I’ve always been known as a hopeless romantic,
I love love and everything about it,
I want to find it in the purest of forms,
and finally feel what others adorn.
To see the love in there eyes,
to feel the love in their words.
To thank God everyday
for colliding our worlds.

Growing up with a dream.
Moving through life feeling as if it's slipping through the seams.
Everyday seeing a bit of it fall into pieces not knowing what it means.
I was told growing up that not all dreams are what they seem.
Some continue to be nothing but a dream, while others grow up to be exactly what they always wanted to be.
Where am i?
In the middle of life with my dreams as far as the end of the sea.
Should i give up now?
Or should i continue and hope i'll see everything i wanted to see,
And hope that in the end of my life i can tell my family i became everything they wanted me to be.

Inspiration*,
it comes and it goes.
You chase after it and sometimes you just let it flow.
Days where you cant put your mind into words,
and seconds where your hand cant seem to stop its flow.
Minutes where you read it and it sounds like garbage,
days go by and you see it with so much emotion you just have to pause it.
Pause that moment so you can dissect it to see where your mind is.
Pause that moment,
now try and figure out where in the hell your heart is.

I came into this world knowing nothing,
expected to know everything.
Walking through the façade that making money is the goal.
When so many people around the world cant even show,
a little compasion for their neighbor.
They're just focused on the manual labor.
The labor that has them trapped in the notion that time is money,
and love is nothing.
Okay maybe not nothing but definitely not something,
as important as the currency.
But let me tell you one thing.
It's the notion that no one is worried about whats current, you see?
There's starving children and dying breeds,
yet all we're worried about is what we want not what we need.
Fighting for the money that we dont even have,
saying that its ours, but for what a new hat?
Maybe a car and a new watch,
now what about those who got botched?
Thrown out of the system,
saying that they're worth nothing and no one will miss them.
They all say that love is forever and that you'll die together,
well not unless you mess up and have nothing to rub together.
Since when does the amount of cash in your pocket define your worth?
What happened to personality and what was given to you at birth?
So i sit here confused.
Living in a world that says it loves you for being you,
but in reality we're all being used.
Being programed and abused.
Just to be burried dead and bruised,
with all you who thought you where
better,
but ha jokes on you.

Let me see who I came to be,
I want to unravel the madness I inhaled so quickly,
I need a guide to my mind,
A map that can show me everything I have to hide,
Everything I cant remember and everything I left behind.
show me a movie of my fondest memories,
Show me the details I can no longer grasp due to my uncanny tendencies.
I want to see where I’ve been.
Reveal to me all of my sins,
So I can say that everything I went through
made me stronger than the devil had planned.
Therefore,
I win.

Gasping for air, in this world of despair,

where those who say they’ll help you, just stand back and stare.

They say be “yourself there's nothing better these days”

then you show a bit of color and they say ” oh but darling, your the wrong shade.”

the land of opportunity, is what they proclaim.

Everybody’s welcome, just stay in your own lane.

Don't speak up about injustices,

don't try and fight this game,

those who own this place will make a law to take you away.

They’ll spin some kind of story,

they’ll say your sabotaging this place,

but as soon as they need those votes,

they’ll state they want you to stay.

“We are all one in the same”,

is what they always say,

but then they get that crown,

and there big head gets in the way.

We all need each other to get ahead in this game,

instead of fighting one another,

lets start by being kind and make this world a better place to stay.