-- it is a process, girl.
Sometimes the path's journey can at times feel
as anything but of that which is in a direction
towards the light,
but with the right heart and mindset, that
form of movement is it's own kind of overcoming, also.
You have a tendency of embedding into your written words,
messages and pictures (of pictures) that are so very easy
to both see and feel,
for those of us that truly do want to see
and feel your world as it truly is,
rather than what we may need or think it should be.
You want to be seen, my friend..
but not necessarily by the everyday, mundane kind of eyes.
I often get a strong sense from you that you want
(almost more than anything)
to know, first hand that someone cares enough
to actually want to read into your messages the deep pleas
of yours for an accurate understanding
(or at least the desire to)
of just how bad it truly is for you (and those such as yourself)..
along with your embedded pleas and deep longings
and for a deep tenderness, wrapped
within an immeasurable strength rarely seen in this world.
And ah, babe.. I love the fact that in your gorgeousness, you
have a wonderful form of knowing,
that there is a tremendously deep beauty within you
that is so very worth saving..
so very worth fighting for--
so tremendously worth every moment of pain and hard work,
the often difficult extraction process most very likely may entail.
You also know.. deep within that wonderfully, juice-laden
body of yours.. that because of the depths of magical beauty
that lies encased-- wholly within your spirit's temple-skin,
just the thought of the nearly overwhelming amounts of warmth
that would permeate all parts of you,
touched within the precious gold's beautiful extraction-process,
the intensity of ******* you would experience within
the loving movement of it all would be completely
off the charts.. no doubt about it.
(but hey.. you already know that, my friend..) (:
Never, ever give up believing in the beautiful and magical
power of healing that comes from the Wellspring's flow.
Every single part of that sweet, nectar-filled body of yours,
aches to its core in hope that you never, never let go
of that wonderful, life affirming view
of the well's true, deeply loving nature.
You are at times quite frustrating.. but then again,
I am easily frustrated in this world.
I will never not believe in you, kid.. N e v e r <3 xo