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"hunny" poems
Im cold and alone and you're all I have. And the voices have come again. And they are louder. *"you're worthless" "you're nothing" "no one likes you" "I hate you" "just die" "you're fat and ugly" **** yourself"* As I scream and cry for your help, you comfort me. You tell me, it'll be okay now hush hunny I slide you through my skin.    I go  again and  again Yet, stil i can't feel anything inside, all i can feel is the Warmth of the blood that is flowing down my leg. For I am hollow inside,  I can no longer feel. All I can feel is your cold kisses on my skin. dear bestfriend, you're my sweet release.
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Dec 14, 2014
Dec 14, 2014 at 11:16 AM UTC
dear bestfriend
Whenever you come home, you send me a text saying: "Hunny, I'm home." And sometimes I call you: Home. Because when I'm with you. I feel so safe. Like I'm home.
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Dec 15, 2014
Dec 15, 2014 at 5:31 PM UTC
Home
I could turn away, But then id have to pay, My happiness may be the price, But when it comes to that i think ill roll the dice. Lets give it a chance, And maybe just survive this crazy little dance. Cause the smile spread wide across my face, Well maybe you cant tell, But hunny, i dont want my space. It may be a secret, nobody can know, But the day will come when that wont even show. Yeah it ***** But oh well, lifes just tough. Sneaking around will never be easy, But baby when you kiss me, i get queezy. I like you alot, And as far as what i want, Your right on the dot. Isaac i want this to work, Hey!who knows? Maybe secrecy will turn out to be a perk By: Kaity Morris March 2,2012
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Nov 20, 2012
Nov 20, 2012 at 4:04 PM UTC
Secret Relationship.
She's a champagne princess She's a little 4:20 hunny A splash of class and sass All mixed up in a whiskey glass She has a heart of gold A life that's young & A soul that's old.
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Aug 10, 2017
Aug 10, 2017 at 9:59 AM UTC
she's
Bad as a ***** ***** Bas as a ***** ***** Flapjack rippin up tracks Call the conductor Oh wait that’s me You need training Wheel’s on the track Traction that you stuck under N never wonder who is coming with the blunderbuss All up in yo face, one shot n you under us Ain’t wonderous? ****** up a couple plastics, pause, chill, kickback Smoke a couple blunts M to the A G, N to the Ificient Life’s nice isn’t it? That is, if ya got a little life light to lighten up those, like, Way heavy dark instances. And I don’t give a **** what you’re inference is Psh, this ***** tryna tell me what the difference is I thought it was obvious I am, they are not the **** Now we all got a nervous system But that don’t explain why you’re so nervous mister I done chained two chains up by his whiskers Gave away his dummy money needed hunny ****** his sister It’s the Little Rapscallion ****** up your fleet, better bring the whole battalion And I rap stallions, you stickin to the stable Fables of your ladies n your many medalions **** I’m goin off in this motha ***** Tossin these ***** fuckas wall to wall Knockin bricks out with a fist pound So get out n stand back, take notes, watch it fall I’m bach with ***** don’t matter what your speed I can clock em all, No cops involved, knock knock knock knock Lock down drop top n ball I’m all tweaked up n ***** you bound to stall
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Aug 26, 2014
Aug 26, 2014 at 2:33 AM UTC
Swerve
Nicknames make me laugh They express a person, Through another persons eyes. Or maybe a name, Given by the person themselves. The love of my life. His nickname is my baby bear. Why? He doesn't have bear like qualities, Nor is he a baby (sometimes) But because for me, His nickname expresses clearly what he is. He is MY baby bear. Without intention it has came to be, The possessiveness that comes out of me. Because no matter what he may be... Sweetie, Hunny, Sugar Pie. He will always be my, My love of my life.
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Jul 12, 2013
Jul 12, 2013 at 3:41 AM UTC
Nicknames
Just because you want to feel a tingle in your flesh You allow him to **** your ******* Pushing and pulling, grunting as he goes Leaving love bites on your neck And a fertilized egg in your womb But you dont know that yet Youre just having a good time Thinking youre old enough to grind On a man thrice your age Even though you and his youngest son are at the same stage You think youre grown A woman in all her glory But trust me hunny youre gona be sorry When you realize your menstrual wont come A few days after your lover came You are going to regret your mistake But that was the chance you decided to take No one but you are responsible for your actions Because all you cared about was ****** satisfaction And for that embryo inside of you? Thats another story He's another person you will have to tell sorry But youre grown right? Im sure youll know what to do From food to clothes to diapers and all Im sure a grown woman as yourself has got it under control
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Jun 19, 2014
Jun 19, 2014 at 12:22 AM UTC
Grown Woman
There was a caterpillar that had no friends She feared she would be alone in the end She had all, but given in She stayed in a trees And hid behind the leaves Until she ate them, or there was a breeze She had become so very fat All the other insects made fun and spat Out cruel words, she no longer wanted life and that was that But before she could eat the poison leaf, along flew a hunny bee "Hunny child you just dont see That one day your gonna fly like me" She looked at him in bewilderment Surly his brain was a little bent Wings for her would have to be heaven sent But she decided to hold on a little longer Just to prove he couldn't be wronger That bee's words she would often ponder The other insects still showed their hate The more they said the more she ate She knew they was right she'd never find a mate So she made a cocoon, to hide herself within So she no longer heard the words that could condemn What awaited her would be hard to comprehend The bee seen the cocoon, and sat and waited patiently He wanted to be the very first to see At what a beautiful creature she had came to be When she emerged the sun hurt her eyes Many a day had gone by The sun seemed way to bright in the sky But then she got a look at her wings, they where gray "Why didn't God paint them, why are they this way" At the bee in disgust she shouted, "You should of let me die that day" "But my lovely one, you are now a creature of the night And will fly by the enchanting moonlight And see many many wonderful sights" "Besides my hunny chid they're wings You can now fly to the heavens and sing Your point of view will now change on many things" "God painted your wings gray So in the bright of day Against the tree bark you can lay And safely sleep the day away" "God only picks the strongest To prowl in the moon lit darkness He only picks the bravest That at night can help with the loneliness" The Moth bent her head in repentance She couldn't even finish her sentence For she realised in that instance The bee was talking about her transcendence
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Mar 18, 2016
Mar 18, 2016 at 10:59 PM UTC
A Caterpillars Story
There was a caterpillar that had no friends She feared she would be alone in the end She had all, but given in She stayed in a trees And hid behind the leaves Until she ate them, or there was a breeze She had become so very fat All the other insects made fun and spat Out cruel words, she no longer wanted life and that was that But before she could eat the poison leaf, along flew a hunny bee "Hunny child you just dont see That one day your gonna fly like me" She looked at him in bewilderment Surly his brain was a little bent Wings for her would have to be heaven sent But she decided to hold on a little longer Just to prove he couldn't be wronger That bee's words she would often ponder The other insects still showed their hate The more they said the more she ate She knew they was right she'd never find a mate So she made a cocoon, to hide herself within So she no longer heard the words that could condemn What awaited her would be hard to comprehend The bee seen the cocoon, and sat and waited patiently He wanted to be the very first to see At what a beautiful creature she had came to be When she emerged the sun hurt her eyes Many a day had gone by The sun seemed way to bright in the sky But then she got a look at her wings, they where gray "Why didn't God paint them, why are they this way" At the bee in disgust she shouted, "You should of let me die that day" "But my lovely one, you are now a creature of the night And will fly by the enchanting moonlight And see many many wonderful sights" "Besides my hunny chid they're wings You can now fly to the heavens and sing Your point of view will now change on many things" "God painted your wings gray So in the bright of day Against the tree bark you can lay And safely sleep the day away" "God only picks the strongest To prowl in the moon lit darkness He only picks the bravest That at night can help with the loneliness" The Moth bent her head in repentance She couldn't even finish her sentence For she realised in that instance The bee was talking about her transcendence
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Calabunga as go off shooting bad guys or good guys as long as I get my money. Eating chimichanga's in my Honda that I "borrowed" for awhile. Anti-hero that breaks the fourth wall, because that's my style. Shoot shoot, bang bang, kapow is this kungpow chicken. Oh you thought I was talking about fighting, haha, that's funny. Where are the hunny's, with all this money, you think they'd be on me. Slip zip I can be freaky with whips, go on trips, have insanity fits. Business is business, marvel universe, I killed them all; just saying. If you didn't know the name, it is deadpool, original rip off, yeah I don't care about haters because they are going to hate. Death stroke can't even get a date, with that ugly eyepatch, he couldn't beat me on his best day.
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Feb 18, 2016
Feb 18, 2016 at 10:27 PM UTC
DeadPool
Its not always easy to be patient, I know They tell you it gets better But they don't tell you when Its not always easy to wake up, I know You keep doing it anyways, but sometimes your bed feels like quicksand and you just barely make it out. Some days, you don't make it out, I know. Some days you sink so deep into your sorrows that suddenly you're drowning in an ocean of hopelessness and your bed is the only place safe enough to land. It's exhausting some days, I know. You go to work and you put on a smile even though everything inside you is falling apart, and they don't see, I know. You wonder how much longer you can keep pretending things are fine But they keep saying that things get better And you want to believe them, I know You want to find your way back to the surface, that is a life you're not just surviving, but actually living I know I know you want to get better. And I know right now you are struggling and I know that on the days where the only thing you accomplished was simply breathing, you feel like a failure, but hunny you are the exact opposite of that. You are a fighter. You are a survivor. You are braver than anyone will ever know, surviving constant battles clawing at your mind every second of every day. This does not make you weak my love. This makes you strong. I know people keep saying that things get better, But they never tell you when. You just have to take it one step at a time. Pride yourself on accomplishing the little things that don't seem important in the grand scheme of things, but they are the things that are keeping you alive. One step at a time my love, One breath, one hour, one morning, one shopping trip, one shower, one day. Some day, I promise you All of these little things will eventually lead you back to the light. Back to being hopeful for tomorrow's. I know,
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Dec 11, 2020
Dec 11, 2020 at 4:15 PM UTC
They say it gets better, I know
Its not always easy to be patient, I know They tell you it gets better But they don't tell you when Its not always easy to wake up, I know You keep doing it anyways, but sometimes your bed feels like quicksand and you just barely make it out. Some days, you don't make it out, I know. Some days you sink so deep into your sorrows that suddenly you're drowning in an ocean of hopelessness and your bed is the only place safe enough to land. It's exhausting some days, I know. You go to work and you put on a smile even though everything inside you is falling apart, and they don't see, I know. You wonder how much longer you can keep pretending things are fine But they keep saying that things get better And you want to believe them, I know You want to find your way back to the surface, that is a life you're not just surviving, but actually living I know I know you want to get better. And I know right now you are struggling and I know that on the days where the only thing you accomplished was simply breathing, you feel like a failure, but hunny you are the exact opposite of that. You are a fighter. You are a survivor. You are braver than anyone will ever know, surviving constant battles clawing at your mind every second of every day. This does not make you weak my love. This makes you strong. I know people keep saying that things get better, But they never tell you when. You just have to take it one step at a time. Pride yourself on accomplishing the little things that don't seem important in the grand scheme of things, but they are the things that are keeping you alive. One step at a time my love, One breath, one hour, one morning, one shopping trip, one shower, one day. Some day, I promise you All of these little things will eventually lead you back to the light. Back to being hopeful for tomorrow's. I know,
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I wish I had a ball gown So I could go to the ball But loose a slipper after all 3 little mice friends Make a dress for me You can see This is not me! I wanna be Cindy Good ol' blonde Cinderella Hunny maybe kiss me Let me know you love me Hug me take my hand Let's dance Salsa? No! Techno? No! Let's slow dance Let me put my head On your shoulder to rest I wanna be, Cindy! Maybe if I wish On the star in the night sky You'll say, "I'm your guy Forever and ever." But I doubt that wish will, Come true! Oh, you're lookin' fine over there With your black hair Eyes sparkely blue Oh how I love you! ~I wanna be Cindy Good ol' blonde Cinderella Hunny maybe kiss me Let me know you love me Hug me take my hand Let's dance I wanna be Cinderella!
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Jun 19, 2010
Jun 19, 2010 at 4:26 PM UTC
I Wanna Be Cindy
My sweet Austin Texas ecstasy, my beloved Guadalupe you gem of the desert. Your family’s a basket-a-bigots but ******* they drink for miles and how near they are to my heart. This heat’s a drug I swear it. Let's swim in that hole in the bedrock between two rivers. That'd be nice: me and you and mobs of Westlake High sophomores with their blue-raspberry bikinis, a hundred Teen Vogue magazine covers lined up on the grass like a set of bad church pews. Imagine that whitewash of a crowd, you and me so alone in that big static it's better than private. Let’s punch brick, peel back our knuckles and watch’em clot in the sun. **** gauze, we’re goin’ to a punk show. I’m puttin’ on short sleeves, goin’ on parade, gunna flaunt my cigarette burns like a Cadillac: I want those dorks at the Mohawk to look and love me like they love gore. I’m gettin’ my black-eye ribbon tonight. We’re in the Chaos in Tejas show, darlin’, put on Crazy Spirit and bring your 2x4: skinheads ain’t jumpin’ themselves. Let's get medicated, hunny, let's get saved. I love watching Austin bleed out into the sand every dusk. Love the musicians sailing out grimy and frothing over what night brings: what a big sky, Texas, you're almost better in the day all parched ground and azure azure. I love the glass on the high buildings here, they’re like mirrors. This is God’s powder room. This is where God sees himself drugged up and beaming in a beautiful powder room. This is where God goes to remember youth. I love how youth hasn’t gotten you yet. That unassailable capacity for charity, that surging belief in belief shouting out through your temples, I can’t stand how you make me sick of making myself sick. You slapped the ******** outta me so quick I’ve never seen grace move that fast. I thought you'd knock the grapefruit polish right off your nails you hit me so good. What a sight you are, kid, so proper and fit, Christ, you could be therapy: so brunette-in-the-Fall, so full-lipped, unabashed and Aristotelian, frayed like anything but **** well stitched, impeccable at the seams.
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Dec 4, 2012
Dec 4, 2012 at 8:11 AM UTC
Azure Azure
My sweet Austin Texas ecstasy, my beloved Guadalupe you gem of the desert. Your family’s a basket-a-bigots but ******* they drink for miles and how near they are to my heart. This heat’s a drug I swear it. Let's swim in that hole in the bedrock between two rivers. That'd be nice: me and you and mobs of Westlake High sophomores with their blue-raspberry bikinis, a hundred Teen Vogue magazine covers lined up on the grass like a set of bad church pews. Imagine that whitewash of a crowd, you and me so alone in that big static it's better than private. Let’s punch brick, peel back our knuckles and watch’em clot in the sun. **** gauze, we’re goin’ to a punk show. I’m puttin’ on short sleeves, goin’ on parade, gunna flaunt my cigarette burns like a Cadillac: I want those dorks at the Mohawk to look and love me like they love gore. I’m gettin’ my black-eye ribbon tonight. We’re in the Chaos in Tejas show, darlin’, put on Crazy Spirit and bring your 2x4: skinheads ain’t jumpin’ themselves. Let's get medicated, hunny, let's get saved. I love watching Austin bleed out into the sand every dusk. Love the musicians sailing out grimy and frothing over what night brings: what a big sky, Texas, you're almost better in the day all parched ground and azure azure. I love the glass on the high buildings here, they’re like mirrors. This is God’s powder room. This is where God sees himself drugged up and beaming in a beautiful powder room. This is where God goes to remember youth. I love how youth hasn’t gotten you yet. That unassailable capacity for charity, that surging belief in belief shouting out through your temples, I can’t stand how you make me sick of making myself sick. You slapped the ******** outta me so quick I’ve never seen grace move that fast. I thought you'd knock the grapefruit polish right off your nails you hit me so good. What a sight you are, kid, so proper and fit, Christ, you could be therapy: so brunette-in-the-Fall, so full-lipped, unabashed and Aristotelian, frayed like anything but **** well stitched, impeccable at the seams.
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i. Malkhati, ourn arrangement hath been prearranged, set aside all of past anger's, Sting's from compeer's; knoweth ourn lion from the tribe of Judah, the Messiah draweth near. ii. Hush mine love, quiet mine dear, notice the weather's change and the birthing pain's of fear; though we shant faint, we shalt run through Meadow's clear. Wherein nothing shalt compare, to the thing's that we shalt see. iii. O' just imagine mine Jane, fountain of life that spring's, from God's throne seraph's gleam, as we'll Stare at Christ's bronze feet. Many table's for a holy feast, None beast's to make their way, for the beast's wilt be left behind us, making their trail's in Satan's day. iv. For we mine love, O' we; art messenger's, disciples, for Jesus the lowly Nazarene, now he's on high, his time is nigh, where all shalt shalt see his white robe, in blood dipped, paradise gripped, unearthly flow. v. We must be ready mine Asian hunny, for the sky's won't be sunny; that much longer now. The time is here, his call for us, we must speak and YELL OF JESUS, the one whom shalt awake the dead from the dust. Prophecy must be fulfilled mine girl, don't be in angst, of this soon passing world. He is the pearl, that once was rejected, the cornerstone to every broken home, the one in the beginning the builder's once disrespected. But every eye shalt see, every tribe shalt mourn, O' his sweet return, His sweet return. We must prophesy, before this earth doth burn, we bring TRUTH NOT FEAR, mayest love come by storm. Anyone who hath an ear, please heed ourn word's. For the Warning's art on the clouds, driven by storm's. YESHUA HAMASHIACH, He's coming soon, wilt thou listen O' man? Or let Lucifer deceive thou to? Mine Jane, Mine Jane, I seeith him coming; Holy, holy is his name. ©Brandon Nagley ©Lonesome poet's poetry , prophetic poetry. ©Earl jane Nagley dedicated ( àgapi mou)
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Jul 4, 2016
Jul 4, 2016 at 9:56 PM UTC
We must prophesy, O' we must prophesy
i. Malkhati, ourn arrangement hath been prearranged, set aside all of past anger's, Sting's from compeer's; knoweth ourn lion from the tribe of Judah, the Messiah draweth near. ii. Hush mine love, quiet mine dear, notice the weather's change and the birthing pain's of fear; though we shant faint, we shalt run through Meadow's clear. Wherein nothing shalt compare, to the thing's that we shalt see. iii. O' just imagine mine Jane, fountain of life that spring's, from God's throne seraph's gleam, as we'll Stare at Christ's bronze feet. Many table's for a holy feast, None beast's to make their way, for the beast's wilt be left behind us, making their trail's in Satan's day. iv. For we mine love, O' we; art messenger's, disciples, for Jesus the lowly Nazarene, now he's on high, his time is nigh, where all shalt shalt see his white robe, in blood dipped, paradise gripped, unearthly flow. v. We must be ready mine Asian hunny, for the sky's won't be sunny; that much longer now. The time is here, his call for us, we must speak and YELL OF JESUS, the one whom shalt awake the dead from the dust. Prophecy must be fulfilled mine girl, don't be in angst, of this soon passing world. He is the pearl, that once was rejected, the cornerstone to every broken home, the one in the beginning the builder's once disrespected. But every eye shalt see, every tribe shalt mourn, O' his sweet return, His sweet return. We must prophesy, before this earth doth burn, we bring TRUTH NOT FEAR, mayest love come by storm. Anyone who hath an ear, please heed ourn word's. For the Warning's art on the clouds, driven by storm's. YESHUA HAMASHIACH, He's coming soon, wilt thou listen O' man? Or let Lucifer deceive thou to? Mine Jane, Mine Jane, I seeith him coming; Holy, holy is his name. ©Brandon Nagley ©Lonesome poet's poetry , prophetic poetry. ©Earl jane Nagley dedicated ( àgapi mou)
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There was a caterpillar that had no friends She feared she would be alone in the end She had all, but given in She stayed in a trees And hid behind the leaves Until she ate them, or there was a breeze She had become so very fat All the other insects made fun and spat Out cruel words, she no longer wanted life and that was that But before she could eat the poison leaf, along flew a hunny bee "Hunny child you just dont see That one day your gonna fly like me" She looked at him in bewilderment Surly his brain was a little bent Wings for her would have to be heaven sent But she decided to hold on a little longer Just to prove he couldn't be wronger That bee's words she would often ponder The other insects still showed their hate The more they said the more she ate She knew they was right she'd never find a mate So she made a cocoon, to hide herself within So she no longer heard the words that could condemn What awaited her would be hard to comprehend The bee seen the cocoon, and sat and waited patiently He wanted to be the very first to see At what a beautiful creature she had came to be When she emerged the sun hurt her eyes Many a day had gone by The sun seemed way to bright in the sky But then she got a look at her wings, they where gray "Why didn't God paint them, why are they this way" At the bee in disgust she shouted, "You should of let me die that day" "But my lovely one, you are now a creature of the night And will fly by the enchanting moonlight And see many many wonderful sights" "Besides my hunny chid they're wings You can now fly to the heavens and sing Your point of view will now change on many things" "God painted your wings gray So in the bright of day Against the tree bark you can lay And safely sleep the day away" "God only picks the strongest To prowl in the moon lit darkness He only picks the bravest That at night can help with the loneliness" The Moth bent her head in repentance She couldn't even finish her sentence For she realised in that instance The bee was talking about her transcendence
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Jun 3, 2016
Jun 3, 2016 at 10:26 AM UTC
A Caterpillars Story
There was a caterpillar that had no friends She feared she would be alone in the end She had all, but given in She stayed in a trees And hid behind the leaves Until she ate them, or there was a breeze She had become so very fat All the other insects made fun and spat Out cruel words, she no longer wanted life and that was that But before she could eat the poison leaf, along flew a hunny bee "Hunny child you just dont see That one day your gonna fly like me" She looked at him in bewilderment Surly his brain was a little bent Wings for her would have to be heaven sent But she decided to hold on a little longer Just to prove he couldn't be wronger That bee's words she would often ponder The other insects still showed their hate The more they said the more she ate She knew they was right she'd never find a mate So she made a cocoon, to hide herself within So she no longer heard the words that could condemn What awaited her would be hard to comprehend The bee seen the cocoon, and sat and waited patiently He wanted to be the very first to see At what a beautiful creature she had came to be When she emerged the sun hurt her eyes Many a day had gone by The sun seemed way to bright in the sky But then she got a look at her wings, they where gray "Why didn't God paint them, why are they this way" At the bee in disgust she shouted, "You should of let me die that day" "But my lovely one, you are now a creature of the night And will fly by the enchanting moonlight And see many many wonderful sights" "Besides my hunny chid they're wings You can now fly to the heavens and sing Your point of view will now change on many things" "God painted your wings gray So in the bright of day Against the tree bark you can lay And safely sleep the day away" "God only picks the strongest To prowl in the moon lit darkness He only picks the bravest That at night can help with the loneliness" The Moth bent her head in repentance She couldn't even finish her sentence For she realised in that instance The bee was talking about her transcendence
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I could steal your car... Before you stole my heart.... Thats when I felt "Our" love truly start.... I looked like hell....My eye black from fights... Before my darkness was engulfed in your light.... My weapons of hate kept always near.... Being with you... I forgot all my fear...... My backwards hat... The way i used to dress..... I must have looked Stupid....... Now i dress for success... Jail wasn't just seeing my crew..... It was a hell that kept me away from you.... My **** You's!" and Angry stares.... Are now opening doors.... And pulling out chairs The respect I "Earned"..... Being told " I Must..." Means nothing now.... I only want your trust.... Break and enters now a thing in the past... Because you entered my heart and I want that to last.... Loud music to endless Screams..... Are now quiet whispers.... Having you in my dreams.... Being an object of someone elses fear... I know what im scared of... Not having you near... The concrete heart I used to never feel... For the first time feels vulnerable... Open and Real..... All my girls.... My one night stands... I now tell them all .......Im your "Man"..... Ive been stabbed... Beaten.... Ive been shot.... Losing you would hurt worse... Your all i've got.... I no longer see rivals and want to attack... I know that you truly ......"Got my back"..... No more white rags to feel I belong...... Your what ive been missing all along.... No longer do I want a connection to "crime"... I just wanna be with you..... All the time.... I cant believe that your not scared of my past.... I am terrified.... me and you wont last.... Because before you were a "hunny" a "shorty" A "boo" Now I dont have a word amazing enough to describe You... To you I was never a GANGSTER..... I was only ever DAVE... And to me you were an ANGEL... who deemed me worthy to SAVE.....
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Apr 15, 2015
Apr 15, 2015 at 3:53 AM UTC
**** Love.....
I could steal your car... Before you stole my heart.... Thats when I felt "Our" love truly start.... I looked like hell....My eye black from fights... Before my darkness was engulfed in your light.... My weapons of hate kept always near.... Being with you... I forgot all my fear...... My backwards hat... The way i used to dress..... I must have looked Stupid....... Now i dress for success... Jail wasn't just seeing my crew..... It was a hell that kept me away from you.... My **** You's!" and Angry stares.... Are now opening doors.... And pulling out chairs The respect I "Earned"..... Being told " I Must..." Means nothing now.... I only want your trust.... Break and enters now a thing in the past... Because you entered my heart and I want that to last.... Loud music to endless Screams..... Are now quiet whispers.... Having you in my dreams.... Being an object of someone elses fear... I know what im scared of... Not having you near... The concrete heart I used to never feel... For the first time feels vulnerable... Open and Real..... All my girls.... My one night stands... I now tell them all .......Im your "Man"..... Ive been stabbed... Beaten.... Ive been shot.... Losing you would hurt worse... Your all i've got.... I no longer see rivals and want to attack... I know that you truly ......"Got my back"..... No more white rags to feel I belong...... Your what ive been missing all along.... No longer do I want a connection to "crime"... I just wanna be with you..... All the time.... I cant believe that your not scared of my past.... I am terrified.... me and you wont last.... Because before you were a "hunny" a "shorty" A "boo" Now I dont have a word amazing enough to describe You... To you I was never a GANGSTER..... I was only ever DAVE... And to me you were an ANGEL... who deemed me worthy to SAVE.....
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i. Albeit I'm here And thou art there; Many mile's from eachother Yet still ourn endearment shalt not decrease. ii. I am thine own Thou art mine; No need to worry mine darling I'm thine own forever, not a lease. iii. Agone juncture's Of mine second's and minute's of sorrow's; Art now gone mine treasure Looketh forward toward's the morrow. iv. Interval's shalt pass With times we both art to busy; But at the end, when the sunshine bend's I'll still be waiting for thee mine queen, mine hunny. ©Brandon nagley ©Lonesome poet's poetry ©Earl Jane nagley dedication ( Filipino rose)
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Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 6:59 PM UTC
Ad solis occasum conveniam hunny ( At the sunset we'll meet hunny) latin tongue
I remember moving in to my old flat Down in San Jose It wasn’t much to look at But it was all I could afford I was studying a 6 day degree Hoping it would get me somewhere It was only dollar twenty five In the rag Because we all sometimes have to pray For small mercies I had just paid out for another hidden cost Turns out there are a lot of them When you haven’t got much money: $13.02 to get my room key Or the landlady hits me over the head with a baseball bat – That’s how a democracy works, we elect a leader And then they milk us for all we are worth. A dictatorship works the same way – Only they don’t bother with voting. This hunny came up to me, Lips that could devour a man A body so voluptuous It could make a man go insane. “Excuse me, there’s no toilet roll in the cubicle.” **** what small hells we make for each other Even the cruellest of men should be able to wipe their *** At times of seeing such beauty We become all gushing And promise things that are simply beyond us, In a hope of being rewarded with a mouthful of beauty Or even better – A bed. So I went downstairs and had a near fatal run-in With the Jamaican landlady “You won’t be having no pieces of *** in your flat I-s can be a-telling you that now!” I returned with the toilet roll She puckered her lips Winked and said she would see to me tomorrow So the next day I went round and said I had A bit of ailing at the back of my throat She turned her nose up and said: “There’s nothing that could be done for me.” And with that shut the door. It is such a shame when such beauty gets prissy But that is the human condition The more generous you are The less generous you can afford to be: Just ask Timon of Athens.
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Nov 11, 2011
Nov 11, 2011 at 4:00 PM UTC
Something To Answer For
I remember moving in to my old flat Down in San Jose It wasn’t much to look at But it was all I could afford I was studying a 6 day degree Hoping it would get me somewhere It was only dollar twenty five In the rag Because we all sometimes have to pray For small mercies I had just paid out for another hidden cost Turns out there are a lot of them When you haven’t got much money: $13.02 to get my room key Or the landlady hits me over the head with a baseball bat – That’s how a democracy works, we elect a leader And then they milk us for all we are worth. A dictatorship works the same way – Only they don’t bother with voting. This hunny came up to me, Lips that could devour a man A body so voluptuous It could make a man go insane. “Excuse me, there’s no toilet roll in the cubicle.” **** what small hells we make for each other Even the cruellest of men should be able to wipe their *** At times of seeing such beauty We become all gushing And promise things that are simply beyond us, In a hope of being rewarded with a mouthful of beauty Or even better – A bed. So I went downstairs and had a near fatal run-in With the Jamaican landlady “You won’t be having no pieces of *** in your flat I-s can be a-telling you that now!” I returned with the toilet roll She puckered her lips Winked and said she would see to me tomorrow So the next day I went round and said I had A bit of ailing at the back of my throat She turned her nose up and said: “There’s nothing that could be done for me.” And with that shut the door. It is such a shame when such beauty gets prissy But that is the human condition The more generous you are The less generous you can afford to be: Just ask Timon of Athens.
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where were u when  i took my first steps? im sorry hunny i was too busy getting drunk. where were u when i said my first word? im sorry baby girl i wasnt listening . i was too busy hitting and yelling at ur mom.. where were you when i first started school? i was in vermont getting stupid drunk . daddy whats the point of you being here now? ur probably just gonna leave me again to go live with YOUR family and i will never see you again . your gonna do the same thing we told you not to do, your just gonna up and leave and not realize how much you'r breaking my heart ! :'( good bye daddy :'(
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Apr 26, 2012
Apr 26, 2012 at 9:12 AM UTC
daddy why do you keep leaving me?
Its back again. The pain; Love. She's not mine, I guess she's his, For now. But he's most certainly not hers, At least he doesn't act like it, Many are his, But he is nobody’s, Selfish. She deserves better, Better than him, Even better than me, But if for that she'd settle I’d be in eternal glee, She devotes her heart, To him. He doesn't even acknowledge. My darling girl. She belongs with me, I’ll treat her right, I know could and I know I would. I think this time it's worse, I've fallen deeper, It's more than love, it’s obsession, From the way she moves, to how she talks, to things she finds funny, Shes amazing, flawless, sweet like hunny, And her eyes, They glime in the light, As if the rays of heaven have shown in my line of sight, I could stay up till dawn staring at her, Every seconds still as amazed with her as the last, To her I beg come to me and leave him in the past.
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Apr 18, 2018
Apr 18, 2018 at 5:27 PM UTC
We Always Want What is Just Out of Our Reach
washing out the solitude of grace there's nothing left but the value of your face a wandering subject of mere confusion forget all these holds, become an illusion hot hot fears i am riddled with your tears a manipulation of the finest sort you have ****** me in, cut my breath short i must agree you have handled me tenderly when shit's been rough you stood tall, stayed tough but hunny you are harmful and i've been carrying an armful step off my merry-go-round and find yourself some solid ground
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Mar 5, 2013
Mar 5, 2013 at 8:33 PM UTC
Merry-Go-Round
When she speaketh Those purest newbirth words ( I loveth thee hunny) I remember to breathe again... As tis a respire of fresh air ... From mine amare....
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Jul 3, 2015
Jul 3, 2015 at 2:22 PM UTC
Frais respire de l'air ( Fresh air respire)french tongue
It seems like the tales in my heart are mired in my soul scars on my body are basically just tales of intense violent mysogony what I realized was that my femininity is not what I hate its the longing to feel safe to feel okay in my womaness to not equate my womanhood with violence. I am healing I am working on separating this on healing the patterns of violence that I was brought into this world with from a violent man known as my father and the men in my family I feel the anger in my heart that I have always carried and pointed towards myself now all I listen to is metal music and I feel so much comfort in this music , that explains my emotions in words that I can't even describe, What hurts more is that I overlooked so many good men because of the way that my violence, has painted me into a corner in my mind. This is why I choose my healing above all else. When we are so mired in our pain We can barely see that our HELL is HELL, because part of us thinks that it will always be that way! I called you crying my tears running down my face waterfalls of pain, runny mascara, In the back of an ambulance you my brother told me, you were sorry but to stop talking because it hurt you , and you were too busy to come help me! Well guess what there was NO ONE ever to help me !!!!!! I instead had to sit there in the hospital all alone With nothing to my name but Police records Empty faces pitying looks And **** kits I was too bruised too move, There are some things one can't forgive and this is one of them. What's worse is this man who abused me , was like all the others who preach modesty! Why not preach kindness , love equality seeing women as equal, as worthy of everything that you have just because you have a ***** doesn't make you better than me !!!! One man who abused me called me his femme fatale, oh Hunny,I am worse than that if you mess with me! I think for so long I have been more afraid of myself , than anyone else for the rage that is held inside of me is enough to build buildings with ! So instead of telling you TO GO FUCKKKKK Yourself , which I have already done to one of the abusers that I had met before, I will say I remember it all and my body doesn't forgive! As the jewish new year comes around in a few weeks, I can count on my fingers all the sins that all these horrific monsters of men did to me , because men like these, they aren't real men they are monsters who pertend to be men.
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Aug 27, 2023
Aug 27, 2023 at 6:31 PM UTC
The tale of my pain screams mysogony .
It seems like the tales in my heart are mired in my soul scars on my body are basically just tales of intense violent mysogony what I realized was that my femininity is not what I hate its the longing to feel safe to feel okay in my womaness to not equate my womanhood with violence. I am healing I am working on separating this on healing the patterns of violence that I was brought into this world with from a violent man known as my father and the men in my family I feel the anger in my heart that I have always carried and pointed towards myself now all I listen to is metal music and I feel so much comfort in this music , that explains my emotions in words that I can't even describe, What hurts more is that I overlooked so many good men because of the way that my violence, has painted me into a corner in my mind. This is why I choose my healing above all else. When we are so mired in our pain We can barely see that our HELL is HELL, because part of us thinks that it will always be that way! I called you crying my tears running down my face waterfalls of pain, runny mascara, In the back of an ambulance you my brother told me, you were sorry but to stop talking because it hurt you , and you were too busy to come help me! Well guess what there was NO ONE ever to help me !!!!!! I instead had to sit there in the hospital all alone With nothing to my name but Police records Empty faces pitying looks And **** kits I was too bruised too move, There are some things one can't forgive and this is one of them. What's worse is this man who abused me , was like all the others who preach modesty! Why not preach kindness , love equality seeing women as equal, as worthy of everything that you have just because you have a ***** doesn't make you better than me !!!! One man who abused me called me his femme fatale, oh Hunny,I am worse than that if you mess with me! I think for so long I have been more afraid of myself , than anyone else for the rage that is held inside of me is enough to build buildings with ! So instead of telling you TO GO FUCKKKKK Yourself , which I have already done to one of the abusers that I had met before, I will say I remember it all and my body doesn't forgive! As the jewish new year comes around in a few weeks, I can count on my fingers all the sins that all these horrific monsters of men did to me , because men like these, they aren't real men they are monsters who pertend to be men.
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My Dear, My Love I Need Your Attention Just For A Moment To Keep It Is Not My Intention If I Was To Play You Our Song The One That Drives You Off Our Cliff Would You Push Me First Or Would You Just Go Stiff How Can I Love You If You're Not Willing To Live If You Wouldn't **** Me First How Can I Trust You With A Shiv Listen *** I Love You An All But First And Foremost Can You Love You At All I Love You For You And If You Don't Love You Too Well Then I'll Have To Go For It's Something That I Just Need To Know It's Quite An Innocent Plot No Twisted Old Whispers You're Just Something That I Am Not Don't Get Me Wrong That's All I Want You To Be For I Didn't Love You Because You Were Me I Loved You Because You Were You Don't You See Listen Darling, For I Do Need You But I Need You Because Well I Am Me And You Are You And That Is Something That Causes Great Pause See I Can Only Love You If I Am Still Me So You Can Only Love Me If You Are Still You If You're A Terrible Driver And You Can't Tie Your Shoe Yes Love, I Said It You Should Come First Because Well Honestly You're The One That Could Burst If You Don't Love You Most It's Simple You See If It Came Down To Us I Hope You'd **** Me So Don't Say You'd Change Come Love, Don't Be Derranged Society Says It's Sick But Hunny, It's The Way We Stick I am Your Lock And You Are My Key So Society I Will Mock If It Takes You From Me Don't Ever **** You First That Creates My Worry If You're Willing To Leave Me How Can We Make Putty If You Would Do Anything To Save Me From Hell Then Darling, I'm Sensing We'll Fall Down A Well If You Love You Then I Know It's True Because Well I Love You In A Tree And You'll Do What's Best For You Proving That You Love Me Times Three If You're Lock Suddenly Stops Fitting My Key Then Baby, It's Kinda Like You've Set Me Free If I Fell In Love With What I Liked Then What I Wanted Was The Fight Don't Love Me Unconditionally Because Baby, You'll Get Tired You'll Find A Condition And We'll Be Re-Wired You Wouldn't Even Be My Key So Please Please Oh Please I'm Begging You *Just **** Me...*
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Nov 22, 2013
Nov 22, 2013 at 5:13 AM UTC
Lock And Key
My Dear, My Love I Need Your Attention Just For A Moment To Keep It Is Not My Intention If I Was To Play You Our Song The One That Drives You Off Our Cliff Would You Push Me First Or Would You Just Go Stiff How Can I Love You If You're Not Willing To Live If You Wouldn't **** Me First How Can I Trust You With A Shiv Listen *** I Love You An All But First And Foremost Can You Love You At All I Love You For You And If You Don't Love You Too Well Then I'll Have To Go For It's Something That I Just Need To Know It's Quite An Innocent Plot No Twisted Old Whispers You're Just Something That I Am Not Don't Get Me Wrong That's All I Want You To Be For I Didn't Love You Because You Were Me I Loved You Because You Were You Don't You See Listen Darling, For I Do Need You But I Need You Because Well I Am Me And You Are You And That Is Something That Causes Great Pause See I Can Only Love You If I Am Still Me So You Can Only Love Me If You Are Still You If You're A Terrible Driver And You Can't Tie Your Shoe Yes Love, I Said It You Should Come First Because Well Honestly You're The One That Could Burst If You Don't Love You Most It's Simple You See If It Came Down To Us I Hope You'd **** Me So Don't Say You'd Change Come Love, Don't Be Derranged Society Says It's Sick But Hunny, It's The Way We Stick I am Your Lock And You Are My Key So Society I Will Mock If It Takes You From Me Don't Ever **** You First That Creates My Worry If You're Willing To Leave Me How Can We Make Putty If You Would Do Anything To Save Me From Hell Then Darling, I'm Sensing We'll Fall Down A Well If You Love You Then I Know It's True Because Well I Love You In A Tree And You'll Do What's Best For You Proving That You Love Me Times Three If You're Lock Suddenly Stops Fitting My Key Then Baby, It's Kinda Like You've Set Me Free If I Fell In Love With What I Liked Then What I Wanted Was The Fight Don't Love Me Unconditionally Because Baby, You'll Get Tired You'll Find A Condition And We'll Be Re-Wired You Wouldn't Even Be My Key So Please Please Oh Please I'm Begging You *Just **** Me...*
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If I could send you a song I'd send you the rain Because hunny I'm pouring my heart out The thunder rolling gently in the distance is me whispering your name And the gentle shower like kisses on your face My passion is a storm Cause I'm sending you The brazen caress of strong winds and strong hands The crack of hot white lightning up your spine As I touch you where you like Every drop sliding down your skin my kiss The thunder booms out my desire As the howling wind tussling your hair gives away our pleasure Do you feel me there?
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May 2, 2015
May 2, 2015 at 5:59 PM UTC
Rain Song
bzzz bzzz goes the cell phone                **** it reads My reply Shush, we're not talking about you. Movie n wine at home later? Maybe jacuzzi? bzzz                Mmm ill call u love. Im                tired and cant be out late.                I have work 8am to 7pm :\ wow, ain't that lame to which I say :-\ ok a few minutes later on and I text again I love you. Im sorry for being sulky. I just miss you and really just want to see you. there it goes again                I miss you too i love you                so effing much :-( only 2 days but its felt like an eternity                Agreed and then poetry gets the better of me My love. You leave me an empty vessel when you are away. A ship without sails. The sun without a sky. Her reply comes                Hunny :) followed up quick                Im going to make this an                early night Ouch that hurts Caught me off guard Do I be sad? Or do I be smooth? I cant even talk you into a quick yogurt session? Ill drive. Just there and back. my phone rattles back                Im grumpy tired and                waking up early lovebaby shoot quick And I can put you to bed w a smile on your face :)                Be a little more specific                :) oh god and here comes the barage A back rub, a massage. A head rub, a hug. A kiss, a squeeze. Lets just say that this lil finger went to market. And as Ive said, I just want to see my baby. So I apologize if Im being pushy. Ive missed you more that ever this last day.                Hehe lovebaby *** youre                adorable Adorable enough to get you to agree to a quick trip to yogurt or something? Pretty please w a cherry on top?                Youre.sweet and tempting                like.a cherry :) lovebaby                lets watch the snow fall                one day Well then have a lil taste of the cherry. It promises to have you home by 11:45 :-)                Gah golly u make this                hard And here it goes full blown oh god oh no Say yes and it wont be hard. Say yes and know you made me the happiest boy ever. Say yes and know you get to see your love. Say yes and know that my eyes will twinkle like your own personal stars tonite. I miss you :-(                Jack. I love you One more desperation push I love you too baby. What have you got to lose? And Im sorry Im hassling you. I really really miss you. and then the minutes drag on a few and then ten maybe a few more and Im sorry, Ill stop. I hope you have a good nite. Sleep well love. I miss you. and then there it is                I love you I love you too baby. Im sorry for being crazy. and time stretches on the beats grow long and in reply                Ill call u whn im home
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Aug 6, 2010
Aug 6, 2010 at 9:26 AM UTC
am I getting ******
bzzz bzzz goes the cell phone                **** it reads My reply Shush, we're not talking about you. Movie n wine at home later? Maybe jacuzzi? bzzz                Mmm ill call u love. Im                tired and cant be out late.                I have work 8am to 7pm :\ wow, ain't that lame to which I say :-\ ok a few minutes later on and I text again I love you. Im sorry for being sulky. I just miss you and really just want to see you. there it goes again                I miss you too i love you                so effing much :-( only 2 days but its felt like an eternity                Agreed and then poetry gets the better of me My love. You leave me an empty vessel when you are away. A ship without sails. The sun without a sky. Her reply comes                Hunny :) followed up quick                Im going to make this an                early night Ouch that hurts Caught me off guard Do I be sad? Or do I be smooth? I cant even talk you into a quick yogurt session? Ill drive. Just there and back. my phone rattles back                Im grumpy tired and                waking up early lovebaby shoot quick And I can put you to bed w a smile on your face :)                Be a little more specific                :) oh god and here comes the barage A back rub, a massage. A head rub, a hug. A kiss, a squeeze. Lets just say that this lil finger went to market. And as Ive said, I just want to see my baby. So I apologize if Im being pushy. Ive missed you more that ever this last day.                Hehe lovebaby *** youre                adorable Adorable enough to get you to agree to a quick trip to yogurt or something? Pretty please w a cherry on top?                Youre.sweet and tempting                like.a cherry :) lovebaby                lets watch the snow fall                one day Well then have a lil taste of the cherry. It promises to have you home by 11:45 :-)                Gah golly u make this                hard And here it goes full blown oh god oh no Say yes and it wont be hard. Say yes and know you made me the happiest boy ever. Say yes and know you get to see your love. Say yes and know that my eyes will twinkle like your own personal stars tonite. I miss you :-(                Jack. I love you One more desperation push I love you too baby. What have you got to lose? And Im sorry Im hassling you. I really really miss you. and then the minutes drag on a few and then ten maybe a few more and Im sorry, Ill stop. I hope you have a good nite. Sleep well love. I miss you. and then there it is                I love you I love you too baby. Im sorry for being crazy. and time stretches on the beats grow long and in reply                Ill call u whn im home
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