Remember when I said
I was scared you'd get sick of me?
You scoffed and said not possible.
What a fool I was
To believe you.

They say every cloud has a silver lining,
I think that the moment I met you
Was the moment I found it.

Their love was so simple
But it was killed
By their over thinking

Just biding time, don't mind me.

Please help, I've lost my direction.

I'm trying to hold on to you
Instead of trying to hold onto me back,
You're slipping away

I don’t know the last time the skin
Kissed itself on the corners of my eyes
My laughs are as hollow
As the smile they emanate from

I don't know what to say to you.
How to tell you that you make me feel
The way that you do.
So for now I will just smile.

People are like bars of soap:
The tighter you hold on
The more they slip away.

It'll all figure out
And it'll all make sense someday
But for now we will just have to
Keep on guessing.

Some nights I'll need you
To hold me a little tighter.
For those are the nights that
My world shakes, and I might
Break apart.

Some nights you'll need me
To hold you a little tighter,
And I may not be very strong,
But on those nights,
I will hold you like you are the only thing
I have to hold on to.

I don't know how to be
Someone that you could love

Give me something
Worth living for.

If the rain is falling
And you're stuck outside
Just know my arms will be a
Safe place to hide

That sad moment
When a song bird
Loses her voice.

Loving you is like drinking sweet wine
that's secretly laced with cyanide.
It's killing me slowly, softly, sweetly.
Oh so cruel but yet so easy.

Eyes wide,
face is blue
surrounded by air
I'm a parachute.

and when i see you
with your new love as i pass by
the smile and the laugh
of a man that was once mine
maybe that's just how all of this
is supposed to be

I think of our life
and how special our love was
I worry no time can heal
the loss of what was once ours
I just pray to god that
you won't forget about me.

I'm spiraling so fast
That I can't grab onto
Anything

Her hands are covered in countless scars
From all the time she tried to grab the stars,

Her hands are covered in countless scars
From all the time she tried to grab the stars,
A beautiful bright star to call her own
Because the darkness is all she's ever known

Please stay.
I promise I will get better
You don't know
How long I've fought these demons
And what they've done to me.
But when you're here
My demons seem
A little quieter
A little calmer.
And for a little while
I feel like I might actually
Get through this.
So please stay.

Two words that hold in their hands
the lives of so many people
who are just
barely holding on.

You said you loved me,
But you were looking at her

Life is not about surviving,
It's about living.

I am beyond amazed
by the battles you have won,
and the beautiful symphonies you have
created.

Good things take time,
I like to believe this can be the case
For people too.

I don't think my lungs like the taste of air anymore.

She covers her body in art
Hoping one day someone will look at her
And think her beautiful

I can't get enough
Of your Teddy bear love

Tell me,
Was my love not enough?
No, of course it was enough,
I loved you with everything I had.
You were just to blind to see it.
And now as your world keeps spinning on
Il be stuck standing still
Waiting for you to come unfreeze me

To let all of my love flow free
Would be to unleash a tempest
That I don't think anyone can handle
Quite yet
So I'll remain a single raindrop
In the storm of emotion
And shower you with my love
Little by little

It was in that moment
In the middle of the street
Late at night,
When my world was falling
Apart that you put
Your arms around me,
And for a second I thought
That maybe everything
Would be okay.

I think it's hard to give you up
For the same reason a drug addict keeps going back,
The high is amazing,
Regardless of how deadly it is.

My depression
Has changed the colors of the world
But how fond I have grown
Of the shades of blue and grey
In which I live

Wake up
Go to work
Lay in bed alone
Feeling the crushing weight
Of loneliness
And all my past mistakes.

Repeat

Come now,
the rain.
Wash the blood off my hands,
wash the scars off my heart.

I remember you saying
"Oh I see what game you're playing".
But to me, it was never a game,
But I guess you didn't think the same.

You gave him entire galaxies
But in his mind
All he saw was a single planet.

You can look but you won't find
The girl that you left behind.

I long for the days of in between.
The days where I don’t feel like I’m drowning
Or dying of thirst.

My life is a game
Of jenga.
The blocks are everything I love
But the tower is falling
So fast.
And the pieces bounce off
Of my hands as I try to catch them.
At the end of the day
I have nothing.

I don't think I'm scared of letting people in,
I'm scared of my monsters escaping,
And for you to really see what transpires
In my mind.

I think relationships
Are like phases of
The moon.
Someone slowly enters
Your life, becomes a big part
And then slowly fades away.

I wish for a love
As romantic
As the moon

The moon
Was the only thing
To ever see
Her scars.

The question is never how,
But why?

Suddenly you transformed
Into a broken mirror.
All of the ugly, fragmented shards
Of my soul
Staring right back at me.

These feelings I have for you
Are too much for me.

No one ever sees the signs until it's
Too late.