IcySky: Poems

10w

IcySky Jul 2015

10w

Don't push away the people who deal with your *******.

#******* #******* #bye #pushing

(10w)

IcySky Jul 2015

(10w)

Sometimes there is no reason behind what I am feeling.

17w

IcySky Jul 2015

17w

If only we could have met each other sooner,
we'd be closer than the stars in the sky.

©Davon Brown

#sweetness #awww #17w

(5w)

IcySky Aug 2015

(5w)

I'm done with this ****...

#done #bye #nomore

~A~

IcySky May 2016

~A~

You...
You hurt me,
Betrayed me to the deepest core,
Took my biggest fear and used it against me.

I forgive you,
Will you forgive me?
I am sorry,
But are you?

Can we make this right?
Can we ever let go?
Of the things of the past,
Or things that have yet to come?

Live in the moment,
A completely fresh,
And totally new start,
A clean slate for both.

I'm scared of love,
I'm scared of you,
But at the same time
I'm not...

All I can think about is,
and haven't stopped,
thinking about is...
YOU!!!

Whether you're ok,
If you're happy,
If you're writing,
Or smiling.

I'm scared of love,
But not scared of loving you,
I'm scared of you,
But that's because it's new.

I've never stopped caring about you,
I've never doubted you,
I've never seen you as anything less,
Than... Amazing.

Though you "don't" know it,
You're smart,
Talented writer,
passionate...

You're gentle kiss is the best,
Your hugs are the world's saftest place,
You're so funny,
And determined...

I just wish you could see yourself,
Like I do,
Even after everything...
I don't think you're a bad person....

I never did,
I think you're hurt,
And want someone to love,
And want something to finally go good..
You're troubled,
But you've had a hard life,
You love,
Though haven't gotten much...

Whether you decided to come back,
Or to let me back into you're life,
Even after EVERYTHING,
I'm always here to show you...

Who you truly are,
And not the broken,
Screwd up,
Nothing you think you are...

You're here for a reason,
You're amazing,
Not a mistake,
And definitely not for nothing...

With much love,
That has never stopped...
IcySky xoxo

Anger into happiness

IcySky May 2015

Anger into happiness

I have this feeling deep inside, as I sit on the steps of the beach.
Listening to the ocean's roar, staring at the horizon.
My eyes begin to water as the thought of you floats through my mind.
How could I have been so stupid to let you in my life?
The love I felt for you was real,
yet the "love" you had for me was not.
My love has turned to sadness,
and my sadness into anger.
For my life that you toyed with was not yours to ruin.
And now I think of you for what it used to be
For now I am happy you are gone.

#life #hurt #gone

Beauty Within

IcySky Jul 2017

Beauty Within

Look into my soul, stare into my eyes...
Do you see what I see?
Do you see the way I'm treated?
Do you see the way I view the world?

Now into the eyes of another...
See their heart for what it is...
Do they view the world the same
as you or I?

In this world of gray,
you say this all you see...
Does one see color?
To make this world a little brighter?

They say to never judge a book by it's cover...
But is this motto we live by?
Do you see the true colors
of what's held within?

The rich who seem colorful on the outside,
look deeper... are they rich and colorful where it counts?
The man over there, sitting by the road... The one who seems gray,
look into his eyes, his beauty is full of color, truly radiant.

What we portray isn't always what's behind the mask,
No matter the race, culture, or gender,
look deeper than what lies on the surface,
you never know whose heart is truly pure.

Beauty is held within,
What lies on the outside,
that's just a delusion...
Seek for the soul that lies beneath the surface.

Because of you...

IcySky Jul 2015

Because of you...

Because of you...
I can see myself like you do,
I have the will to wake up the next morning,
I have a reason to be happy.
❤❤❤
You're the reason I smile,
you're the reason I get up,
you're the reason I feel beautiful,
you're the reason I'm in love.
❤❤❤
Because of you...
My sky is no longer gray,
my world is no longer "blue",
I feel special for once.
❤❤❤
You're the reason my arm is healing,
and no longer bleeding...
you're the reason the heartache,
is going far away.
❤❤❤
Because of you...
I can love again,
I'm not afraid to be myself,
I don't care what others think.
❤❤❤
You're the smile on my face,
the butterflies in my stomach,
the twinkle in my eyes,
and the skip in my step.
❤❤❤
All this to say "I love you."

#love #poem #happy #you #hp

Be gentle

IcySky Mar 2016

Be gentle

I'll give you my heart,
I'll give you my soul,
I'll give you my all,
Just be gentle.

My heart has been broken,
once before...
It's a fragile part of me,
Be gentle please.

My soul use to burn bright,
But the flame distinguished,
My soul has renewed its light,
I hope it is not finished.

My body is a temple,
It's been used,
And abused...
My spirit is an example...

So please be gentle,
I'll give you my all,
For you brought me
Back to life.

But please be gentle,
And do not take
That life away...
For I am yours....

Love me til the end,
Hold me close,
Hug me tightly,
Kiss me sweetly,

If not forever,
At least for tonight,
And be gentle,
When you lemme go.

Betrayed... again.

IcySky Jul 2015

Betrayed... again.

Why do I fight for something,
for someone who's going to betray me?
You said you loved me,
you said you'd stay.

I told you my deepest secrets,
my deepest regrets,
my deepest fears,
you used them against me.

You fed me lies,
I never knew if you were honest,
if you ever told the truth,
did you ever really love me?

I gave everything to you,
you took it when you left,
everything I was,
everything I will be.

My heart,
my love,
my trust,
but the pain you left.

Being betrayed by someone
I never thought would hurt me,
and I let you use me,
but this time...

I give up.
I'm leaving,
walking away....
I will no longer be hurt by you.

I'm moving on,
and forgetting your name,
My heart may need to heal,
but my mind is made...

Good-bye
past love.

#gone #bye #betrayed #hurting

Better (10w)

IcySky Jul 2015

Better (10w)

I don't deserve to live, I am better off dead.

#depressed #dead #10w #better

Bitch mode

IcySky Dec 2015

***** mode

***** mode activated, so ******* leave me the hell alone.

I no longer give 2 ***** about life, or about anything.

You don't care, so I don't either.

Life is better without ******* ******* it up.

No flex zone.
No ***** zone.
No drama zone.

Gossip girls not tolerated.
******* not allowed.
Drama Queens forget about it.
*******, ****** bags, and ***** this includes you too.... *******!

Not in the mood for ignorant people, and their stupid ignorant comments.

#****-off #*****-mode #save-your-ignorant-comments

Bliss<3

IcySky May 2015

Bliss<3

Soft touch;
warm kiss;
heart race;
total bliss....

Chills that start
from deep inside
creating the want
but fear will hide....

Impulses rage
through mixed thoughts
emotions to explore
a wildly beating heart....

One's thoughts-
wishes to never end
the tender moments
between best friends.

#love #poetry #sensual

Body

IcySky May 2015

Body

There's marks on her body.
The cuts on her wrists,
The bruises on her legs,
The bags under her eyes.

These marks you see, she makes.
The cuts she does,
is to feel something.
The bruises she makes,
because she feels ugly.
The bags under her eyes,
because she can't sleep.

These marks you see,
she makes.
To feel pain,
to feel prettier,
to not rest.

Until her body is a goner.
These marks you see,
she makes.

#anxiety #cuts #goner #bruises

BoyFriend

IcySky Jun 2015

BoyFriend

I like personality, not popularity.
I like sweetness, not beast mode.
I like gorgeous eyes, I don't care about the "gun show".
"I wanna cuddle" is not the same,
to me, as to you.
I want conversation, not fornication.
The bad boy thing is cool,
but not being an *******.
Why you have to ask me?
"Are you single?"
Of course I am...
Because what I want,
I can never find.
I want marriage, not just a slot in your weekly calendar.
So if i ask...
"Do you wanna be my boyfriend???"
Then you fit the profile.

Who would?

Escape:
"If you like piña coladas and getting caught in the rain
If you're not into yoga, if you have half a brain
If you like making love at midnight in the dunes of the cape
Then I'm the love that you've looked for, write to me and escape"

I'm a girl who goes by
personality not looks,
good looks is just a bonus...
I don't see why knowing
what i want is such a big deal.

#boyfriend #single #foreveralone

Bullet

IcySky Sep 2015

Bullet

"My legs are dangling off the edge,
The bottom of the bottle is my only friend,
I think I'll slit my wrists again and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone,
My legs are dangling off the edge,
A stomach full of pills didn't work again,
I'll put a bullet in my head and I'm gone, gone, gone, gone.

We hit the sky, there goes the light, no more sun, why's it always night?
When you can't sleep, well, you can't dream,
When you can't dream, well, what's life mean?
We feel a little pity, but don't empathize
The old are getting older, watch a young man die,
A Mother and a Son and someone you know, smile at each other and realize you don't,
You don't know what happened to that kid you raised,
What happened to the Father, who swore he'd stay?
I didn't know 'cause you didn't say,
Now Mamma feels guilt, yeah, Mamma feels pain,
When you were young, you never thought you'd die,
Found that you could but too scared to try,
You looked in the mirror and you said goodbye,
Climb to the roof to see if you could fly.

So if I survive, then I'll see you tomorrow, yeah, I'll see you tomorrow."

~Hollywood undead~

#depressed #new-fav-song

Burning Love <3

IcySky May 2015

Burning Love <3

Burning love is Dangerous,
Fire blazing a hot red,
The colors so addicting,
Came too close and got Burned.

But yet the flames beckon,
Only to come back again,
The pull is strong,
And again you're burned.

The glowing red turns blue,
The love is hotter,
Burns to get burns,
Fight this urge, but lose again.

Burning Love means pain,
Yet so addicting you forget.

The price you pay for love,
A Burning Love <3

Can't 10w

IcySky Jul 2015

Can't 10w

I love you, but I can't... It hurts too much!

#love #broken #cant #hurting #unloved

Can you hear me now?

IcySky May 2015

Can you hear me now?

Can you hear me? My screams getting louder, my body fighting harder, can you hear me now!? I tell you stop, but you don’t listen. I tell you once more, but again I am ignored. I hit, and kick, and watch you stumble… Can you hear me now!? You come back, making another attack. I hit harder, you go down, how bout’ now, can you hear me? Now you’re up, but I ran away, not a clean getaway, you caught me, and I’ve had enough! I pull a knife, and you go down, not gonna get back. I told you to stop! CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW!?!?

Cheetah Love

IcySky Aug 2015

Cheetah Love

We walk, talk, dress, eat, act, and love like humans...
We feel pain, sadness, joy, and all the same emotions.
The difference.... We love each other no matter what,
we talk to each other, and help one another...

We
Are
Furries
!!!!!!!

We don't judge people,
but yet they judge us.
We maybe different...
but we still feel.

Furries love,
and care.
I am a furry.
Deal with it.

We stand up or each other,
You will never be misunderstood,
Furries band together,
and stay together!!

Furry Love
Cheetah Love

#bunny #cheetah #jay #icysky #folfsky #fennec #taz #shyliar

Comin' in hot

IcySky Sep 2015

Comin' in hot

"If you got jack in your cup, go raise it up
If you ain’t got enough, go fill it up
If you had too much, don’t throw it up
And if you ain’t got ****, throw your hands up

I'm gonna chase this whiskey with Patrón,
I wanna ******* my lap and a jägerbomb;
I'm comin' in hot, you heard me
And I'ma make it rain on the girl who serves me
I drink a fifth of ***** till it’s gone
And if it feels so good then it can't be wrong
I'm comin' in hot, you heard me
And we be taking shots and if not you nerdy."

~Hollywood Undead~

#love #them

Confessions of a teenage girl.

IcySky Apr 2016

Confessions of a teenage girl.

For those of you who don't know me...
My name is Corrie Brown and I struggle with depression.
I have family history of depression, and I am clinically depressed.
I have a lot of things go on in my life,
Between, being molested/*****,
having a druggy for a brother,
a family who is totally ******* up,
people betraying my trust left and right,
hurting me for the fun of it,
or to scare me for no reason....
I have done things I am not proud of,
I have been through things I'd rather forget,
but can't.
I use to cut my arms, just to escape,
when the pain became unbearable...
I am a tough girl, but I can only be tough for so long.
I spend everyday replaying things in my head,
my past mocking me...
To this day, my past ruins my present, and future.
I spend every night crying myself to sleep.
Thinking how much better off the world would be without me,
how simple it would be to die, and not have to worry anymore.
Life just doesn't seem like living,
if you live it crying everyday, wanting to die.
This is me, the me I don't show, because I have to be strong for everyone else. Be everyone's psych, rock, inspiration.
So for those of you who don't know me.... Here's just the tip of the iceberg of the crap that is my life.... You want to know why I am the way I am.... HERE!!

Corny

IcySky Jun 2015

Corny

Don't be angry; Get snappy
Do what makes you happy
For you know that things
Are hard to change;
And life is full of krappy
So- smile when you feel slappy
or sing when you feel trappy
Because you know deep down inside
You can never keep people happy!!!!

I know this is corny, that's why I named it that way.... Just a poem to make you laugh at it's stupidity, and for fun.

#stupid #lol #lame #corny

Critic

IcySky May 2015

Critic

The worst part about being a writer or poet,
is the critics....
You're your own worst critic.
Take a breath and relax,
don't put yourself down.

#be #relax #proud #critics

~Damaged Goods~

IcySky Jun 2016

~Damaged Goods~

Left alone in my own head,
It's a scary place in there...
Silence is my right hand man,
Darkness is my best friend.

Past, present, and future...
My life is like a rollercoaster,
Happy, sad, angry and crazy...
Come along, and take a wild ride.

Learn the depths of my deepest wounds,
Feel the pain that I've endured,
Enjoy the love that I've received,
Savor the memories of each touch...

I have my baggage,
Is that too much?
I'm damaged goods,
Is that enough?

Love me today,
Leave me tomorrow,
We see what the future holds,
Does it know about us?

I am strong,
Yet I am weak...
Pick me up,
So I can fall.

I've have done things,
Of which, I am not proud...
I've seen the error of my ways,
Can you say you love me still?*

I have my baggage,
Is that too much?
I'm damaged goods,
Is that enough?

Dear Self

IcySky Dec 2015

Dear Self

Dear Self,

When hurt and broken down,
sadness and depression take over,
thoughts become suicidal,
life doesn't seem fair.

You don't seem worthy,
of the things in your life...
Family, lover, friends...
you're worthless.

Dear Self,

When laughing and smiling,
happiness takes over,
those suicidal thoughts,
are gone away.

You have so much to live for,
and have much support,
from family, lover, and friends.
You are priceless.

Dear Self...
Please stay smiling and happy,
Laugh... just to say all is ok,
Remember, life is worth living.

When down and depressed, and all you want to do is die...
just remember that it's just all in your head...
Love is still burning bright in your heart,
it may flicker every once in a while,
but never goes out....

#love #depression #priceless #self-worth #dear-self

Deep Down

IcySky Aug 2016

Deep Down

Breathe, relax, slowing sinking beneath
the waves of fear and insecurity,
realizing the deeper you go under,
the safer you feel.

Just go with the current,
don't try to force it,
relax, and trust it...
Watch the beauty unfold.

As you dive deep down,
into a world unknown by many,
you discover possibilities,
you never sought possible.

The cold and warmth work in unison,
The beauty, and the beast, side by side,
into a world unlike no other,
Take a breath, dive deep down.

Watch as the bubbles ascend above your head,
letting all your worries go with it,
each breath, easing your mind,
and relaxing your body.

Only to emerge from the deep blue,
looking to land on one side,
and open, infinite possibilities on the other,
so much to explore, in so little time...

Deep down we dive,
searching and looking,
for new possibilities,
endless excitement for years to come.*

Dive Deep Down
Into The
Deep Blue
<3

#love #beauty #blue #ocean #timeless #diver #deepdown #bigblue

Defeated

IcySky May 2015

Defeated

Can you hear it? The sound of my defeat, you have won. I can’t feel my feet.
My heart is bleeding out, my body numb, wanting to shout, “how was I so dumb?!?”
Leave me now, you’ve done enough, for you are foul, I’m calling your bluff.
I’m dying and you’re still alive…

Delusion

IcySky Jun 2015

Delusion

I'm not crying because of you:
YOU'RE NOT WORTH IT.
I'm crying because my delusion
of who you were,
was shattered by the truth
of who you are.

#crying #delusion #not-worth-it

Depressed happiness

IcySky Jul 2015

Depressed happiness

Depression...
It is but only a stepping stone to
achieving happiness.
Depression is a reminder...
"Hey, you've failed once at chasing happiness
and grew stronger and smarter from it,
give it another go."
Depression is only to make happiness
that much better.

©Davon Brown
Quotes from my homeboy.

#depression #happiness #flex-game

Depression

IcySky May 2015

Depression

Depression washes over me like a blanket.
Sweet sorrow is no longer sweet.
My droopy eyes, make it impossible to stay awake.
I can’t seem to take any more heartbreak.
My love for you is more than I can handle.
To my surprise, I still care, after everything

Dreamz

IcySky May 2015

Dreamz

We all have dreams, big and small
Some of us dream of meeting the right person,
some of us dream of getting to be a rock star.
People dream a lot, and of a lot of different things.
But tell me this...
Who ever dreams of hurting the ones you love, or care about?
Who wants to dream about being abandoned, or hurt?
Who really wants their dreams to become nightmares?
I want sweet dreams and good night kisses.
I don't want fighting or hurting or letting people down.
I want a day to come where I can lay in bed next to the one I love.
No body wants a pleasant dream to become a horrific disaster.
I want sweet dreams and good night kisses.

#dreamerz

Eh

IcySky Jan 2016

Eh

Nothing really phases me no more.... I don't trust anyone anymore, not even my family, I don't care about anything, life is done.

#depressed #whatever #done

Emily Dickinson

IcySky Jun 2015

Emily Dickinson

I'm nobody! Who are you?
Are you nobody too?
Then there's a pair of us?
Don't tell! They'd advertise you know!

How dreary to be somebody!
How public like a frog-
to tell one's name... the livelong June.
To an admiring Bog!

One of my favorite poems of all time!!!

#poetry #nobody #awesome

Eternal Lovers (Collab w/ Arcassin B)

IcySky Nov 2015

Eternal Lovers (Collab w/ Arcassin B)

~IcySky~
Hands touch, eyes meet, lips kiss, going through the motions...
If you meet my mom, then your the one.
I'm my fathers little angel, he only wants the best.
My brothers are protective, it's not hard to guess.
~AB~
Conversation or lush in, bring in love one another,
Give me all your love and I'll never upset your brothers,
You and me are eternal lovers when our lips lock.
~IcySky~
My love is yours, forever...
But only if you're true,
I'll give you my heart,
If you're ready to give me yours too.
~AB~
Conversation or lush in, bring in love one another,
Give me all your love and I'll never upset your brothers,
You and me are eternal lovers when our lips lock.

This is a Collab I got to do with Arcassin B... I wanna do a shoutout to him, for being a part of this piece, and for being such an amazing poet!!! Love you!!! <3

#kisses #truelove #ab #collab #icysky #eternal-lovers

Fear To Lose

IcySky Nov 2016

Fear To Lose

You are my every emotion
I have never felt you,
Yet you’re the most physical experience,
I’ve ever had.

The tears I shed, I shed for you…
My heart beats, beats for you,
My mind can’t get you out,
My body stays awake; it can’t sleep…

What can I do?
You’ve got this hold on me…
I’ll never leave,
And you’ll never leave my mind…

Stay with me dear,
For you’re not just a figment of my imagination,
I don’t feel as much as I do as when I think of you,
And when you say my name… you bring me to life.

Your voice is unlike any lifeline,
Your attention’s a drug, and I’m addicted…
I fell so hard,
Just so you’d carry me back to reality…

Please don’t say goodbye,
For you’re unlike any other, I’ve ever known.
Please don’t say goodbye, if not here,
Then stay in my mind… Never leave, never let me let go.

For I fear if I ever let go, I will never feel again,
I fear you take my heart, my mind, and my soul…
I fear to drown in a sea of loneliness, and sorrow…
Never let me let go… For I fear I will never love anyone, like I love you.

*~Corrie Anne~

Fire in the Sky

IcySky Jul 2015

Fire in the Sky

Its beauty unravels as in bursts in the night sky,
multiple colors unleashed and free,
exploding with awe.

Fire in the sky as some call it,
the rays of color and shape amaze,
as always I watch intensively.

I watch as the flowers spark,
as the blooms buzz,
and as the sparklers sizzle.

Amazed at the beauty and happiness
these small simple things bring,
to all who watch.

To be a part of such...
is much more than lighting a fuse,
it brings people closer.

Happy Fourth everyone!!!!!

#beautiful #fireworks #exploding #july4th

For my past...

IcySky Aug 2015

For my past...

I miss you, I truly do...
I lay in bed at night thinking of you,
thinking about how we left things,
not how I wanted them to end.

I think about what happened,
and how I was so dumb,
and wonder why we did,
what we did.

I thought we had something special,
but I guess I was wrong...
I was in love,
but you called it crazy.

You hurt me to the core,
never thought you would,
I thought you were different,
I was wrong there too...

My heart will never be whole again,
I am broken...
but who cares?
Right?

So "thank you" for the hurt,
and for the pain,
because though I miss you,
the pain makes it easier...

I was in love once,
and might be still...
but I'm moving on,
to someone who cares about me.

I may need to heal,
but I know it's what I have to do...
"Thanks" for everything...
I'm just here to be walked on anyways....

For my past.... you know who you are....

#broken #sad #depressed #past #down #inlove #done #nomore #grrrrrr

Free

IcySky May 2015

Free

My heart beats like a thousand fleets, marching on to a beautiful song. When the tempo slows, and the darkness. That beautiful song is gone. My pulse quickens, my knees weaken, I can only try not to cry. My life you took, was shaken not shook, life was a treat, and so sweet. But once I saw you, there was nothing I could do, I reached so hard I fell, and all you had to do was ring a bell. For once now, I won’t be a cow, I won’t be pushed, and no longer shushed. I’m FREE, and finally ME!!!!

Friendship

IcySky Jun 2015

Friendship

The day we met we knew from the start,
that we'd be best friends...
and not soon after,
we became like sisters!!!
~
We had our differences,
our ups and downs.
but after every storm,
comes a rainbow!!
~
To this day,
you're still my best friend...
and it feels just like yesterday,
that we met for the first time ever!!
~
I love you sis!!!!
Best friends forever!!
Happy friendiversary!!!
Miss you girly!!!

This goes out to my Best friend Aleia Bricker!!!

#friendship #forever #bff #missyou

Get to know me...

IcySky Jul 2015

Get to know me...

Favorite color: (Neon) Green
Favorite food: Sushi
Favorite movie: Mama or Legion
Favorite movie genre: Horror/thriller
Favorite actor: Jackie Chan
Favorite musician: Michael Mangaroo or Kenny G
Favorite song: Sail by Awolnation
I play guitar and alto sax.
My passions are poetry, music, cooking, and nursing.
I'm Single <3

Comment your answers of your favorite of these things... you don't have to.. wanna get to know my HP family, is all.
(not a poem, I guess)

#info #meez #your-turn

Growing up

IcySky Aug 2015

Growing up

IcySky:
You can grow up, and get wiser, and stay true to yourself, there's a difference between changing everything about you, and adding things to the same you, to make a better you... You can still be a child at heart, but be mature at the same time... There's a time and place for everything... Growing older, just helps you realize what those times are.

Davon Brown:*
Growing isnt something distinguished by age, but by state of mind. It doesnt mean you have to change it just means you'll become more reasonable in your future decisions. Your sense of "common sense" wont be focused on having fun and doing reckless things such as the ideas of a teenage kid.

Collaboration with Icy Sky and Davon Brown

#childish #growing-up #collab

Haley

IcySky Apr 2016

Haley

A gift from God,
One of compassion and understanding,
One of bravery a true fighter,
One of loyalty and trust.

A young and beautiful woman,
Who is there for those she cares about,
She's one you can tell anything to,
And know it's safe with her.

Thank you for being there for me,
Thank you for opening yourself to me,
Thank you for being my friend,
And thank you for being you.

Haley, An angel

Heartbreak dream

IcySky Jul 2015

Heartbreak dream

Heartbreak...
is like waking up from a good dream,
at first everything was all cool and then,
it suddenly hits you and boom your awake.
Eventually you'll forget and move on
it's what we humans do...
It's how we excel and evolve.

#heartbreak #dreams #awaken

Hey You

IcySky Jun 2015

Hey You

Hey you with the amazing smile,
would you smile for a while?

Hey you the one with the gorgeous eyes,
would you give me the time of day?

Hey you, yes you...
Do you know how good looking you are?

How beautiful you are out,
just as much as you are in...

Hey you....
Why don't you stay a while.

#stay #hey #stranger #goregous

Him

IcySky May 2015

Him

I want to cry, but I hold back, finding it hard not to have a heart attack.

My mind is set to wonder, I can’t seem not to break, for him I do ponder, wishing the pain was fake.

The pain worsens within me, when I see his dear face, for it seems to be, my heart begins to race.

Hold it in

IcySky May 2015

Hold it in

Hold it in don't say a word
Don't even try to breathe
For a smile upon the face
And sleeve
Is all you really need

And when you turn a shade
Of blue and faces turn to stare
Ignore the little whispers;
The gossips that they share

Remember to think about the smile
You must keep upon your face
The one that shows eternal happiness
Turn anger into grace

You must never show the heart
And soul
Because you're always wrong
Think of ways to numb out life
And yet learn to sing along

It will be easier hen
To shake off all that is true
And then before you know it
There will be no more you...

Hurt

IcySky May 2015

Hurt

Depression overcomes me, sadness deepens within me, I can’t feel anything.

Thoughts run through my mind, my body becomes numb. I’m weak, I can’t stop.

Warm blood runs down my arm, trying to feel something, anything. It hurts, but I can’t stop.

My life comes before me, mocking my every move. Still going, because I can’t stop.

Heartache worsens, the pain grows bigger. All I feel when I can’t stop.

The song intenses and plays on, the song of confusion. Someone stop, because I can’t.

I am weak and cold, I can’t remember what happened. No one around, I’m alone.

My body not moving, blood around, but still I feel nothing. Is there help, or am I still alone?

I can’t breathe, air is getting way to think, I can’t breathe. No one to help, I’m all alone.

Suffocation overcomes me, breathing not possible. No air, no help, I’m still alone.

I see a light when I wake, someone above me, I have help. Why couldn’t I just die?

Pain is me, and I can’t stand, my temple broken down. Why couldn’t you let me die?

Blood stains all over my body, heartache still appealing. Help no longer wanted, I want to die.

I can’t get up, movement not possible, hurts to breathe. Just lemme die.
Laying here, the help no longer wanted, has found me, but I didn’t want it, **** me, and lemme die.

Life not in sight, for I can’t put up for this fight, I close my eyes, please lemme die.

No more asking, I’m telling you, the pain hurts too much, I can’t handle it. LEMME DIE!

Tears running down my cheek, pain is unbearable at this point, won’t someone make it stop?

Hurt (Revised)

IcySky May 2015

Hurt (Revised)

My life comes unbearable, the pain of heartache worsens, and the song of confusion plays on.

Life mocking my every move, though depression overcomes me, I can’t feel anything.

Trying to feel something, anything. My body becomes numb, falling on my knees, I’m weak.

Pain is me, I can’t stand, for my temple is broken down. It’s cold, and I’m too weak.

I can no longer breathe, this air is way too thick. Suffocation overcomes me, breathing not possible.

Use to being hurt, for I’ve been beaten many times. My heart can’t take anymore.

I get off

IcySky Oct 2015

I get off

I get off on you
Getting off on me
Give you what you want
But nothing is for free
It's a give and take
Kind of love we make
When the line is crossed
I get off
I get off

There's so much left unspoken
Between the two of us
It's so much more exciting
To look when you can't touch
You could say I'm different
Maybe I'm a freak
But I know how to twist you
To bring you to your knees

I get off on you
Getting off on me

I get off on you
Getting off on me

#i-get-off-on-you