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"finale" poems
In time you’ll recover and absolve push those scorned impressions aside hammer down the jaded edges and sing that delightful commoners song the one you sang so well in what seems a lifetime ago You really had it you know that fiery disposition and nimble cunning those butter chords and derelict style we could see it -- we could all see it it was all it took to turn the evening tide (and rile that buck fever) heads bashing tongues lambasting middle fingers high and raising Cain on those may fly statesmen There were no rules when it came to your survival no textbook rally or common bond no structured songbird or bravado stage you either made it, or laid it “life by the ***** Mr. Poppy would say a kaleidoscope of dreams with rich colored imagery hardened artisan seams in a carefully woven motif But something got lost in the needle point something sinister and distorted took hold the quirks and street genius that were your lifeline gave way to grunts and squeals and chilling night crawlers the colors faded quickly to a cold confining grey There was no grace in the new world no retribution or switch back no salvation or accorded finale only edged platforms of blackened steel that kept you cased in a silent vanquished cell shivering cold with fear night without day all in the shadow of death But time heals all and the polish sneakers and open sores are long gone (though the roman nose and shallow cleft remain) indeed the falconer beat the widow maker this go around and I’m hopeful it won’t happen again and if it does you’ll see me standing hand on heart with that old verse in hand: he ain’t tainted or silly, and most certainly not forgotten… he ain’t loony or fixed, or a product of his self-doing… he’s just a straight shootin’ guy, who had the most of it figured out
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Jan 29, 2017
Jan 29, 2017 at 8:38 PM UTC
The Commoners Song
In time you’ll recover and absolve push those scorned impressions aside hammer down the jaded edges and sing that delightful commoners song the one you sang so well in what seems a lifetime ago You really had it you know that fiery disposition and nimble cunning those butter chords and derelict style we could see it -- we could all see it it was all it took to turn the evening tide (and rile that buck fever) heads bashing tongues lambasting middle fingers high and raising Cain on those may fly statesmen There were no rules when it came to your survival no textbook rally or common bond no structured songbird or bravado stage you either made it, or laid it “life by the ***** Mr. Poppy would say a kaleidoscope of dreams with rich colored imagery hardened artisan seams in a carefully woven motif But something got lost in the needle point something sinister and distorted took hold the quirks and street genius that were your lifeline gave way to grunts and squeals and chilling night crawlers the colors faded quickly to a cold confining grey There was no grace in the new world no retribution or switch back no salvation or accorded finale only edged platforms of blackened steel that kept you cased in a silent vanquished cell shivering cold with fear night without day all in the shadow of death But time heals all and the polish sneakers and open sores are long gone (though the roman nose and shallow cleft remain) indeed the falconer beat the widow maker this go around and I’m hopeful it won’t happen again and if it does you’ll see me standing hand on heart with that old verse in hand: he ain’t tainted or silly, and most certainly not forgotten… he ain’t loony or fixed, or a product of his self-doing… he’s just a straight shootin’ guy, who had the most of it figured out
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for Tascha deep in the pond of unhappy, swimming, drowning the next contemporaneous depression thought quickly swallowed, desperation in quick glances everywhere, dawn is no consolation but just another daily drawing tighter of twine cutting disillusionment dear god, commences every thought, delayed answers have yet to arrive, **** the deity's non-responsivness, dare not say out loud lest, deserved fates be worse, be realized, didn't know? how can that be? disguiser par excellent, I am the original deceiver But I never think about death or dying, for that would be defeat finale, a statute to, a status of none, a destiny some wick spark, still insists can be deferred differed always, diffidently, but grasping yet at the double entendre that is my dark vision of a future already past May 2015
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May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 4:45 PM UTC
All Sad Words Start with D
A steady cadence   pulsing in a heart beat like rhythm, voices and strummed instruments all in harmonized concert, An orchestral multitude, of frogs and crickets, never tiring or ceasing, How many must there be, to render such a cacophony? Sustained and loud enough to keep city folk wide awake. Nature's Music of the night, should you but choose to listen. How do they do that, all night with absolutely no intermission? A crescendo finale triggered only by the coming dawn's first light, and the boastful crowing calls of our cocky persistent red rooster chicken. Where these musicians go in daylight is anybody's guess. To sleep I suspect, deserved resting up for yet another night of endless music.
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Aug 10, 2018
Aug 10, 2018 at 4:45 AM UTC
Night Music
the bones were hard to give up, they pushed out like daisies caressed under the hounding heart of a copper sun. unbridled and undried they bore zealous arrogance of themselves, petals dripping ****** convictions and vibrating like awful angels. under cruel devices they tried to soften my bones and mold thick skull constructed of lackluster candles on their last flame. days passed like doctors and white nurses examining old wires that pray tell the routines, the stools, the teeth. i am their Jesus, their Lazarus. my hearse, my sheep keeper, my pretty things, i become the acrobat at the finale, the last supper, supplementing at the **** of my recovery. i lay my skin down for all of you to see:  here is my breast! my toad belly!  my glass feet!
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Jul 6, 2018
Jul 6, 2018 at 5:02 PM UTC
daisies
At the Zoo Patriots and faux exhibit and binge on synonyms of liberty printed on beer and underwear Advertising what should be unspoken and inspired to pervert and romanticize Preludes to the parades and finale above us all Weeks of saturated irony Cuckoo bird irony and BBQ As they reform Phoenix, rebirth of distractions and thievery Predators in ally ways pursing America's diamonds and legs Then gunpowder Gunpowder of colors and cuckoos Layers of streets in gunpowder Towns built of gunpowder Sky is gunpowder We are born addicted to led and gunpowder Gunpowder ****** in the air Success, display and diversion and more gunpowder to ingest. The Grand Finale The Volta of the evening The hammer of the judge *** appeal of death and nature flexing it's muscles-   show us some skin! Covering your ears Eyes fastened- Ready to burrow back to mothers womb Binged and free Chinese celebration hijacked Red, White and Blue And a moment of silence   Orchestrated onomatopoeia in heaven Chorus of arousal on Earth Band marching war machines in hell The showdown of 241 years! This freedom we are all grateful to only talk about Only free to battle shackling intoxication Men and women tugging extra weighted offspring Sulking for indoors and portable addiction   Chanting three letter obedience God being counted by his blessings Fear and Statism in every breathe for salvation from our stick swatted enemies Checkpoints that serve and protect asking for a toll; liberty synonyms. Arresting the too free At the Zoo, The cuckoos regaining reality. The phoenix red eye and held under oath To the next day where we are back To hate each others freedom, again.
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Jul 10, 2017
Jul 10, 2017 at 1:31 AM UTC
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At the Zoo Patriots and faux exhibit and binge on synonyms of liberty printed on beer and underwear Advertising what should be unspoken and inspired to pervert and romanticize Preludes to the parades and finale above us all Weeks of saturated irony Cuckoo bird irony and BBQ As they reform Phoenix, rebirth of distractions and thievery Predators in ally ways pursing America's diamonds and legs Then gunpowder Gunpowder of colors and cuckoos Layers of streets in gunpowder Towns built of gunpowder Sky is gunpowder We are born addicted to led and gunpowder Gunpowder ****** in the air Success, display and diversion and more gunpowder to ingest. The Grand Finale The Volta of the evening The hammer of the judge *** appeal of death and nature flexing it's muscles-   show us some skin! Covering your ears Eyes fastened- Ready to burrow back to mothers womb Binged and free Chinese celebration hijacked Red, White and Blue And a moment of silence   Orchestrated onomatopoeia in heaven Chorus of arousal on Earth Band marching war machines in hell The showdown of 241 years! This freedom we are all grateful to only talk about Only free to battle shackling intoxication Men and women tugging extra weighted offspring Sulking for indoors and portable addiction   Chanting three letter obedience God being counted by his blessings Fear and Statism in every breathe for salvation from our stick swatted enemies Checkpoints that serve and protect asking for a toll; liberty synonyms. Arresting the too free At the Zoo, The cuckoos regaining reality. The phoenix red eye and held under oath To the next day where we are back To hate each others freedom, again.
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Ay, mine eyes be such, the great admirer Taking your words to heart? Truly Though, understanding them? I believe i have a skewed view of the true layers hidden beneath the rows upon rows of your starlight garden. I am but a bird above your garden, admiring the upper beauty shone brightly in the starlight. I have but the faintest clue about the memories and experiences that root so deeply into your poems, Nor the meanings behind the words that hold the earth so tenderly. Ay, mine eyes be such, the great admirer But as the greatest trees stand tall in their royal crowning, their historic roots support them whole heartedly, with their focus all upon the lifting of the grand finale. Deeply do your roots reach down into thine heart. And deeply so. For how can one reach the stars without a strong story below? Ay, mine eyes be such, the great admirer. I cannot be so bold as to claim to know what each poem means, for that would be to have lived in your story with each passing breath. Nay, i can only express the emotions that these words give me in relation to mine own, curiousity, like flower garden, grown. Ay, mine eyes be such, the great admirer
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Aug 23, 2016
Aug 23, 2016 at 1:40 AM UTC
Ay, Mine Eyes be Such (The Great Admirer)
**** or **** English or Swedish? It doesn't matter **** A person who sleeps around looking for love. Their body is no longer their own. I no longer have love of my own. No one cares for me except for what I can provide for them. Sleeping around looking for love. Yet I get no gratification besides the others reaction. I hate myself for not having a *** drive. **** End. The finale. Nothing left. All used up. I am a hollow shell. There is nothing but sadness and hurt left. I'm all used up with nothing to give. The trash of humanity. **** or **** It doesn't matter They are both me
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Apr 28, 2015
Apr 28, 2015 at 11:24 AM UTC
****
We've been out here swinging for a while now tearing at your throat like there's no tomorrow And I've never been one to stand aside or stand in the way of change, but she's got us on one hell of a ride hanging over the sides now trying to get my bearings with my guard down standing over the edge now we've been playing both sides, don't let us hit the ground it'd be one too many if we went down tonight can't catch a break wondering is the timing ever right can't catch my breath but it's over now passing in phases like the last round the last scene before the grand finale dialogue caught in tatters like you've a mouth full of razor teeth touch my cheek kiss me only when you feel like it (we were there just last week) take this dose and space it out, I need my portions small like my dreams always on to the next faded scheme, it's okay though because my vision's 20/20 and I don't mind chasing the hard-to-get things.
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Sep 1, 2018
Sep 1, 2018 at 8:18 PM UTC
20/20
Overhead the stars glimmered and the moon rested and all I could feel was a soft embrace, carrying me in tune with the wind. There was nothing left to lose, except life itself. I felt the heavy weights glide off of my shoulders and onto the pale green meadow beside me. A sweet mellifluous hymn sounded in the near distance, in tune with the Sun's descend toward Earth's core. Leaves rustle, the water ripples, so much movement around me, but I lay still. The tranquility is intoxicating, I don't wish to leave. This is my grand finale, yet somehow I find the exit signs exhausting to follow. I wished I could listen once more to the sound "I love you" makes but it's been years since I've heard it. It's been years since I felt anything but numb. All this time my mind has kept me isolated and trapped-- unable to find a solace. I couldn't make a home out of a person because I did that once and I was never able to recover what I lost from myself inside of him. This peaceful meadow is my one true love, nature being the ultimate constant in my life. It is, has, always will be around. Trust the whispering trees and dance to the swan's song. This is the chorus of my life, this is the final chapter of my book, I am free, I am free, I am free.
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Feb 3, 2015
Feb 3, 2015 at 9:09 PM UTC
Swan Song
Stalingrad- Germany wanted control, But they weren't going to get it. Silly men, Unaware that they would freeze to the bone In those harsh Russian mountains. Is oil worth it? Torch- the British thought it was a simple plan. It was, but barely. The soft underbelly, The Mediterranean to France, through Italy? Kick the Axis out of North Africa? Piece of cake. D-Day- a finale? Maybe. The ships and planes at the ready, A possible surprise. Parachutes And men on foot storming the beaches of Normandy. Shots fired, push east where they belong. Coming from the North and South. Cinch like a corset Strings are drawn against the axis. Good luck holding up your empire in this day and age.
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Jun 10, 2014
Jun 10, 2014 at 10:00 PM UTC
In Order
A semester of struggle, Torture and fear, The grades are in, Their finally here. Relationships on hold, as we prance around, try to salvage, what we let down. Kids will do anything, just to pass the quota, Except for me, I just play Dota.
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Jan 15, 2015
Jan 15, 2015 at 9:12 AM UTC
The Finale
Snarling, fangs shining, moonlight illuminating ferocious beasts, limbs tangling, separating, lunging, caught within deadly battle. Scarlet streams trickle from trees gouged like the bellies of their prey, canine fiends bare their teeth, their growls like black thunder, facing these soulless demons smeared with the blood of many. Bodies drop with screams still rattling inside their rib cages, demons devouring with rage that can never be quenched, their hearts ripped from their chests, veins slit, arteries torn mercilessly out of still warm flesh. Creatures created from pure insanity that breed nothing but anger, fear and despair, children's corpses torn apart, their skulls shattered. Snapping of jaws still slimed with internal juices, bits of raw flesh clinging to hair that shimmers under the blood red moon. Hissing from the shadows, knotted into frenzied war, animated corpses beside twisted bodies of wolves, wounds gushing ruby tears, still pulsing organs shredded. Flames rush from overturned fires, shrieking forms, torches wavering through darkness. Pale beings gather for the finale, blood spatters across ground, staining everything within it's reach. Only two are left, facing each other in the coming dawn. Heaps of creatures litter this burned, bloodied ground, none alive.
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Oct 22, 2015
Oct 22, 2015 at 5:05 AM UTC
Vampire vs Werewolf
I went from a lover to a liar in a heartbeat; the flip of a switch as soon as I heard I could get what I'd been craving. The jolt of electricity through your bloodstream, the feeling of being alive with your senses on fire, the ability to seem untouchable: superhero like even... Almost nothing compares in that moment, but in the afterglow, when your cape begins to lose its wind and your heart starts to slow, nothing feels worse than pondering it's destined finale. Discovering your conscience, all the while knowing that no matter how much you love someone, the poison always comes first. It's a terrible reality, the ability to choose. And I always choose wrong, down the path of the chemical adventure, knowing that at the end, I always inevitably fall off the cliff. But it's an obsession: being on top of the world, and no matter how much time passes, or how far I think I've come, she always wins. It's the slow onset, the clarity, the peaks where everything seems far better than it actually is, but now the dream is over. I need to let it go or it will consume me; living in a false reality, locked in to my need for perfection. She used to calm me and make me godlike, but now I've fallen from my pedestal and upon looking up, I see she turns me into the monster I've never wanted to be... Hiding, in shame, from the soul I love the most. I wish I could tell her, divulge all of my secrets, but the fear of the disappointment on her face is too much for me to bare. Because I know she could help me, if I would just tell her the truth.
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Jun 2, 2017
Jun 2, 2017 at 12:39 AM UTC
Awakenings
I went from a lover to a liar in a heartbeat; the flip of a switch as soon as I heard I could get what I'd been craving. The jolt of electricity through your bloodstream, the feeling of being alive with your senses on fire, the ability to seem untouchable: superhero like even... Almost nothing compares in that moment, but in the afterglow, when your cape begins to lose its wind and your heart starts to slow, nothing feels worse than pondering it's destined finale. Discovering your conscience, all the while knowing that no matter how much you love someone, the poison always comes first. It's a terrible reality, the ability to choose. And I always choose wrong, down the path of the chemical adventure, knowing that at the end, I always inevitably fall off the cliff. But it's an obsession: being on top of the world, and no matter how much time passes, or how far I think I've come, she always wins. It's the slow onset, the clarity, the peaks where everything seems far better than it actually is, but now the dream is over. I need to let it go or it will consume me; living in a false reality, locked in to my need for perfection. She used to calm me and make me godlike, but now I've fallen from my pedestal and upon looking up, I see she turns me into the monster I've never wanted to be... Hiding, in shame, from the soul I love the most. I wish I could tell her, divulge all of my secrets, but the fear of the disappointment on her face is too much for me to bare. Because I know she could help me, if I would just tell her the truth.
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Post-azure, cloud splashed sky, washes with the suns descent, breaking into melodies of sunset. Fracturing into a blush, the richness of the spectrum makes itself known. On a tangent of change, amorphous clouds bleed amber glow and bittersweet combinations of reds and yellows. Vermillion streaks through, and a few cloud folk turn titian, like sumptuous surreal apricots rotting in the sky, that seem to augur encroaching darkness. Billows on the horizon leak crimson, like spilled wine on table cloth, and pucker out like blooms of flaming roses. Fire refracted coloured cousins of the sun are dancing all about. Here is the anthem of wild transformation. Here is cause for quiet celebration. Here at this fluent juncture. Here at the closing of day. The whole of the ocean below, is the skies tremendous mirror. It's reflection is variegated, into variations a thousandfold. Multitudinous, and ever differentiated, distortions of above ride the crests of waves. Each apex is a new story. Each new story, just as soon as it is told, comes crashing into trough. Each finale is the ****** of beginning. The dynamic roar of the oceans ever-changing topology is rife with meaning. Colossal symphonic wonders, the primordial song, releasing upon: the uni- verse continual, sending the manifest to move, with the give and strain of immaculate design. Here ensconced between the safety of light and the mystery of night. Here at the oceans edge. Above, shades of catalina-blue, in conversation with the outer most cosmic-black dismiss earlier brighter hues. Tinged by the infinite nature of space, the jeweled dome darkens. Overhead, the first stars appear, sky transparent to beheld blackness. Luxuriant, pulling horizon, attracts violet into it's unfolding theatrics. Bloodied clouds turn purplish, then black, a darkening rawness allures, decaying with vivid beauty, tragedies of a rouged romance drug down into shadows play, searingly alive, extraordinarily actual. And then, the hush of dusk. Darkness is felled, like silence. Scintillating stars strengthen in the nights surrounding abyss; giving radiance definition. Dynamic Beauty Lives In Transition, Oppositions Compliment.
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Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 9:49 PM UTC
A Coastal Sunset: transitional beauty
Post-azure, cloud splashed sky, washes with the suns descent, breaking into melodies of sunset. Fracturing into a blush, the richness of the spectrum makes itself known. On a tangent of change, amorphous clouds bleed amber glow and bittersweet combinations of reds and yellows. Vermillion streaks through, and a few cloud folk turn titian, like sumptuous surreal apricots rotting in the sky, that seem to augur encroaching darkness. Billows on the horizon leak crimson, like spilled wine on table cloth, and pucker out like blooms of flaming roses. Fire refracted coloured cousins of the sun are dancing all about. Here is the anthem of wild transformation. Here is cause for quiet celebration. Here at this fluent juncture. Here at the closing of day. The whole of the ocean below, is the skies tremendous mirror. It's reflection is variegated, into variations a thousandfold. Multitudinous, and ever differentiated, distortions of above ride the crests of waves. Each apex is a new story. Each new story, just as soon as it is told, comes crashing into trough. Each finale is the ****** of beginning. The dynamic roar of the oceans ever-changing topology is rife with meaning. Colossal symphonic wonders, the primordial song, releasing upon: the uni- verse continual, sending the manifest to move, with the give and strain of immaculate design. Here ensconced between the safety of light and the mystery of night. Here at the oceans edge. Above, shades of catalina-blue, in conversation with the outer most cosmic-black dismiss earlier brighter hues. Tinged by the infinite nature of space, the jeweled dome darkens. Overhead, the first stars appear, sky transparent to beheld blackness. Luxuriant, pulling horizon, attracts violet into it's unfolding theatrics. Bloodied clouds turn purplish, then black, a darkening rawness allures, decaying with vivid beauty, tragedies of a rouged romance drug down into shadows play, searingly alive, extraordinarily actual. And then, the hush of dusk. Darkness is felled, like silence. Scintillating stars strengthen in the nights surrounding abyss; giving radiance definition. Dynamic Beauty Lives In Transition, Oppositions Compliment.
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There was a young girl and her name was Carrie All she would dream of was being a Fairy She would come home with tears down her face Thinking of the words said made her heart pace To the park she would go to try and get a look Writing and drawing in her small book One day she as was there jumping towards the sky When all of a sudden she heard a small cry She looked to her feet to behold a rare sight A small frail fairy starring up at her in fright She picked up the being and took it back home Up to her room where it could freely roam As the days went on the fairy grew sad Because of that Carrie became mad One day the fairy had asked to go Carrie was so mad that she roared out a ‘NO’ The fairy’s heart hurt For Carrie had begun to treat it like dirt Slowly the fairy thought of a way When Carrie would leave it’d ask to come play Carrie accepted without a clue But before the time came she already knew Before she had left she locked the fairy up Away it went in a small plastic cup Loudly the fairy screamed out for mercy Calmly Carrie said ‘You should have loved me” She picked up a lighter and set it aflame Looking down at the fairy with no hint of shame As the cup lit up and the golden flames licked out Carrie covered her ears as the fairy began to shout She grinned at the cup with no hint of remorse From that moment on her life went off course She soon became crazy and also was bitter Mad at that fairy for not wanting to be with her She then gave up with keeping up with her lie And quickly decided it was her turn to die She wrote a short letter for all those who cared Re writing the life of which she had bared The finale few lines spoke of her fears But only the last two were covered in tears These were the words that were said Right before Carrie had shot herself in the head I am a young girl and my name is Carrie As I grew up I dreamed of being a fairy People would laugh and break my joy They didn’t realize that I wasn’t a toy My dream soon came true in a sick twisted way I didn’t know that I would turn around and say That fairies aren’t real to those who don’t see And being able to know one comes at a fee I was one of the few who had to pay that cost I was once found but now I am lost I am ready to go for the clock is ticking My heart and soul is now one for the picking I guess it is time to reveal all kept hidden For I was the one that had it forbidden Because I am a young girl and my name is Carrie And I’m leaving this world the queen of all fairies.
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Jan 24, 2017
Jan 24, 2017 at 10:51 AM UTC
The Fairy
There was a young girl and her name was Carrie All she would dream of was being a Fairy She would come home with tears down her face Thinking of the words said made her heart pace To the park she would go to try and get a look Writing and drawing in her small book One day she as was there jumping towards the sky When all of a sudden she heard a small cry She looked to her feet to behold a rare sight A small frail fairy starring up at her in fright She picked up the being and took it back home Up to her room where it could freely roam As the days went on the fairy grew sad Because of that Carrie became mad One day the fairy had asked to go Carrie was so mad that she roared out a ‘NO’ The fairy’s heart hurt For Carrie had begun to treat it like dirt Slowly the fairy thought of a way When Carrie would leave it’d ask to come play Carrie accepted without a clue But before the time came she already knew Before she had left she locked the fairy up Away it went in a small plastic cup Loudly the fairy screamed out for mercy Calmly Carrie said ‘You should have loved me” She picked up a lighter and set it aflame Looking down at the fairy with no hint of shame As the cup lit up and the golden flames licked out Carrie covered her ears as the fairy began to shout She grinned at the cup with no hint of remorse From that moment on her life went off course She soon became crazy and also was bitter Mad at that fairy for not wanting to be with her She then gave up with keeping up with her lie And quickly decided it was her turn to die She wrote a short letter for all those who cared Re writing the life of which she had bared The finale few lines spoke of her fears But only the last two were covered in tears These were the words that were said Right before Carrie had shot herself in the head I am a young girl and my name is Carrie As I grew up I dreamed of being a fairy People would laugh and break my joy They didn’t realize that I wasn’t a toy My dream soon came true in a sick twisted way I didn’t know that I would turn around and say That fairies aren’t real to those who don’t see And being able to know one comes at a fee I was one of the few who had to pay that cost I was once found but now I am lost I am ready to go for the clock is ticking My heart and soul is now one for the picking I guess it is time to reveal all kept hidden For I was the one that had it forbidden Because I am a young girl and my name is Carrie And I’m leaving this world the queen of all fairies.
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wondrous words, shades of colorations, this pain, artfully slow, steady stalking, finale staking into my hardened heart with tireless twinges of loss and constant regret, painstakingly plinking away, leaving pockmarks of bullets shot at the concrete ring-fencing, failing to protect me from just another, **oh god not again, have no mo' time** for jes one mo' time love's aftermath regret, bitter acid wash, that cleanses nothing, for you are already nothing when love loss wrenches/rents your soul's garments with knotholes of unfashionable distressed distress **better not to have loved, better, better, better,** than this battering silent hurricane invisible thunderstorm internally, than respects no seasonality, for which the meteorologists can predict neither its path or its final cessation painstakingly, did I build my walled shelter, only to fail-fall to the siege machines of beauty and desire, and once conquered, with fire and heat, *they burnt me from the outward edges inward, and I am not a Phoenix* see the stooped slow white walker more than dead, yet alive enough existing to be witness to his own devouring, his hands wrapped round the stake in his chest stuck, painstakingly protecting it, lest its removal be one more undoing of the painstaking man
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May 31, 2016
May 31, 2016 at 7:00 PM UTC
the painstaking man
Call the roller of big cigars, The muscular one, and bid him whip In kitchen cups concupiscent curds. Let the wenches dawdle in such dress As they are used to wear, and let the boys Bring flowers in last month's newspapers. Let be be finale of seem. The only emperor is the emperor of ice-cream. Take from the dresser of deal, Lacking the three glass knobs, that sheet On which she embroidered fantails once And spread it so as to cover her face. If her ***** feet protrude, they come To show how cold she is, and dumb. Let the lamp affix its beam. The only emperor is the emperor of ice-cream.
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The Emperor of Ice-Cream
I was young when I learned to sing to the rhythm of fists flying through the air like birds too angry with the season to call. I was young when I thought a tune could drown the sounds of my mother’s sobs crashing through hallways in tidal waves and monsoon misery. I was young when I carved songs in the wallpaper and into my delicate skin. I turned bruises into syncopated beats and scars into major scales. My stepfather hated music but I was an ornery child, and I sang of joyous things just to see if his soul could dance, but instead, I got two left feet in swift kicks. When I was was young I was afraid of sticks because I thought my body was a drum to be beaten and battered to a punishing rhythm. I was young when I learned that the taste of blood on my lip was merely the flicker before the intermission; the finale would be a grand display of pomp, punch, and unlucky circumstance. My mother was a tone-deaf drunk who never learned to sing. She belted begging in B flat octaves like it was the only note she knew. She wept an ocean of sorrow as I sang my S.O.S. “God, save our sinking ship.” “God, save our sinking souls.” “God, save our sorry stepfather from himself.” And when I thought to cry, I sang my little heart out instead. I sang of devil's meeting end, and I sang of daughter's finding love, and I sang of mother's finding strength enough to leave, and I sang to the happy families that only existed in sitcoms, because my stepfather hated music but I hated him far more.
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Jan 23, 2014
Jan 23, 2014 at 12:15 PM UTC
My Stepfather Hated Music
I was young when I learned to sing to the rhythm of fists flying through the air like birds too angry with the season to call. I was young when I thought a tune could drown the sounds of my mother’s sobs crashing through hallways in tidal waves and monsoon misery. I was young when I carved songs in the wallpaper and into my delicate skin. I turned bruises into syncopated beats and scars into major scales. My stepfather hated music but I was an ornery child, and I sang of joyous things just to see if his soul could dance, but instead, I got two left feet in swift kicks. When I was was young I was afraid of sticks because I thought my body was a drum to be beaten and battered to a punishing rhythm. I was young when I learned that the taste of blood on my lip was merely the flicker before the intermission; the finale would be a grand display of pomp, punch, and unlucky circumstance. My mother was a tone-deaf drunk who never learned to sing. She belted begging in B flat octaves like it was the only note she knew. She wept an ocean of sorrow as I sang my S.O.S. “God, save our sinking ship.” “God, save our sinking souls.” “God, save our sorry stepfather from himself.” And when I thought to cry, I sang my little heart out instead. I sang of devil's meeting end, and I sang of daughter's finding love, and I sang of mother's finding strength enough to leave, and I sang to the happy families that only existed in sitcoms, because my stepfather hated music but I hated him far more.
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Fireworks were cool. Framed metal chairs with woven nylon Americana on watered lawns on the outskirts of the edge of Los Angeles. Hairy neighbors, Miller Drafts and dog **** Sally ****** Jim on the corner, and Jim drank, or started again and wouldn’t stop, but was good with a flat tire and chain adjustment. His kid had a glove like a vacuum. His daughter was a ***** Sally afforded a Mexican gardener. Tim always had fireworks. He had gasoline and willed fireworks into his driveway. He had rope and a keg. Schatzky keep her cool. She had to. She worked the 5th and taught everyone’s kids. She taught their parents too, 10 years ago. Her son Donavan and her husband Keith lived for the 4th. Little pink houses and Jack and Diane kind of **** So they watched fireworks on flag hill while their neighbors ****** and got ********* and burnt their eyebrows. Donavan was ecstatic. Each year the hill was gilded in gold for Donavan and Keith and and Schatzky, because each 4th brought fire and explosives in a way they could never afford. Keith was more patriotic than most. He waited and enlisted and became a hero. Donavan watched on TV. Schatzky watched too. We won the first gulf war and everyone knew it: https://youtu.be/4gNhs2SRacs?t=1m10... They celebrated the fourth in baseball stadiums. They celebrated life and heroism and purpose, and they celebrated with F16s and the best explosives the peacetime nation offered. And Keith celebrated and embraced purpose. He even became a leader in the 2nd gulf war. Sally stopped ******* Jim. Jim wasn’t married anymore. His kid lowered Tim’s basement and didn’t steal the copper. Tim’s house was worth a fortune but it had a radon problem. Schatsky was accused of drowning her dog, but she didn’t do it. Jim still drinks; he’s smarter now. They all meet on flag hill every 4th. The fireworks aren’t as good. A lot of build up for a finale that feels like an accident. Water seeps through my jeans and no one can see my face as I limp home with a broken rubber sandal and a bucket of ice, a dog tied around my legs, and a kid face first on the grass, a wife whose friend drank our last beer an hour ago, a phone with  two-percent battery left and my mom wants to show me what fireworks look like in California.
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Jul 5, 2016
Jul 5, 2016 at 2:12 AM UTC
Fireworks
Fireworks were cool. Framed metal chairs with woven nylon Americana on watered lawns on the outskirts of the edge of Los Angeles. Hairy neighbors, Miller Drafts and dog **** Sally ****** Jim on the corner, and Jim drank, or started again and wouldn’t stop, but was good with a flat tire and chain adjustment. His kid had a glove like a vacuum. His daughter was a ***** Sally afforded a Mexican gardener. Tim always had fireworks. He had gasoline and willed fireworks into his driveway. He had rope and a keg. Schatzky keep her cool. She had to. She worked the 5th and taught everyone’s kids. She taught their parents too, 10 years ago. Her son Donavan and her husband Keith lived for the 4th. Little pink houses and Jack and Diane kind of **** So they watched fireworks on flag hill while their neighbors ****** and got ********* and burnt their eyebrows. Donavan was ecstatic. Each year the hill was gilded in gold for Donavan and Keith and and Schatzky, because each 4th brought fire and explosives in a way they could never afford. Keith was more patriotic than most. He waited and enlisted and became a hero. Donavan watched on TV. Schatzky watched too. We won the first gulf war and everyone knew it: https://youtu.be/4gNhs2SRacs?t=1m10... They celebrated the fourth in baseball stadiums. They celebrated life and heroism and purpose, and they celebrated with F16s and the best explosives the peacetime nation offered. And Keith celebrated and embraced purpose. He even became a leader in the 2nd gulf war. Sally stopped ******* Jim. Jim wasn’t married anymore. His kid lowered Tim’s basement and didn’t steal the copper. Tim’s house was worth a fortune but it had a radon problem. Schatsky was accused of drowning her dog, but she didn’t do it. Jim still drinks; he’s smarter now. They all meet on flag hill every 4th. The fireworks aren’t as good. A lot of build up for a finale that feels like an accident. Water seeps through my jeans and no one can see my face as I limp home with a broken rubber sandal and a bucket of ice, a dog tied around my legs, and a kid face first on the grass, a wife whose friend drank our last beer an hour ago, a phone with  two-percent battery left and my mom wants to show me what fireworks look like in California.
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You pull me closer with your magical love like a magician doing his brilliant magic I give up, disappear, lose my mind as if I am yours, for finale in your room
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Jan 3, 2015
Jan 3, 2015 at 1:16 PM UTC
FINALE IN YOUR ROOM
. The more I think, and reflect about life, the more it strikes how little we need to survive. . But then the question of my life itself baffles me still. In the name of Cups and Wands and Swords and Pentacles. How does one figure out how one wants to ease into the world— in what manner what face what costume what identity shall we assume in this theatrical muse of mass-scale rehabilitation. Searching, for the right attire in a tolerable personality. To eventualize, to officiate, to become A masterpiece— by the hands of time and the wheels of fortune. So that we may be made worthy Maybe, if you were dealt with luck. Fortune's Fool— How do we know which is the correct way to go sᴉ ǝɥʇ ʇɔǝɹɹoɔ ʎɐʍ oʇ oɓ· in hindsight. To hunt for a halo in the robes of glee while you dwindle in time Abject, at sea. Cut the chase. Bleed. Heal. Await the haemorhage and its evanescence. And when you approach the Great Finale, Be free. . At any moment of time, we have one foot in the abyss while the other lapses into ecstasy. .
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Jul 25, 2018
Jul 25, 2018 at 3:17 PM UTC
“ The Hermit ”
You wore a Rolex watch which was fake and didn't even tell the time. I know that isn't a crime. Nor is buying complex coffees but it did perplex me. I ignore this, naturally. But before the finale, before you forsaked me into the Vally of the Dead where few did tread. I saw the cracks. I saw you slack and caught a glimpse behind that facade, behind the blinks to see that you were flawed, just like me Still, I ignored this. I didn't take you serious, blind to your spurious nature. Nothing more than specious appearance. It wasns't till the Persecco that I felt your echo. And it all came pouring out, All the more doubt than before. Adore turns to abhor too soon for my liking. I can't stop you if you're a quitter. Just like I can't stop the bitter memories, flitter by my mind.
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Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 6:13 PM UTC
Specious Appearance
My love for you is like Violin dubstep Starting out slowly moving effortlessly as if I were in space Then it hits with a bang Pushing me right Pushing left Makes me drop Makes me rise Oh , my love for you makes my feet come to life I get lost in the Rhythm One Beat Two beats Four beats and more Pulls and plucks my heart string back and forth Yes , my love for you is like Violin Dubstep This senstaion that I get is nothing but ecstasy Winding me up for the big finale LOVE Oh love is Violin Dubstep
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Jan 2, 2013
Jan 2, 2013 at 6:13 PM UTC
My love for you is Like Violin Dubstep
An elephant remebered running wild in savanna. The rays of the sun shining down warming the ground beneath him, He bathed in the light, as he trunked with the other elephants around his elder's legs, He remebered the large disk of light as it descended behind the earth and the sky became hues of color, He remembered as he lay down in the nights, drawing warmth from his elders, He remebered this as the lion, with jagged teeth, ripped his guts. The lion, having had his fill, looked up at the elephant and there as darkness settled in his eyes, like curtains closing in the finale, an elephant ran wild in savanna.
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Feb 7, 2019
Feb 7, 2019 at 8:54 PM UTC
The Elephant of the Savanna