3:44 AM UTC
A movie being played.
1.A walk with one's ego "Take your ego out for a walk", the master asked, all aspirant monks one monk who took his pet across the river left it there and returned the rest after a nice walk hand in hand, brought each, little wet but rejuvenated, missing master's word in it's real sense altogether, only for the wise one, the door opened, others had a lesson, painful 2.Tending one's ego Two  monks , still not ready to part with their egos,tended both the way each deemed fit , The first, so obedient, followed his ego  like a lamb, one other made it follow him with it's strange requests, a third the first one to **** his ego with his sword of mind kept smiling seeing the misery of both still not bold enough. 3 Catty Ego, was her, fluffy black pet ***** her show piece, she always loved to pamper, crafty was the creature, hell bent  to keep her reputation as an attention grabber, the fact was this, the cat and her mistress were thoroughly insecure, borrowed colors, caterwauling in the sound of screeching tires, she mated with Tom cats that came in jumping walls , her mistress was entertained, felt proud, so ego grew large to the stature of a feline 'top dog', it's metamorphosis made her owner too bloat up, Ego one would have to think is her alter ego. 4.I won't ditch my guide dog Every one thought she was nice, why so egoistic gets her way every time,  projecting her larger than life ego. "Well it's my guide dog to get around, as I am one blind person, I am not yet a renunciate on a quest, I chew my bones too well"
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Mar 22, 2016
Mar 22, 2016 at 9:44 AM UTC
Lessons on Ego
1.A walk with one's ego "Take your ego out for a walk", the master asked, all aspirant monks one monk who took his pet across the river left it there and returned the rest after a nice walk hand in hand, brought each, little wet but rejuvenated, missing master's word in it's real sense altogether, only for the wise one, the door opened, others had a lesson, painful 2.Tending one's ego Two  monks , still not ready to part with their egos,tended both the way each deemed fit , The first, so obedient, followed his ego  like a lamb, one other made it follow him with it's strange requests, a third the first one to **** his ego with his sword of mind kept smiling seeing the misery of both still not bold enough. 3 Catty Ego, was her, fluffy black pet ***** her show piece, she always loved to pamper, crafty was the creature, hell bent  to keep her reputation as an attention grabber, the fact was this, the cat and her mistress were thoroughly insecure, borrowed colors, caterwauling in the sound of screeching tires, she mated with Tom cats that came in jumping walls , her mistress was entertained, felt proud, so ego grew large to the stature of a feline 'top dog', it's metamorphosis made her owner too bloat up, Ego one would have to think is her alter ego. 4.I won't ditch my guide dog Every one thought she was nice, why so egoistic gets her way every time,  projecting her larger than life ego. "Well it's my guide dog to get around, as I am one blind person, I am not yet a renunciate on a quest, I chew my bones too well"
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Even though we have never met I want to thank you, for all the things you did and didn't do, for not being true. For scaring, scarring, smothering and hurting, for no cause, for making her the women three times the one she was. For stealing her innocence as she gave in unconditionally, only to leave and return, threatening to abandon, ruthlessly, as you played your psychological games, with her life and mind, manipulating her to believe you're the best she would ever find. The possibility of sharing ancestry with you, brings me shame, so repulsive enough to consider changing my family name. Knowing this relationship was destroying her from within, being the egoistic ******* you are, continuing instead of leaving. As she became the compensation for your childhood deprivations, did you overlook the possibility of this not being the solution? Draining her passion with conceited affection, at your discretion for the sake of your satisfaction, but here's a revelation. She was never going to cheat, deceive or leave, could you not see, that she was not a part of the vicious cycle of your family? On the contrary, growing up in this drama, unfortunately, you became your father, the man you never wanted to be. Gaining liberation, building walls of caution, she will be fine. God and patience will lavishly reward her, when it's the right time. I wish you wealth, health, fortune and a long life of prosperity, because it is fairly obvious, there is no hope for you in eternity.
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Nov 4, 2012
Nov 4, 2012 at 2:19 PM UTC
To the man who broke my friend
Even though we have never met I want to thank you, for all the things you did and didn't do, for not being true. For scaring, scarring, smothering and hurting, for no cause, for making her the women three times the one she was. For stealing her innocence as she gave in unconditionally, only to leave and return, threatening to abandon, ruthlessly, as you played your psychological games, with her life and mind, manipulating her to believe you're the best she would ever find. The possibility of sharing ancestry with you, brings me shame, so repulsive enough to consider changing my family name. Knowing this relationship was destroying her from within, being the egoistic ******* you are, continuing instead of leaving. As she became the compensation for your childhood deprivations, did you overlook the possibility of this not being the solution? Draining her passion with conceited affection, at your discretion for the sake of your satisfaction, but here's a revelation. She was never going to cheat, deceive or leave, could you not see, that she was not a part of the vicious cycle of your family? On the contrary, growing up in this drama, unfortunately, you became your father, the man you never wanted to be. Gaining liberation, building walls of caution, she will be fine. God and patience will lavishly reward her, when it's the right time. I wish you wealth, health, fortune and a long life of prosperity, because it is fairly obvious, there is no hope for you in eternity.
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She Waited for me On the corners of life And all the other destinies we have yet to reach She waited While taxi cabs of time With flashy lights Of forced fake opportunities With horns of loud disturbance Like musical madness Mandatory for all the people Stopping by Waving hands of rhetorical questions With cigarettes of flying ashes Like the sand boxes that measure time Upside down But she refused She refused because she was waiting for me Her eyes so sincere Like poems of honesty Long lost in humanity With a laugh of a million stars Colliding to form a mirage of happiness Mixed with a sense of existence Like no other… She waited for me But I never came Her delicate soul Lingered her impatience a little longer Her urge to be vivid Was tamed by the desperate dullness of my presence Her circumventing vibe of light-like energies Were hindered and toned down Just to feed my egoistic Patriarchal sense of self Lacking the properties to be a proper man She waited for me… As I struggled through The worldly matters Breaking glass of shadows Fighting sin of forbidden years Destroying fear and respect With a sense of anger Clutching knuckles of regret Proliferating rage But she was waiting for me So I fought I fought for her waiting She waits for me to fight And all of a sudden I realize That I was waiting for her I was waiting for her all along… She represented the life I never lived The decency I never had The courage I kept within my words And the light for shadows I lurked behind And the light for the shadows I now could not seem to find.
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Apr 27, 2013
Apr 27, 2013 at 4:52 AM UTC
The Shadows Behind the Wait of Light:
She Waited for me On the corners of life And all the other destinies we have yet to reach She waited While taxi cabs of time With flashy lights Of forced fake opportunities With horns of loud disturbance Like musical madness Mandatory for all the people Stopping by Waving hands of rhetorical questions With cigarettes of flying ashes Like the sand boxes that measure time Upside down But she refused She refused because she was waiting for me Her eyes so sincere Like poems of honesty Long lost in humanity With a laugh of a million stars Colliding to form a mirage of happiness Mixed with a sense of existence Like no other… She waited for me But I never came Her delicate soul Lingered her impatience a little longer Her urge to be vivid Was tamed by the desperate dullness of my presence Her circumventing vibe of light-like energies Were hindered and toned down Just to feed my egoistic Patriarchal sense of self Lacking the properties to be a proper man She waited for me… As I struggled through The worldly matters Breaking glass of shadows Fighting sin of forbidden years Destroying fear and respect With a sense of anger Clutching knuckles of regret Proliferating rage But she was waiting for me So I fought I fought for her waiting She waits for me to fight And all of a sudden I realize That I was waiting for her I was waiting for her all along… She represented the life I never lived The decency I never had The courage I kept within my words And the light for shadows I lurked behind And the light for the shadows I now could not seem to find.
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Death was cloying, the serpent coiled around his feet; The intimate raven caress before a silent, lethal strike; Sudden and swift was the exquisite venom of finality; All things solved in the course of endless time- clarity! Relentless evils batter unceasingly in an ominous void; Little to do but enjoy the sight of an impending drain; Joyless fruition along the edges of this long black hole; Beckon him a bit forward to a joyous  terror-filled fall! Agony followed by the purest realization of  a descent; Into a deadly maze of self delusion in the word of God; It calls forth an accounting of his  egoistic sins-venality; Leaving nothing to chance, his target- one more strike! The blessed rain comes to wash away the dark balance; Disaster encloses thee tender soul, a lifeless nothingness!
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Jun 5, 2014
Jun 5, 2014 at 11:58 AM UTC
Dancing Along a Dark Hole
The world is full of fools’ theory Listening to them I feel weary. Such egoistic heads tell not to worry And at our back talk oscillatory Bad about us, creating a crematory Where they bury their own glory. They have a bad attitude of sanatory Coward, showy, deceitful, predatory. The world is full of fools’ theory Listening to them I feel weary. I too had such a mad hoary Who was ready with an itinerary, Where all bad & deceit come corollary As she had a base habit of obfuscatory. She knew less concepts contemporary And thought herself vital primary. The world is full of fools’ theory Listening to them I feel weary. Would always ask if I hunky-dory? We knew those emotions were vapory – Happy, then sad, angry then nugatory! Her emotions changed as witch’s allegory, Hate, spurn, prune are her favourite mandatory: Now singly fights with colleagues hortatory; Alas! Does not know her faults & category. Listening to them I feel weary. Would always ask if hunky-dory? At first I tried to be a promontory So that I can save her crematory; Blind with pride, less corroboratory, She spurned me having derogatory. Now also I pity her as she is a hoary But wish she improves her oratory.
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Apr 19, 2018
Apr 19, 2018 at 8:52 PM UTC
Monorhyme on Egoistic Head
I like being egoistic I like extremes I think in extremes I also answer in extremes I like people who are extremes too.
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Dec 29, 2014
Dec 29, 2014 at 5:21 AM UTC
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