As I lay in bed.
Head on my pillow
Eyes our closed.
I lay here and think is this really
What I want to do with my life?
Is there anything else I want to be?
Is this the real me?
Can't I be better?
I hurt everyone I love.
Everyone I love either dies or walks out.
I grew up with out a father and I barley had a mother.
Times like these are the hardest times.
Please help me.
I am dying inside.

Her.
When i look in her eyes its like im looking into the beautiful dark night.
She completes me.
She has my heart.
I love her.
She don't notice how much she really means to me.
Her name is unmentioned.
She is called unknown.
She is my love.
And her name is tattooed crossed my heart..
She is my one and my only.
She is amazing.
She is unknown.
She is the sum that shines down she is the whisper in the wind.
She is my breath and my protection.

I am sorry I didn't mean to do this to you.
I hurt you it's not your fault it was my fault.
I am so sorry I don't understand why I did it.
I really did hurt you and I didn't mean to.
Will you please forgive me.
I will never hurt you again.
Please just give me another chance.
I will never hurt you again I am so sorry.

Nice, Pretty, she is one of my best friends like ever. She understands me and she don't judge what I do

I love to
1) Sing
2) Dance
3) To do other peoples hair and makeup
4) Hang out with friends
5) My hair (even though its really thick and short)
6) Im friendly, nice, I tell you what you want to hear
7) I like that I can take a song and make it my own and I can remix it

I'm a girl 13 years old and I am raising 5 kids right now and one on the way and its hard to do what I  do and people ask where I got all my scars and I tell them the truth I cut I will admit it I do but no one can judge me for it cuz no one is perfect and i'm not I will admit that to SO YEAH yall got problems with it message me!!!

They can be fun but annoying and they are okay and they get a little wild and crazy.

She is a person who listens to me and she understands me and she tells me what is wrong and right and she will always be right next to me through out everything. She always makes me happy when I'm sad thank you for doing that sky

Some people can make me happy but some people make me mad and so I'm in the middle and people don't understand when I say I'm mad to leave me alone for a little because I will snap on you and probably  blackout but that's not good but there are people who make me happy like, Jadien, sometimes Zach, LORIE, Alexis, Alyssa

Things that make me happy?
Listening to music
Signing
Dancing
Hanging out with friends
Getting support from people
Being with my brothers
Playing games
Writing
Going for walks
Cooking
Cleaning (sometimes)
Sitting outside and listening to nature
Going to church
Taking a shower
Smiling
Watching the Voice

Life can be rough and sad.
But it can also be happy and moving for people.
To and well there can be a long period of time and it can be a short period of time.
Mine has been a 7 year period and I'm glad that it is all over and done.
With and all that what I'm talking about is 10 years ago.
My mom met this guy and for the last 7 years he treated us like crap.
He would not let us do any thing and he was always mad and grouchy.
So 7 months ago my mom left him took my brothers and just left and I was really happy so yeah!!!!!!!

Okay I might not be perfect but everyone is perfectly incomplete I will fall on my face but I will get back up and try again in life okay NO ONE IS PERFECT WE ARE ALL INCOMPLETE and we have to live with it you might have a voice in your head that is telling you negative things but you need to avoid it and just walk away from it...

Okay his name is Ian he is 7'4 1/2 7 foot 4 1/2 inches tall so he is amout compared to me I love him even though he can be a pain in the *** some times but I still love him he is always there for me when I need him the most so yeah he is amazing.... I love him...!!!!!!!!?????

It ***** there is no point of life there really in not no point it's pointless really you fight with everyone and no one wants to fight... I know that it ***** I wish it was over the pain the heartache you break up and make up and break up again oh my ******* God it's stupid as ******* hell I swear it is what is the point of it there isn't one I don't really think....!!!!?????!!!

If I die tonight I will be there with you
If I die tomorrow just no I love you
If I die just no I care.
If I wake in the morning remember i'm here because of you  
If I wake next week it's because I love you
If I die tonight just remember i'm here for you because I love you!!

Ok so I have many positive things that some people don't know about me like.
1. I like to sing
2. I like to dance speaking of dancing I had a school dance last Friday and I was dancing and a lot of people saw it and so they told one of my friends because she didn't see it so she asked me to dance so I did what I was doing.
3. I like fishing witch guys think its weird that I like fishing cuz I don't seem like I do but I do.
4. I love to cook.
5. I love to babysit kids but not like raise them.
6. I like going for walks like with my dog lady or with my moms boyfriend or with Monte.
7. I like to draw.
8. I like to wright.
9. I'm a good listener if you need to talk to me about anything.
10. I love to fun....(party)
11. I am a good influence.
12. I love to read..
AND THATS MEEEEEEEE

She said she loves me ik its weird but im happy bout it she loves me!!!

She noticed that I love her she knows I do she just dont know what to do anymore she is just in the wrong wright now she needs time to think and I respect that but she has not realized I am not like other people I will keep it 100 with her for real its hard to watch the person you love walk away from you it really is she says she cant lose me well why cant she, she dont want to be with me so why does it matter what I do wright now I want to throw my life away and say **** it for real I want to say that I really do I love her but she dont love me :'( crying face all the time she says she wants to take my pain and well she cant without loving me.

IT DONT MAKE SCENCE IF IT DID I WOULD HAVE HER AND SHE WOULD LOVE ME BUT SHE DONT SO WHATS THE POINT OF LOVE.
    I LOVE HER WHY DONT SHE LOVE ME???

R ight there for me
H onest with me
I love her and wanna be with her
A n it hurts but idc
N othing will separate us
N ever in
O ne millon years
N ice to know she dont like me

Why is she dead why did she have to leave me I want the answer to my question for real I love her and now she is dead she is really really dead at first I didn't be leave it at first but she is gone I dont like that she is gone I want her back.. NOW RIGHT NOW. WHY DID SHE NOT TAKE ME WITH HER WHY DIDNT SHE TAKE ME OUT OF THE WORLD WITH HER THE ONLY PERSON THAT I ACTUALLY COULD TALK TO IN LIFE..

Okay so she my ex and I call him my dad but I love both if them and im happy I might seem sad bout it but im not congrates both of you love ya both

Okay I love you I don't no how to really show you but just no I do and I always will I don't wanna lose you and. You say I won't but I'm afraid I will do something to make u hate me I love you I really really do please take me back I will do anything just please

S he is kind
H as a great personality
A good person
Y ou would like her
L ayed back
A some

D oes not need anyone
a lways there even though gone
n eeded to be heard
i still love him
e ven tho he is gone
l oved me when he was alive
S aw my pain
h as his own way of helping me
w as always there

She is always there like a ghost on a cool summer night.
She is there when you need her to be.
She really understands you.
She can break a heart like it even there.
She is not afraid of anything.
She is just she.
She is life even when she isn't really alive.
She is my best friend she is just she.

K ind
y ou can talk
l ikes to be silly
e asy going
R ight there for you
i like to hang out with him
g oes crazy when mad and he is protective of people

A lways there
u can talk to him
s ays he is always there
t alks non stop to make you happy
i like him to be there when I need someone to talk to
n eeds time to think about what you tell him about
A mazing person
d eserves a good girl
a lways nice!
m eets your needs as a listener
s its there through tough times

Dreams come to mind when you are asleep some people can't dream but when i do i have nightmares either i die get killed or other people get killed most of the time i dream of  killing my two dead best friends Isaac and Daniel which Daniel shot himself and Isaac died from a really bad sickness
                 R.I.P love yall

My positive relationship is when i can trust be true to him nd he can be true to me as well in funny smart and i like to have a good time i love music nd dancing so yeah.

Have u ever had a time limit but u don't get it done when it needs to be done I have I've also failed sever things and well I'm not a good person I'm a person that no one likes and no one cares to. No so it is hard being here so yeah.

Z ya is great
y do people have to bring her down
a mazing girl
n ever scared
n ever turns away
a lways there for me

If my heart could speak
It tell you how the sun reflects in your eyes
How your voice sounds like a love song

If my heart could speak
It would tell you poem of my love for you
It would use adjectives like "Divine" and nouns like "Royalty"

If my heart could speak
................

L aughing is amazing
O ut of this world girl
V ery pretty as well
E verything I ever wanted

He is so cute he is awesome even tho I just started to talk to him he is cute and cool as **** *** he is so cute

She is a great girl she is a person who I can feel the pain of the love the sickness if she tells me something I can picture it she is a good listener herself she has listened to me and one love her for it....

She is a good friend she listens to what I have to say she never judges me she loves me for me not me for someone else she says I'm sweet and nice to her and I love her cuz she believes in me she is amazing she sits there and listens to my pain I love you Elsa.

Have you ever said you were board than someone says save them you might need them later to build a house then you say ******* I have it's not fun tho..

Music is my life it's what I do all is listen to music I love the sound of music. It's my heart my soul my future I listen to it when I wake up I listen to it before I go to bed I just love the sound of music I love all music but I like Rick but serten types of rock.

Love is just a word you can't feel love even tho u thing your in love but your not love is just something you think u feel or no it's what brings you together like.Okay you live your family but like not people that u date unless you are married.

You are a good writer and a good friend so far it feels so good to have someone to talk to and they listen like he does sometimes but we have not been talking for very long but he still a good person so far. Thank you for being there.

When I wake up in the morning your up when I go to bed at night your still up when I am sick you take care of me.
When I am upset your there when I am to the point where I wanna **** someone your still there when I lay there wondering how you feel you don't answer.
When I come to figure out that your in pain and upset I'm there for you well sometimes but that's what moms are for and that is what daughters are for as well. We love you mom... We all love you for you.
        Love always, Desiree, Austin, Mason,Timothy

Okay how would you feel if I left you in the position im in right now I thought u didn't leave I thought you stayed but that was a lie as well why the **** would u like to me about easy **** for real it hurts some time ******

Okay listen here **** u and ur **** I will hurt u come between me and them **** u

Okay you go back and forth in between me Justine and Christian and you get all three of us mad at each other it's ******* that I can't have friends without u dating them and making it to ware we hate each other's ******* guts but you can stop here we all three were bff's before us came alone so ***** be and ***** by.

She is my friend i don't give a **** if she is older than me or not she is still my friend okay I've been thro hell in back but I think I can talk to her bout anything so u got a prob with her u got one with me to

Have you ever felt like you are hated by everyone I have I'm a lonely person I'm a nobody I have no friends I have no one. Like ever when I need them and well it's hard to get it out for real

Why is it so hard to stay loyal to someone you love well thought you love and I'm asking mainly the guys why do you ask a girl about then break up with her 5 days later ot the same day its ******* I swear. All you got to do is love me for me baby.

Okay my heart is empty and it is broken the blood is out of it completely I have been forgotten by everyone and it hurts me that I have no body at all.

I've made a lot of friends in the last two days it ****** him off so ******* bad but I don't give a **** what he thinks I'm my own person he ain't my dad or my mom so he can shut the **** up with his talking thanks if you are my friend