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"uninitiated" poems
*Feelin’ like a new model keepin’ thoughts in a safe Nothin’ but new beginnings while maintainin’ the faith Of better days ahead, walkin’ away instead The world on my shoulders while walkin’ on eggshells Difficult steps lead to redemption, no need for attention Dowsin’ my sorrows in drinks with a fear of reinvention Weakened souls lackin’ ambition – ones that we attend to Distracted by the means to makin’ profit Pharaohs and kings reach Ozymandias Castle of the manliest reduced to rubble Inspiration's a privilege, the uninitiated struggle Lookin’ to the stars closer to Mercury Celebrating longer than a single anniversary Build the padlocked building blocks of the brain, preventin’ burglary Intellect protection needs remedial advancement Followin' the lessons and morals of real testaments Crimson waters divided by Moses, halving the sea Aidin’ people across, the shepherd leadin’ the sheep Heated cycle of violence by disciples De-escalated by the sacred teachings of the bible Able to color-code their understandin’ with a cipher Gifted in nature, minus robotics turnin’ sentient* WE MARCH! *Hand-in-hand in unison! A unit full of sin But we protect the world from Judases, Our doubts are in the wind A state of peace we feel the crew is in The rest will follow soon, Our inner voice of hate is ludicrous It sings a hollow tune. Leavin' this place without askin' just where the exit is, Keep a steady pace as we're headin' right into exodus. Lessons are taught to help you rise from the fall, Nirvana awaitin' – you better answer the call.*
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May 23, 2016
May 23, 2016 at 9:53 AM UTC
Exodus
*Feelin’ like a new model keepin’ thoughts in a safe Nothin’ but new beginnings while maintainin’ the faith Of better days ahead, walkin’ away instead The world on my shoulders while walkin’ on eggshells Difficult steps lead to redemption, no need for attention Dowsin’ my sorrows in drinks with a fear of reinvention Weakened souls lackin’ ambition – ones that we attend to Distracted by the means to makin’ profit Pharaohs and kings reach Ozymandias Castle of the manliest reduced to rubble Inspiration's a privilege, the uninitiated struggle Lookin’ to the stars closer to Mercury Celebrating longer than a single anniversary Build the padlocked building blocks of the brain, preventin’ burglary Intellect protection needs remedial advancement Followin' the lessons and morals of real testaments Crimson waters divided by Moses, halving the sea Aidin’ people across, the shepherd leadin’ the sheep Heated cycle of violence by disciples De-escalated by the sacred teachings of the bible Able to color-code their understandin’ with a cipher Gifted in nature, minus robotics turnin’ sentient* WE MARCH! *Hand-in-hand in unison! A unit full of sin But we protect the world from Judases, Our doubts are in the wind A state of peace we feel the crew is in The rest will follow soon, Our inner voice of hate is ludicrous It sings a hollow tune. Leavin' this place without askin' just where the exit is, Keep a steady pace as we're headin' right into exodus. Lessons are taught to help you rise from the fall, Nirvana awaitin' – you better answer the call.*
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Her greatest fear was going color blind, invoking domino effect, she embraced rainbow colors- whenever a chance she found. Now, she walks at the front as if she is the official bearer of colors in our frenzied blueberry hunt, up in the high ranges of Western Ghat's tropical rain forests. Our nostrils are special, "colors we see, make us madly sing" chants rend the air when- fragrance of ***** blooms wafted in the air. "Just like the smell when python opens mouth" said a voice, to the uninitiated, "Quit white, paint everything coal black, or is it the other way round?" "This place is magical can't make a choice" "Look! I found a serious irregular lake down there" "I didn't realize I was walking  in rounds, around a closed mall" "White light is a cheat, pixie laid us  is in the village green" "Y'll fall down" "Green was what i asked for got thick,red, gooey mud" "Why panic?" "Hey meet Mr.Yellow smile, kiss him a pretty, magenta ***** thought, good night" "I've a deep blue psyche, in nightmares I see ***** whales" "Wounded bleeding heart, she was nursed back to health it beats me, she limped back to her old green monster" "Hear that distant drums? brick red monster of the woods mating with a black cat" "A ritual of the tribes? is it meant as a crude joke?" Sitting under a tree shade, I hear for the first time in my life, a white ant's dark wintry song, lilting,  it spoke about the life as the queen ant's *** slave. **"Hey love this ***** magical feat, anything is possible, how reality takes a beat" **** it, three times over, on the bank  of the river,  then in water.."** "Blue grass, blue grass sing all the way up to the mountain pass, where ***** plants grow thick like ***** thoughts, a nightingale in funky dress singing  ***** songs and regale all" "That lush lass, her hair tied with a red bandana is a smart *** **** her" Someone screams in delight, evening spreads a magical light, more laughter, catcalls, the sassy chick just LOL Pass..pass A big headstrong hornbill, surveying the scene, gives a mating call the hillside reverberates with its sound. (C) K.Balachandran [email protected]
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Jun 10, 2012
Jun 10, 2012 at 7:19 AM UTC
Blueberry hunt
Her greatest fear was going color blind, invoking domino effect, she embraced rainbow colors- whenever a chance she found. Now, she walks at the front as if she is the official bearer of colors in our frenzied blueberry hunt, up in the high ranges of Western Ghat's tropical rain forests. Our nostrils are special, "colors we see, make us madly sing" chants rend the air when- fragrance of ***** blooms wafted in the air. "Just like the smell when python opens mouth" said a voice, to the uninitiated, "Quit white, paint everything coal black, or is it the other way round?" "This place is magical can't make a choice" "Look! I found a serious irregular lake down there" "I didn't realize I was walking  in rounds, around a closed mall" "White light is a cheat, pixie laid us  is in the village green" "Y'll fall down" "Green was what i asked for got thick,red, gooey mud" "Why panic?" "Hey meet Mr.Yellow smile, kiss him a pretty, magenta ***** thought, good night" "I've a deep blue psyche, in nightmares I see ***** whales" "Wounded bleeding heart, she was nursed back to health it beats me, she limped back to her old green monster" "Hear that distant drums? brick red monster of the woods mating with a black cat" "A ritual of the tribes? is it meant as a crude joke?" Sitting under a tree shade, I hear for the first time in my life, a white ant's dark wintry song, lilting,  it spoke about the life as the queen ant's *** slave. **"Hey love this ***** magical feat, anything is possible, how reality takes a beat" **** it, three times over, on the bank  of the river,  then in water.."** "Blue grass, blue grass sing all the way up to the mountain pass, where ***** plants grow thick like ***** thoughts, a nightingale in funky dress singing  ***** songs and regale all" "That lush lass, her hair tied with a red bandana is a smart *** **** her" Someone screams in delight, evening spreads a magical light, more laughter, catcalls, the sassy chick just LOL Pass..pass A big headstrong hornbill, surveying the scene, gives a mating call the hillside reverberates with its sound. (C) K.Balachandran [email protected]
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Like Falcons, Kestrels and Hawks They swoop low to look and stalk Holding breath for silence sakes Looking for gullible easy prey Talons around the throats of the genteel and shy Uncaring of flowing tears, they make them cry Recalling a sunny day so bright When clawed and swooped in delight Not knowing the heart that would break That day, piercing ties did penetrate Learning others spirits would wound As the Falcon made his way around the night for doom As his blackness did loom All were hurt, tears were shed Face after face he did skim Heart rending cries that were abhor For them no tears no more Never spoken to again, they might the evil kin do they despise Torment and cruelty they do throw' Gnashing one's teeth thinking about ado, Bruises of blue they carry, bleeding of heart A cold sweat trickling down the spine, apart. Take away the face oh please leave life alone, let all be in peace Pain and heartache that created, O' bemoan Saying and caring, oh no just want to be left alone ... For the uninitiated, lonely hearts Lending tears of sorrow, leaving soul debased Romance here, a wild goose chase Holds so many as the Falcons swoop again ... Debbie Brooks 2014
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Sep 11, 2014
Sep 11, 2014 at 7:49 PM UTC
Like Falcons
Pub poetry is a form of performance poetry consisting of the shouted word which has developed in UK urban pubs, dating back to the 1940s and 50s. Words are typically yelled over ambient haphazard rhythms which are not especially chosen for the piece of poetry, rather the poetry is performed over the generic sound of empty bottles and part filled glasses and live samples of patron conversation that will be familiar to those frequenting hostelries around the UK. Sometimes the audience will employ call and response devices to distract the poet, such as calls of "W##k-er!', with the traditional response of "F##k-You!" before the pub poet continues with his yelled out verse, often read from the beer stained back of an overdue envelope. The pub poet usually appears on a chair or table, surrounded by immediate family or work mates cheering him on. Invariably inebriated, the pub poet may not appear to make any sense to the uninitiated - but once you too have availed yourself of your 4th or 5th pint, the words become clearer and easier to appreciate. No musicality is built into pub poems and pub poets generally perform without backing music, delivering chanted speech with pronounced modulation, broken-rhythmic accentuation and dramatic, though random, stylization of gestures, often resulting in the pub poet losing balance and sustaining a head injury thereby losing consciousness and bringing the evening's entertainment to a premature, but often welcome, end. It is often noted that many pub poets are remarkably shy and retiring when sober.
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Dec 17, 2019
Dec 17, 2019 at 2:38 AM UTC
Pub Poet
Pub poetry is a form of performance poetry consisting of the shouted word which has developed in UK urban pubs, dating back to the 1940s and 50s. Words are typically yelled over ambient haphazard rhythms which are not especially chosen for the piece of poetry, rather the poetry is performed over the generic sound of empty bottles and part filled glasses and live samples of patron conversation that will be familiar to those frequenting hostelries around the UK. Sometimes the audience will employ call and response devices to distract the poet, such as calls of "W##k-er!', with the traditional response of "F##k-You!" before the pub poet continues with his yelled out verse, often read from the beer stained back of an overdue envelope. The pub poet usually appears on a chair or table, surrounded by immediate family or work mates cheering him on. Invariably inebriated, the pub poet may not appear to make any sense to the uninitiated - but once you too have availed yourself of your 4th or 5th pint, the words become clearer and easier to appreciate. No musicality is built into pub poems and pub poets generally perform without backing music, delivering chanted speech with pronounced modulation, broken-rhythmic accentuation and dramatic, though random, stylization of gestures, often resulting in the pub poet losing balance and sustaining a head injury thereby losing consciousness and bringing the evening's entertainment to a premature, but often welcome, end. It is often noted that many pub poets are remarkably shy and retiring when sober.
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IF you are not a tantric how could you know tantric have secrets? How did you know Freemasons in the lodge hidden away have secrets too? This is tantrism We know  tantra means loom weaving, but what is woven together? Like the right and left hands grasping…is that where true prayer happens? *opposites magnetic union pragmatic cosmic dramatic* *dharmma and a-dharmma , duty and rule breaking Sage or Demon, * the tantric sees the fullness of the tapestry before it is woven Fire, Earth, Water, and Wind… The breeze blows and There I am Masculine power seems to require hierarchy to pass on the sounds of the absurd So if you hear their's in secret and bring to bear its use you may will fail… but if an enlightened woman, warm with shakti glowing gives it to you hold on for it is yours This keeps the inside safe from the outside. Keeping harm from the uninitiated. How many secrets do you really know? the 108 sanguine rose beads keep track like divine fingers across an abacus tracing the age of the cosmos Would be immortals know of 5 dangerous things that could swallow you What do you know of the imbibement of meat-fish-wine Next Was it secret gestures or parched grain??? Symbols set to confuse the rest the secret remains the same Forbidden in kind the ****** relates to the mind being undone, Mold Antipode to the Classic Culture the mortal and immortal human and divine are secrets Immortal? Like Ouroboros the Consumption may consume you…or free you.
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Apr 29, 2016
Apr 29, 2016 at 1:36 PM UTC
How many Secrets do you Really know (ಥ_ಥ)
That droll, little romance was my first cigarette an Indonesian clove cigarillo. A year or two gone now, but I still remember the sensation, all the adrenaline and the drugs! It was that nice, accurate drag, that perfect **** of smoke and nicotine. Love was a potent buzz. It had laughter. The high. It - the passion and ardor -   ...so good. And the subsequent addiction! I craved it, took more than there was. Smoked it to the **** so fast it was over before I realized it. All that remained: the fizzle of tobacco embers, the quick-to-dry sweat of the uninitiated. Then the desperation. I wanted it to work! I smacked my lips for more of the sweetness. Searched desperately inside for only a sickness in my stomach and poison on my tongue. I’ve stopped smoking now, but I will always be just a little closer to death than I should be.
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Oct 6, 2012
Oct 6, 2012 at 1:45 AM UTC
My First Cigarette
Neuroeconomic Amalgam Uninitiated But prescient Drumming to remember All last September Kernels Nuggets Mirroring Neurons Can take down Neocons \|/ Signals /|\ Subtle infrequent Lullabies flow into A numinous bassline Reverberating Ohm Indivisible Mitosis Becoming us As the egg aspires Divine feminine Holding space For the new Phoenix rising
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Nov 16, 2014
Nov 16, 2014 at 4:03 PM UTC
Hollow Reed
Muhammad  Ali- Poster,personification and Palsy ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- When I was young,I had posters of only two; Bruce Lee and Muhammad Ali ,you. I was uninitiated to understand Che Guevara. Frankly,my dear; I had no clue. Rest in Peace, Muhammad Ali ,Sir. A part of my childhood and adolescence goes with you. From Cassius Clay,the champion to Muhammad Ali, With the whole world as his nation, You were an awesome thing to happen to religion. A  naive thought-One may argue. But I was small then, it was a child's view.                      My young mind questioned, how could you float like a butterfly and how could your punch be like the sting of a bee? It was you who made me understand, what Metaphors do. You began to move slow. I saw you shaking too. Your body suffered, but you remained unshaken. More than what it could, You allowed me to know, What this 'Shaking Palsy' could not do. Rest in Peace, I bid adieu. It all feels strange, this world is new. But the World is not that brave. Muhammad Ali, Sir, without you.
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Jun 16, 2016
Jun 16, 2016 at 6:20 PM UTC
Muhammad Ali - Poster,Personification and Palsy
*the man of light knows darkness all to well he possess sacred knowledge of source a living experience with in radiant and self effulgent he knows all is permitted in the acculturated labyrinths of mind rooted in bias and incalculable distortions a hell house ride constructed of warbled mirrors Leprechauns gold an abusement park of crepuscular subconscious ethers and concertized form on shape shifting sands creativity gone mad where time undoes all its weary inhabitants worn they are the color of sleep attaining misguidance oh the vacuous business of guided meditations through azure skies and verdant fields while the certified uninitiated whisper their pale voices against sonorous winds as if they could lever boulders with broken twigs stone churches gothic crosses temples of man monoliths to the imaginary fantastical man god re-pleat with beard and cock....how quaint adulations and prostrations to there man made deity through myth that binds group think other directed un-individuated individuals like tribal ants a world of shattered light a white knuckle ride on a spinning mud ball yet who knows the secret of the inner light the illuminated door the portal through which Scottie will really beam you up The man of the mystic light in a darkened freakish world is he not an inconvenience like a mentor to the deaf dumb and blind he is rarely recognized almost never believed the light is not a metaphor the source that emanates all although formless and self effulgent it is not a religion yet all abide with in it in the dark funnel of conceit man turns everything into a noun as if naming is claiming when what he seeks is beyond for it is a great dimension of another order konx om pax light in extension*
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Jan 9, 2017
Jan 9, 2017 at 1:08 PM UTC
Konx Om Pax
*the man of light knows darkness all to well he possess sacred knowledge of source a living experience with in radiant and self effulgent he knows all is permitted in the acculturated labyrinths of mind rooted in bias and incalculable distortions a hell house ride constructed of warbled mirrors Leprechauns gold an abusement park of crepuscular subconscious ethers and concertized form on shape shifting sands creativity gone mad where time undoes all its weary inhabitants worn they are the color of sleep attaining misguidance oh the vacuous business of guided meditations through azure skies and verdant fields while the certified uninitiated whisper their pale voices against sonorous winds as if they could lever boulders with broken twigs stone churches gothic crosses temples of man monoliths to the imaginary fantastical man god re-pleat with beard and cock....how quaint adulations and prostrations to there man made deity through myth that binds group think other directed un-individuated individuals like tribal ants a world of shattered light a white knuckle ride on a spinning mud ball yet who knows the secret of the inner light the illuminated door the portal through which Scottie will really beam you up The man of the mystic light in a darkened freakish world is he not an inconvenience like a mentor to the deaf dumb and blind he is rarely recognized almost never believed the light is not a metaphor the source that emanates all although formless and self effulgent it is not a religion yet all abide with in it in the dark funnel of conceit man turns everything into a noun as if naming is claiming when what he seeks is beyond for it is a great dimension of another order konx om pax light in extension*
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*This woman is a chameleon, how her hues change! she is the conqueror- wearing the false hues of the conquered; a desire for perfect conquest, in disguise.                             She instinctively find what she wants to conquer, from among the smiles identifying the heart of her like, from its invisible presence, from  a distance.That one moment qualifies her as a magician of heart strings. Her studied indifference now is a tacit invitation to get near her, though concealed in many layers. She makes sure he doesn't miss the message, but for the uninitiated it goes invisible. Sly looks he send now and then, when she moves closer, his whisper: "Don't you hear what my heart says?" his half smile is being reciprocated, what was made to look like reluctance was in fact a challenge for him to go and get what he wanted, not as a gift, but as a hard earned asset. He thinks she was the best he has ever set his eyes on. They hit it off in a bit.*
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Feb 10, 2014
Feb 10, 2014 at 12:04 PM UTC
The undercurrents
To be ginger in a heatwave is to know that a surfeit of energy that enthrals the populace has consequence Like any addict with an allergy landed on a thing they love you learn to skirt and sample knowing sickness follows The uninitiated will gorge and fall swearing off the juice for good and withdrawing a raised voice which is bad Pace yourselves for the longness of an unexpected summer so that when winter hits we continue to burn
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Jun 24, 2020
Jun 24, 2020 at 12:04 PM UTC
Sunburn
Rise up placid moon, Through narrow bands of fiery cotton ***** From indigo to cobalt blue sky Your motion, docile and free And that sliver of silver light Your cycles are said to guide the uninitiated When you are full, they burst For you are the light of the underworld Full to new, new to full, and everything in between Your shadow hides a secret as does mine But yours is easier to reveal There will come a day when earth shall release its bond And you will be free from earthly influence Just as death will discharge this soul To meander from our earthly bodies Free from the confluence that is body and soul
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Nov 26, 2014
Nov 26, 2014 at 6:45 AM UTC
Rise Up Placid Moon
Thoth, with the teaching of the Head... First Scribe, seated at the edge of Evenings Dark Listening.. Fear Sign to the unInitiated Next, a Horse. Clear attribute of Equus A Flash of things Past and Present, Love seen in instant replay. And Finally, the Trophy. Sweet reminder of the Temple of Artemis Now Gone..Sacrificed by the many... White Shadows Arrival, as the Head of A Goat... Reminder of Gods Life. Hidden Message: Growth Sacrifice. Now Built: Fearless Head of the Ram Chi, Drawn, for the Fish within the river And  X, Burnt Offering, for the people within the Cross Growth Offering, Destroyer of  Flesh and Origin of All Life Now Is Your Witnessing Victorious. For the Body has been taken But not the Head Who so ever leaves such Knowledge lying around Is a Fool to another Man's Victory. and a tear, in the Heart of God.
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Dec 18, 2015
Dec 18, 2015 at 9:58 PM UTC
Messanger
Majorca, a playground for the young a sequinned island, sparkling with gold sandy beaches, limestone mountains and sheltered coves a mediterranean island rich with citrus plantations and culture centuries old. Where tradition seeps into cavities and impregnates the uninitiated leaving you saturated with enthusiasm and passion. A spirited place, a tranquil sanctuary where you want your ashes to face the wind and stay forever within it's shores. Majorca a wonderful place with memories drenched into my pores.
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Jun 16, 2015
Jun 16, 2015 at 3:16 PM UTC
Sparkling Island
It was a new day, As I suited up for battle, A new campaign, Something sure to leave the uninitiated rattled. A polo shirt to defend against the piercing stares of haughty individuals, A thermos of coffee, To brain the sandman with when he arrived with reinforcements mid morning, Neatly combed hair to camouflage myself as just another drone, Plucking away and invisible to predators. As I sit down at my desk I take a look out the window at the rain, And imagine I was out in it, For the rain is much more enjoyable. But fear not, I still have my secret weapon, Devastating to the enemies of fun. A power so great it will ensure that I will never fully succumb to the forces of drudgery. I raise my pantleg a bit to take a peek at my crazy socks, Instantly making my day better
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May 18, 2017
May 18, 2017 at 9:32 AM UTC
An ode to the silly sock
Occasionally one may feel fear's fast grip But let us not be governed by its restrictive embrace So the fear of death may not control our actions May the fear of living never penetrate our minds, And depart from whoever's in which it resides Let the fear of our temporary state scare us not Let the fear of the uncertainty of our tomorrow govern us not Rather, let it's constant ******* at our heel motivate us Motivate us to believe in the abilities we have, And to learn new ones as well Motivate us to reach heights inconceivable to those whose minds and hearts have not been freed Heights which only a man freed may attain A man freed of the darkness that inhabits everyone's soul Freed of the fear of the unknowable nature of our futures that consumes us all Embracing that fear so he can transcend death, And be remembered beyond the many years he will grace this earth Remembered for the heights he reached Remembered for the people he chose to lead up to join him Because he did not succumb to the malice of condescension But was a Sherpa to the uninitiated Giving these freed minds a new perspective That they may soar to unimagined places To which they will lead him and us in train Perpetuating the chain of incredible events Till we can finally reach our Elysian dreams Started, not by a people of untold knowledge and wealth, But by the one who decided to live without fear
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Jan 2, 2014
Jan 2, 2014 at 12:43 AM UTC
The one without fear
its nice to be in shape buffed up in mannequin world ive frequented gyms for years i like nice bodies to often though thats where nice stops while nomadic cliques of self admiring gym gods squeeze out their last leg press bench press laughing slappin five indulging in the theater of acoustic grunts a public exhibition of self aggrandizement while the lost uninitiated look on progress-less who fear being objectified while obsessed objectify themselves they wana be icons too magnets of adoration unable to imagine that their imagine-less waxed bleached buffed and mute muzzled by group think desolated hungry women terrified by the direct approach in avoidance of the blood hot glance liking to believe its their mind that should excite testosterone soaked men these young women pretending not to care and show their come **** me daddy tears of desire dreaming of the one turning down the fleshy offerings of Aphrodite with eyes that say i don't think so for fear of being called a ***** in Mannequin World
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Jan 21, 2017
Jan 21, 2017 at 5:36 PM UTC
Mannequin World
Sheet music for the uninitiated..... Tis like a foreign language inked out Aligning the page from left to right Spelling a noted curiosity. For those in the know ‘Get’ the inside story, know the melody it plays Yet it shuts out and discriminates the uninitiated It closes in and becomes a circle, a clicky cliché A secret sect for them and not the rest The page can be left open for the uninitiated And its secret remains safely intact Even as eyes are cast over its score There’s a silence, a secret coded verse Playing and taunting you, unashamed To reveal its melodic soul, fully knowing your Not invited even if you want to be Until tis ready to.........
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Aug 3, 2012
Aug 3, 2012 at 9:23 AM UTC
Uninitiated
Ardently you sought me, your perfect partner in the planned, ****** crime extraordinaire, all I needed to say,was "yes I am game" Nothing more than our bodies commanded, yet, I did that because it is you, who'd be in the other side of the bed, that pleases me a lot. You were an unknown and rare perfume that I long sought, but failed to lay my hands on, every amorous eye, falling on you,would attempt fornication,vicarious, but all were in vein, of course then, your eyes fell on mine, though you'd have loved it to happen the other way round for more perfection. Both of us are, those ones who walk that extra mile in any kind of ****** adventure, without inhibition if the idea originally occurred without instigation. for us "Kamasutra"in it's real potential,is yet to be invented. You always had thought that you were the game changer, but now realize, things aren't  the way you expected! How could you imagine, I still am uninitiated in this genre,passion play we put our body and mind a flaw you should have avoided, in  the  first place. Now,make up for the lost time.Do the thing in earnest, why don't you ascertain the facts before begining? One presumes that things  move the way one plans with out considering the significant other playing! playground of cupid remains a field of pleasant surprises.
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Jun 14, 2017
Jun 14, 2017 at 8:57 AM UTC
Game changer
Do we dare to tell Our secrets to the uninitiated Afraid to dance We took a chance and it backfired I know that sometimes I can be impossible to tolerate And if we congratulate ourselves Too often, we will be mistaken For unfaithful lovers So please do not awaken us No matter what time the clock says
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Sep 22, 2019
Sep 22, 2019 at 2:36 PM UTC
energetic embezzlement
before we know kindness we are silly moons a primal scream ids gaggle of wants having not yet understood our own vulnerability and its connection to others the agony of self uninitiated by the sacrifices yet to come in effect a criminal mind as a child growing up in brooklyn my friends and i would make a mad dash out of ching-a-lings chopsuey restaurant after eating sumptuously with out paying the bill electrified with terror and excitement at the thought of being grabbed by a chinese boogy man and laughing breathless when finally out of harms way sadistically delighting by the panic we caused as some red faced hyperventilating waiter caved trying to catch five little hell boys fury fast all adults were filthy rich compared to us urchins idling in the darkness and tenements sniffing glue in a number 2 brown paper bag hole in the pocket poor slow starters uninspired pressing through the dragging weight of a barren world not yet knowing we too will toil endlessly worry sick for loved ones and quake at endless indignities trying to eek out a living like the waiter we robbed of his pittance on this Sisyphean rock our lives stretched out before us a white knuckle ride between hope and quiet desperation struggling not to be swallowed through pitted black holes and fake floors into downward mobility our pin ball souls like small metal ***** jarred and knocked from one ringing bell to the next in a turbulent game player or not without an inkling of the fated dark signature written into our genes by deaths hand before we know kindness
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Jan 31, 2017
Jan 31, 2017 at 7:42 PM UTC
Before We Know Kindness
before we know kindness we are silly moons a primal scream ids gaggle of wants having not yet understood our own vulnerability and its connection to others the agony of self uninitiated by the sacrifices yet to come in effect a criminal mind as a child growing up in brooklyn my friends and i would make a mad dash out of ching-a-lings chopsuey restaurant after eating sumptuously with out paying the bill electrified with terror and excitement at the thought of being grabbed by a chinese boogy man and laughing breathless when finally out of harms way sadistically delighting by the panic we caused as some red faced hyperventilating waiter caved trying to catch five little hell boys fury fast all adults were filthy rich compared to us urchins idling in the darkness and tenements sniffing glue in a number 2 brown paper bag hole in the pocket poor slow starters uninspired pressing through the dragging weight of a barren world not yet knowing we too will toil endlessly worry sick for loved ones and quake at endless indignities trying to eek out a living like the waiter we robbed of his pittance on this Sisyphean rock our lives stretched out before us a white knuckle ride between hope and quiet desperation struggling not to be swallowed through pitted black holes and fake floors into downward mobility our pin ball souls like small metal ***** jarred and knocked from one ringing bell to the next in a turbulent game player or not without an inkling of the fated dark signature written into our genes by deaths hand before we know kindness
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Because in all the insidious cases, it is a home-based canteen of soul-killing, mind-boggling, headache cats! Ordinary alcohol - s gossip clouds billowing at jaccudzi parties filling the court fools! The dog-flash game of dog comedies is followed by more and more popular fun! The vulnerable man is already prostituting himself! There is also a shadow over the ****** ***** gates of the Universe; diligent *** fleas fatten greedy greedy and insatiable elephants!   Lurking-polite idle boys can always stay on the go! he jerks into an unspeakable deep stack who wakes up to a sobering daze without the love of Loyalty! Ordas-whimsical merriment-pleasures are combined with incredible creativity! - The legitimate V.I.P. sense of life is concreted into the public consciousness as an unbreakable shell! Appearance The shores of America are still moving further and further away from a hundred-year lag prospect! They perform a complete power outage in tangled brains! The whole ruction always starts with a selfish leech attachment!   Can everyone just become a cheap toy in the hands of bad guys?! Slave-fought billion-dollar ********** dives play with each other as uninitiated silk chipendale boys! Their player veins are getting hotter and more unquenchable! Wild cats rattling on command and ringing their chains can easily become tamed kittens! In their Haddelhadd memories you can hardly find anyone who could show understanding empathy for little boy sadness! - The kneaded addict does not voluntarily consume performance-enhancing steroids; in stripped-down animalized instincts it is becoming increasingly difficult to find the True and Sincere happiness of this tiny existence!
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Apr 6, 2021
Apr 6, 2021 at 1:55 AM UTC
Dun identification
Because in all the insidious cases, it is a home-based canteen of soul-killing, mind-boggling, headache cats! Ordinary alcohol - s gossip clouds billowing at jaccudzi parties filling the court fools! The dog-flash game of dog comedies is followed by more and more popular fun! The vulnerable man is already prostituting himself! There is also a shadow over the ****** ***** gates of the Universe; diligent *** fleas fatten greedy greedy and insatiable elephants!   Lurking-polite idle boys can always stay on the go! he jerks into an unspeakable deep stack who wakes up to a sobering daze without the love of Loyalty! Ordas-whimsical merriment-pleasures are combined with incredible creativity! - The legitimate V.I.P. sense of life is concreted into the public consciousness as an unbreakable shell! Appearance The shores of America are still moving further and further away from a hundred-year lag prospect! They perform a complete power outage in tangled brains! The whole ruction always starts with a selfish leech attachment!   Can everyone just become a cheap toy in the hands of bad guys?! Slave-fought billion-dollar ********** dives play with each other as uninitiated silk chipendale boys! Their player veins are getting hotter and more unquenchable! Wild cats rattling on command and ringing their chains can easily become tamed kittens! In their Haddelhadd memories you can hardly find anyone who could show understanding empathy for little boy sadness! - The kneaded addict does not voluntarily consume performance-enhancing steroids; in stripped-down animalized instincts it is becoming increasingly difficult to find the True and Sincere happiness of this tiny existence!
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A song only heard at night A fragrance that floods the mind with lost memories A soul of obfuscation Transcending the ways of man Staring down the duplicity of happenstance I crawl through a landscape, alien to the uninitiated. In strict cadence to the night song The smell of burnt sandalwood emasculates the soul Afar off, you glimpse a shape that once meant something to you An amorphous shadow Do you give life to a memory? Or Ashes to Ashes
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May 3, 2014
May 3, 2014 at 9:15 AM UTC
Ashes to Ashes
The uninitiated pandering to the lowest common denominator, the clean cut ************ in sophomoric rhetoric, "Sick" he says, "Addicted" he says, Like, "I haven't seen the girl I have a crush on in almost 24 hours and I feel.......like...... Withdrawing. Itchy, Nauseous, Angry, Vomiting, Like I've got insects EVERYWHERE, MY BODY IS THE ENEMY, OPEN REVOLT OF THE AFFECTED CELLS, (THEY'RE ALL AFFECTED BY NOW) There is no escape there is no relief there is nothing to be done but wait it out, One day clean, Two days clean, Three days clean, Maybe, this will pass, NO IT WILL NOT Four days later, a glimpse, relapse, progress undone, back to 0, the sickness is inevitable, I'm going to die like this" When was the last time you looked into the ravenous ****** eyes of the masses, and what did you learn from this? Not enough Grow up.
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Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 12:05 AM UTC
The Metaphor of the Disease
What if the town of Mayberry wasn’t Exactly “white”? Some of it would be of course But what if most was “not quite?” And whom? They all look the same. The same arms. The same hands. Creamy, milky blanched and not exactly pink even in soapy dishwater. It does explain why there aren’t really any children. That would give one away That tawny skin That curious hair and inky eyes Aunt Bea, her nose is a little wide perhaps and yet... Well Sheriff Andy sure can sing and his hair has just the slightest suggestion of a wave. Otis’s lips are full and plump. His face is round not square. He is the most unassuming and gentlemanly of criminals. He locks himself up at night when it’s called for. Sshhh Is this why everyone is so frozen? Not one foot put wrong even in a solemn country way? The secret getting out? People wouldn’t understand. And they’re out there far off by a stream There could be trouble And who’s who? And who’s what? We sit and watch the glow of quiet spectacle. The pantomime of the solicitude. The church raffle. The apple pie. The charade where no one knows the answer If you were uninitiated maybe you would never know. Imagine the stillness. Now Opie you stay out of the sun! But Pa! I mean it. Now go do as you’re told and get ready for supper. Oh alright. They sit quietly around the table Drinking iced tea and smiling Nothing’s moving. You sure know how make a fine piece of Pie Aunt Bea! Oh Andy! No elbows on the table. Why yes Sir. Why no Ma’am. Look, my hair is blond And my eyes are a funny golden brown I have a lot of freckles and when it rains my hair does not know what to do I wear it in a long braid down my back, tight Someday I’ll meet a nice blond man and he’ll take me away from here. I’ll stay out of the sun most days and our children will be perfect.
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Aug 16, 2018
Aug 16, 2018 at 5:34 PM UTC
What if
What if the town of Mayberry wasn’t Exactly “white”? Some of it would be of course But what if most was “not quite?” And whom? They all look the same. The same arms. The same hands. Creamy, milky blanched and not exactly pink even in soapy dishwater. It does explain why there aren’t really any children. That would give one away That tawny skin That curious hair and inky eyes Aunt Bea, her nose is a little wide perhaps and yet... Well Sheriff Andy sure can sing and his hair has just the slightest suggestion of a wave. Otis’s lips are full and plump. His face is round not square. He is the most unassuming and gentlemanly of criminals. He locks himself up at night when it’s called for. Sshhh Is this why everyone is so frozen? Not one foot put wrong even in a solemn country way? The secret getting out? People wouldn’t understand. And they’re out there far off by a stream There could be trouble And who’s who? And who’s what? We sit and watch the glow of quiet spectacle. The pantomime of the solicitude. The church raffle. The apple pie. The charade where no one knows the answer If you were uninitiated maybe you would never know. Imagine the stillness. Now Opie you stay out of the sun! But Pa! I mean it. Now go do as you’re told and get ready for supper. Oh alright. They sit quietly around the table Drinking iced tea and smiling Nothing’s moving. You sure know how make a fine piece of Pie Aunt Bea! Oh Andy! No elbows on the table. Why yes Sir. Why no Ma’am. Look, my hair is blond And my eyes are a funny golden brown I have a lot of freckles and when it rains my hair does not know what to do I wear it in a long braid down my back, tight Someday I’ll meet a nice blond man and he’ll take me away from here. I’ll stay out of the sun most days and our children will be perfect.
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