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Municipal Gum was written by Oodjeroo Noonecaal. Municipal Gum is about the changes in society and the tendency of people to want to control everything. Oodjeroo uses various techniques to convey this idea. At the beginning of the poem Oodjeroo is addressing the tree. This immediately creates empathy for both the tree and her people. By the last line she has emphasised this with the pronoun “us” to show that they suffer a similar fate. This poem expresses how life in Australia has changes especially for Aboriginal people. In the first half of the poem Oodjeroo is talking about how life was for her and others. It explores the changes in society and the displacement of the Aboriginal people from their land. “Whose head hung…Its hopelessness”, the author uses this as further re-iteration of the immorality of the situation and by the use of analogy comparing the tree to her people to further emphasise the shame and lack control of that the Europeans have inflicted upon her and the environment. Oodjeroo uses extended metaphor technique in the very first line of the poem ‘Hard bitumen around your feet’. This means that the gumtree has been placed in the city scape where it is suppressed and not allowed to spread out and be unique in its own way. This is clear and immanently direct link to the pain and suffering endured by the Aborigines post European settlement. Oodjeroo uses vivid language to present these ideas. For example the use of the word castrated is very effective. The connotation of the word is very demeaning. With castration often comes a sense of a loss of pride and power. The word castration is symbolic of how Oodjeroo feels the European have treated Aboriginal people and the environment. Castration also refers to the fact that what is done is done. Nothing can undo what they did and the damaged they have caused. Other symbolism includes the title “Municipal Gum”, municipal meaning community, implies that the gumtree belongs to the community. One of the vast differences between European and Aboriginal law is that Aboriginal people did not believe in the ownership of land or of animals and plants. Municipal Gum is a reference to the Europeans assumptions that everything is theirs to own and control. The rhetorical question, “O fellow citizen, What have they done to us?” is the conclusion of the implications that have been made throughout the poem. Oodjeroo, is advocating for her people and all things wronged by the controlling behaviour of the Europeans. Rhetorical questions are used to provoke thought and to stimulate a pre-determined response. “What have they done to us?” They have “castrated, broken… strapped and buckled” and ultimately changed things to a point that they cannot be fixed. In conclusion, Municipal Gum is a poem about the constrictions and change that the European invaders forced upon the Aboriginal community and the environment she believes that the Europeans have deemed themselves ever powerful and practice their power in a manner that is immoral.
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Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 7:47 AM UTC
Municipal Gum
Municipal Gum was written by Oodjeroo Noonecaal. Municipal Gum is about the changes in society and the tendency of people to want to control everything. Oodjeroo uses various techniques to convey this idea. At the beginning of the poem Oodjeroo is addressing the tree. This immediately creates empathy for both the tree and her people. By the last line she has emphasised this with the pronoun “us” to show that they suffer a similar fate. This poem expresses how life in Australia has changes especially for Aboriginal people. In the first half of the poem Oodjeroo is talking about how life was for her and others. It explores the changes in society and the displacement of the Aboriginal people from their land. “Whose head hung…Its hopelessness”, the author uses this as further re-iteration of the immorality of the situation and by the use of analogy comparing the tree to her people to further emphasise the shame and lack control of that the Europeans have inflicted upon her and the environment. Oodjeroo uses extended metaphor technique in the very first line of the poem ‘Hard bitumen around your feet’. This means that the gumtree has been placed in the city scape where it is suppressed and not allowed to spread out and be unique in its own way. This is clear and immanently direct link to the pain and suffering endured by the Aborigines post European settlement. Oodjeroo uses vivid language to present these ideas. For example the use of the word castrated is very effective. The connotation of the word is very demeaning. With castration often comes a sense of a loss of pride and power. The word castration is symbolic of how Oodjeroo feels the European have treated Aboriginal people and the environment. Castration also refers to the fact that what is done is done. Nothing can undo what they did and the damaged they have caused. Other symbolism includes the title “Municipal Gum”, municipal meaning community, implies that the gumtree belongs to the community. One of the vast differences between European and Aboriginal law is that Aboriginal people did not believe in the ownership of land or of animals and plants. Municipal Gum is a reference to the Europeans assumptions that everything is theirs to own and control. The rhetorical question, “O fellow citizen, What have they done to us?” is the conclusion of the implications that have been made throughout the poem. Oodjeroo, is advocating for her people and all things wronged by the controlling behaviour of the Europeans. Rhetorical questions are used to provoke thought and to stimulate a pre-determined response. “What have they done to us?” They have “castrated, broken… strapped and buckled” and ultimately changed things to a point that they cannot be fixed. In conclusion, Municipal Gum is a poem about the constrictions and change that the European invaders forced upon the Aboriginal community and the environment she believes that the Europeans have deemed themselves ever powerful and practice their power in a manner that is immoral.
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I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Fourteen years old I love you, Called out, A promise of returned affection Timid, unsure A response to Insecurities. Not true. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Fifteen years old Distrustful Cynical Confused Emotions flapping about like lost geese Nothing like all the before’s So this is what must be True. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Sixteen years old, That feeling Tumultuous but calming Broken yet whole Lost but found Your deep, beautiful eyes Painful beyond belief, yet the best thing I’ve ever felt Simply, it's true I love you. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Seventeen years old, It’s true What is? That You’re my truth And I love you. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted yet True. Seventeen years old, I love you But… I ****** up I love you But… I kissed someone else We never set boundaries But…. I know I did wrong I love you But… I truly can’t be with you right now. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True.   Seventeen years old, You’re awesome We’re so similar So, I love you? No, I realize that belongs to someone else, But you think it's yours. And that isn't true. **** I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Seventeen years old, I hate myself Because I’ve hurt you Your pain is killing me Though really, it’s me Killing you I love you, It's true. But, How can you ever forgive me? I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old, I love you It’s true But you’re broken still And I wish I could heal the horror I caused For you. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True.   Eighteen years old, I love you Whispered gently Deeply Truly I want to kiss you I want to hold you I want to be with you Can we, please? I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old, Yes. We can. I love you too. I still truly do. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old, I love you But… Why are you doing this to me? Why can’t you talk to me instead of hiding behind the texts? What’s happening? Please. Don’t do it this way. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True.   Eighteen years old, Tears Broken Mind exploding with assumptions Intuition telling the worst of tales Distrustful Hurt Why this pain? I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True.   Eighteen years old, Bitter Am I jealous? This isn’t good… What’s happened to me? Helpless and Still true I love you But... Who knows why? I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old, And here come apologies A letter…. I love letters And I love you too Still, Somehow. It's true. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old I don’t know what’s wrong with me Sad Hurt Insecure Doubtful Distrustful Broken Beyond belief Empty. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old And I keep crying I cried because you were so caring towards to me the other day And it was so sweet. I cried because you hugged me and let me cry on you I cried because I love staring into your deep soulful eyes I cried because I feel so much, all the time, for you I cried because sometimes I truly hate how much I love you. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old, And goodnight dear one, I still really do love you.  And, I promise you  All of this is true.
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Feb 24, 2016
Feb 24, 2016 at 2:31 AM UTC
For Those I've Truly Loved
I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Fourteen years old I love you, Called out, A promise of returned affection Timid, unsure A response to Insecurities. Not true. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Fifteen years old Distrustful Cynical Confused Emotions flapping about like lost geese Nothing like all the before’s So this is what must be True. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Sixteen years old, That feeling Tumultuous but calming Broken yet whole Lost but found Your deep, beautiful eyes Painful beyond belief, yet the best thing I’ve ever felt Simply, it's true I love you. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Seventeen years old, It’s true What is? That You’re my truth And I love you. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted yet True. Seventeen years old, I love you But… I ****** up I love you But… I kissed someone else We never set boundaries But…. I know I did wrong I love you But… I truly can’t be with you right now. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True.   Seventeen years old, You’re awesome We’re so similar So, I love you? No, I realize that belongs to someone else, But you think it's yours. And that isn't true. **** I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Seventeen years old, I hate myself Because I’ve hurt you Your pain is killing me Though really, it’s me Killing you I love you, It's true. But, How can you ever forgive me? I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old, I love you It’s true But you’re broken still And I wish I could heal the horror I caused For you. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True.   Eighteen years old, I love you Whispered gently Deeply Truly I want to kiss you I want to hold you I want to be with you Can we, please? I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old, Yes. We can. I love you too. I still truly do. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old, I love you But… Why are you doing this to me? Why can’t you talk to me instead of hiding behind the texts? What’s happening? Please. Don’t do it this way. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True.   Eighteen years old, Tears Broken Mind exploding with assumptions Intuition telling the worst of tales Distrustful Hurt Why this pain? I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True.   Eighteen years old, Bitter Am I jealous? This isn’t good… What’s happened to me? Helpless and Still true I love you But... Who knows why? I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old, And here come apologies A letter…. I love letters And I love you too Still, Somehow. It's true. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old I don’t know what’s wrong with me Sad Hurt Insecure Doubtful Distrustful Broken Beyond belief Empty. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old And I keep crying I cried because you were so caring towards to me the other day And it was so sweet. I cried because you hugged me and let me cry on you I cried because I love staring into your deep soulful eyes I cried because I feel so much, all the time, for you I cried because sometimes I truly hate how much I love you. I love you, Goodnight Every night, since forever ago Rhythm Routine Family, friends Taken for granted, yet True. Eighteen years old, And goodnight dear one, I still really do love you.  And, I promise you  All of this is true.
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You see my brown skin And assume I'm a **** You see my hijab And assume I'm a terrorist. You see the smile on my face And assume I'm happy. You hear my words And assume I'm okay. But I am not. Instead I am broken. Yet I am also strong. I am dark and rule-following. I am peaceful and Muslim. You assume based on Society's POV. If you smile You must be happy. Fox, CNN, any media Tells you I am a terrorist. So the names I get called And the extra security checks Are extremely upsetting. The murders of black folk Is either considered appropriate Or it's "black on black crime" So it's not taken seriously. Who are you gonna believe Me or those who don't know me?
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Mar 26, 2018
Mar 26, 2018 at 7:34 PM UTC
Assumptions
Way back when I was younger I was mistaken as a dude They asked all sorts of questions That slowly grew more rude "Why don't you wear makeup? Or dress in something nice?" "If you ever want to get a guy Why won't you just take our advice?" When I began in high school I had just begun to change I had bought myself some cheap makeup And clothes that just felt strange Still, it wasn't enough though The insults continued to come "Ugly. Lazy. Undesirable" It all began to make me glum By the beginning of junior year I had fully given in Dresses replaced all of my jeans And makeup covered all my skin It was then, the insults changed And people began to glare Said I "cared too much about my looks" And my "head must be full of air" I still always got straight A's The way I talked was still the same But though I knew that they were wrong Their comments made me feel lame When senior year had rolled around I was lonely as could be People "liked" what I'd become But I felt no one liked me for me I'd never been on a single date Because all the guys were crude So it was only a small amount of time Before I was labeled as a ***** When I finally started college I expected something more But people took one look at me And labeled me a ***** I had not been sleeping around I still hadn't even been on a date Everyone just made assumptions And looked at me with hate The part that was most ironic Was that after all these years Of changing to be whatever they said I was still hated by all my peers I didn't want to dress like this I didn't want to just conform But there is only so much a person can take Before they need to fit the "norm" Society is what destroyed me They are the reason I am this way I changed to be what people wanted Now I understand: I'll never see that day I don't know who I am now Though everyone else thinks that they do Now please just take one piece of advice It's so important to just stay you You are perfect just as you are So continue to stay strong Remember no matter what they tell you What society says is wrong
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Apr 24, 2015
Apr 24, 2015 at 3:26 PM UTC
Identity
Way back when I was younger I was mistaken as a dude They asked all sorts of questions That slowly grew more rude "Why don't you wear makeup? Or dress in something nice?" "If you ever want to get a guy Why won't you just take our advice?" When I began in high school I had just begun to change I had bought myself some cheap makeup And clothes that just felt strange Still, it wasn't enough though The insults continued to come "Ugly. Lazy. Undesirable" It all began to make me glum By the beginning of junior year I had fully given in Dresses replaced all of my jeans And makeup covered all my skin It was then, the insults changed And people began to glare Said I "cared too much about my looks" And my "head must be full of air" I still always got straight A's The way I talked was still the same But though I knew that they were wrong Their comments made me feel lame When senior year had rolled around I was lonely as could be People "liked" what I'd become But I felt no one liked me for me I'd never been on a single date Because all the guys were crude So it was only a small amount of time Before I was labeled as a ***** When I finally started college I expected something more But people took one look at me And labeled me a ***** I had not been sleeping around I still hadn't even been on a date Everyone just made assumptions And looked at me with hate The part that was most ironic Was that after all these years Of changing to be whatever they said I was still hated by all my peers I didn't want to dress like this I didn't want to just conform But there is only so much a person can take Before they need to fit the "norm" Society is what destroyed me They are the reason I am this way I changed to be what people wanted Now I understand: I'll never see that day I don't know who I am now Though everyone else thinks that they do Now please just take one piece of advice It's so important to just stay you You are perfect just as you are So continue to stay strong Remember no matter what they tell you What society says is wrong
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From the ashes I descend, Rising among the flames, As shades of red. Orange and yellow, Blend within the explosion, Of my rebirth, Claiming my life force once more. My deep hazel eyes, Drenched in golden brown, Surrounded by a burst of jade, Speckled with dark green, Reveal my humility, Compassion and genuine kindness, Allowing you to behold, The window to my soul. The vessel, Containing my spirit, Conflicts with the feminine demeanor, Exposing sincerity, Comforting hands of a care-giver, The voice of loyalty, Gently escaping lips, Tears of empathy, Seeping with understanding, Kisses of affection, As soft spoken words, Depict desires, Hopes and the warmth, Of pure love. Mystery envelops my origin, Becoming a mystical being, With the ability to heal, The potential to inspire, Living proof of an alleged myth, Yielding in protection, As my plethora of feathers, Shield the individuals I adore, From darkness, Attempting to swallow the light, We yearn to discover. Blind Thoughts of denial, Shall forsake your eyes, If you pass judgment, Upon me, For my cloak of skin, Concealing my true beauty. As a Phoenix, I refuse to watch, The children of diversity, Suffer degradation, Living in fear of discrimination, Stifling the right to love another, To dress in garments, That correlate the body with the mind. I shall rage to cease, The hands of violence leaving bruises, Ignorance stripping, Breaths of air from a pair of lungs, As homophobia, Transphobia, and intolerance, Deplete individuality from a heart, Deserving liberty, The pursuit of happiness, A chance to survive. The Earth returns my soul, To reap the love, Concealed in assumptions, And sow acceptance into, The fields of society, As I continue, To soar into a cerulean sky.
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Jul 15, 2012
Jul 15, 2012 at 2:45 PM UTC
Rise of the Phoenix
From the ashes I descend, Rising among the flames, As shades of red. Orange and yellow, Blend within the explosion, Of my rebirth, Claiming my life force once more. My deep hazel eyes, Drenched in golden brown, Surrounded by a burst of jade, Speckled with dark green, Reveal my humility, Compassion and genuine kindness, Allowing you to behold, The window to my soul. The vessel, Containing my spirit, Conflicts with the feminine demeanor, Exposing sincerity, Comforting hands of a care-giver, The voice of loyalty, Gently escaping lips, Tears of empathy, Seeping with understanding, Kisses of affection, As soft spoken words, Depict desires, Hopes and the warmth, Of pure love. Mystery envelops my origin, Becoming a mystical being, With the ability to heal, The potential to inspire, Living proof of an alleged myth, Yielding in protection, As my plethora of feathers, Shield the individuals I adore, From darkness, Attempting to swallow the light, We yearn to discover. Blind Thoughts of denial, Shall forsake your eyes, If you pass judgment, Upon me, For my cloak of skin, Concealing my true beauty. As a Phoenix, I refuse to watch, The children of diversity, Suffer degradation, Living in fear of discrimination, Stifling the right to love another, To dress in garments, That correlate the body with the mind. I shall rage to cease, The hands of violence leaving bruises, Ignorance stripping, Breaths of air from a pair of lungs, As homophobia, Transphobia, and intolerance, Deplete individuality from a heart, Deserving liberty, The pursuit of happiness, A chance to survive. The Earth returns my soul, To reap the love, Concealed in assumptions, And sow acceptance into, The fields of society, As I continue, To soar into a cerulean sky.
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Jealousy used to be a girl with puppy eyes and braided hair. She lurks around the dark side of the room Waiting for someone to notice but they kept on denying her existence. Jealous? No. That’s all she could hear. ‘Til she grew bigger. She now has longer nails, no... claws. Her messy curls showed up after taking off her braids. Longer limbs and shorter temper. She screams loud. By the back of her head, she wanted to be noticed. She crawled around the whole room. Asking for attention. And I noticed her. So is the name she whispers in my ear. The sound is not loud now, but deafening. It didn’t have sharp edges, but it cut me through. That, did not made me bleed and cry. It did not make me weak, or so I thought. But made me furious. She’s slowly reaching out for my hand. I had doubts but, I reached back to her. She stood, emotionless, while I unconsciously threw a plate across the room. I cried. But not in agony. In anger. For sure. I can feel flames rushing through my veins like a waterfall. Jealousy is like a monster under the empty bed for so long that it learned how to dream. Jealousy is like termites, slowly chewing off the walls where I used to carve our names with a small blade, I used to use to cut myself. Jealousy is a box of “What If’s” A box full of surprises and one of them... called, “assumptions” Assumptions you thought were visions of the negative things. Negative things you’re scared to happen. Or even to think about. Jealousy thought your fear how to grow bigger. They’re friends now. And every walk she makes, Jealousy brought along Fear. They try to pay you visits in your room, that you seem to stay a lot in now. This is the room where I used to watch cartoons and once fell from the rope you tied on the ceiling. It wasn’t that strong. The rope, the ceiling, and me. It used to be just short visits, now they got themselves their own sofa bed lying next to your queen-sized mattress. But I wanted them to leave. As I see him packing his bags and opening the bathroom door to get his toothbrush. I wanted them to leave. But Jealousy invited a guest. Jealousy invited Pride. He left//
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Jan 21, 2019
Jan 21, 2019 at 10:52 AM UTC
*Jealousy*
Jealousy used to be a girl with puppy eyes and braided hair. She lurks around the dark side of the room Waiting for someone to notice but they kept on denying her existence. Jealous? No. That’s all she could hear. ‘Til she grew bigger. She now has longer nails, no... claws. Her messy curls showed up after taking off her braids. Longer limbs and shorter temper. She screams loud. By the back of her head, she wanted to be noticed. She crawled around the whole room. Asking for attention. And I noticed her. So is the name she whispers in my ear. The sound is not loud now, but deafening. It didn’t have sharp edges, but it cut me through. That, did not made me bleed and cry. It did not make me weak, or so I thought. But made me furious. She’s slowly reaching out for my hand. I had doubts but, I reached back to her. She stood, emotionless, while I unconsciously threw a plate across the room. I cried. But not in agony. In anger. For sure. I can feel flames rushing through my veins like a waterfall. Jealousy is like a monster under the empty bed for so long that it learned how to dream. Jealousy is like termites, slowly chewing off the walls where I used to carve our names with a small blade, I used to use to cut myself. Jealousy is a box of “What If’s” A box full of surprises and one of them... called, “assumptions” Assumptions you thought were visions of the negative things. Negative things you’re scared to happen. Or even to think about. Jealousy thought your fear how to grow bigger. They’re friends now. And every walk she makes, Jealousy brought along Fear. They try to pay you visits in your room, that you seem to stay a lot in now. This is the room where I used to watch cartoons and once fell from the rope you tied on the ceiling. It wasn’t that strong. The rope, the ceiling, and me. It used to be just short visits, now they got themselves their own sofa bed lying next to your queen-sized mattress. But I wanted them to leave. As I see him packing his bags and opening the bathroom door to get his toothbrush. I wanted them to leave. But Jealousy invited a guest. Jealousy invited Pride. He left//
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"Everyone wants happiness. No one wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain." Spread your wings and let's fly, Can't reach those dreams it is so high, What to do know?, Let's smile and end this pain together. We are each one's cause of euphoria, Smile like there's no tomorrow, Why are you full of sorrow?, Why sudden change of emotions?, Are you not happy?. Look at the sky, Don't be shy, I know you've been waiting for it, Don't always look on the ground, You're not too low to look on it, Feel free to look high, And exprience the feeling of being on the top. Imagine the things that you want that others can't imagine to you, Your life doesn't depend on them, It depends on you, You are the only one who can decide, Your life doesn't belong to them. If it rains, Accept it, Don't blame the weather, Don't blame yourself, It's not your fault, You just don't know on how to love yourself. All of this are connected, Don't ask and you'll be headed, It is not time for your assumptions, Why predict someone else's life if you can't even predict your own life. Shut up and enjoy your life, Have fun tonight, Coz the next day what if there would be no more light to be seen, Sun that brighten up your day, Darkness that guided your life, Who are you? Sentences that are out of context, What will happen next, Shadows that are getting even more darker. Coz there's a light, A beaming spotlight. Be the person you want to be, Shout and tell them let me be, Freed yourself from sadness, Let go of your blindness, And then there's happiness. Don't pretend that you're okay, Coz you'll end up hating yourself over and over again, Life is about up's and down, Deal with it and tell the future that you're going to be fine and pass all of this failure you've done this present. Sunshine comes to all who feel rain, Rainbow can't show up if there's no little rain, Learn to stand up, and you'll be okay. Don't be pushed by your problems; be led by your dreams.
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Dec 10, 2018
Dec 10, 2018 at 8:36 AM UTC
Euphoria
"Everyone wants happiness. No one wants pain. But you can't have a rainbow without a little rain." Spread your wings and let's fly, Can't reach those dreams it is so high, What to do know?, Let's smile and end this pain together. We are each one's cause of euphoria, Smile like there's no tomorrow, Why are you full of sorrow?, Why sudden change of emotions?, Are you not happy?. Look at the sky, Don't be shy, I know you've been waiting for it, Don't always look on the ground, You're not too low to look on it, Feel free to look high, And exprience the feeling of being on the top. Imagine the things that you want that others can't imagine to you, Your life doesn't depend on them, It depends on you, You are the only one who can decide, Your life doesn't belong to them. If it rains, Accept it, Don't blame the weather, Don't blame yourself, It's not your fault, You just don't know on how to love yourself. All of this are connected, Don't ask and you'll be headed, It is not time for your assumptions, Why predict someone else's life if you can't even predict your own life. Shut up and enjoy your life, Have fun tonight, Coz the next day what if there would be no more light to be seen, Sun that brighten up your day, Darkness that guided your life, Who are you? Sentences that are out of context, What will happen next, Shadows that are getting even more darker. Coz there's a light, A beaming spotlight. Be the person you want to be, Shout and tell them let me be, Freed yourself from sadness, Let go of your blindness, And then there's happiness. Don't pretend that you're okay, Coz you'll end up hating yourself over and over again, Life is about up's and down, Deal with it and tell the future that you're going to be fine and pass all of this failure you've done this present. Sunshine comes to all who feel rain, Rainbow can't show up if there's no little rain, Learn to stand up, and you'll be okay. Don't be pushed by your problems; be led by your dreams.
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Be open-minded and admit the possibility That some things are objectively wrong We all live in a constant state of gray area I see you pretty often, maybe once every week or so For a moment our bubbles come very close to overlapping But they so far have always held firm Which is, in one respect, kind of amazing Yet in another, to be expected Our bubbles are made of rubber and concrete Our lives are so different - we’re separated by Class, gender, age, ethnicity and health history Different in almost every way you could imagine Save for location, which again is amazing If we ever step out of our bubbles one day And I actually hope we do It will be uncomfortable, I imagine, and also Potentially dangerous for both of us But it could turn out great Most people ask themselves I guess Whether it’s worth the risk And say no and they probably make assumptions And I so far haven’t made too many about you Although to make none is impossible and so of that I am proud Some things might be wrong even if Everyone does them and even if You or I do them constantly Without an ounce of guilt It’s possible anyway
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Jul 28, 2018
Jul 28, 2018 at 7:25 PM UTC
Homelessness: An Introspective Ethical Analysis
I want to crawl in your mind. Find the real rythm behind the melody of your heartbeat. Show you Gods given freedom out of verbal prison walls. To make you fall in your spiritual calling. Vision Preaching your emotions by reaching the back of your tongue You hide your insecurities among your heavenly eyes. The heaviness of your tongue is beauty to me. Let me set you free. Freedom Travel me to your secrets. Let me loose between your memories. I will not abuse your confidence but regularly choose to unite us in consequences. Let me visit your fears. Explore Let me dissolve your assumptions and reason your doubts. Evolve out of the abundance of my soul. I will slowly, surely travel myself deeper, deeply to discover the source of your sincere existence. Promise Patience Love
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Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 5:27 PM UTC
An expedition to your sincere existence
Black Like me, I clearly see, I am no longer who I used to be I am a white man died dark, in this adventure I created a spark. People are angry. People are mad. This makes me disappointed, and sad I did this for research, to find the truth. For our future, for our youth. I’m a white man living the life of the oppressed, the segregated, and distressed. A white man living the life of the black, and the truth is equality it did lack It was shocking to find people cruel, who I once knew to be kind They hated me because the color of my skin, their argument against my race was just as thin. They made assumptions, followed the stereo type, dear God America, where are my equal rights? I traveled to the most racist state, where I experienced as a black man, a fiery hate. I found the idea that the South created: We are unequal, unloved, and passionately hated. They stared us down with hate we could feel. It was tangible, it was real. The kind hearted were few and far, I learned much while hitching rides in cars I could not believe what they share so openly, they spoke of their ****** immorality. At this point I was feeling defeated, I was sick of how we are treated I could not take it any longer, but I know I have become stronger. I will fight against segregation, so we can truly become an equal nation I hope for the sake of these great people that one day we will all be equal. No one knows what it’s like to be black like me. I hope one day we’ll find true liberty!
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May 18, 2012
May 18, 2012 at 4:06 PM UTC
Black Like Me
Black Like me, I clearly see, I am no longer who I used to be I am a white man died dark, in this adventure I created a spark. People are angry. People are mad. This makes me disappointed, and sad I did this for research, to find the truth. For our future, for our youth. I’m a white man living the life of the oppressed, the segregated, and distressed. A white man living the life of the black, and the truth is equality it did lack It was shocking to find people cruel, who I once knew to be kind They hated me because the color of my skin, their argument against my race was just as thin. They made assumptions, followed the stereo type, dear God America, where are my equal rights? I traveled to the most racist state, where I experienced as a black man, a fiery hate. I found the idea that the South created: We are unequal, unloved, and passionately hated. They stared us down with hate we could feel. It was tangible, it was real. The kind hearted were few and far, I learned much while hitching rides in cars I could not believe what they share so openly, they spoke of their ****** immorality. At this point I was feeling defeated, I was sick of how we are treated I could not take it any longer, but I know I have become stronger. I will fight against segregation, so we can truly become an equal nation I hope for the sake of these great people that one day we will all be equal. No one knows what it’s like to be black like me. I hope one day we’ll find true liberty!
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Standing between me and you are many untested assumptions and assumptions that we are not consciously aware, were we to meditate lotus to lotus would that clear the air?
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Feb 18, 2011
Feb 18, 2011 at 8:51 AM UTC
Lotus to lotus
To all it may concern: straight people Dear straight parents, Thank you, For making us gays, And then making us feel like **** for being created, But hey, you created us. Dear straight people, Shut your **** mouth. We don't care. Your words aren't going to change us, No protest signs are gonna change us, Only God can, And that isn't an excuse to try and pray the gay away. Dear straight men, If a girl likes another girl, They are not your ****** play toy. Remove those perverted thoughts from your head, And learn to control your ***** Dear straight men, If a boy likes another boy, And they don't like you, Then keep your mouth shut. If you don't like it, Then don't be gay. It doesn't concern you, And it's none of your ******* business. Dear straight women, Just because a girl likes another girl, Does not make her a **** Or a ***** Or a ***** But who knows she may be. But since you're making assumptions like that, You're probably one of the before mentioned. Dear straight women, Ahem "straight", Go away. Quit flirting with us, Because it's annoying and confusing. Figure out what you want And try again later. Dear straight ally's, Thank you. You need to procreate, And make more of you, Because the world seems to be full of ******** And biggots. Dear straight people, You don't have to like us, But hating us, And bashing us, Isn't gonna make us suddenly go away, Or quit being gay. Go back to your prayers that the gays will come to realize if you want, But I think there are bigger problems in the world That you need to be concerned with More than a girl liking ***** Sincerely, One who is both a straight and a gay.
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Jun 5, 2018
Jun 5, 2018 at 8:12 AM UTC
Dear Straight People
To all it may concern: straight people Dear straight parents, Thank you, For making us gays, And then making us feel like **** for being created, But hey, you created us. Dear straight people, Shut your **** mouth. We don't care. Your words aren't going to change us, No protest signs are gonna change us, Only God can, And that isn't an excuse to try and pray the gay away. Dear straight men, If a girl likes another girl, They are not your ****** play toy. Remove those perverted thoughts from your head, And learn to control your ***** Dear straight men, If a boy likes another boy, And they don't like you, Then keep your mouth shut. If you don't like it, Then don't be gay. It doesn't concern you, And it's none of your ******* business. Dear straight women, Just because a girl likes another girl, Does not make her a **** Or a ***** Or a ***** But who knows she may be. But since you're making assumptions like that, You're probably one of the before mentioned. Dear straight women, Ahem "straight", Go away. Quit flirting with us, Because it's annoying and confusing. Figure out what you want And try again later. Dear straight ally's, Thank you. You need to procreate, And make more of you, Because the world seems to be full of ******** And biggots. Dear straight people, You don't have to like us, But hating us, And bashing us, Isn't gonna make us suddenly go away, Or quit being gay. Go back to your prayers that the gays will come to realize if you want, But I think there are bigger problems in the world That you need to be concerned with More than a girl liking ***** Sincerely, One who is both a straight and a gay.
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Like an onion, I had layers. And you peeled me away, one at a time. One layer off. You saw my favorites. The food and drinks I crave for. The wall paint I wanted for my room. The perky dresses, nail polish, knee-high boots. And the spot I always prefer to be- on the front seat. One layer off. You saw my hobbies. The words I stitched together. The stars that formed our zodiac sign. The wallclimbing, badminton, volleyball. And the guitar strings that strum our lullaby. One layer off. You saw my dreams. The plane ticket to Paris. The thrill of a bungee jump. The candlelit dinner, fireworks, dancing fountain. And the license as a medical physician. One layer off. You saw my strengths. The smile behind the false judgements. The tears I fought back with pride. The temperance, confidence, adjustments. And the self-love I have strongly magnified. One layer off. You saw my insecurities. The missing dimple on my left cheek. The pimples on my forehead. The bitchface, fierce stare, strict walk. And this prominently thin-but-tall body figure. One layer off. You saw my regrets. The kisses I could have refused. The friends I thought were true. The false assumptions, unmet expectations. And the trust I gave to the wrong person. One layer off. You saw my secrets. The punches I had to take. The bruises I covered with my sleeves. The lies, frustrations, disappointments. And the brokenness suppressed in my memory. The last layer, off. You saw through me. The anxiousness escalating slowly. The exposure feeling uneasy. I felt stripped, explored, unguarded. And in my nakedness - you had to choose: To love or to leave me, For who I really am.
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Oct 27, 2013
Oct 27, 2013 at 2:49 AM UTC
Peeling Layers
Like an onion, I had layers. And you peeled me away, one at a time. One layer off. You saw my favorites. The food and drinks I crave for. The wall paint I wanted for my room. The perky dresses, nail polish, knee-high boots. And the spot I always prefer to be- on the front seat. One layer off. You saw my hobbies. The words I stitched together. The stars that formed our zodiac sign. The wallclimbing, badminton, volleyball. And the guitar strings that strum our lullaby. One layer off. You saw my dreams. The plane ticket to Paris. The thrill of a bungee jump. The candlelit dinner, fireworks, dancing fountain. And the license as a medical physician. One layer off. You saw my strengths. The smile behind the false judgements. The tears I fought back with pride. The temperance, confidence, adjustments. And the self-love I have strongly magnified. One layer off. You saw my insecurities. The missing dimple on my left cheek. The pimples on my forehead. The bitchface, fierce stare, strict walk. And this prominently thin-but-tall body figure. One layer off. You saw my regrets. The kisses I could have refused. The friends I thought were true. The false assumptions, unmet expectations. And the trust I gave to the wrong person. One layer off. You saw my secrets. The punches I had to take. The bruises I covered with my sleeves. The lies, frustrations, disappointments. And the brokenness suppressed in my memory. The last layer, off. You saw through me. The anxiousness escalating slowly. The exposure feeling uneasy. I felt stripped, explored, unguarded. And in my nakedness - you had to choose: To love or to leave me, For who I really am.
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Your pre-frontal cortex is delectably oral amidst this maze of psychological violence. Oh, mistress of certain uncertainty, I cannot articulate the essence of ontology, as human language is inadequate. But, you truly capture the flow of irregularity in this mass mockery of societal fabric. Therefore, I simply appeal to our mutual and primitive impulses. Let us be rough, despite the misguided assumptions of those who claim to have affiliation. I like old school choppers, because they are not polished.
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Feb 14, 2014
Feb 14, 2014 at 11:06 PM UTC
Sociopathic Integrity
I have been made fun of for the color of my skin; For the way I dress; My taste in music; Even how I talk. They say I talk black. Talk black? What do you mean talk black? We have given color to the words I speak? Can you SEE their color? Instantly they make me a **** I become uneducated. I am a thief. A suspect. Uncultured. You do not even know me; Yet you make ASSUMPTIONS as to who I am. You do not even know me? I'm sorry, where are my manners? Hello, nice to meet you. My name is ---- ----. I am white, But I talk black.
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Apr 16, 2014
Apr 16, 2014 at 1:53 PM UTC
Talk Black
sometimes i wish you'd see beyond the color of my eyes and the cloth wrapped around my head i wish you would think of me as an individual put away my appearance and regard me as a person my thoughts matter my ideas aren't all bad i have opinions and i choose to speak my mind if only you would listen to my words and try to comprehend what i'm saying rather than focusing on my accent and the way my lips curve when i speak the cloth on my head does not rid me of ideas it does not limit my mental capabilities it does not lower my tolerance *have a debate with me spark a conversation* instead of complimenting my smile compliment my mind instead of assuming that my beliefs are enforced upon me *ask me what i believe ask me what i value* tell me what you base your morals on *question me give me counterarguments talk to me* instead of staring at me and making biased assumptions already concluding who i am and where i come from before you've even said hello! i am not just the color of my skin i am not just the size of my thighs i am not just the design of my clothes i am not just the price of my purse i am not just the pattern of my headscarf i am not just the length of my nails i am not just a body i am a mind i am a heart i am a soul i am my theories i am my thoughts i am my perceptions i am my opinions i am my viewpoints i am my objectives i am my purpose i am my outlooks i am my intentions i am my reasons i am my perspectives i am my choices i am my principles i am my ideologies i am a thinking, feeling, living, stimulated, motivated, inspired being i've got a world inside of me take a look see before you choose to pass judgment on me.
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Oct 7, 2015
Oct 7, 2015 at 11:52 AM UTC
more than what meets the eye
sometimes i wish you'd see beyond the color of my eyes and the cloth wrapped around my head i wish you would think of me as an individual put away my appearance and regard me as a person my thoughts matter my ideas aren't all bad i have opinions and i choose to speak my mind if only you would listen to my words and try to comprehend what i'm saying rather than focusing on my accent and the way my lips curve when i speak the cloth on my head does not rid me of ideas it does not limit my mental capabilities it does not lower my tolerance *have a debate with me spark a conversation* instead of complimenting my smile compliment my mind instead of assuming that my beliefs are enforced upon me *ask me what i believe ask me what i value* tell me what you base your morals on *question me give me counterarguments talk to me* instead of staring at me and making biased assumptions already concluding who i am and where i come from before you've even said hello! i am not just the color of my skin i am not just the size of my thighs i am not just the design of my clothes i am not just the price of my purse i am not just the pattern of my headscarf i am not just the length of my nails i am not just a body i am a mind i am a heart i am a soul i am my theories i am my thoughts i am my perceptions i am my opinions i am my viewpoints i am my objectives i am my purpose i am my outlooks i am my intentions i am my reasons i am my perspectives i am my choices i am my principles i am my ideologies i am a thinking, feeling, living, stimulated, motivated, inspired being i've got a world inside of me take a look see before you choose to pass judgment on me.
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He's broken, he's in pieces, he's trapped, in a black hole He's crying, he's heartbroken, he's dying of loneliness He's confused, his mind is overloaded, his todger is dropping off He's this and that and that and this projecting your ******* fears and insecurities on him Hahaha...hahaha...hahaha...hahaha...hahaha You know what....He's NOT....he's laughing at you He's happy that you now realize there are still men out there who transcend your ******* stereotyping and imbecilic assumptions . He's still laughing because he now sees for ******* real how immature and mentally underdeveloped a lot of you are and how so petty, mediocre and easy to manipulate you are Not to mention how weak, spineless and unable to handle pressure so many of you are. He laughing because you just act without fully thinking You are a shallow lot, cowardly, infantile and narrow minded You lack sound reasoning capacity and a lot of you are neurotic He's laughing because most believe anything they are told Unquestioning drones like a Labrador thrown a stick Go fetch, off he runs, retrieve stick, pat on the head, good boy Just simple minded followers. He laughing because he's attained all he wanted Got a good education, good self understanding, good morality sensitivity, compassion, empathy, confidence and honesty A well drilled man, adaptable, flexible, courageous and brave A MODERN DAY SPARTAN. He's laughing because you can't ******* take that away He's laughing because he's shown you how a proper man is He's laughing because he's invalidated your stereotypical assumptions, your prejudices, your bigotry and your ignorance He's laughing because you have confirmed your inferiority exposed your fears and inadequacies and make others see how damaged and vindictive you are He's laughing because out of all only one woman has shown magnanimity and she didn't belong to the class of the mediocres Which proves the point that mediocrity goes hand in hand with ignorance, fear and lack of Dignity and Integrity. And he's laughing because he's got chutzpah a big package and a hell of "tener cojones" hahaha...hahaha...hahaha...hahaha [email protected] Sept 2018,Allrightsreserved.
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Sep 7, 2018
Sep 7, 2018 at 9:54 AM UTC
Broken Tungsten Space Traveller.....
He's broken, he's in pieces, he's trapped, in a black hole He's crying, he's heartbroken, he's dying of loneliness He's confused, his mind is overloaded, his todger is dropping off He's this and that and that and this projecting your ******* fears and insecurities on him Hahaha...hahaha...hahaha...hahaha...hahaha You know what....He's NOT....he's laughing at you He's happy that you now realize there are still men out there who transcend your ******* stereotyping and imbecilic assumptions . He's still laughing because he now sees for ******* real how immature and mentally underdeveloped a lot of you are and how so petty, mediocre and easy to manipulate you are Not to mention how weak, spineless and unable to handle pressure so many of you are. He laughing because you just act without fully thinking You are a shallow lot, cowardly, infantile and narrow minded You lack sound reasoning capacity and a lot of you are neurotic He's laughing because most believe anything they are told Unquestioning drones like a Labrador thrown a stick Go fetch, off he runs, retrieve stick, pat on the head, good boy Just simple minded followers. He laughing because he's attained all he wanted Got a good education, good self understanding, good morality sensitivity, compassion, empathy, confidence and honesty A well drilled man, adaptable, flexible, courageous and brave A MODERN DAY SPARTAN. He's laughing because you can't ******* take that away He's laughing because he's shown you how a proper man is He's laughing because he's invalidated your stereotypical assumptions, your prejudices, your bigotry and your ignorance He's laughing because you have confirmed your inferiority exposed your fears and inadequacies and make others see how damaged and vindictive you are He's laughing because out of all only one woman has shown magnanimity and she didn't belong to the class of the mediocres Which proves the point that mediocrity goes hand in hand with ignorance, fear and lack of Dignity and Integrity. And he's laughing because he's got chutzpah a big package and a hell of "tener cojones" hahaha...hahaha...hahaha...hahaha [email protected] Sept 2018,Allrightsreserved.
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We are each our own moon. Charismatic souls reflecting sunlight, As if to illuminate a room, We glow against black, void; an endless night. Like a caterpillar to a butterfly, emerging from a tight knit cocoon, Spreading each wing, confidently slicing the evening air…taking flight. Or even a flower freshly bloomed on a midsummer’s afternoon. The moon: a flower, silently smiling despite the plight. Aside from what each day shuffles in; each night simmers out No matter how often we feel we have lost ourselves… Or leave way to fill our heads with doubt. With recurring assumptions of a worldwide redemption:omnipotent stealth. Needn't some take longer than others to sprout? Staring blankly into a mirror, or a moonless night sky: hungry for answers, yet facing an empty shelf. However, that doesn't infer we embark on a divergent route. Simply due to lack of clarity, lack of reasoning behind each card dealt. With that in mind, Just as the moon,true colors may dwindle…they may fade, yet in essence are always there. Even on a cloudy day, or when the sunshine is at its peak…and just as well for the blind. Full moon, half moon, new moon…waxing, waning: dynamic phases the night sky shares. Moon phases;moody faces…natures way of emphasizing personality defined. Notwithstanding the dark side, each moon may wear. Like a guilty pleasure manifesting in a secret shrine, We all suppress a certain side; to pompous to face reality genuinely bare. Fragments of our faces may always be hidden, But there’s one thing that will never absorb into the eclipse: emotion. Some figure each phase, each wave of vibes … simply fate already written. Devils advocate begs to differ… let your mind emit all distraction and harmonize with the ocean. Effervescent rays,warm barrels in which emotions, old and new, have ridden. Chaotically contradicting thoughts, pulling and pushing, creating the paradox of serene commotion. A world of words from each moon face: a beautiful encryption. We are each our own moon, written in the waves, compelled by life’s devotion.
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Apr 9, 2014
Apr 9, 2014 at 1:13 AM UTC
Moon Faces : Moody Faces
We are each our own moon. Charismatic souls reflecting sunlight, As if to illuminate a room, We glow against black, void; an endless night. Like a caterpillar to a butterfly, emerging from a tight knit cocoon, Spreading each wing, confidently slicing the evening air…taking flight. Or even a flower freshly bloomed on a midsummer’s afternoon. The moon: a flower, silently smiling despite the plight. Aside from what each day shuffles in; each night simmers out No matter how often we feel we have lost ourselves… Or leave way to fill our heads with doubt. With recurring assumptions of a worldwide redemption:omnipotent stealth. Needn't some take longer than others to sprout? Staring blankly into a mirror, or a moonless night sky: hungry for answers, yet facing an empty shelf. However, that doesn't infer we embark on a divergent route. Simply due to lack of clarity, lack of reasoning behind each card dealt. With that in mind, Just as the moon,true colors may dwindle…they may fade, yet in essence are always there. Even on a cloudy day, or when the sunshine is at its peak…and just as well for the blind. Full moon, half moon, new moon…waxing, waning: dynamic phases the night sky shares. Moon phases;moody faces…natures way of emphasizing personality defined. Notwithstanding the dark side, each moon may wear. Like a guilty pleasure manifesting in a secret shrine, We all suppress a certain side; to pompous to face reality genuinely bare. Fragments of our faces may always be hidden, But there’s one thing that will never absorb into the eclipse: emotion. Some figure each phase, each wave of vibes … simply fate already written. Devils advocate begs to differ… let your mind emit all distraction and harmonize with the ocean. Effervescent rays,warm barrels in which emotions, old and new, have ridden. Chaotically contradicting thoughts, pulling and pushing, creating the paradox of serene commotion. A world of words from each moon face: a beautiful encryption. We are each our own moon, written in the waves, compelled by life’s devotion.
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"Contentment is a synonym for loneliness, cool loneliness, settling down with cool loneliness. We give up believing that being able to escape our loneliness is going to bring any lasting happiness or joy or sense of well-being or courage or strength. Usually we have to give up this belief about a billion times, again and again making friends with our jumpiness and dread, doing the same old thing a billion times with awareness. Then without our even noticing, something begins to shift. We can just be lonely with no alternatives, content to be right here with the mood and texture of what’s happening." "it allows us to finally discover a completely unfabricated state of being. Our habitual assumptions — all our ideas about how things are — keep us from seeing anything in a fresh, open way… We don’t ultimately know anything. There’s no certainty about anything. This basic truth hurts, and we want to run away from it. But coming back and relaxing with something as familiar as loneliness is good discipline for realizing the profundity of the unresolved moments of our lives. We are cheating ourselves when we run away from the ambiguity of loneliness." "Cool loneliness allows us to look honestly and without aggression at our own minds. We can gradually drop our ideals of who we think we ought to be, or who we think we want to be, or who we think other people think we want to be or ought to be. We give it up and just look directly with compassion and humor at who we are. Then loneliness is no threat and heartache, no punishment. Cool loneliness doesn’t provide any resolution or give us ground under our feet. It challenges us to step into a world of no reference point without polarizing or solidifying. This is called the middle way, or the sacred path of the warrior." by Pema Chodron from "When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advise for Difficult Times"
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Mar 28, 2023
Mar 28, 2023 at 6:17 AM UTC
about loneliness
"Contentment is a synonym for loneliness, cool loneliness, settling down with cool loneliness. We give up believing that being able to escape our loneliness is going to bring any lasting happiness or joy or sense of well-being or courage or strength. Usually we have to give up this belief about a billion times, again and again making friends with our jumpiness and dread, doing the same old thing a billion times with awareness. Then without our even noticing, something begins to shift. We can just be lonely with no alternatives, content to be right here with the mood and texture of what’s happening." "it allows us to finally discover a completely unfabricated state of being. Our habitual assumptions — all our ideas about how things are — keep us from seeing anything in a fresh, open way… We don’t ultimately know anything. There’s no certainty about anything. This basic truth hurts, and we want to run away from it. But coming back and relaxing with something as familiar as loneliness is good discipline for realizing the profundity of the unresolved moments of our lives. We are cheating ourselves when we run away from the ambiguity of loneliness." "Cool loneliness allows us to look honestly and without aggression at our own minds. We can gradually drop our ideals of who we think we ought to be, or who we think we want to be, or who we think other people think we want to be or ought to be. We give it up and just look directly with compassion and humor at who we are. Then loneliness is no threat and heartache, no punishment. Cool loneliness doesn’t provide any resolution or give us ground under our feet. It challenges us to step into a world of no reference point without polarizing or solidifying. This is called the middle way, or the sacred path of the warrior." by Pema Chodron from "When Things Fall Apart: Heart Advise for Difficult Times"
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We spend one day together, in the park and now the sun reminds me of you. It was 29 degrees and the sun still couldn’t match your brightness. 29 degrees and you were still the brightest star in my sky.   I think back to my diary, when I told her we would forge a picnic from the empty living room and yet here we are. The cream carpet, now green grass and my heart melts in your hands. Sizzling air beats down on our pale skin as my heart beats a mile a minute. Sometimes I like to play pretend. Cast myself as the role of your love interest. So during my game I was shocked. When we step foot in your local corner store, when the cashier muttered a “you too, together” I thought I’d alternated reality. Or at least I did for that second and a half. Before you fumbled over your words and tried to find the ones that would break my heart the least. You settled on she’s out of my league, you joked about it once we’ve left. Then I pretended again. I cast myself as your laid back friend, As the girl who has better things to think about then a cashier wrong assumptions. Reality didn’t shift this time. — p.d.e
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Aug 7, 2018
Aug 7, 2018 at 10:09 PM UTC
Parks, Squares and Alleys
I know you are good in assumptions Your assessments are the best Even the things only One would know Because you are a fine judge Who you think you are But your judgment now is not What matters at all
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Jun 1, 2015
Jun 1, 2015 at 6:02 PM UTC
The Judge
Yes I go, yes go to seek a Great Apocalypse One that will unravel the complex elaboration of difference To articulate a perpetual aesthetic with violated codes Of the experience of illusions of temporal stimulus That are beyond all compass and soothe a fragmentation Oh Great Apocalypse of beauty whose deception finds strategies For youthful prodigality and binds me to your inarticulation An embodiment of beleaguered and charmed fictions Whose artifice is the governance of generous impulses As such sway about me with a harmony of moral disquiet Inadequate in description of the qualities of their oppression Yet oh great apocalypse there is a plausible generosity In these pale assumptions of impatience which carry The obligations of a universally shared human existence Compelling a projection of charged issues on competing claims For the enigmatic logic of life Yes Great Apocalypse now I understand all thought From Everywhere and for Always
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Sep 15, 2012
Sep 15, 2012 at 12:18 PM UTC
Great Apocalypse
Could the sun be just a hole up there— that if I could leap would enter that breach of light Someone! Throw me a line! Give me a reason There’s never enough in this life of breathing! Someone! Explain why dreams roll a soul toward the cliffs of day Wakes to ache then stuffs its mouth with necessary same Inhale— button shirt—brush hair Exhale— necessary glance in the mirror (yes, still there) A lifetime! in a shallow instant’s stiff clear water (Yeah— still there) in endless caverns of tired eyes above mouth still trying to say SOMETHING! from ever smaller eternities in the glass-flat empty.... Please! Someone explain! this draw of breath one forcing itself upon another's life of beating — Violence in my chest! Why hearts don’t sleep— and I wind up watching again and again—till I am the ****** ...Morning lies in the mists of a humid ***** who moans and sweats and boils her hips— and I wind up watching!? “Will someone please…!" ...and I wind up watching bedspread, bed sore, death bed till you’re breathing easy when she sits and picks her collapsed bouffant damning the makeup that got crushed in the sheets …Morning Lies-- with no expectancy both tired of knowing... *...The Devil lost his balance in my presence one night* ...tired of knowing— THE WILL! THAT WILL! ...walk away or continue to play I could open this screen! watch the world STEP BACK! SLAP FLAT! as trees and dwellings flush like quail to prop their tottering panic against the blue— You—assume composure... compose assumptions Await my next— Move like a spy
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Jul 15, 2017
Jul 15, 2017 at 1:36 PM UTC
Drowning in the Shallows
Could the sun be just a hole up there— that if I could leap would enter that breach of light Someone! Throw me a line! Give me a reason There’s never enough in this life of breathing! Someone! Explain why dreams roll a soul toward the cliffs of day Wakes to ache then stuffs its mouth with necessary same Inhale— button shirt—brush hair Exhale— necessary glance in the mirror (yes, still there) A lifetime! in a shallow instant’s stiff clear water (Yeah— still there) in endless caverns of tired eyes above mouth still trying to say SOMETHING! from ever smaller eternities in the glass-flat empty.... Please! Someone explain! this draw of breath one forcing itself upon another's life of beating — Violence in my chest! Why hearts don’t sleep— and I wind up watching again and again—till I am the ****** ...Morning lies in the mists of a humid ***** who moans and sweats and boils her hips— and I wind up watching!? “Will someone please…!" ...and I wind up watching bedspread, bed sore, death bed till you’re breathing easy when she sits and picks her collapsed bouffant damning the makeup that got crushed in the sheets …Morning Lies-- with no expectancy both tired of knowing... *...The Devil lost his balance in my presence one night* ...tired of knowing— THE WILL! THAT WILL! ...walk away or continue to play I could open this screen! watch the world STEP BACK! SLAP FLAT! as trees and dwellings flush like quail to prop their tottering panic against the blue— You—assume composure... compose assumptions Await my next— Move like a spy
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There are many definitions of pride, All in which, are perceived from a side, Notable opinions indeed when we’re addressing the dogma that arise when mind project words that express one; wise, However, it’s all contrary to me, Pride isn’t something relating belief, It can’t be put aside if it’s beyond side; choice/time, Egoist defined when declined, rejoice inclined, I can’t respond to a situation, There’s no resolution when living unconditional and uncertain, I am beyond interpretation, I do not allude in illusions and wonder why they’re certain, Abracadabra Hocus-Pocus... Omm, “This State Farm jingle isn’t workin,” AHP; “Magic”; Ouroboros, Analytical Hierarchy Perspective on Serpent, “They have power; They influence the course of events with supernatural forces” That’s Magic? The law of attraction; influencing life with thoughts; Quantum Mechanics, Force is, Say “attract it,” Demographics defining diplomatic, power be to the tree that’s aristocratic, Problematic if geographic determines what’s democratic, Tragic when ethnography constitutes what’s archetypal and habitual; A classic ritual opposite of obsolete; of course bigotries automatic, Bring back the art of holographic, I’m leaning back like Crack if it’s dogmatic, I do not understand how we understand species before intelligent and acknowledge intelligence like we never had it, As if dyslexia was a natural condition; as if this ability was somehow previously hidden so with awareness became magic, Freedom of speech, “But I don’t like your words, sir” Freedom to be, “Those are not the clothes I prefer, sir” Being discrete, “He’s not in my position, he must concur” Oh, What is believed? They’re obligated to assumptions, so they infer most- Too much pride will **** a man, By picking a side he’ll lose a hand, If using his pride he’s sure to win, If losing his mind; insane a friend, Clueless of time; he’ll never die, Til P take a Ride, and replace his pride with another man’s.
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Aug 14, 2018
Aug 14, 2018 at 5:30 PM UTC
Pride
There are many definitions of pride, All in which, are perceived from a side, Notable opinions indeed when we’re addressing the dogma that arise when mind project words that express one; wise, However, it’s all contrary to me, Pride isn’t something relating belief, It can’t be put aside if it’s beyond side; choice/time, Egoist defined when declined, rejoice inclined, I can’t respond to a situation, There’s no resolution when living unconditional and uncertain, I am beyond interpretation, I do not allude in illusions and wonder why they’re certain, Abracadabra Hocus-Pocus... Omm, “This State Farm jingle isn’t workin,” AHP; “Magic”; Ouroboros, Analytical Hierarchy Perspective on Serpent, “They have power; They influence the course of events with supernatural forces” That’s Magic? The law of attraction; influencing life with thoughts; Quantum Mechanics, Force is, Say “attract it,” Demographics defining diplomatic, power be to the tree that’s aristocratic, Problematic if geographic determines what’s democratic, Tragic when ethnography constitutes what’s archetypal and habitual; A classic ritual opposite of obsolete; of course bigotries automatic, Bring back the art of holographic, I’m leaning back like Crack if it’s dogmatic, I do not understand how we understand species before intelligent and acknowledge intelligence like we never had it, As if dyslexia was a natural condition; as if this ability was somehow previously hidden so with awareness became magic, Freedom of speech, “But I don’t like your words, sir” Freedom to be, “Those are not the clothes I prefer, sir” Being discrete, “He’s not in my position, he must concur” Oh, What is believed? They’re obligated to assumptions, so they infer most- Too much pride will **** a man, By picking a side he’ll lose a hand, If using his pride he’s sure to win, If losing his mind; insane a friend, Clueless of time; he’ll never die, Til P take a Ride, and replace his pride with another man’s.
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