I struggle to stay balanced my asymmetry is well established my to-do list is longer than my hair which I need to cut, by the way So many dead ends, so little day So many tasks, my schedule cannot sway the gears are moving, the thoughts invasive the fears are proving to be quite abrasive too much, cannot face it so I meticulously place my crystals north so I ridiculously colour coordinate my clothes anything to escape myself mischievously I struggle to stay in one place I struggle every day
I know I know, it’s been a year since.... well yeah, lol. I been watching you on social media, working daily while being home alone. Sitting in the void, during quarantine, with nothing else to do. Besides play with your pets to keep yourself occupied. But I have one favor to ask. Because this has been heavy on my soul & my mind. However, I’m going to be blunt. I want to swing by your place, so we can reunite like old times. Take it nice & slow, steady, and patiently. Escape these dark days & wake up early morning as we watch the sunrise. I want to see you.
submerged in a cascade of cacophony, my pieces wade like fish, into semptember's silvery net so its plundering pull would heave them out from their misery, grant them purpose in the mouths of fortunes, that gobble them as delicacies; they wither, till my egg-fragile heart unravels itself, savors the warmth of the virgo sun, and hatches immaculately, into me.
You see my icy disposition but never questioned Is he as stone-cold as his eyes? Or is it all a lie? I have gotten good at masking all the damage I have gotten good at presenting the perfect package But underneath the visibility, you would see oceans of feelings You see the tip of the iceberg, my ego If you never dive in deep then you'll never truly know Who I am when I am alone or when I feel at home The scars underneath these modest clothes The tender warm waters birthing a rose For my prince charming that can melt my throes Waiting for the day I can really show Who I am without attack