I try to reach out
You don't respond
This gives me doubt
But I still continue on

I communicate again
Not a voice to be heard
Does she not want me then?
I wish I could be sure

She was the perfect person
I thought she was the one
But we've grown so distant
This isn't what was meant

You barged in my life
You showed me life
Then you ripped it apart
And threw me in the dark

I try to come back
But there is to much I lack
I'm still not good enough
I'll never be good enough

I abuse them
They abuse me
But I let them
They help me see

They call it drugs
I call it cure
They're far better than hugs
They help rid all my fear

You're the angel of my dreams
The hero of my nightmares
You're always there for me
When life's too much to bare

Why have I become
This hopeless burden
What have I done
How did this began

Why won't she admit
I'm just a bother
We both know it
And that I'm sure

I want to get over you
I wish I could forget you
Why is it you that I need
Is it my endless greed

I could never regret
But I wish it never happened
Why don't the memories fade
Why can't they just go away

I had an endless love
That filled the sky above
It was all reserved for you
I thought I had yours too...

I lost her again
I gain hope again
It's a lot to endure
Did I ever have her

I just want the truth
I know she does too
I've given her mine
Now it's her turn and time

She said she loved me
But did she really
She said she loved him
But to him it seemed meant

I don't feel that used
I think she was confused
She didn't know the real me
She will never know the real me

She never really loved me
Just the person I pretended to be
I always loved her
For her and only her

She said she loved me
I said I love her
I thought we would be
together forever

I wish I was right
I wish we would last
I still try to fight
But my time went too fast

I wanted her back
But she didn't want me
There is to much I lack
So I just set her free

I want to get high
I try to get drunk
Just to stop the cry
To rid the depression

But I wouldn't for you
But only for you
Because anything I do
Has always been for you

Darkness always prevails,  
Trails of destruction to come,
It is all just as well,
There is nowhere left to run,

Remorse will take control,
Reminding me of my wrongs,
Life's non-forgiving pull,
Will put me where I belong,

Lacking benevolence,
No sign of guilt or control,
The world never repents,
You will always pay your toll

Forget this world
Forget this place
Forget myself
I'm a ******* disgrace

I tried my best
I didn't succeed
I made the world worst
Now just let me be

Too many words
Left unsaid
Left unheard
To be tread

I love you
You're my home
More to do
More to roam

No matter what I say, there's always more to be said and to do,
For words can't explain, how much I love you