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Dec 2018 · 471
i cried today
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
i cried today.
i cried so hard i couldn't stop in any way.
i cried;
because she died.
i cried;
but she wan't going to come back.
i cried;
but things won't change.
i cried;
but she's in a better place.
In honor of Mrs. Lee LeRoy.
One of my favorite teachers who passed away due to a heart attack in her sleep. May she rest in peace.
Dec 2018 · 550
She Passed Away
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
She passed away.
Today.
And I just talked to her yesterday.
She was happy and smiling.
She was fighting; she was thriving.
Yet none of us knew that during the night,
it would be the end of her fight.
I came to school today
ready for another Thursday.
But life today took quite a swing,
and it really left me thinking.

Dedicated to Mrs. Lee LeRoy;
may you rest in peace.
You will never be forgotten.
One of my favorite teachers died of a heart attack in her sleep. I wasn't ready for the news; I had just talked and to her yesterday. She was so happy and healthy, I couldn't believe when I was told that she passed. I don't think I've ever seen teachers, and people over all, cry so much. I cried, too. I will miss her so much. At least she is in a better place right now. May Mrs. Lee LeRoy rest in peace.
Dec 2018 · 287
My Strange Feelings
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
My strange feelings;
you inspire me to write.
Invading my mind day and night.
I love the way you always change;
making me feel happiness,
anger,
and rage.
Let me compare you to November,
a month of dreariness and fog.
A month that seems so long.
A month that makes me lost in my thoughts.
A month where weather in unpredictable.
A month that seems like trouble and dull.
My strange feeling
and much like November.
Unpredictable,
strange,
troubled,
changed.
Dec 2018 · 286
I'm Sorry
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
I'm sorry, Mom,
for all those unnecessary things I said.
I'm sorry, Mom,
that I made you cry until your eyes were red.
I'm sorry, Mom,
I hurt you with my words.
Because right now,
inside me things really hurt.
Being a teenager really isn't easy. I often say things that I don't really mean and hurt other with my words.
Dec 2018 · 476
Today
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
Today, I started my day in a very bad way.
I woke up on the wrong side of the bed.
I was angry,
I was mad,
I was upset.
I woke up with a terrible headache.
And I didn't have any breakfast,
which was clearly a mistake.
I put on socks that didn't match,
and I absolutely forgot that I had a bus to catch.
I was angry and mad with everyone.
I was so annoyed I thought I was done.
But the realization kicked in later.
When I remembered that I hadn't said goodbye
to my wonderful mother.
Dec 2018 · 198
Handle with care
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
Handle with care.
Play life fair.
Dec 2018 · 225
He smiled
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
He smiled.
Not a regular, normal smile.
Not a smile that showed all his teeth.
It was a smile that would make you feel on top of the world.
It would make you feel like the only person in the world.
It would make you feel speechless; dumbstruck.
It was a genuine smile; a true one.
Only there was no one to return that smile to him.
Dec 2018 · 182
When I die...
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
When I die,
I don't necessarily want to be
a legacy,
a story,
just someone with a lot of money.
I just want to be a memory.
Someone who lived their life free.
Someone who lived their life worthy.
Someone who made their life into a fun journey.
I don't want to be someone
who swam in money and fame.
I don't want to be someone
who thought that life was a game.
I just want to be remembered
for doing something for this world.
For letting my voice be heard.
I just want to be
remembered for being
who I really am.
Dec 2018 · 313
Where have you been?
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
Where have you been
when I needed you the most?

Where have you been
when I needed a hand to hold?

Where have you been
when I cried myself to sleep?

Where have you been
when I was so scared and weak?

Where have you been
when I need your help?

Where have you been
when pain was all I felt?

Don't come back now;
I do not want you.

You weren't there
when I needed help to get through.

Don't come into my life
if you weren't there in the first place.

I don't want you.
Stay away.
Dec 2018 · 414
Desperate
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
He smiled.
She smiled.  
She fell.
He didn't.
She was the truth.
He was a lie.
She loved.
He liked.
He left.
She stayed.
He was whole.
She was  b  r  o  k  e  n.
Dec 2018 · 346
It rests...
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
It rests;
old,
chipped,
cold
dried from the wind.
dark,
patient
once it had the song of a lark.
Fine,
gentle,
something that can stop time.
Dusty,
yet the melody it hold is heavenly.
It's been up there
for many years now.
Waiting patiently,
for someone to play it delicately.
For someone to smooth out its ivory keys;
for someone to notice. It cries; please.
For someone to press its keys ever so gently,
to create a sound that is only imaginary.
For someone to look beyond its physical features,
for someone to soothe it with ones fingers.
For someone to give it the love it needs;
for someone to play it with strong, steady beats.
All if asks for is a person,
a talented and caring person.
One who will take the time
to make a grand sound,
to make it shine.
To put those old ivory keys
back to work,
instead of being covered all in dirt.

The old piano sits and waits
for the perfect person
who will make a sound
that will open Heaven's Gates.
Piano. There is nothing better. The piano has no wrong keys, you just need to know how to play it. A little bit of time (ok, more than a little bit of time) and some effort and the piano becomes a heavenly instrument.
"There's nothing remarkable about it. All you need to do is hit the right keys at the right time and the instrument plays itself." ~ Johann Sebastian Bach
Dec 2018 · 276
60 Seconds
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
What would you take in 60 seconds?
Your wallet, your phone?
Anything else that you own?
Let me tell you something.

DON'T

Anything money can buy
you leave it behind.
Instead,
take what money won't get.
Your heart,
your love,
your happiness,
your family,
your friendships,
your memories,
your relationships.
These things are priceless.

So think again...

What would you take in your 60 seconds?
Dec 2018 · 2.5k
Spreading Truth
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
I don't know why you do what you do,
and hurt other people with words that aren't true.
Your words, your actions;
they make me angry.
And especially that reputation that you carry.
Does it please you when others hurt?
When you call them stupid, dumb, or a ****?
Do you find happiness in that?
Telling people things that are full of bad?
If so, I don't know how you do it,
spreading around so much hatred.
How about you try something new.
Being kind and caring; saying please and thank you.
All those hurtful things you can't undo.
So start spreading around things that are true.
This world would be so much better if people were kinder to each other. But we only have this planet to live on so far, so we might as well make it a welcoming place; you know, just incase the aliens decide that there planet isn't kind enough and they'd like to come and live here.
Dec 2018 · 319
Rainbow
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
Everyone wants happiness;

                                                  
no one wants pain.                     n
                                                 i            b
                                            a                      o
But you can't have a   r                                w    


without a little rain.
Just something little that popped into my head.
Dec 2018 · 270
Your painful words
Masha Yurkevich Dec 2018
Don't break my heart;
I only have one.
Instead, open your ears and take a listen.
All those painful words you say,
they don't touch me;
nope, no way.
They fly right past me;
they don't hurt me, clearly.

for now...

But you don't stop.
And sooner or later,
some of those words are going to get caught.
They'll make me feel
useless,
stupid,
hurt,
upset,
angry,
confused,
bad.
They'll scar me, won't let me go on.
Inside me, I'll never feel calm.
You and your bad words,
you can leave.
Go away and leave me in peace.
Don't hurt me with your words,
don't hurt anyone with them.
Don't use your bad words.
Ever. Again.
Nov 2018 · 188
i cry
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
i cry, and no one knows.
i cry, deep at night into the pillows.
But in the morning i get up
and keep my mouth tightly shut.
And to my parents and my peers,
i look as though i haven't shed any tears.
i cry, and no one knows.
i cry, but can't let out my sorrows.
i don't think anyone can see,
what's really going on inside of me.
Because even i don't know,
what's going on inside me,
today or tomorrow.
Nov 2018 · 349
Can't let go
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
I'm so bad at letting things go.
Whether it's a kitten, a friend, or even the last snow.
                   I don't know and I will never know,
why in my life I just can't let things go.
                  I can't let things go;
I hold on too tight.
                  Because in my heart, letting go just isn't right.
I can't say goodbye,
                  I'm too scared; I'm too shy.
I can't let things go,
                  I get too attached.
And every time I try to let something go,
                 my heart gets a new scratch.
But I'll keep on trying,
                 even if it hurts.
I'll keep on trying,
with all of my effort.
I can't let things go. I just simply can't. it hurts me so much when I have to, but I just can't. I've tried, and I'm still trying. And I'll keep on trying, because my heart can't take much more.
Nov 2018 · 855
Live. Love. Laugh.
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
Live;
like there's no tomorrow.
Love;
like you're on borrowed time.
Laugh;
like you'd never been heard.
Care;
like you'd heal the world
Life;
it not very fair.
Try;
and live,
                  love,
                              and
      ­                                 care.
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
You and me;
together, under that big willow tree.
Laughing, smiling.
Your beautiful brown eyes shining.

I sit in my room,
dreaming about my beloved bridegroom.

My mind drifts off in my fantasies,
I think to myself, please...



I am still here,

                                                                       waiting for him to find me...
Nov 2018 · 265
What i really, really want
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
There are lots of things I want;
                   memories that don't haunt.
People that don't lie,
                   life that doesn't die.
People that will love,
                   a person with truelove.
People that will care,
                   a world that will share.
People that will be honest,
                   everyone keeping their promise.
People not fighting,
                    everyday being new and exiting.
People that will love each other,
                     pain from which we can recover.
A world without crime,
                    not worrying about time.
Hearts that won't break,
                   bodies that won't ache.
A man that will love me,
                     a world where we can be free.
A place where people can be heard,
                     a place where people watch their words.
Families that will get along,
                     a world where there will be no wrong.
What has our world turned into? Everyone being judged, everyone being so unkind, everyone being hurt. Why don't we do something? Why don't we start with the "man in the mirror".
Nov 2018 · 497
Winter in Maine...
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
The snow gently f
                                  a
                           ­  l
                                  l
                           ­  s
                                    on the ground;
there is absolutely no other sound.

The snow-covered trees have lost all of their leaves;
          they were taken away as though by thieves.

Dark green pine wreaths on everyone's door,
and the great winter spirit that we need more.

Tracks in the snow show that there that is life in this part of the year.
Rabbits, wolves, and white-tailed deer.
I live in Maine, where we get PLENTY of snow. Though I absolutely love the winter season and the snow, I think that it fell out a little to early this year. We got close to 10 inches of snow before Thanksgiving, and that doesn't happen too often. But that's fine with me! I love the winter season the most of them all; the Christmas spirit, the beautiful, clean white snow covering everything, and just enjoying the snow and the cool winter weather!
Nov 2018 · 989
Famous Last Words...
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
Famous last words,
there are plenty of them.
But the last words of a person we love
can mean more than any gem.
                    
                    Words that we remember,
words that we live by.
                     Words that we treasure,
words that don't lie.

Nothing lives forever,
everything must die.
But the last few words of a person's life
can make us feel more alive.

Whether it's your mother,
a piano teacher,
a friend,
a father,

last words can make a difference
and touch our hearts.

                               "Make me proud."

Those last words were said strong and loud
from the lips of a person I loved to pieces.

They may not be famous,
they may not be long.
But no last words
can ever be wrong.
Everyday, the words "Make me proud" are what get me out of bed. I will never forget the person who said them and I know that that person looks out for me everyday from the moment I get out of bed, to the moment I get back in. She is with me everywhere and helps me get through everyday.
Nov 2018 · 121
Try to imagine..
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
Close your eyes and try to imagine;

a place where water makes you die,
a place so bad you'd rather live outside.

A place where the sun burns you till' the bone,
a place where you'll die all on your own.

A place where living is a nightmare,
a place where there is no food to share.

A place where people have no clothes,
a place where people have no homes.

Now look at yourself...

Where you are; what you wear.
You live in a place where people care,

You have nice clothes,
and shoes for your toes.

You pick what foods you want to eat,
the vegetables, the fruit, the meat.

You pick your life and the way you want it to go,
when so many people already know.
It just breaks my heart when I watch videos on where little kids live and what they have to go through everyday. I wish that we could all do something to change their lives, but there are so many of there poor people who live in such horrible conditions and still find things to be thankful for.
Nov 2018 · 136
Better than you...
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
Roses are red,
Voilets are blue.
There is always a person,
who's better than you.
I don't know. It just came to me during the night and I decided to remember it and write it down. I guess that the main idea it that there are always people who are better than you. If anybody thinks of another meaning for this poem, let me know.
Nov 2018 · 485
We Worry
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
With everyday, we worry too much.
We worry during breakfast, we worry during lunch.
We worry about what we’ve done,
we worry about the things to come.

We worry about wealth,
we worry about health.
We worry about tomorrow,
we worry about our sorrow.

We worry about time,
we worry about crime.
We worry about the past,
and the things that happened last.

But nothing is in our hands at all.
The world will end when God says it shall.
Everything will go when God say so,
water will not flow; trees will not grow.

Just enjoy your life while you still can,
and love everyone; woman and man.
Thank God for the time that he gives you.
For friends, family, and your health, too.
Worrying is like walk around with an umbrella, waiting for it to rain. We spend so much of our lives worrying, and I am guilty of that, too. Yes, it is hard to stop for a moment and thank God for all of the things that he gives us; health, roofs over our heads, food, clean water, everything that we need and much more. So many people around the world are not as lucky as we are. Often we complain  that we don't like something, when some people around the world will take it without even a second thought.
Nov 2018 · 1.3k
A New World
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
If I had 88 keys in my life,
I could show you something great.
A world of no judgement and cries
a world of no fear and hate.


If I had 88 keys in my life,
you’d never see anybody worry.
You’d never see anybody cry;
you’d see the world in all it's beauty.

If I had 88 keys in my life,
I’d let you feel all the greatest feelings.
I’d let you feel the rain, the sunshine,
the pain, and everything would be just fine.


but i  can’t


You don’t want to believe
that this dangerous world we can leave.  
We can use our imagination,
to make a whole, new great nation.

You don’t want to think that all this trouble can go away.
You think that we have to stay.
You think we don’t have to do anything,
you don’t want to do anything.


But anyone can make a difference,
and try to take away this bitterness.
But you just don’t want to try,
you’re just going to sit there and die.

Life isn’t really fair,
and you just really need to care.
to touch the heart of someone else,
You first need to change yourself.
It bothers me so much on how some people just don't care. All of these school shootings and other horrible tragedies just seem to worsen. I pray that they will get better and that everyday, this world will be more safe, kind, and caring.
Nov 2018 · 2.2k
Language of the Piano
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
Some people just don’t understand,
how lucky they are to have a friend.
But I have more than just a friend,
because a broken heart she can mend.

I never knew I would get to know her so well,
I never knew that she’d be able to tell.
The brokenness I had inside me,
I thought no one would be able to see.

Piano was something that we had just between us,
something that was too great to discuss.
The gentle sound of the piano
healed us both; and we didn’t even know.

The music is soft as fur,
and she listens as if it's a special sonata just for her.
She closes her eyes and folds her hands,
her face surrounded by brown strands.

Mistakes never even touch her ears,
And as she listens, her eyes fill with tears.
I can tell that she feels Beethoven's first movement,
As she slowly nods her head in approvment.

It has been quite a while,
but everyday she makes me smile.
She’s way up there, safe in her haven,
and God’s angels carry the delicate notes up to heaven.

My best friend she was, my best friend she is,
and with a caring heart she made me hers.
And though she can’t be with us here today,
I know she looks out for me everyday.
I wrote this poem in honor of my piano teacher who is not able to be here with us. It still brings tears to my eyes and smiles to my lips when I think about her.
Nov 2018 · 3.0k
If I were a piano...
Masha Yurkevich Nov 2018
If I had 88 keys my life, that’d be great.
I could let you feel my life in so many different ways.
You’d feel the rain, the sunshine,
the pain, feelings you can’t define.

If I had 88 keys in my life,
you’d feel what it's like to be stabbed with a knife.
You’d feel all the feelings;
ones that hurt, ones that have healings.

You’d know the feeling of true love
and you’d know the feeling of being able to fly like a dove.
You’d know the feeling of being scared,
And the feeling of remembering the moments with loved ones that you once shared.

If I had 88 keys in my life,
there would be no strife.
And there would be no problems, things would be bright.
And everything would be as simple as black and white.

If I had 88 keys in my life, no one would worry,
and no one would scurry.
No one would be scared,
And no one would be snared.

If I had 88 keys in my life,
you’d know what it feels like in the afterlife.
You’d know the feeling of being above,
you’d know the feeling of being loved.

If I had 88 keys in my life,
I know that even God can hear the sound rife.
And if my lost sisters are up there in their haven,
angels carry the delicate notes up to heaven.
Many verses in my poem start with the phrase, "If I had 88 keys in my life". I got that idea from a poem that I read and liked very much. I did not want to copy it, and I do not want anyone to think that I did. I hope you like this poem!

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