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Nobody marching toward us Their guns making us die. No tanks are come clanking No bombers in the sky. But our Congress and generals When oil or bases seem needed; We appear armed and threatening Peace and love talk not heeded. No country has attacked us With troops and lethal artillery. But our leaders expect us to Go open up their arteries And **** their women and children And laugh while they all die And we are expected to do this And never think to ask why. It’s almost like big companies Were sad when WW2 ended So they started attacking countries We really should have befriended. We let Russia have free reign To **** and ****** and steal Almost as if their aggression Wasn’t really true or even real. We looked around and made them, Those evil old warlike excuses, That some country threatened freedom And we pretended they weren’t ruses. We attacked Korea and Vietnam We were just supposed to observe That they were yellow people there And think they got what they deserved. We didn’t stop there, as Reagan took A duly elected leader and put him in jail. If any country did that to our country The conservatives would howl and rail. Then the Bushes tried their best to take Iraq to steal their oil and punish them And created an era of stronger hatred And anti-American outrage and mayhem. No foreign country has attacked America; So, the point bears repeating once again. We need to stop acting like bullies here And start acting like decent statesmen And women who have the bigger picture; The growth of peace in our battered world So, other countries will not take their guns And shoot our flag when it’s unfurled.
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Sep 26, 2018
Sep 26, 2018 at 4:56 PM UTC
THE BIG LIE OF WAR
Nobody marching toward us Their guns making us die. No tanks are come clanking No bombers in the sky. But our Congress and generals When oil or bases seem needed; We appear armed and threatening Peace and love talk not heeded. No country has attacked us With troops and lethal artillery. But our leaders expect us to Go open up their arteries And **** their women and children And laugh while they all die And we are expected to do this And never think to ask why. It’s almost like big companies Were sad when WW2 ended So they started attacking countries We really should have befriended. We let Russia have free reign To **** and ****** and steal Almost as if their aggression Wasn’t really true or even real. We looked around and made them, Those evil old warlike excuses, That some country threatened freedom And we pretended they weren’t ruses. We attacked Korea and Vietnam We were just supposed to observe That they were yellow people there And think they got what they deserved. We didn’t stop there, as Reagan took A duly elected leader and put him in jail. If any country did that to our country The conservatives would howl and rail. Then the Bushes tried their best to take Iraq to steal their oil and punish them And created an era of stronger hatred And anti-American outrage and mayhem. No foreign country has attacked America; So, the point bears repeating once again. We need to stop acting like bullies here And start acting like decent statesmen And women who have the bigger picture; The growth of peace in our battered world So, other countries will not take their guns And shoot our flag when it’s unfurled.
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MY gender has a big *** problem we think with our ***** because our brains are in our ******* a nicely curved rear a subtly protruding chest imagination always adheres and the hands do the rest in our teens we’re rabbits in our 20’s we’re wolves by 30 we’re lions and 40, owls psychologically volatile emotionally detached physically competent spiritually mismatched understand, we’re arrogant ******** when we’re trying to save face we are also capable of shame and regret not every jack holds an ace the exterior is tough showing only what ruses the eyes true that a man can bluff but even crocodiles cry the next time a **** tries to be one fret not, you can still have fun start by questioning his masculinity and move on to “you have a tiny….” yes that’s right, go ahead spite ME.
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May 4, 2014
May 4, 2014 at 5:49 PM UTC
ImeMY
Himself, in a crying shame Spoil me with a door, a fury too overt... Excuse a jaded court, mellifluent by name? A rosey future, a mission to earn the word...? Worlds to weigh, a happier conscience Ruses and voiced rage, particular to winds Of times trying, the boot of legends With the turn of somewhere simple into lent minds... Fists in the air, a fight will remember remorse... Sides of same and days rue, to collect a heaven Is such a fickle repose, the dawn of a new force? Worth one spare moment, to tell the difference as leavened Throw after throw - to tell a characters tale With the gaunt terror of risen voices and deeds That calmly collected a house, that secluded with what will A house of reaches of tomorrow, has the sense of entirety of needs...? A piece of cake, a dread to eat it... There in an uncertain stare, with a rolling hiccough The total of vice to share, the challenge of a chosen wit That has seen the truth, a course to new causes that knew the tough For a new land, the barriers of meagerness's echo To a chastity in round eyes, and the curiosity of a waiting hour Let with the light of opportunity, in these steps we hold A mind at bay, that knew one thing more than patience, a salt so sour...
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Apr 28, 2023
Apr 28, 2023 at 8:14 PM UTC
Looking Eyes Without Dreams For Terror
Subtle ruses she plays with unsuspecting hearts With an alluring trace of flair Never meaning anything at all to her No focus is ever there A touch, a smile, along with lingering glances Quickly melt a naïve fool Manipulating to gain what she is seeking With her feminine wiles and tools Such lovely promises are made unspoken Yet loudly and out of turn Emptying the pockets of those hearts unskilled In avoiding manipulation’s burn User, abuser, or master of her own show Which one of the three Is a question asked by many an observer Watching the travesty Perhaps one day, those old tables will turn on her Shift where her wind does not blow One who is wise, to her unspoken feminine plies Will smile, while stealing her show
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Sep 17, 2010
Sep 17, 2010 at 6:28 PM UTC
Stealing Her Show
Demon of complacency Yours is the face I see I never wanted to look back I knew my life was on the track. For far too long I had thought I had the whole world caught. I should have been afraid Thinking that I had it made. Excuses and ruses, I had them Emotional accounts, I padded them. I ignored all my past mistakes. I figured they were just the breaks. And now it is my time to shine. I knew for sure I would be fine. I could go back to my bad ways I would have nothing but sunny days. The bad things that happened to me All came about quite accidentally. I am so much older and smarter. I know so many tricks of the trade. I have this race made in the shade. Crashing and burning a non-starter. I could whip any monsters in the room. I was sweeping with a brand new broom. Demon of complacency Yours is the face I see I never wanted to look back I knew my life was on the track. For far too long I had thought I had the whole world caught. I should have been afraid Thinking that I had it made. I was sure I could run around With the gang I had always found The drinkers and smokers of **** I have all the protection I need. There is no reason for me to be Locked up in a kind of high security. I can take a drink or a tiny hit Now that I know when to quit. I miss my friends and fun and dancing. Besides you need it when romancing. I would be some kind of wimpy pain If I didn’t offer a bit of champagne. So, I know I can make it. I’m strong. If someone is worried, they’re wrong. A person can drink a few times a week. I’ve outgrown all the worry, so to speak. Demon of complacency Yours is the face I see I never wanted to look back I knew my life was on the track. For far too long I had thought I had the whole world caught. I should have been afraid Thinking that I had it made. Brent Kincaid 4/11/2015
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Apr 12, 2015
Apr 12, 2015 at 2:57 AM UTC
DEMON OF COMPLACENCY
Demon of complacency Yours is the face I see I never wanted to look back I knew my life was on the track. For far too long I had thought I had the whole world caught. I should have been afraid Thinking that I had it made. Excuses and ruses, I had them Emotional accounts, I padded them. I ignored all my past mistakes. I figured they were just the breaks. And now it is my time to shine. I knew for sure I would be fine. I could go back to my bad ways I would have nothing but sunny days. The bad things that happened to me All came about quite accidentally. I am so much older and smarter. I know so many tricks of the trade. I have this race made in the shade. Crashing and burning a non-starter. I could whip any monsters in the room. I was sweeping with a brand new broom. Demon of complacency Yours is the face I see I never wanted to look back I knew my life was on the track. For far too long I had thought I had the whole world caught. I should have been afraid Thinking that I had it made. I was sure I could run around With the gang I had always found The drinkers and smokers of **** I have all the protection I need. There is no reason for me to be Locked up in a kind of high security. I can take a drink or a tiny hit Now that I know when to quit. I miss my friends and fun and dancing. Besides you need it when romancing. I would be some kind of wimpy pain If I didn’t offer a bit of champagne. So, I know I can make it. I’m strong. If someone is worried, they’re wrong. A person can drink a few times a week. I’ve outgrown all the worry, so to speak. Demon of complacency Yours is the face I see I never wanted to look back I knew my life was on the track. For far too long I had thought I had the whole world caught. I should have been afraid Thinking that I had it made. Brent Kincaid 4/11/2015
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Right now,          plunder he repayeth, in the eve of the ground corn thereon; from his nature, He found out about the city by hand region of the world It is stupid; contemplating the move ax; He felt the dishonor,     & by the smoke, & the madness of the conversion of the hides & cost teenage glory stockings & abstract winds;          You bring the mysteries of doctrine; Thick meeting Mark dark for men;  Cut thin, & the heat in the morning;         St. by a goddess; companion; enough by sweating; it passionate unseen sixth light rain? Sometimes it happens successfully ruses state law the first hot days of the Jew Street;  Stand fast in your labor,    & by Before the start of elders;  The other half of the motion picture;    Especially for the part of the Gauls, sheath & master of propaganda; Outside is very bright torches beach mountain; Please exposed to fortune-telling After spending the stomach girdle read the book in the wear on the skin, Certainly fated half of Asia mountains and at Queen's Medical point; The voice of the woman stayed eve bruised grain & robbery the city and nature found to be made a dunghill from the side of the sphere of the countries from the region It is stupid; Moves contemplated Muses;    She sensed the smoke of a fire,           an injury to one's country, and the madness of the conversion of the glory;   The cost teenage covert side; The socks are the winds Secret doctrine; Mark thick dark to meet men; Cut thin,      & the heat in the morning; St. by a goddess; sweating; The loving enough; But he that is of the six of your mind; unseen one morning, light rain; Sometimes it happens successfully ruses state law hot day was cause pain,              Standing in the way of the Jews:                Before the start of the other elders;          The center of the motion picture crew especially as part of its sheath; the propaganda;   He was bright; a torch in front of this mountain, from the same fortune-telling on the shore of a naked man in her wings, protection to the body of the stomach of course,     the skin from the scroll, up to half of weird Asian mountains it would be the place where the Medical princess is a criminal
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Sep 30, 2018
Sep 30, 2018 at 2:51 AM UTC
Propaganda
Right now,          plunder he repayeth, in the eve of the ground corn thereon; from his nature, He found out about the city by hand region of the world It is stupid; contemplating the move ax; He felt the dishonor,     & by the smoke, & the madness of the conversion of the hides & cost teenage glory stockings & abstract winds;          You bring the mysteries of doctrine; Thick meeting Mark dark for men;  Cut thin, & the heat in the morning;         St. by a goddess; companion; enough by sweating; it passionate unseen sixth light rain? Sometimes it happens successfully ruses state law the first hot days of the Jew Street;  Stand fast in your labor,    & by Before the start of elders;  The other half of the motion picture;    Especially for the part of the Gauls, sheath & master of propaganda; Outside is very bright torches beach mountain; Please exposed to fortune-telling After spending the stomach girdle read the book in the wear on the skin, Certainly fated half of Asia mountains and at Queen's Medical point; The voice of the woman stayed eve bruised grain & robbery the city and nature found to be made a dunghill from the side of the sphere of the countries from the region It is stupid; Moves contemplated Muses;    She sensed the smoke of a fire,           an injury to one's country, and the madness of the conversion of the glory;   The cost teenage covert side; The socks are the winds Secret doctrine; Mark thick dark to meet men; Cut thin,      & the heat in the morning; St. by a goddess; sweating; The loving enough; But he that is of the six of your mind; unseen one morning, light rain; Sometimes it happens successfully ruses state law hot day was cause pain,              Standing in the way of the Jews:                Before the start of the other elders;          The center of the motion picture crew especially as part of its sheath; the propaganda;   He was bright; a torch in front of this mountain, from the same fortune-telling on the shore of a naked man in her wings, protection to the body of the stomach of course,     the skin from the scroll, up to half of weird Asian mountains it would be the place where the Medical princess is a criminal
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fingers tapping against your thigh, music note mumblings. subtract everyone else and watch the feeling m   u      l        t          i            p               l                 y disassemble and reassemble the ensemble and allocate your earnings as earnestly as you can without appearing overeager. overhearing a conspiracy between my lips and your neck. a secret isn't a secret unless you whisper it, so do it, make sure the russians don't hear us as they rush off to give reports on that look I just gave you, the one that is oh so telling. reveling in it. living in the revelation of your skin, pouring down your presence like honey, like sweet molasses dripping thick and sweet, simmering under the sun, glimmering in the water like a jewel, jealous and **** painful and dark and dazzling. beating only in anatomical hearts, out of tune, cacophony and cruel crimson, missing someone not something, left wanting and waning in the light of a lopsided moon, farsighted and fingers that prune in purple light rippling across the walls, willing to travel the planes of your body, embodied travesty traversing the sahara, dunes doomed to be swept away by the wind, breaking and kept away, each grain unable to touch one another more than once, gorgeous enough to be pain, staking your claim on misery before the misers bury it in their own backyards, backwards discovery, a convenient amnesia, believing ruses and runes to decipher in delicate dictum like tricking a language into translating itself. almost too much of not enough.
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Apr 23, 2017
Apr 23, 2017 at 12:14 PM UTC
3:03 am
fingers tapping against your thigh, music note mumblings. subtract everyone else and watch the feeling m   u      l        t          i            p               l                 y disassemble and reassemble the ensemble and allocate your earnings as earnestly as you can without appearing overeager. overhearing a conspiracy between my lips and your neck. a secret isn't a secret unless you whisper it, so do it, make sure the russians don't hear us as they rush off to give reports on that look I just gave you, the one that is oh so telling. reveling in it. living in the revelation of your skin, pouring down your presence like honey, like sweet molasses dripping thick and sweet, simmering under the sun, glimmering in the water like a jewel, jealous and **** painful and dark and dazzling. beating only in anatomical hearts, out of tune, cacophony and cruel crimson, missing someone not something, left wanting and waning in the light of a lopsided moon, farsighted and fingers that prune in purple light rippling across the walls, willing to travel the planes of your body, embodied travesty traversing the sahara, dunes doomed to be swept away by the wind, breaking and kept away, each grain unable to touch one another more than once, gorgeous enough to be pain, staking your claim on misery before the misers bury it in their own backyards, backwards discovery, a convenient amnesia, believing ruses and runes to decipher in delicate dictum like tricking a language into translating itself. almost too much of not enough.
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I had tailored denial for my heart and for each new sun, that fabric became home. I had lost taste of the lips of love Until... I started dreaming again... ...it feels as though she'd never left Igniting obscure euphoria bereft of my heart And... I'm trying to convince myself... that it's just another night when she ruses me with pills of nostalgia. Pulling strings that remind my body of the excitement when our skins knead. Teaching my heart, again, how to skip a beat. I'm trying to convince myself that it's just another night... ...but she is now an anchor in my dreams, dragging me to what it felt like to be in love.
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Dec 14, 2022
Dec 14, 2022 at 8:24 AM UTC
Nights alone
Sounds like the devil's worship 'fools' see it in the very bright of day hate's spectrum sold so in grey excuses with 'light and love' that has never saved not one 'precious' going under miring mud What is of self worth in the world of put downs get above beyond over top with all insidious ruses so artfully disgraced in lowly tastes into the sweetest hearts with the most promising starts with arrogance and the living and learning the condescending tortures thrown back in ones face must be mastered till disguised with the brightest pomp flashy emotional romps of starlets Any format will do without exception there are toasts and cheers to all of god's little children being taken under in compliant fashion Diverge we do upon two paths one foot in each by light and by darkness that is with the grey masters between love and hate consciously delusional simple choices all the way agreed agreed no fire we started no hell departed Two paths four eyes just for starters take a flight through the hearts of all of god's devils heaven hell commanded
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Oct 21, 2012
Oct 21, 2012 at 10:07 AM UTC
Hate Spectrum's Hallowed Cacophony
There are tears that fall in the ocean and tears that fall from the sky there are tears on the faces of loved ones don't ask me I can't tell you why. In this bltzkrieg I see only compulsion and the desire to see so much more In compulsion I see my destruction Tell me what is it all for? I look but can't find perhaps I am blind to what stares at me in the face but the forest's no place to play hide and seek it's so dark and so bleak and the creaking of trees become the creaking of decks on lost ships on high seas and I am so weak can't be bothered to hide or to seek any more. Tell me what is it all for? Is it the lust that burns deep within, for a pipe of tobacco and a pitcher of gin and do I win when I win or is it the gin? I lose some choose some confuse many any one could which brings me again to a knock on the wood for luck. **** ..superstition time yeah that'll do me real fine let me throw down the runes in the ruin that I am let me talk to the man up above let him lend me some love let it fit like a glove. but send an umbrella the tears will come they always see another self fulfilling prophesy that ties me in knots and would haves and could haves and I have lots of excuses and ruses and time on my hands life's metal bands have put me in chains Link by a link of the words in the ink and bound by a round about where I never get out to begin again and to sing again caged birds caged words tired lions in irons all in the mess of a life. I confess it's not good in the forest you'd think I'd at least see the wood but blind again I find again only the dead bits that fell onto dead ground and round and round I go again.
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Jun 20, 2013
Jun 20, 2013 at 9:47 AM UTC
Playground
There are tears that fall in the ocean and tears that fall from the sky there are tears on the faces of loved ones don't ask me I can't tell you why. In this bltzkrieg I see only compulsion and the desire to see so much more In compulsion I see my destruction Tell me what is it all for? I look but can't find perhaps I am blind to what stares at me in the face but the forest's no place to play hide and seek it's so dark and so bleak and the creaking of trees become the creaking of decks on lost ships on high seas and I am so weak can't be bothered to hide or to seek any more. Tell me what is it all for? Is it the lust that burns deep within, for a pipe of tobacco and a pitcher of gin and do I win when I win or is it the gin? I lose some choose some confuse many any one could which brings me again to a knock on the wood for luck. **** ..superstition time yeah that'll do me real fine let me throw down the runes in the ruin that I am let me talk to the man up above let him lend me some love let it fit like a glove. but send an umbrella the tears will come they always see another self fulfilling prophesy that ties me in knots and would haves and could haves and I have lots of excuses and ruses and time on my hands life's metal bands have put me in chains Link by a link of the words in the ink and bound by a round about where I never get out to begin again and to sing again caged birds caged words tired lions in irons all in the mess of a life. I confess it's not good in the forest you'd think I'd at least see the wood but blind again I find again only the dead bits that fell onto dead ground and round and round I go again.
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Sidereal gaze enriches casual lays beneath the shimmering firmament Glorified passions is the indignity of benighted scars and brandished armaments Scour with the owls proctoring over the night for signs that penetrate the tight That ooze new light and wage an epigamic fight Temptress like a mainlined ecstasy enlivening a heightened empathy Our love towers above suburban muses and urban ruses It showers with meteoric power and consummate flowers that it chooses The misfortune of star-crossed affections Is the serendipity of empowering but inclement afflictions Impenetrably vast like a cavernous space To make us tremble in insignificance at the petty rats that race Our lambent passions erupt with paroxysms immune to an unbuttoned snooze Oneiromancy glistens with prophetic eternities dreamed awake with inordinate ***** Playful jostles and succulent pretended jilts lionize our blessed fates We reckon with eternity by adducing modernity at its current rate We disavow transient objections just like gravity impounds its own weight
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Jan 4, 2016
Jan 4, 2016 at 7:47 PM UTC
Sidereal Vanities: A Mutual Insanity
¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ ¯ i found her alone seated amid sumptuous shelter crafted of a most clement terracotta watching as those chaotic worldspun towers whirled around, piercing through vehement welkin then stretching down to ground level. they went weaving through the coils of an ethereal copper jungle and gifting her skin with bruises as they fled— each one, the sputum of a septic recess that was ceaseless in its diction of ruses in her head. some people called her the dark passenger, yet she talked herself idyllic using only stolen words. *only twenty years old*? what a mess! several life events had her under duress that augural September day. she was depressed yet she was pressing answers from the void beneath the drop— a top-to-bottom nonsensical blessing; funneling logic behind such curtains had her stressing out daily. she grew arrogant and twisted with the shifting of seasons; she grew humbled and wary for the worst of reasons. her life had become a shell in every sense, but it made sense in the utmost of naïve and senseless respects ... then I opened my mouth to speak again.
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Aug 18, 2015
Aug 18, 2015 at 3:46 PM UTC
Whereupon
They listen to the ruses Use them as excuses For staying home and getting fat They ***** because they’re poor And never open the door More than to let in the cat. It’s a quiet existence If you offer no resistance When they take your rights away. The feds commit crimes But you get to work on time And limp along with half your pay. It’s a scary kind of game. You say you know who to blame Because you choose to ignore the facts. You continue half blind; You have made up your mind No matter how the one you chose acts. Regardless how we shout You vote the other guy out And leave the crooks to do their worst. If you actually research And quit quoting your church You can make the right choice first. Instead you and I suffer And freedom stutters Because of those who know little. Then those who study Get ******* by somebody Who punishes right left and middle. Because we are no longer The wise, the good, the stronger But the biggest bullies on the block. We had things headed right Then, in the middle of the night You lazies hit liberty in the head with a rock.
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Jan 29, 2017
Jan 29, 2017 at 3:16 PM UTC
WROTH vs SLOTH
Tis sad *To know or not the whys What difference does it make Looking back at all the unnecessities* ***To see and feel so clearly And just cry*** For a true moment awake *You believe so much it all matters You can change the future with all your nows Incrementally believing into every one Whatever such is but a heart hard matter* One where yes you do battle ***You do it right on You do it in the face of obstinate ruses*** *Of any and every justification of the little hells we normalize and try to stay straight with our cultish* ***Philosophies Cultural comforts Reverenant misguidances*** *Why call this life When, when clearly* One can see our daily deathly ploys *How fun twas musical chairs Little children run in dancing circles Till each is beset with the planned failures* For one and one only Shall be on top *While the other Shall be* The bottom Tis not so much the Wild Kingdom Tis the Wilds of Civilized Being
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May 26, 2013
May 26, 2013 at 11:18 AM UTC
Civilized Being
The angels' dandruff fell with no prints disturbing, while the world froze outside us, as we lay inches from one another with a pounding heart and electricity that could melt the ice stone branches now creaking in pain. Riding away, the words I wanted to say, are now just heartfelt ruses that turn melancholic as the miles of distance between us grows but this distance can't keep me far even if my car does 360s when it snows.
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Dec 10, 2013
Dec 10, 2013 at 2:39 PM UTC
Snow Excursion
Making excuses With hundreds of uses All kinds of ruses To cover up abuses By venal national leaders Upscale liars and cheaters And well-armed bush-beaters Feeding the meat-eaters. The uptight Right With its narrow eyesight Calls daytime night And loves a grudge fight So, they create enemies With deceitful homilies And live up to the parodies That leave us on our knees. They ignore the Constitution And make new resolutions To offer no real solutions. To our national destitution. All that matters is monetary So, they bribe the constabulary; Call civil rights revolutionary And laugh at those they bury. The point is, make no mistake These reprobates always take They never take a break. They cut nobody a break. They steal and call it rights And love it when the poor fight. And while we sleep at night They steal even the street lights.
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Jan 25, 2016
Jan 25, 2016 at 6:05 PM UTC
METHODS OF MADNESS
airs and graces made up faces hide weary bones and holey souls plastic smiles haven't seen you in awhile as internal insecurity riles the faint heart murmurs in these desolate piles that have run, far too many miles pacemakers racing, cracking casings, death dicing, panic rising, polite ruses, for the aged muses pacing this, social green mile daily shuffle, kerfuffle as dark winds ruffle the blue rinse perms and only partially muffle comments snide about bottoms wide, perkless ******* and unholy rests, of these none too permanent guests at this palace of mortality and malice. end of hours visitors gone wilting flowers and dinner gong release the  nurses put away the purses slump and sway end of another day keeping the old foe death at bay granny nightie, thoughts now flighty with pins in hair and vacant stare fervently wishing to be anywhere wishing for some one to be there but knowing, life's just not fair when you've grown this old knowing that each day is a dare each day a gem sometimes rare but more often gravel   yet, better living than stone cold. tho stone cold.....but without a care here I stand,  I sit, I lie, thinking dark thoughts on the protracted art of dying.
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May 29, 2016
May 29, 2016 at 5:59 PM UTC
the protracted art of dying
Stick to the tides, know the ruses, the rise and fall of lunar pulls and gravity so when you sail your keel will only graze what rocks beneath for if those barnacle-stain kelp-slapped teeth bite, no panicked oar stroke will hide that crimson bloom they smell blood from a quarter mile
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Jan 17, 2022
Jan 17, 2022 at 3:43 PM UTC
Tied
I wish I could feel something other than this sadness I'm really sick of all this madness the drama I create inside my mind if only my sanity was something I could find except for all these joyous ruses I'm not convinced that all these bruises will heal and I feel like running away from me or starting a catastrophe to hide in the numbness... and I keep hearing about oneness and it makes no **** sense might as well burn some incense and conjure my demons and tell them that I'm ready for relapse so they can prepare the way to my grave with all the rage of yesterday oh Lord! where are you... I keep feigning faith and trust yet the only things I seek are out of lust from a disgusting array of fantasies even worse when they manifests in my dreams because I can hear the screams that are coming from me I'm not sure I'm going to be okay I've worked so very hard at changing my ways my thinking and perceiving of what I see but the world is exactly as ****** up as I knew it to be and there's no consoling me at the moment so here is me trying not to control it oh, **** it, I'm tired of pretending that all will be well that all manner of things will be well in this living hell 'cuz my mind is a prison phone with the devil on the line telling me that all I'll ever have is time...
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Apr 9, 2016
Apr 9, 2016 at 4:56 PM UTC
666-666-1111
How do you prove an immunity to a recurringly exhumed seclusion when the noise of static, so intrusive when unmuted, easily confuses and a skewed view produces only illusion's futile ruses? Can't hands, seamlessly and when misguided, be abusive from refusing their own bruises and contusions, manifest and fuse into a multitude of misconstrued, misled misuses? Yet I will argue choosing to humor the tune communicating through the intuitive music and movement that amuses- what is heard echoes clues for harmony and hallowed union's mutual congruence, even in the crudest beauty and pursuit of human improvement and what we knew, uprooted. Doubt, when reducing to delusions, always loses when refuted, and though humility means fragile ****** included, elusive truths all allude to an absolution through this- what diffuses, what we keep, and how we do it the conclusion.
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May 13, 2017
May 13, 2017 at 3:12 AM UTC
Absolution's Pursuit, Concluded
Almost all the crap in my life Is something I’ve done wrong; Bad decisions I have made As I stumbled my way along. When I was an adolescent I blamed my stuff on others; My peers, friends and brothers. I made up stories and finger-pointed. Soon nobody wanted to trust me, My social posture became disjointed. Was it all of them or was it just me? I taught myself to quickly lie And to make elaborate excuses. It’s almost like I had no gift To live without butt-saving ruses. Early I learned polite society Would not say to my face. That my sense of personal ethics Had become a huge disgrace. Folks smiled and said empty words. None had the care and grace to say They’d quickly check their watches If I told them the time of day. But only for a certain time Can this kind of crass stupidity Avoid even my devious vision. It stole from them and from me. Sooner or later, even my hard head Had to want the truth and admit The book of my life was being read And my lies were a huge part of it.
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Nov 2, 2017
Nov 2, 2017 at 6:54 PM UTC
THE FIRST STEP
Why? When that question bangs against it's cage and you can feed it no more Step lightly into the excuses for they are demon mired with artifice and ruses Demons that lay a coup just outside your mental door They litter the floor with bones of regret picked clean for their answers Where they sit, waiting for it they lay a vigil for second chances When the whisper floats softly into your ear only to rattle inside your head You will remember, year upon year It was never anything you did It was always something you said
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Aug 8, 2016
Aug 8, 2016 at 4:57 AM UTC
the question
She may have been quiet, but she wasn't blind. Just because you didn't notice her, doesn't mean she didn't notice you. She saw a lot more than you thought. Like the time you tripped that boy, or pushed that girl over. She saw every little mistake, every defining moment. She was the type of girl to watch, listen and notice. She saw the pain you gave to others, but she also saw the pain you were in. She saw through the masks, the ruses, the indifference. She could see to your heart and soul, and saw what you had been through. She gave you a second chance. She let you heal and become a better person. She believed in you. And what did you do? You brushed her off, pretended like she didn't matter. All because of your friends. You didn't want to look like you cared, even though deep down you really did. You fell for her. The girl who was invisible to everyone else. But you hid it. You hid all your feelings so you would still be cool. The girl who saved you. She could see all your pain, but did you try to see hers? She was breaking, fracturing, splintering as she was trying to piece you back together. She was falling apart and you left. You gave up on her even after all she did for you. Now, she's gone and you are never going to get the chance to make it right...
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May 9, 2015
May 9, 2015 at 1:27 AM UTC
The girl who saved you
Speak to me no more, my heartstrings fray Rush down my cheek, for you have proven fears To believe from me, you would think to stray! Love me no more. Wails from the hall my attention takes, I listen and know there’s a heart that breaks. Then remembering put out an arm, I stop the fall; Only then I see, ‘tis I who is in the hall. Love me no more. Friendship teaches but leaves me bruised, For always I somehow seem to bend, And believe stupidly falling to ruses. So broken hearted pain has set a trend, Love me no more.
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Nov 3, 2013
Nov 3, 2013 at 10:52 PM UTC
Broken Already
Where are you from mind to mother Are you from the tree of ether midnight lover Mauve and green, and the timber of autumn chill Chattering, wait a minute it's winter in green Care to oblige, into my world, wondering who's it from To the effect, it's a phenomenon in the embers of eclipsed Make a couple throws, and roll with the scientist of the cusp of miss emerald You look like a girl, maiden to the concurrent countess stealing a glance from her Siamese cat Let it be, and little are we ready to not believe that, die on the silver scent Where's the feeling at and the inevitable morning reeling out, the perfidy of digressing The breaking bread and reading takes to the herd, kindly The wine ages with time and death take the darkness away Edging on the time is like living life on every way of integrity Schizoid of the psychoanalysis of the treasonable civilian, here on myrhh Running away from you never took more gusto, the fact ain't lying A thousand men fighting and flowing Specs of the dust like a hurricane, moving just because they can Galvanizing with the woods, I'd sit with my underground chair with burning papers Burning with the recession, the economy was on page Were we in prized papers? The value of money and the sleepers, in clean ruses and jackknifes killing the heathens Truth with the people told us of better times Hitherto, this is just our choice, within the entropy, outside we are in frames within
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Aug 4, 2019
Aug 4, 2019 at 9:09 PM UTC
Winter In Green