Keep writing until your hands will bleed
Keep writing to those untouchable words you can't say out loud
Keep writing even if its a mess
Keep writing for the voice you wanted to hear
Keep writing until your soul will replenish the ached mind and body
Keep writing, you will gonna miss this thing.
Keep writing for it is your heart that tells you to.
Keep writing for the stars and moon will shine so bright
Keep writing cause this is your second home
Keep writing; you'll inspired
Keep writing cause you'll never know you could save people's lives.
Keep writing cause this is you.

My poetry isn't just an ordinary
My poetry isn't just as beautified write just to keep it touch
It isn't as lovely as everyone does
But it stinks through my blood and shell.

It removes and ease the pain I feel
It makes me to become another person
It makes me moved and swayed
It makes me shiver and jumped on my seat.

One word could consist of different meanings
But I shall call up an odd little treasures of mine.

It shines rarely
To a person that directly holds her  barely,
More and more she'll be notice
More and more she'll learn herself.
Just keep her tightly
Treasure it with tender love and care
Sometimes she's fragile to fall
Her clumsiness that makes her love deeply
The melody and tempo that she lovingly played,
With its music
With its strings
With its black and white keys
With a mark that hit the notes
Purely with sincerity
But often hopes to fear inside
Afraid of what may happen again
Wearingly hang on her pouted face
She maybe a messy person
Yet she is loved by everyone else
Or maybe

Just let her win this time
Just let her be...


And keep her closer to where she shines the most.

We are all searching for something;
The way to discover and become the real person that we wanted to be.


Sometimes we are so lost of ourselves
Of what passion do we really like.




*Never quit of finding answers
Perhaps they are just closer to us.

Just like learning a new language,




Thy should have a good ears to listen





*For it is the best way
To understand each other's side.

Words should express sincerely
It shouldn't be spoken rudely or weirdly
Or it might be misunderstood by someone else.


In the situation that merely just go
Where all the tense and massive form of air
Inhaling and exhaling deep inside
It's ironic life could feel


Looking for a word that could fit in
Bringing some thing that could break
"The awkwardness"





*Why is it so hard to start a conversation?

Will there be a second life to death?

It isn't about
a long words
or sentences
or phrases
you speak......
But,
the shortest one
are the sweetest
thing that
I
will
ever
heard
in my life...

I cannot think of any words
to describe you.


*That's what i felt
When I met your eyes.

Typical writes are just nuisance;
To release the pain
Subside the feelings
that we brought us here.


A write to remember,

The  p a s t t t t t t t t t t
Is just a memory  by itself.

Care to help;
In need of love
Fervor and nurture in such helpless streets
Was been a dozen pills in times of desperate to live
Suffer the most, whose people is unwanted.
Let thy share even a cent of bill.

In this world with battling minds and in favor
Whose corrupting ears and mouth
Hands with boiling temptations.
If you'd ask one love,
Isn't fair to live in these?
With such money and pleasure they hold
Will they even dig it to death?

How sad and poisonous the Earth could filled.
When all the pouring rain would wail out loud
How horrible could left it unsaid.
Things might difficult today, but tomorrow might find us hope to give, at least a hand that could reach us together, to lead and help those who suffer.

At the end of time let's learn to be self-less in every way we try, & in every way we give.

How does it feel like escaping your own home?

The brilliance of the dazzling gaze at night
Lights in the buildings, chasing your own shadow
Or just let your foot steps go wherever it may please

Noises were even coming
Crowd aloud, heart races, a cold breaking free of a wind
Might even lost a direction
But isn't it the door still closed?

Let's examine this unfamiliar places, faces;
Trying to read and catch that every breathe of strangers
So many new and old
Bizarre triangle could it be?

Killing the time won't help
Yet i'm still holding this reality
Tragic is the lost & hide
Expect much, keeps the track go
For possibly be going home again.

Love* is like a tic tac toe
When you trap for someone you can't help but to be with that person.
Its weird, crazy, and obsessived
Like its unbelievable to happen.
Just like math
Why do we solve for x & y?

I cry not because i'm sad
I cry not because i hate this things and etc.
I cry because I've realize that i've been on a tough situations where all those negativity things i put on my shoulders that i've actually carried since elementary to high school years, where i could stay on my comfort zone throughout the years,  where i could cry & cry and think for that negative thoughts all over again & that leads me to poor health, stress and the people that gives **** to me & my family i was very very hopeless at that time. That there's a time that i've almost killed myself but still all those dreams, my family just motivated me not to do it and they are the one that i'm holding on.

I cry because those times had just flew me away that would still remain a memory to me because without those trials/ struggling that i've keep maybe i wouldn't learn how to stand up again and wake me up for such things that i might regret to smile again. Because without these things i might not be able to start again and without this i will not be positive; changing my perspective in life for whatever trials may come to me i will always humbly accept it because God didn't put us in a situation like this that we can't handle but he put us here in order to become a better person, to learn to stand up and become a good follower to him. I really appreciate people whatever colors they have & thankful to those people who are involved in my life because of that things that you've put me in i learn how to teach myself, to stand up, to learn again and to share what i have right now.

And i cry because it's already done!

1."What you do is who you are."
    (" 誰であるか.")


- The actions you carried is the person you are claiming to.

- You swallowed your own words for insulting other people and that will come back to you

- You share blessings and a lot of opportunities will come to you or double the prize will reward to you

- "Don't judge the book by its cover."

- "Do unto others, if you want others do unto you"

- 2 types of karma: a good karma & a bad karma ( you can't predict when will it hits you but be careful on your actions and words cause we don't know when will it happen )






2. Contemplating Within You


- You can't get back to where it belongs but you can only stand for it and move on. ( you can't get back to those happy moments when you're still a kid because the Almighty up above planned your life to where it should be. You should learn and not be afraid to commit mistakes because every fall you had is an ounce of every foot steps you would take & to look forward in your life that you should never be frown to it. If God gives you that kind of events or things in you, you should humbly accept it and be brave to take its challenges cause you are stronger than that )

-  There's always a reason for every thing and everything just happen for a reason.

- "Be honest with yourself."

- "Love yourself as much as you love thy neighbors."

- "Open your eyes and look for right." 'Be the light by One Ok Rock' ( Maybe this is the best line in a song that i'm looking to. And may apply it to ourselves as well )

Even if we fall down a hundred of times
We will still stand up for the rest of the days
Cause I believe
That you and me have strong enough
To face this challenges we may encounter
Good or bad things happened
We must put ourselves to him and only to him
Surrenders our faith, trust and give our life
To the center of our Lord, Jesus Christ
Who was born and love us
Who was born to reach us hand
Wherever or whenever we might feel terrible or disaster
He will come to rescue us
He will save us
He who believes us.
He who sacrifices himself for our people
Cause everything in this world are only meant for us and him.
<3

If there's no mountain to climb what is falls if rivers are over flowed by stones
If there's no secret to be revealed what is truth beyond those reckless lies
If there's no anger between hatred what is revenge among these tragic scars
If there's no music to listen to then what is life filled with empty creek without pages to be written to
If there's no poetry to paint for
Then what's the purpose of staying so long in a winter that can't be drown
If there's no ocean to look for
Then what's the purpose of the sun to rise when rocks are covered with mountains we fall
And if there's no skies to lift up high then what is hope if there's nothing to hold.

Hold on to the memories you remembered not the saddest part.


2. Watch your fav movies! The humor one not the melodrama that typically makes you cry


3. Listen to music. Maybe its the best part to refresh your mind


4. Take down notes that you wanted to say.


5. Have a good rest like going to a coffee shop and make a cup of tea


6. Go to a beach. It makes your heart calm for a little bit might as well your entire body.


7. Fight for your own self. You are the one who can win for your weaknesses.


8. Ignore the sh*ts around you. It will just bug your entire day if you keep thinking of it.


9. Switch your mood to become happy.


10. " Laughter is the best medicine."


11. Play games often


12. Had some fun and enjoy


13. Put aside the things that keep reminding you from the past.


14. Do more in the present


15. Be at your best in the future


16. Be positive all the time!


17. Have some faith!


18. Encourage yourself that you are strong!


19. Widen your perspective in life


20. Tell yourself that 'you can do it'

Is the best solution for everything.

Let me empty your mind and soul
And your hands hold in mine
For i will take you to the places
That you've never been.

Let there be peace,
Forget the catastrophe
Show the nature and bizarre of love
For it will dwell unto you

Let me hold your mind for a bit
There's so much utterly words inside
Dreams we hope across the skyline
Yet untold stories we stored; memoirs we breathe in & out

Once again, empty your minds
We'll be sleeping in a goodnight dreams we last
Upon reaching and soaring the star dust
Lemme keep the selected nightingale; behold thy whispers of the breezing air.

When we experienced* "the haven't before scene."

Best way to reflect.

A fresh new day to start.

Be a little brave enough;
You are stronger than that.

Your small thoughts

         will always be
                      



             **r e m  e  m b  e r e d

You brought the sunshine to my yes and no
The joyous glory of my morning
Filled with tender & love & care
My chaotic life that exchanged with extraordinary things
Surprises that you won't believe and
It's just amazing
How i end up looking for those beautiful memories that you've painted on my mind.

I want to captivate your mind and your soul
The body and the heart from those acidic poisonous
Where I could unlimitedly extract the exact words that coming out from my mouth to my esophagus; exceeding numbers were exempted
Just a minimal juxtaposition
Writing those verbosity words
Makes me feel like playing those letters from Z-A and from 0-1
Squeezing and letting it dry until it runs again
Those pumpkins that we used to play our trick or treat
Have some chocolates and candies
Popping the balloons and playing guitar together with the wind from the outside hmmnn's and humm's
Where the birds could fly freely
Like shooting stars that hinder our scars and freckles
We could jump up high,oblivion the fears we're running out of time
Go and be wild even a little while
They wouldn't be mind or just let it go


Pass the message so we could send it back.
Once more i look again for that lights
The symbols and the horizon of the sky
Maybe this could last even when it's rain or shine
Cause even when we look those beautiful diamonds in the night sky
There would still be the catching stars that look at us
We'll never know that this might a fate that brings us here.

Your loving and tender care
Is a million tears and joy you've brought into this world
You who haved the passion to be the best man exist
Even mistakes or problems do strikes but you did a very good job to continuously filled the family
We might fall for up's and down's yet we stand and fight for the battle we had
A family will not be complete without a father like you
So remember i cherish you the most because for me you're the best ideal type of a guy exceptionally.

Forever be loving you, dad!!!

What do i love about laying in the bed

is that i could hold my ink

whenever i stumble down

Its very impressive how
things is just amazing

and how things just work


Maybe words were created in every single details

just to disseminate

the thoughts that

we'd like to borrow


,the thoughts

that we'd like to share

wherever it might be
fallen

or just

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      y
    y
y

a
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          a
                y
                    y
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To the tree that's been so lonely for so long
To the tree that gives leaves when the sun glows
To the tree that watches you when you are sweeping
To the tree that gives plant and fruits to eat
To the tree that shields you when there's a rain
To the tree that gives alive to the animals were they could get food
To the tree that helps prevent floods
To the tree that gives us life to breath e fresh air
And to the tree which makelovers seat the bench that made by tree
And If only human being knows how to protect and loved you
Then Mother Earth will be crying no more
Give chance, hope
And love the tree.

Will you borrow your ears once more?

Crave for the pumps of your heartbeat
the lungs that I've been wanting to;
when I am thirsty to have the swallowing mind to get you
but it doesn't make things go
why it must be held with nothing
preoccupied by the haunting sound of your imagination
never realize until i became real.

A smile that captures the moment
A smile that gives a hundred words of wisdom
A smile that gives a thousand reasons to feel
A smile that hold and touches the heart
A smile that makes you happy
A smile that could wipe up the tears away
A smile that doesn't know how to fade
A smile that gives hope
A smile that gives meaning to a million people
A smile that endures the pain and exchange for the laughs you found
A smile that brings joy to happiness
A smile that could make the whole world upside down
and a smile that encourages us to live once more.

Not half but whole you!
You can truly be the person you want.
Want is when you accept everything in yourself
Yourself that you respect and love
Love the flaws and imperfection you have.
Have the confidence; you are beautiful.
Beautiful when you let those scars take you off
Off of these pain and suffers you just light up your day
Day begins in you
You are only one!

When you look back to the stars beneath the ocean of view
Above from its sanctuary
Palpitating the heart beat off
When there's no ground to fall
When there's no heart ache to break
But only the beautiful and loving you
Probably the world would turn back from us.

If only i could hold my tears back.

Words couldn't express
Like a vanilla ice cream
Floating up above
Like an angel
Humming and singing together

Sleeps evaporate
Dreams melt
Marvelously exemplary
The gazing tantalizing sky

The wind of the air that never ends
It chills me that i couldn't breathe
Procreation at least beneath
By the largest motion on
And so maximized the feeling inside

Love and inhale
Love and exhale
The power of fate
The power of life
Cycling all over again

I could see off many faces
Like a dim of a stars
Were all hopes and dreams
Fly high so fast

Your eyes are the moonlight to my river
& Like the ocean across the blue horizon
Were thousands and miles would captivated and wrap around you

The crashed of a storm that waves
and pooled you through
It breaks apart to fall once more.
Trash,
Clash,
Splash,
All the feelings were gone
And I'm halfway now to a new path of my life.





The eyes of a beautiful maiden
Is now blocked by sadness and lies.
But in your eyes,
I'm just a stranger who will never exist.

For kindness of yours will prosper you;
Thou shall be faith in treat with knew

Lavished pouring out the tenderness
Magnificiency splendid the water's splash into a malicious romantic
Night that has been spreading the dust of a sprinkled little stars
Oh! Mary oh! Sweet little child
Come taste and play with me.

Your words are twisted with purity and gold
With no stained bloods resurrect in you
You Have been craving for good onwards
The camels and goats were never eaten by one
Who once become a witch monster of craft but an enigma of one's spirit will transfer into your soul and body


My ribcage that directly punctuated with your hearts unstring
The flesh of one's soul is always wanting you no more
For which enters your heart and brain;
Cognitively will back from you

"Live life to the fullest"

Taking risks is dangerous
But wait isn't it fun that way?
You cannot enjoy life if you don't know how to get out of your comfort zone
Seems life isn't that easy in that way
We've been battling in our minds if either we follow our instincts, our goals or just go with the flow
If whatever may happen well just contented to be in that status
Well who knows?
It may be who we are
Be a big successor in a company
Be a Professional singer
Be a bussinesman
Be an owner of a hotel
Be a famous actress or actor
Be a famous celebrity
Or are you one of them?
But do we really know
What is really our own purpose on why we've still work hard, earn hard, make some moneys?
It is just God lives in us
Whatever possible that we are right now
Don't ever forget to look back on what we have cause without knowledge and wisdom of God
We weren't be here and become a successful person that we really wanted to be.

To God be the Glory!

Been watching video proposals here and there
You would'nt imagine how lucky it's been for them
They are the happiest people on Earth
To loved and be loved by there special person till death do us part
There were different love romances
Different events, dates and occassions
But there's only one in the heart that's been catching the butterflies in their stomach
Filled the nutcracker into a sweet jelly life
And add it into a meaningful day of their lives
I was imagining if I were given a chance to be part of those fairytales
That even fairytales do come true
It's not impossible to dream of having one true love
Cause i believe true love exist in those who truly deserve and who believes in love
Cause love is unconditionally for every one of us.